Anna stopped and let Spirda catch up.
“We need to mount up, I think,” Anna suggested to the blond subofficer. Her stomach was twisted inside out, and half the time she kept her eyes closed because, everywhere she looked, they hurt. Several large hammers pounded at her skull, and her cords felt trashed, though she had not, in terms of concerts and recitals, sung that much—not at all.
“Mount up … . Oh, yes, lady.” Spirda turned toward the immobile Mysar. “Mount up, Mysar.”
The lancer shuddered, then slowly closed his mouth, turned, and walked toward the trench and his mount.
The hot sun, oblivious to the deaths and destruction, had already begun to dry the muddy splotches that dotted Anna’s clothes, and the dampness created by the sprays from surges of water into and out of the sinkhole.
Daffyd was mechanically easing his viola into the case, but his fingers trembled as he did. Anna led Farinelli into the grass west of the trench and looked across the grasslands to the south and west. They seemed unchanged—hot and dry and dusty. She turned back to Farinelli and rested against the big gelding’s shoulder for several moments. Farinelli whuffed, but did not move.
Then Anna straightened and lifted the lutar to pack it into its case.
“Anything I can do, Lady Anna?” Fhurgen practically groveled toward her as Anna fastened the lutar case on Farinelli’s back.
“No. Not now. Not now. We need to tell Alvar—and the Prophet—of their great victory.” And mine—all the destruction was mine.
“Great victory, lady, a great victory.” Fhurgen marched back toward his horse.
It took Anna two attempts to mount, her legs were so wobbly and her balance so uncertain. Why? Because of the magnitude of her sorcery?
Her mass murders was more like it, yet, once again, what could she do? Like Hitler, like so many others, the Ebrans were determined to force others to their will. She had the means to stop them. How could she refuse?
As Farinelli carried her westward, her eyes drifted northward from the trail, to her right where the Chean, swollen to twice its former size by the muddy outflow from Anna’s devastation, carried dark splotches that could have been everything from houses shattered in Sorprat to dead armsmen and their mounts.
Anna swallowed. She hadn’t meant to hurt the people of Sorprat, and the sinkhole hadn’t reached them, but the backlash of her raised torrent had, smashing houses like a giant sledge and spreading mud out into the river valley. Her mouth filled with bile, but she swallowed again.
Then she steadied herself in the saddle and urged Farinelli westward, closing her eyes to shut out the pain of seeing, ignoring the pounding in her skull, trying to shut out the memory of the screams and the vision of mudflattened Sorprat.
The five rode westward in silence.
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Alvar and a squad of lancers met Anna halfway back to the camp. Anna reined up Farinelli. The gelding dropped his head and began to graze. Anna let him.
“What happened?” The captain’s eyes traversed the group. “Are you all right, Lady Anna?”
No. My head is splitting. I’m hot and sick inside, and I don’t want to be here, and I’m tired of the killing, and see no way out. “I’m tired. The Prophet has his victory.” She could feel herself slump in the saddle, and she was afraid almost to move, for fear she would topple out of the saddle.
“I saw the river rise and fill with bodies.” Alvar fixed on Spirda.
“The Ebrans are dead, all but a score. Those are running toward the east. They will never fight again.” Spirda’s voice was flat, dead.
Anna could feel the perspiration dripping down her face, oozing into her hair, but she didn’t care.
“Never,” echoed Fhurgen.
Mysar said nothing, and Daffyd kept his eyes on his mare’s mane.
“There are none left?” Alvar asked.
Of the six armsmen behind him, a young redhead smirked.
“Do not laugh,” said Fhurgen, his voice on the edge of cracking. “Ride east. Ride until you see a huge hole filled with mud. There lie the Ebrans. Ride back, and then laugh. Then laugh.”
“Terrible … terrible …” muttered Mysar. “She is terrible.”
“Is it as they say, Subofficer Spirda?” asked Alvar.
“No. It is worse.” Spirda shook his head slowly. “Best you see for yourself.”
“You are sure there are no Ebrans?”
“Not alive. Not west of the ford.”
“You come with me, Spirda,” Alvar insisted. “Lady Anna, please ride to the camp with the player and your two armsmen. The rest of us will rejoin you before long.”
Anna nodded. She did not have to go east to the ford. She knew what was there. Yes, she knew.
She watched blankly as the captain, his escort, and Spirda headed eastward again, back along the grass-bordered river trail, back along the trail above the death-swollen Chean.
“Lady?” offered Daffyd. “You must ride to the camp.”
Ride to the camp? Of course, she must ride to the camp. Anna barely lifted the reins, and Farinelli raised his head and began to walk westward again, along the narrow trail toward the vanguard’s camp. Her ears still rang with the chords she had struck from within Erde, and all that she heard was muffled and distorted by that ringing.
Daffyd rode silently beside her. Occasionally, he massaged his temples or his neck with his free hand. Anna could not have lifted either hand. Farinelli walked steadily, and she just rode.
As they neared the hills that should be familiar, Daffyd looked up and said something that Anna missed—or couldn’t hear, but since he kept riding, so did she. She had to ride to camp.
Daffyd glanced at Anna, beyond her to her left. She turned her head, and it was an effort.
There, Alvar drew his horse abreast of Farinelli. His swarthy face was immobile, and the two rode for nearly half a dek, to the lower slopes of the gentle hills, before the captain spoke. “I apologize, Lady Anna. I did not know.”
“You don’t have to apologize, Alvar,” Anna said slowly, trying to force each word out against the overpowering fatigue that tugged at her. “You did what you thought best. So did I.”
“I cannot believe … I cannot believe … but it is there, where there were only grasslands this morning at dawn.” Alvar kept looking over his shoulder and then ahead to the grassy hilltop. “Now … now there is but mud and death, a new lake filled with death … cannot believe …”
Anna could believe. She was getting good with death. Then she saw the tents. They looked familiar.
At some point as they neared the vanguard’s camp, she could no longer hold off the darkness.
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“Lady Anna, Lady Anna …”
Anna swam up through the darkness, trying to recognize the voice. Mario? But she wasn’t a lady. No, she hadn’t been lucky like Kiri.
“Lady Anna … please wake up. You need to drink.”
A drink was the last thing she needed, the very last thing. Her head throbbed, and her mouth was dry. What had she done?
White needles stabbed through her eyes as she opened them, and her stomach wanted to turn over, or inside out, or something—and probably would have, had there been anything in it. She was lying on a narrow cot of some sort in a small tent, but she closed her eyes before she saw more. Seeing hurt too much.
“Please drink.” The voice of a young man wavered in and out of her hearing.
Water slopped across her mouth and she licked it, realizing that despite the tightness in her stomach, she was thirsty.
“Here.” Something was placed in her hands.
Her fingers recognized the water bottle, and she struggled into a half-sitting position, her eyes still closed. Someone helped her. Then Anna took a long sip from the water bottle, then another. She said nothing, but slowly sipped her way through the water.
Memories flicked into place: Irenia’s death, the fundraiser she’d never made, Daffyd and Jenny, Brill, the Sand Pass fort, Farinell
i, Behlem, and all the sorcery. All of it.
“Be you better?” asked the voice she recognized as Daffyd’s.
“A little,” she croaked.
“You’ve slept almost a day and a night,” Daffyd explained. “But you must wake up. The Prophet is no more than a glass away.”
“A glass?” Anna said, her voice still rasping. “Shit … I feel like shit.”
“You destroyed all the Ebrans—almost all, anyway, and the Prophet is moving his forces to Mencha. That is what Alvar says.”
When she finally set aside the bottle, Anna squinted through slitted eyes. Seeing still hurt, but she could see, sort of.
“We did manage to get a bucket and some water for you to wash in.” Daffyd pointed.
Anna nodded, then said, “I need to pull myself together.”
“I told you that.”
If she hadn’t been still so exhausted, she would have … done something, preferably naggingly annoying, if she could have thought of it. Instead, she waited for him to leave.
Alone in the tent, she used the water to remove the worst of the grime, especially from her face and hair. Heaven, what she wouldn’t have given for a hot bath, even in the heat of the tent.
She pulled on the second set of riding clothes, thankful she had used sorcery to clean them before she had gone to the ford, and then her boots. She couldn’t have sung “Come to Jesus” in whole notes, or any other way.
She stuffed her dirty clothes into the empty saddlebag and fastened it. Her stained and battered hat lay on her gear. She bent and picked it up, then folded it into her belt. She felt like gritting her teeth every time she bent over, because the headache intensified and her stomach cramped. Her trousers were even looser. Shit! She was going to die of anorexia even while she was stuffing herself.
The lutar seemed fine, but she left it in its case by her saddlebags.
“Lady Anna?” called Daffyd from outside the tent.
“Yes?”
“I brought you some cheese and bread.”
“Come in.”
Anna sat on the cot and ate slowly, deliberately, drinking more water. The food helped, reducing the pounding inside her skull to something less, but more than a dull ache. She still had to close her eyes periodically to relieve the pain associated with seeing, and she had to force herself to eat every scrap of enough food for two people, telling herself that she didn’t want to die of starvation, and wanting to laugh at the terrible irony of it all.
A horn call echoed across the camp. Anna struggled to her feet.
By the time the blue-and-cream banners reached the center of the camp, Anna was waiting.
“Lady Anna,” offered Behlem from the gilded saddle on the palomino stallion, a mount nearly as big as Farinelli. “We understand that you have delivered the Ebrans to us.”
“Most are dead, Lord Behlem. A handful may have escaped.”
“How large a ‘handful’ might that be?”
“Less than twoscore.” Anna waited.
“We are grateful.” The Prophet nodded. “Would you join us? We ride east to Mencha to remove the yoke of Ebra from all of Defalk.”
Anna wouldn’t have phrased it quite that way, but she nodded. “It will take a moment to get my mount.”
Behlem frowned.
“She collapsed after vanquishing the Ebrans,” volunteered Alvar.
Beside and slightly behind Behlem was Hanfor—weathered face and graying hair. The tall overcaptain nodded for Alvar to continue.
“It was a great sorcery, Lord Prophet. You will see,” asserted the wiry and dark-bearded captain.
“I will see, and I do hope it was great.”
Anna looked around. She had no idea where Farinelli was. Daffyd, standing by the tent where she had lain, pointed to the right.
Anna walked over to where he was tethered. Someone had gotten the gelding’s saddle off, but that was all. While Daffyd gathered her gear and lutar, Anna gave Farinelli a quick grooming.
“I’m sorry, but I’m not at full voice, fellow.” Even talking to her mount created a throbbing in her skull.
The gelding whuffled.
While it seemed like it took forever, Anna was saddled and mounted beside Behlem before long.
“It would have been better had you been ready,” the Prophet said mildly.
“I was not made aware of your desires, Lord Behlem,” Anna countered. “But I am here.”
Behlem snorted. Beyond and behind him, several horses back, Anna caught sight of Daffyd’s quickly suppressed smile. She hoped the player was laughing at Behlem and not at her.
Behlem nodded, and the entourage resumed, while behind them Alvar supervised the packing of the camp. Anna wondered if she should have pleaded illness. No—without visible signs, that would have been regarded as a womanly weakness, and she couldn’t afford that.
After they had covered several deks in relative silence, Behlem looked toward Anna. “So we will see this evidence of destruction?”
“It’s right ahead.” Anna pointed toward the depression.
The Prophet stood in his stirrups as they rode closer to the ragged edge of the sinkhole.
“That? That hole? Or is it a muddy lake?”
Anna repressed a sigh.
From his mount on the other side of the Prophet, Hanfor said smoothly, “You can see where the road was sheared off up there. And the river has filled the pit, but you can see all the bodies.” He paused. “And smell them.”
Anna tried to ignore the sour stench, faint as yet, but certainly the result of mud, water, death, and the unending heat of Defalk.
“There are quite a few bodies,” Behlem finally admitted. “It is a pity that the road and the ford were destroyed.”
Despite her headache, Anna wanted to throw sorcery at the spoiled brat. What did he expect? Then she pursed her lips and looked at him, catching the half-smile. She understood. He was beginning the political effort to discredit her. She’d seen it before, at the university, where other professors who felt threatened always found little faults with what she had done, generally right after she’d accomplished the impossible.
“Once the ground settles,” she said, forcing a smile, “we can rebuild the road and the ford.”
“‘We’?” asked Behlem pointedly.
“Daffyd and I.”
“Why not now?”
“Because I would have to do it again later,” Anna said. “There are limits, you know?”
Behlem smiled. “I would have to take your word for that.”
“Please do.”
“All our forces are on the south side of the river,” interjected Hanfor blandly. “So we will not need the ford anytime soon.”
“I would hope not, overcaptain. I would hope not.” The Prophet smiled. “Well … we have seen the sight of a most glorious victory, and we must push on to secure the border.” He nodded sharply at Hanfor, then flicked the reins. Anna followed his example, since she was clearly expected to ride close to Behlem, and be subjected to periodic indirect abuse.
If only she felt better.
They continued eastward, and the sinkhole vanished behind into the seemingly endless grasslands and scattered trees, the abandoned steads, and the clumps of dying trees that had once been woodlots.
In time, the knives and chisels driven by massive unseen sledges returned to pound through Anna’s skull, but she forced her knees against the saddle, holding herself erect as she rode beside Behlem toward Mencha.
How long can I trust him? Not long at all.
Her cords were tight, and if she had to sing, she’d have nothing, no protection at all. She needed rest, and she couldn’t afford to let down her guard at all.
She’d destroyed the Ebran forces, and she had no way to protect herself, except that Behlem didn’t know that, and she couldn’t let him know.
III
VERLUSTTRAUM
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VULT, EBRA
The silvered waters shimmer and show a blonde woma
n on a palomino, the waters imparting the only light to the darkened room, casting a faint glow on the face hidden in the black cowl.
“Never …” murmurs the man in the dark cloak.
He gestures, and a chime rings—once, twice, three times.
In a few moments a second cloaked figure enters. “Yes, Evult?”
“Yurelt, you are Songmaster now. Summon the mastersingers, and the horns.”
“As you wish, Evult.” Slightly lifted shoulders accompany the acquiescence.
“We will bring down the storms and the ice upon Defalk! Upon those who accepted that wench of the mists.”
“Now, Evult? Now … when we have lost … so much?” stutters Yurelt.
“Now! Once we have shattered her city, then your charge is to rebuild our forces. You must destroy the blonde sorceress.” The deep-set eyes burn toward the younger man—bum so much that his face is bathed in light.
“Yes, Evult.” Yurelt swallows.
“Bah … it is simple, so simple that brilliant Eladdrin could never have thought of it. First, she cannot be in more than one place, and we will ensure she must be in Falcor. Second, she must sleep. Third, without her, no armsmen of Liedwahr can stand against us. Fourth, we are not bound by honor. Do you understand?”
Yurelt nods. “Whatever it takes, I must send men from so many places and locations that she cannot sense them all—”
“Not yet. First, we must raise the fires of the earth, and the mighty storms. Then, after the devastation, you must move the eastern army to Synek, to make her worry about our forces. Then …”
“Then,” Yurelt agrees. “Then.”
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When Behlem’s vanguard had reached Loiseau, Anna had stabled Farinelli quickly and headed toward the hall. She laughed to herself as she climbed the dusty stone steps in the late-afternoon gloom. That was one advantage with the big gelding. Few would bother him or try to move him.
The captains and overcaptains were gathered around Behlem in the back courtyard. She hadn’t been invited and had decided against crashing.
Anna opened the door and glanced around the bedchamber. Surprisingly, almost everything was as she had left it, except for the heat and dust. The one exception was her green recital gown, and it lay upon the bed.
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