She was unbelievably tight and so wet. I eased in another finger in her and sucked her clit, making her crazy.
She had to shove her fingers into her mouth to keep her screams from escaping and waking up the baby.
I spent a good amount of time on her pussy, stretching her with my fingers to prepare her for my cock.
I already knew she was going to have a hard time taking me because of how small and tight she was and it scared me a little.
I wasn’t kidding when I told her that my cock was sure to hurt her. But I hadn’t expected a woman who’d borne a child to still be this tight.
I have yet to meet a woman who could take my length without some pain, and she makes me harder than anyone else ever has before so I know there’s going to be a problem.
There was nothing I could do about that short of leaving her alone and that’s not about to happen. She’s lucky I’ve given her as much time as I have as it is.
When she came in my mouth I pulled her panties back into place and got to my feet with my cock aching and my balls tight.
I had to leave before I took her and hurt her. The mood I was in I was too far gone to take it slow. I kissed her cheek and left her there trying to breathe before heading out the door.
That was last night. Tonight I’ve decided that enough is enough. I was tired of dancing around her, waiting for her to come to me on her own. And even more tired of going home with blue balls and a swollen dick.
I talked her into taking her shower while I read Amber her story and she surprisingly agreed. She came back into the room some time later, fresh from her shower and wearing just a robe. Perfect!
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As soon as Amber fell asleep I took Gia’s hand and led her from the room. “Sit, we need to talk.” I sat her on the couch before taking a seat next to her.
She’d been trying to avoid me at the office the days after I’d spent the night fondling her on the couch, but I hadn’t let her get away with that shit.
I made her have lunch with me in my office everyday no longer caring what the gossips had to say. The sooner everyone knew she was mine the better anyway.
I hadn’t broached the subject of her husband, waiting for her to bring it up but she never did. Now I was no longer willing to leave it up to her.
I knew from her response to me that she was more than a little bit interested, that she did have feelings for me, but I wanted her to say it.
“Look at me.” She turned her face to look at me and I saw her throat work as she swallowed hard. “What are you afraid of?”
I ran my finger down her cheek to the corner of her mouth and slipped just the tip in before pulling it back out again.
“I’m not afraid.”
“Yes, you are. I can see it in your eyes, don’t lie to me.” She looked down and way and played with her fingers intertwined on her lap.
“You’ve had sex before so that can’t be it, so tell me.”
I half expected her to tell me that she was still in love with him, that she’d made some sort of misguided promise not to share herself with anyone else.
I’m not sure what I plan to do if those words do come out of her mouth, but I know for damn sure I wasn’t giving her up. Not even if I have to force her to see the error of her ways.
“I don’t know what you want from me.”
“What do you think I want?”
“Sex.” It’s cute how she still blushes at the word.
“Is that all you think I want from you? I think you’re lying. If sex was all you thought I wanted you would’ve shot me down long ago.”
“I’m sure you’ve had plenty of offers since you became a widow.” A thought that gives me nightmares and breaks me out in a sweat each time she’s out of my sight.
That’s why I have to do this now. Why I can’t waste any more time. We’ll be leaving the country soon and I want my ring on her finger or my child in her belly before we get on that plane.
“If not sex then what?”
“I want you, all of you. I want to build a life with you and your daughter. Stay where you are.”
I blocked her from leaving with a hand on her chest. “What if I don’t want what you want?” I gritted my teeth and restrained myself from telling her that was tough shit.
“Any reason why you wouldn’t want what I want? Are you not attracted to me, you feel nothing for me at all?”
She didn’t answer which was good, at least she wasn’t willing to outright lie to my face. “I just don’t think this is a good idea. What will everyone think? People are already whispering since you’ve made me have lunch with you every day this week.”
“Really? That’s the excuse you’re going to use? People and gossip? You’re gonna have to do better than that.”
“It doesn’t matter what I say, you’re not going to listen anyway.”
“This is true but I’d still like to hear your reasoning.”
“I don’t know, I just…I just haven’t thought about it. I’ve been too busy taking care of Amber and trying to finish my degree. Then there was the competition I entered that led me here.”
“So you’re saying you just never had time to think about a relationship. Okay then, if that’s your only holdup we’ve already got a pretty decent head-start on this one, so there should be no problems.”
“That’s not what I mean exactly.”
“Fine, since you can’t seem to find your words let me help you. Are you still in love with him?”
“He has a name.” She went on the defensive.
“Had a name, he’s no longer here.” She flew up off the couch and turned to me furiously.
“This is why we can’t talk about this. You act like you want me to pretend he was never here and I won’t do that. If I did then I’d have to forger my daughter…”
“That’s not what I mean and you know it. But every time it comes to…him you seem to lose all rationality.” I got up and took her hand, dragging her down the hallway behind me.
“You see this? What is this about? You say it’s for Amber but is it really? He’s the first thing anyone sees when they walk through the door. The living room is covered with memories of him but where are you and Amber?”
She turned her face and I turned it back roughly. “You’re lying to yourself. For whatever reason you’ve decided to bury yourself with him. You’re too young for that shit. You deserve more, Amber deserves more.”
“Don’t tell me what my daughter deserves, there’s nothing she needs that I won’t move heaven and earth to find.”
“What about a father?”
“She has a father, just because Richard died doesn’t mean that he’s no longer her dad. I keep these things around so that she won’t forget.” I was getting no fucking where with her.
“Her or you?”
She turned to head back down the hallway and I grabbed her arm and pulled her back around. “That’s it. I’ve had enough of your hiding. You want to pretend that you died along with him, suit yourself. But I’m not willing to let you fuck me over for a memory.”
“I’m not asking you to do anything I just want to be left alone to live my life…”
“No. I know you’re not averse to me. I know when I touch you, you go up in flames.”
“I’ve had my mouth and my fingers inside you, on you. I know you want me as much as I want you. But since you don’t want my love, why don’t I just give you what it is you seem to want from me.”
I pushed her back against the wall and ran my hand up between her legs. “You think all I want from you is sex, and since you respond so beautifully to me I take it that you want that too. So why deny ourselves?”
“I didn’t say that.” She turned her face when I tried to kiss her. Pissing me the fuck off. I turned her head around as I cupped the heat of her pussy in my hand.
“Then what are you saying?” I held her eyes with mine letting her see just how angry I was with her. “You want to keep me going round and round in circl
es but I won’t.”
“I don’t want that. I just don’t understand what your problem is with my marriage and my husband. You want me to pretend that he never existed, what kind of thinking is that?”
Finally the shit was out in the open. Now I could tell her what I really feel and be done with it.
I’m not about to pretend something I don’t feel. Neither am I willing to wait another second before claiming her.
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“You really want to know? I’ll tell you. I hate that you had a child with him, that you were ever his wife. I hate that you were in love with someone else but won’t even give me the fucking time of day.”
“But I didn’t even know you.”
“It doesn’t matter. It’s how I feel.” I also feel like a complete ass. “You won’t even discuss him with me, like he’s this great treasure that you have to hold on to.”
She opened her mouth to rebut my last statement but I pulled her towards me with a hand around her throat and covered her mouth with mine.
I’d heard enough. If she wouldn’t accept my words then I’ll just have to show her. She fought me and tried escaping my kiss so I held her head in my hand keeping her in place.
“Stop it!” I gave her my tongue and let my other hand play between her thighs again until my fingers teased her through her panties, which were already wet.
“I can feel your heat, stop pretending you don’t want this.” I deepened the kiss, nibbling on her lips gently until they softened under mine and she opened up and let me in. Finally!
I took her tongue into my mouth and the kiss grew wilder, hotter as I pulled her closer before leaning her back against the wall. “I’m going to fuck you right here, hop up.”
I lifted her up by her ass until her legs wrapped around my hips. Her thighs opened around me leaving room for me to fit.
I pressed my aching cock against her heat as her robe fell open. I didn’t release her lips as I reached between us and tore her panties, letting the shreds drop to the floor at my feet.
Then I tackled my zipper, releasing my cock. She came to her senses and tried getting out of my embrace. “Don’t deny me.”
I pulled her head back roughly and sank my teeth into her neck as I surged my cock deep into her wet heat. “Fuck, you’re hot.”
She’d taken only seven inches before her pussy closed up tight. Her cunt was like liquid fire around my meat. “And so fucking tight.”
I had a hard time getting my cock to slide in and out of her tight folds, her pussy’s grip was that tight. I bent my knees and took her ass in my hands and fucked up into her.
I buried my face in her neck as I fucked her up against the wall hard. Her wild moans and the way her pussy clenched around me holding me captive made my knees weak and I took her down to the wooden floor.
I pulled her legs high around my middle and held her ass at the right angle to take me. I wanted to get deeper inside her than anyone else had ever been.
Jealousy burned like a raging flame in my chest as I fucked into her over and over like a wild beast. Trying to outrun the emotions wreaking havoc in my head.
“No one else, ever again, I’ll kill you.” I didn’t let her answer but instead took her mouth. She almost inhaled my tongue as her hips moved and her pussy sucked at my cock greedily. When I needed air I pulled back and looked down at her.
The pain in her eyes gave me pause and I stopped stroking into her. “Does it hurt?”
“Uh-huh.” She nodded her head and a tear fell.
I wrapped my arms protectively around her and picked her up from the floor, sending my cock another inch deep inside her.
I made my way down the hallway to her room and kicked the door open. I looked around for any unwanted pictures of him and breathed a sigh of relief when there were none to be found.
I laid her on the bed and came down over her, our bodies still joined together. “I’m going to work my whole cock inside you, I’ll try not to hurt you too much but I have to do this.”
I felt like if I didn’t get my whole cock inside her I’d die. I needed to feel her suckling all of me in her sweet heat. I could see it in my mind. See my cock stretching her out to take me.
She screamed as I slowly fucked more of my hard cockmeat into her. I covered her mouth with my hand and forced the rest of my cock into her extremely tight cunt.
“Shh, take it.” I moved my hand and kissed her while easing my cock in deeper.
“Please it hurts.”
“I know.” I went in deep and held still, giving her time to adjust but she still cried.
“Please Evan, it hurts.”
“No, you have to learn to take me. If I stop now it would only feed your fear and next time it might be harder on you. I’ll go slow.”
“Look at me.” I waited for her to obey my order before pulling my cock almost all the way out of her.
Her pussy lips stretched and clung to my cock and I could feel the walls of her sex undulating around me.
“That’s it, breathe.” I slid back in slow, all the while watching her eyes for any signs of pain. I didn’t go deep on every stroke, but changed up until I found the right pace for her.
“Is that better?”
“A little but it still hurts.” She put her hand between us as if to push my dick out of her. “Move your hand.”
I took both her hands and placed them over her head, holding them there with mine. This pushed her tits up as if in an open invitation for my mouth.
I sucked her nipple into my mouth as I surged back into her going deep until I knocked against her cervix.
She screeched and almost pushed me off of her until I slammed into her hard, forcing her back into the mattress. “It’s okay, shh, baby it’s okay.”
I kissed her lips to distract her but could still feel the strain and tension in her body as she tried to accept me.
“Put your legs around me.” I helped her wrap them around my hips, spreading her open wider to make taking my cock easier. “Better?”
She didn’t answer but rocked her hips, moving her pussy on my cock. “That’s it, that’s my girl. Again.” She set up her own rhythm, taking as much of me as she could handle.
I felt her juices release and soak my cock, running down on my balls. The mark on her neck where I’d bitten her earlier was beginning to form.
The sight of it there, knowing that others would see it tomorrow and know what it meant made my cock grow harder, longer. I bit her again in the same place and had the pleasure of feeling her pussy clench.
“Fuck, don’t, shit…” I wrapped my hand around her head and attacked her lips as I pounded into her.
All discipline fled as I became gripped in a sort of madness. All that mattered was the feel of her, of being inside her. I never wanted those feelings to stop.
I fucked her as if just the very act could make us one, bind us together for all eternity. The harder I fucked the harder she cried, the more I tried to soothe her.
It was obvious she’d never taken anything this size before and that fed my manly pride. But I didn’t want to hurt her; that was for the times when I might need to punish fuck her into submission.
For the first time in my life emotion overruled me. A lust almost too strong to be borne held me in its grip as my cock plowed into her faster and faster.
I knew I was no longer in control, that I’d crossed some line, some unseen boundary, and there was no turning back.
For a brief second while buried to the hilt inside her I felt real fear. Fear because I knew that it was because of her, because of what she made me feel.
Because her pussy was the best fucking thing I’d ever been inside of. Because I knew down to my very soul that I’d never get enough of her, of this as long as I live.
The deeper I got, the deeper I wanted to be. In my mind I could feel everything I was doing to her. I could hear her cries as if from a distance.
Feel my teeth bite into her flesh as my hips slammed into hers, my co
ck entering her belly with each thrusts.
Her pussy took it all as she too seemed caught up in a frenzy. Her nails raked down my back until it stung and her teeth bit into my chest when she came.
I felt all of it and knew that nothing would ever be the same again and that day we met came back into my head. Destiny; fate.
I heard my own breath as it sawed in and out of my lungs and my heart felt like it would explode, still all that mattered was the feel of her. Her tight sweet pussy wrapped around my cock.
I growled words of encouragement and admiration in her ear as we fucked and felt her body shake beneath me.
I kept fucking until her hips slowed and she was out of breath. It was only then that I regained my senses and felt the tight stretch of her cunt lips around the base of my rod. Too deep Evan.
I knew if I stayed that deep inside her for much longer I’d really do some damage, and there was no way I wasn’t going to fuck her again tonight and tomorrow and the day after.
I eased out with a plop and moved down between her thighs to give her my mouth, soothing her bruised flesh with my tongue.
I could hear the tears in her hoarse cries and my heart hurt. Did I have to be such an animal with her? Dammit.
“It’s okay baby, I’ll make it all better now.” I lapped at her with my tongue until her cries became coos of pleasure.
I eased my tongue gently into her sore pussy, licking her walls to offer relief. She moved wantonly against my mouth, fucking herself on my tongue.
When her hands fisted in my hair with a firm grip and tugged, bringing me closer to her cunt. I knew the pain had eased.
Still I kept loving her with my tongue, teasing her clit and sucking her juices from her hole as they escaped, before dipping my tongue back inside her.
“Please-please-please…” She was begging to cum, the sweetest fucking sound. I ate her pussy like a meal until her legs quivered and she came in my mouth with a loud moan.
I wiped my mouth off on her thigh and got to my knees to look down between her legs.
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