The First Cut: A Dark Psychological Thriller (Gushers Series Book 1)

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by Chuck Buda


  Aiden gasped for breath. He looked at Leah and saw Todd fucking her hard. She used her arms to brace her back against the side of the tub. Her tits swirled in circles as Todd jackhammered her vagina with vigor. Aiden wanted to reach out to Leah. Instead, her icy cold stare returned his gaze. Tears flowed down her cheeks as she made sure to lock eyes with Aiden. He felt the betrayal in her heart as it flowed through her eyes.

  Zoe slid off Spencer and tapped Todd’s shoulder. Todd understood Zoe’s intentions and he pulled out of Leah. Zoe bent down and buried her face in Leah’s red bush. Leah began to squeal with pleasure as Zoe brought her to orgasm with her tongue. Still, Leah held Aiden’s gaze with hurt eyes. Todd came around the side of her and placed his cock in Leah’s face. She grabbed it and slid it into her mouth. She buried it deep within her throat and jerked his shaft as she did it. Her eyes accusing Aiden for not stepping in. Ryan moved Aiden aside and jammed his hard dick inside Zoe. Zoe lifted her glazed face from Leah’s pussy and grinned over her shoulder at Ryan as he pumped away. Then she burrowed her nose into Leah’s lap and went back to work.

  Aiden watched Spencer jerking off over Jordyn. She played with her tits and licked her fingertips before sliding them inside her wet slit. She moaned and begged for Spencer to blow his load. Spencer began to tilt his head back, making weird faces as the point of no return arrived. His sack tightened and curled up as he shot hot spurts in the air. Some of them landed on Jordyn’s tits before she grabbed his cock in her fist and swallowed the rest of it straight from his knob. She moaned and cooed as Spencer pawed the back of her hair, pulling her head into his crotch.

  Todd began to groan and quiver. He whispered that he was going to cum. Zoe shot her head up from Leah’s crotch. She joined Leah in sucking Todd’s dick. He grasped both of their heads and came hard. Leah and Zoe worked hard to catch all of it. They both groaned with pleasure and continued to suck his shaft and lick his balls. When Todd couldn’t take it anymore, he pushed their faces away and slumped back into the tub.

  Zoe pulled Leah’s face to her own and she began to spill Todd’s sperm into Leah’s mouth as her tongue darted in and out of Leah’s mouth. Leah kissed Zoe back and they both shared Todd’s cum in a salty kiss. Jordyn must have felt left out because she made her way over and the three girls writhed in pleasure, fingering each other and kissing. Leah and Zoe sucked on Jordyn’s tits while she fingered herself.

  Aiden watched, stunned at the behavior of the people he had considered close friends all this time.

  Todd and Spencer were apparently ready to go again. Spencer crawled underneath Jordyn’s back and inserted himself into her tight ass. Jordyn bit her lower lip as the big member filled her and it seemed to be painful. Todd fit himself in the middle and stuck his dick in Jordyn’s pussy. Both guys penetrated Jordyn simultaneously as Leah and Zoe continued to suck her tits and kiss her mouth. Ryan closed in and put his erection in between the three girls. All three of them oohed and aahed as they took turns filling their faces with his cock. Ryan put his hands on his hips and gyrated to the hot tongues which worked him over.

  Within minutes the six of them orgasmed at the same time. Todd and Spencer filled Jordyn with their cum as they pounded harder and faster to completion. Jordyn squealed in delight and then Ryan popped off as the three girls fought over his cum. They licked and shared it. The mass of six bodies slowed their rhythms as they all slumped into each other. The moans turned into soft whimpers of afterglow as they all smiled and caressed each other.

  Aiden watched it all in disbelief. He had no idea what he should do. He had only had one encounter and he sat on the sidelines like a perv while everyone else enjoyed more. He was afraid they all noticed and would think he wasn’t a part of The First Cut.

  The other six took no notice of Aiden. They held onto each other in a sweaty embrace, letting the light sleep of the afterglow drift them away.

  Except for Leah.

  She stared at Aiden with contempt. He saw the stripe of cum on the side of her face which had gone unnoticed. She glared at Aiden and he tried to relay his apology to her through his eyes. But he didn’t seem to get his message across. She finally closed her eyes and snuggled into the mass of bodies entwined in the hot, bubbly water.

  Aiden knew he fucked up. And he needed to make things right. But how could he do it with everyone around. He would have to wait until he walked Leah home tonight.

  Aiden turned his face away and choked back the tears that welled up and threatened to streak his face.

  Chapter 30

  “Leah. Wait up.”

  Aiden hurried after Leah as she left the back yard. He had waited until they were free of the others before trying to speak with her. After the impromptu orgy in the hot tub, the group of friends lounged around, soaking in the afterglow. Most of them didn’t say a word. Except for Zoe. And Spencer. Aiden figured the others felt similar to him. Now that it was over, he felt dirty. Scandalous. An ordinary guy his age would be celebrating the fact he lost his virginity and took part in a group sex act with beautiful girls. Not Aiden. He felt ashamed.

  Aiden rushed to Leah’s side. He grabbed her elbow to get her to stop. Leah stopped and swung her fist at him. Luckily, Aiden had begun to back up when she flinched at his grasp. Otherwise, he would have taken the blow across the nose. He held his hands up to show her he meant her no harm.

  “How could you?”

  “Leah, I froze.”

  “You didn’t freeze when you shoved your dick inside of Jordyn.” Her anger came through loud and clear. He already knew she was upset with him. He had underestimated just how upset she was.

  Aiden sighed and stared at his feet. “I know. I’m sorry. It was like something took over for me. It happened so fast.” He glanced around to make sure the others weren’t within range.

  “You promised to take care of me. To protect me. Instead, you stood and watched as they gang raped me.” Leah’s tears flowed again. She held her mouth with her hand.

  “Leah, I don’t think they were raping you. You were enjoying it.”

  “Was I, Aiden? And what gave you the impression I was loving every minute of it?”

  Aiden was dumbfounded. Did Leah not grab penises and put them in her mouth? Did she not share spermy kisses with the girls? Had she not squealed with passion during the session? Did he make up all those images in his mind?

  “You didn’t stop anyone.”

  Leah took another swing at him. Aiden side-stepped just in time. She threw her shoe at him and it smacked into his chest. He gasped at the pain the shoe had caused.

  “What was I supposed to do, Aiden? Shoo everyone away and become the outcast? I knew I couldn’t stop them because you didn’t have my back. I was all alone in there...even with all my friends around me.” Leah stepped toward Aiden and he flinched backwards. She scooped up her shoe and turned to storm across the street.

  Aiden followed her. He tried to stay close behind, checking over his shoulder every few paces. He didn’t want the others to see or hear them. He would have a lot of explaining to do if the others found out about Leah’s sadness. Or their near relationship which apparently had been dashed upon the rocks at this point.

  “Look. I froze. I’m sorry. You have every right to be mad at me. I failed you. I want to make it up to you. Tell me what to do.” Aiden felt his own tears filling up his eyes.

  Leah spun around. “Gee, Aiden, I don’t know how you can give me back my virginity. Or change my memories so my first time was gentle and loving instead of a porno shoot.”

  Aiden waved his hands for Leah to keep her voice down. They were almost halfway up her walkway. “Keep it down. Your parents might hear you.”

  Leah laughed. “I don’t give a fuck who hears me, Aiden. There’s nothing to hide anymore. I’m a fucking slut and my friends are scumbags. So now the world knows and I don’t give a shit.”

  Aiden was bruised by Leah’s profanity. She never cursed or spoke like this. He understood how upset she was. And
he wished he could take it all back. The hot sex and the membership in The First Cut weren’t worth it to him. All he cared about was Leah and making her happy.

  He tried to reach out to her, to hug her and console her. She shoved his chest and went inside her house without another word. He stood on the front porch, staring at the door. Aiden felt like his legs were buried in quicksand. He couldn’t move from the spot as all the visions of the evening replayed in his mind.

  “Need a ride home?”

  Aiden heard the shout from behind him. He saw Spencer walking to his car. Zoe was close behind him. Todd and Ryan followed. Aiden waved them off. Spencer wished him a goodnight and got into his car. He revved the engine and pulled away from the curb with a screech. Zoe grinned at Aiden as she pulled away in her own car. Todd and Ryan talked out loud, mindless of Aiden watching them from across the street. They climbed into Todd’s car and drove away without acknowledging him.

  He began walking home. Hot tears streamed down his cheeks before he made it to the sidewalk in front of Leah’s house. He sobbed and tried to muffle the sounds into the back of his fist.

  How could everything have gone so wrong? He blew it. He had finally found happiness and a person he could open up to. Even though they had all been friends since grammar school, Aiden still wasn’t comfortable with the others about sharing his feelings or dreams. Everything was about them and their lives. He just got to tag along. Then he and Leah got close. Very close. And so recently. He had feelings for her for a long time but shrugged it off as puppy love. Aiden never believed he would have a chance with Leah because she was so quiet and he figured she would never go for somebody in their little group.

  It didn’t matter anymore. She’s gone, he thought.

  Aiden wanted to run into the middle of the street and allow an oncoming car to mow him down. But the streets were quiet. Empty. He couldn’t even kill himself right either.

  He stopped on the sidewalk and took one more look at Leah’s house down the street. He stared at her bedroom window. Even from such a sharp angle, he could see her bedroom light wasn’t on. He wondered if she fell onto her bed in tears, to suffer alone in the dark, without sleep. He wanted to run back and hold her. Let her strike him until all her anger had dissipated.

  It was too late.

  Aiden continued on his way home. He thought about The First Cut. It was a terrible idea from the beginning. He would have to quit now. There was no way he could face them after what they all did together. Especially, Leah.

  The notion made him feel a little better. He decided to quit The First Cut. Then the pressure would be off Leah to walk away herself. And she would be able to save face because she wasn’t the one who ruined the secret society. He would own that title.

  Aiden knew what he had to do. Now he had to figure out how to do it.

  Chapter 31

  Todd screamed loudly.

  Ryan joined him.

  “Can you fucking believe we just had an orgy? Dude, I gotta come up with a porn name now.” Todd slapped the steering wheel as he drove.

  “Did you see how sick Jordyn’s body was?”

  “Did I see it? I fucked it!” Todd howled.

  They both recounted every detail, step by step, from the moment Zoe disrobed all the way to the last moments of cuddling. Todd couldn’t believe it happened. He admitted to masturbating to fantasies like that but never in his wildest dreams did he ever think such a thing could come true. Ryan agreed. He went into his usual sexual exploits, intimate details about tits and pussy, all of it. Todd laughed with excitement every time Ryan mentioned how tight Zoe was or how great it had been to watch the girls lap up their jizz. Todd remarked how he couldn’t believe he had fucked Leah and then she sucked his dick. He thought she was a prude and figured she would have bailed out of the festivities.

  “Oh, no. She was a real trooper, man. I’m definitely gonna look at her differently now, dude. I never liked redheads but she was so fucking hot. I think I’m a convert.” Ryan stuck his hand up in the air. Like he had a sixth sense, Todd high-fived the upraised hand without taking his eyes off the road.

  After they exhausted all the cool talk about the sex, Ryan raised the question of the chalice. He had been shocked it was real blood. He thought Spencer and Zoe were going to use alcohol with food coloring. He admitted he thought it was nasty and he was grossed out but he couldn’t argue with the results.

  “If drinking blood gets me sex like that, I’ll drink blood every time.”

  “Shit, I’d drink cum if it got me sex that good all the time.” Todd noticed the silence to his right. He glanced over at Ryan, who stared at him with shock on his face.

  “Dude, are you gay?” The question was totally serious.

  Todd grimaced and flipped the bird at Ryan. “Yeah, I’m gay. And I’m gonna fuck you up the ass.”

  Ryan asked Todd to pull over and let him out. Todd shot him a scared look. Then Ryan burst into laughter. Todd realized Ryan was fucking with him. So he joined in the laughter.

  They discussed how Spencer seemed to have drank the Kool-Aid Zoe had served him. Their friend had shaved his whole body. And he brought the chalice with the blood in it. Ryan wondered where he had gotten the blood from. Todd said he probably beat some red meat to get all the juices out of it. Ryan made a childish joke about beating meat to get juice out of it. And they both broke into hysterical laughter again.

  “I just thought of something, dude.”

  Ryan looked at Todd, expecting him to continue.

  “How the fuck are we going to top what happened tonight? No matter what we do now, this will be the greatest achievement of our lives.” Todd’s expression, worried over the future.

  Ryan thought about Todd’s statement for a moment. “I don’t think so. Each time, we should try different holes on each of them.” Ryan chuckled. “I mean the girls, dude. I know you are thinking about my dirty balloon knot.”

  Todd punched Ryan’s shoulder while he drove. “Fuck you, bro.”

  “Think about it. All the different combinations. The different positions. There’s still so much more we can do.” Ryan rubbed his chin like a college professor mulling over a mathematical formula.

  Todd nodded. “Yeah, you’re right. And they’re so hot. I mean, we always knew Jordyn was fucking hot. She can’t hide it even if she wanted to. Zoe? I had moments where I thought she could be something spectacular. But most times I blew it off because she’s such a bitch. Now that I’ve seen her fucking body and what she can do...” Todd’s thoughts trailed off as he pictured Zoe in action.

  “I know. Totally agree, dude. Now, add Leah to the mix. It’s fucking boner city, man, and I’m the fucking Mayor!”

  They both laughed and high-fived again.

  “What if we could eliminate some of them?” Todd wondered aloud.

  “Why the fuck would we want to get rid of them?”

  Todd glanced at Ryan. “I mean the dudes. What if we could improve the ratios, man? Like, get rid of Aiden and Spencer. Then it is just the two of us with three hot babes.”

  Ryan sat up in the passenger, clearly excited by the idea. “Dude. You are so right. Then we can have all the poon tang we want and get the chicks to keep lezzing out for us. No other dudes to bother us.”

  Todd chuckled. “And less loads to dodge.”

  They high-fived and howled some more.

  Then they went silent. Both Todd and Ryan thought to themselves about the possibilities of dominating the girls on their own.

  Until Ryan remembered Gina. And the killing.

  He felt his stomach curl up as bile threatened to expel from his throat. Ryan hadn’t reconciled what he had done. What he had witnessed. The orgy had overshadowed what he had felt earlier in the evening. Ryan almost blew off the meeting tonight. He felt depressed and alone. Part of him wanted to hide in his dark room for eternity. He found it difficult to look people in the face anymore. Ryan wasn’t a murderer, per se. But he was an accessory to murder. He was just
as guilty in the eyes of the law. And he felt just as guilty. More so, actually. Ryan had been the one who had lured Gina into the situation. If he had only kept his pecker in his pants, he could have gotten rid of her before Zoe left the store. Then she wouldn’t have been around when Zoe invited her along to party.

  Ryan slumped down in the seat as he recalled the horrific details of Gina’s death. All the blood, the smell of it. And Zoe made him saw her arms off. Her legs. Her head. He shuddered as he remembered the spine fighting the saw while her head rolled back and forth at disgusting angles until it broke free from the torso.

  Gina’s eyes.

  Ryan remembered her eyes. He had forgotten to close them. When he sawed through her neck, her eyes followed his crying face. She stared at him with surprise at his ability to so coldly dispose of her. In pieces.

  He swabbed at a tear which threatened to roll down his face. Ryan stared out the window while Todd brought him home. The silence was killing Ryan, forcing him to relive the things he had done. For Zoe. Who was Zoe? After all these years, Ryan thought he knew his friends. He decided he didn’t know any of them anymore. They could kill. Drink blood. Fuck like animals.

  Ryan closed his eyes and prayed for peace of mind. But he knew it wouldn’t come. Not any time soon.

 

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