by Anne Perry
The bright, hard light faded shortly after five, and the sun set in a sea of fire over the water, dazzling the eyes till it hurt to look westwards. Glittering shades of silver and gold edged the ruffles over the surface and marked the wakes of barges.
Monk and Durban stopped at another public house for something to eat, and were glad of the warmth. Outside the wind was rising. Neither of them said anything about the necessity to keep looking. Even the thought of home and sleep had to be pushed from the mind. Every hour counted, and they had no lead yet.
They ate in silence, glancing at one another every now and then, mostly listening, watching, trying to catch the odd snatch of conversation which might refer to a sailor by name, or to someone home from Africa and looking for another ship. They had been there three quarters of an hour and were getting ready to leave when Monk heard a man with a hacking cough, and realized that he had also been listening for word of anyone ill, or even of a death.
“Where do sick men go?” he asked Durban abruptly, just as they rose to their feet.
Durban swung around to face him, his eyes wide. “Sailors’ homes, the lucky ones. Doss-houses, the others-or worse than that, some pick a nethersken on the street.”
Monk did not need to ask what a nethersken was; he knew the cant names for all the different sorts of cheap lodging, anything to be in out of the rain and share the warmth of other bodies. However dirty they were, or lice-ridden, their shelter might be the difference between survival and freezing to death.
He made no comment, and neither did Durban. For these few hours, or days, they were both policemen with a single task. Their understanding and their unity of purpose formed a bond as deep as brotherhood.
They moved into the backstreets of the dockside, going from one house to another, always asking discreetly, following any word about a man who might be sick or one who was free with his money. They did not mention names; they could not afford to alarm anyone. Lies came as easily and inventively as the need arose.
By one in the morning they were cold and exhausted, and had pursued half a dozen dead ends. Durban stood in an alley where the wind moaned up the narrow crack between the buildings, his face half illuminated by the one lamp on the outside wall of a doss-house. His shoulders were hunched and he was shivering. He looked at Monk wordlessly.
“One more?” Monk suggested. “Could be lucky? Someone must have seen them.”
Durban’s eyes widened a little.
“Or we could sleep on it?” Monk smiled.
Durban’s face eased, his eyes softer for a moment. “Right.” He straightened up, stamping his feet to keep some kind of circulation going, and led the way.
The doss-house keeper began to refuse them. She was a thin, angular woman with a tired face, and gray hair that was straggling out of an irregular knot. Then she saw the money Monk offered and she changed her mind.
“Gotta share!” she warned. “But there’s clean straw on the floor, an’ yer out o’ the wind.” She took the few pence and put it away in a pocket well in the inside of her voluminous skirts, then she led them to a small room at the back of the house. It was as primitive as she had said, and already occupied by two other men, but it was tolerably warm.
Monk found himself a place to lie down in the straw, bunching some of it together to form a pillow, and tried to sleep. He was tired enough, and his muscles ached from walking the endless alleys in the damp with the wind off the water cutting the flesh. But he was too cold, and thoughts of his own bed and Hester beside him-not only the warmth of her body but the deeper warmth of her thoughts, her dreams, her whole being-made this sour room with its restless and hopeless men a unique kind of hell.
He drifted into a kind of sleep, but it did not last long. He was too cold and the floor was too hard for him to relax. He could not bear to imagine where she was now, how much worse it was for her than for him, how much greater the danger. He lay in the dark listening to the rustle of straw, the heavy breathing of the men, and forced his mind to think.
He pieced together everything he knew and tried to make sense of it. Where would a sailor go ashore? They had already tried taverns, brothels, and doss-houses along this stretch of the river. They had found a score of men more or less like the ones from the Maude Idris, but never the right ones. Was it a hopeless task, one only a desperate man, or a fool, would even try?
What were the alternatives? To alert the police forces everywhere, and hunt down the men as if they were murderers on the loose? Would that catch them? Or drive them so far underground they would never be found? And how many people would they infect in the meantime?
His thoughts drifted, and then suddenly he was awake again. He heard the scrape of rats’ feet and felt his flesh cringe. Someone in the next room was coughing over and over, a raw, hacking sound. They were looking for someone ill! That was how plague started, wasn’t it, in the chest, with something like pneumonia? He was too cold to move, but he should go and see if that was one of the crew, or worse than that, someone already infected by them.
He lay shivering, muscles locked, body curled up, until a long spasm of coughing next door made him force himself to roll over and stand up slowly. He picked his way to the door through the forms of sleeping men and went out into the narrow passage. It was faintly lit by one candle on a shelf, so anyone needing to relieve himself would not get lost or fall over and waken everyone else.
He reached the door of the next room and turned the handle very slowly and pushed. It swung wide with a faint creak. It took him a moment to accustom his eyes to the deeper gloom, then he moved very quietly, stepping over and around the sleeping bodies until he came to the one turning restlessly, hunching his shoulders over, his breath labored.
Monk bent over and touched him. The next instant the man lashed out, sending Monk flying backwards, landing hard and awkwardly on a sleeping man behind him, who let out a yell of fury. It turned into a melee of thrashing arms and legs, and cries of “Thief!”
Monk tried to extricate himself, but he was one against half a dozen. He was generally getting the worst of it, failing to explain his motives, when a candle appeared in the doorway and he saw Durban’s face with an expression of exasperation and amusement. The next moment the candle was set on a chair and Durban plowed into the battle with gusto. He worked his way closer to where Monk was struggling to avoid being knocked senseless without actually doing the same to anyone else.
Finally, Monk leaned against the wall, trying to catch his breath while the original man with the cough sat doubled over on the floor breathing with difficulty. Three other men glared at Durban, who was grinning hugely.
“I only wanted to know”-Monk gasped-“if any of you are off the Maude Idris.”
“Wot d’yer come creeping in ’ere for like a bleedin’ thief, then?” one of the men demanded.
“I wasn’t going to waken anyone!” Monk said, thinking reasonably.
He was greeted by hoots and jeers.
“Well, have yer?” he shouted.
“Never ’eard of it,” another replied.
“Course yer ’ave, yer fool!” the man next to him retorted. “One o’ Clem Louvain’s ships. Come back from Africa. In’t put ashore yet.”
“Paid three men off at Gravesend,” Durban told him.
“In’t seen none of ’em.” The man shook his head.
“Stope, Carter, and Briggs,” Monk supplied.
“Stope? Know Cap’n Stope, but I in’t seed ’im in more’n a year. Now can I go back ter sleep again, an’ yer get to ’ell out of ’ere?”
Monk glanced at the rest of the men, but there was nothing in the faces of any of them to indicate guilt, recognition, or anything beyond weariness and wretchedness. “Yes,” he said. “Of course.” He followed Durban out, picking up the candle as he went. By some miracle it was still burning.
He put it back on the shelf in the passage as he passed it. He was beginning to be aware of several bruises, and the fact that he was no longer cold. D
urban was laughing to himself. He glanced at Monk as they reached the door of the room they had come from, and in the wavering light from the flame his eyes were bright. His expression was as eloquent as a score of words.
In the morning Monk woke stiff and his body ached in every muscle. No doubt if he looked he would have blackening bruises all over. He glanced across at Durban and saw him still smiling. He shrugged, and winced. The whole episode was absurd, and they had learned nothing, but he still felt a warmth inside him that he had not had before.
Breakfast was porridge and bread. Only hunger could have driven him to eat it. But with daylight they saw their companions in the room more clearly. One was a heavyset young man with a sullen face; the other was elderly, his skin pockmarked. He was a great talker and eager to tell anyone about his adventures. He had been around Cape Horn and dined out more than a few times on his memories of the storms off that notorious coast, the wild weather, waves like moving mountains, winds that tore the breath from a man’s lungs, coasts like nightmares drawn from the landscapes of the moon. He had rounded Tierra del Fuego in the teeth of a gale, and that was where a loose halyard had shattered his arm. The ship’s surgeon had cauterized the stump, sawing the bone with no more anesthetic than half a bottle of rum and a leather gag to bite on.
Monk watched the man’s face, and then Durban’s as he listened. He saw many emotions: respect for courage; awe at the splendor and violence of the sea; admiration for the audacity of men who built boats of wood and set out to sail. It seemed an impossible hubris; although Durban would probably not be familiar with the word, he certainly understood the concept of mortals daring and defying the gods to snatch glory from the hands of heaven. Monk saw also a tenderness and willing patience that he guessed some deep meaning lay behind.
When they left and were back in the street again in a slightly milder morning, he asked the question that had taken shape in his mind.
“Was your father at sea?”
Durban looked at him with surprise, then something like pleasure. “That clear, is it?”
Monk smiled back. “Just a guess.”
Durban kept his eyes ahead now, avoiding Monk’s gaze, which had proved too keen. “Lost in the Irish Sea in ’35. I can still remember the day they brought us the news.” His voice was quiet, but there was a gentleness and a pain in it he could not disguise. “I suppose families of seamen always half expect it, but when you grow used to the fear without the reality, it takes you longer to believe that this time it isn’t going to be just a scare. It’s here to stay, day in, day out.” He jammed his hands farther into his pockets and walked in silence. He expected Monk to understand without words and details.
They went to more doss-houses, more street corner peddlers, more brothels, taverns, and pawnbrokers. No one could help. One even knew the family of the cabin boy, and for an hour and a half hope boiled up that they had achieved one breakthrough at last.
But he was not there, nor had his father heard of him since his ship left for Africa nearly six months ago. They were confused and then worried when Durban said that the Maude Idris had docked and paid off.
“Don’ worry yerself, Ma,” his elder brother said gently. “ ’E’s a growed lad. ’E’ll be ’avin’ ’isself a good time. ’E’ll come ’ome when ’e’s ready. ’E’ll ’ave suffink special for yer from Africa, I’ll be bound.”
They left somberly, with a growing weight of urgency and sadness on them, and moved on southwards along the river.
“Trafalgar,” Durban said with a ham sandwich and a pint of ale in his hands. “My grandfather fought there. Not on the Victory, but he remembers Nelson.” He smiled a little self-consciously. “I wanted to go to sea then.”
Monk waited. It would be indelicate to ask why he had not. The reason might hold any kind of pain. He would speak of it if he wanted to.
“Then my brothers died of scarlet fever,” Durban said simply. “So I stayed at home.” He straightened up and walked back towards the street and the next place to ask.
Monk followed. He said nothing. Durban did not want sympathy, or even comment; he was simply revealing something of himself. It was an act of trust.
They worked the rest of the day, occasionally separately, mostly together, because this was not an area where a man should have no one guarding his back. They did get involved in a brief fight, and Monk was startled at how hard he struck, how instinctively he looked for the crippling blow.
Afterwards he and Durban leaned against the alley wall, breathing hard, and for no reason whatever laughing. Possibly it was because of the other absurd fight in the doss-house. Monk was further bruised, and his cheek was cut, but, extraordinarily, the exertion, even the physical pain, had invigorated him. He looked across at Durban and saw exactly the same thing mirrored in his eyes.
Durban straightened up and pulled his jacket straight. He pushed his fingers through his disheveled hair. “Next one?” he asked.
“I haven’t got a better idea,” Monk replied. “Do you think it means we’re getting closer?”
“No,” Durban said honestly. “They seem to have vanished.” He did not elaborate his fears that they had taken other ships out straightaway, or that they were already dead, but the same thoughts raced through Monk’s mind.
“We haven’t checked the deaths,” Monk said aloud.
“I did,” Durban answered. “When you were talking to the brothel up in Thames Street. The police have identified everyone that might have been ours.”
“How can you know?” Monk challenged.
“Because they know the ones they have,” Durban said simply. “Doesn’t mean they aren’t dead, though, just not found and not buried.” He looked at Monk and his face was rueful. “C’mon, let’s try the next one.”
TEN
On the day that Monk was visited by Sutton, Margaret was in her bedroom preparing to return to the clinic. She meant to give Hester at least one night’s uninterrupted sleep. She was sitting at her dressing table when her mother knocked very briefly, and without waiting, came in.
“Margaret, my dear,” she said, closing the door behind her. “You must not give up hope, you know. You have a difficult nature, and you certainly have an unfortunate tongue, but you are not unpleasing to look at, and at the moment your reputation is unmarked.” Her tone altered very slightly. “You are from an acceptable family whose reputation is unblemished. Just a little care, a great deal more discretion about your opinion, a degree of becoming meekness, and you could be very happy. Your intelligence does not need to be your undoing, although I admit I am worried. You seem to have unusually little sense as to when you should display it, and concerning what!”
Margaret would have liked to pretend that she had no idea what her mother was talking about, but since it seemed Lady Hordern had carried out her threat, she could not hope to be believed. She could not think of any answer that her mother would like, so she said nothing, just continued to pin up her hair, a trifle crookedly and too tightly at the back. She could feel the pins digging into her head. She would end up having to take them out again, which was a waste of time.
Her mother’s voice became sharper. “I assume from the fact that you are wearing that shabby blue dress again that you are thinking of going to that miserable institution in the slums! Good works are very worthy, Margaret, but they are no substitute for a social life. I would greatly prefer that you did something connected with the church. They have lots of suitable endeavors where you could work with people, well-bred people whose backgrounds and interests are like your own.”
We are not discussing it, Margaret thought. You are telling me your views, as usual. But she did not say so. “We may have backgrounds in common, Mama, but no interests. And I am more concerned with where I am going than where I have come from.”
“So am I,” Mrs. Ballinger said tartly, meeting her daughter’s eyes in the mirror. “And where you are going, young lady, is onto the shelf, if you do not look to your behavior and bring Sir Ol
iver to the question very soon. He is eminently suitable-most of the time. You will not do better, and obviously he is very taken with you, but it is fast becoming time he declared his intentions and spoke to your father. All it requires is for you to spend less time at that wretched clinic and more paying attention to him. Now, take off that unbecoming dress, put on something of a nice color and a proper cut for this season-your father provides you with sufficient means-and go to some social event where you may be seen.” She drew in her breath. “Nothing concentrates a man’s mind so much as the realization that he is not the only one to appreciate your qualities.”
Margaret turned around, stung to an anger almost beyond her ability to bite her words back. “Mama. .”
“Oh! And there is a most reprehensible-looking person to see you,” Mrs. Ballinger went on. “I have had him wait in Mrs. Timpson’s sitting room.” She was referring to the housekeeper. “Please ask him not to call again. I would not have permitted him to remain this time, but he insisted he had some kind of message for you from Mrs. Monk. I think you should restrict your association with that woman. She is not entirely respectable. Your father agrees with me. Mr. . whatever his name is. . is waiting for you. Don’t detain him. I am sure he has drains to clean, or something. .”
Margaret was too aware of acute unease to take the time to respond to that last remark. Why would Hester send anyone with a message unless there were something seriously wrong?
“Thank you,” she said curtly, and went out almost at a run, leaving her mother standing in the middle of the bedroom. She went through the upstairs door to the servants’ quarters and down the staircase to the housekeeper’s sitting room. She expected to see Squeaky Robinson there, and was startled when the man standing on the mat in front of the fire was not he. And yet he was someone she had seen before, she simply could not remember when. He was lean, with squarish shoulders and a very weary face which at this moment looked marked by a deep and irrevocable sadness.