by Diamond
“Ohhhhhhhh, yes daddy yes keep going, I like it rough.” He grabbed my hair and wrapped it around his fit. I got even wetter, “fottimi piu forte (fuck me harder)”I spoke in Italian. He loved when I spoke to him in my language.
He stopped go get on the bed. “Emila, spread your legs wide and put your wrists together over your head.”
I ran into the room and did what I was told and waited for him to come. He grabbed hand cuffs from his bag and hand cuffed my hands together. I got so wet it was dripping down my legs, I loved when we did S&M.
“Now, I’m going to eat you out, mami. I don’t want you to move and if you move I’ll bend you over and whip you till you beg me to stop.”
“Okay daddy, I’ll do what you say,” I loved when he took charge, it was such a turn on to me. He always told me that Linda didn’t do stuff like this with him, that’s one thing that made me very happy.
He put his face between my legs and blew on my wetness, he started to lick on my sweet peach. He was teasing me, and daring me to move. He started going in for the kill, and ate my pussy like he would never do so again. I couldn’t help myself, before I knew it my whole body was shaking and he turned me over like he said, and bent me over. He grabbed the back of my neck softly, I looked back he had an evil grin on his face.
“Now, Emila, didn’t I tell you not to move? Now I have to punish you. “He grabbed the whip that he sat on the bed. He ran the end over my ass, lifted and whipped me. He did it again this time a little harder.
“You want me to stop?” He did it again hard this time, he will keep doing it until I told him to stop. He did it once again. “Tell me to stop Emila,” he ran it over my pussy.
“I want your dick inside me, papi. Fuck me please,” I wined. He threw the whip to the side and shoved his dick inside me, it felt so good that I couldn’t make any noise. We both came together, and collapsed on the bed. He took the handcuffs off me and went to grab our clothes. “Let’s get into the shower.”
We got into the shower really fast and washed up. I knew I would be getting a call from Ghost telling me it was time to tell Blu. I got dressed and hurried and put my clothes back on, I put my heels on my feet and headed to the door.
Ghost came up behind me. “You’re not gonna give me a kiss goodbye?” I turned around
“Ghost, let’s not do this right now. Goodbye, let me know when you wanna tell Blu, I won’t be seeing you until then. I walked out the door and to my car. I had tears in my eyes, because everything was about to change.
Chapter Nine
Linda
I followed Ghost to the four seasons hotel, and I watched as he paid cash for a room. I wondered who he was meeting. He had been acting different. He always kept secrets, but lately it seemed like he didn’t tell me anything. He was the man of my dreams when we first started dating. He was everything I wanted and when he asked me to marry him I was the happiest woman alive. His father loved me and I got along great with his mother.
I came from a small city in Mexico that wasn’t even on a map. My mama and papa worked long hours in the field for little pay so me and my seven sisters could have clothes on our backs and food on the table. I was the youngest of all my sisters, and they all went off and married. When I turned twelve my dad shipped me off to the United States to live with his brother. He wanted me to have the best in life, he said him and mama would be right behind me. But, they never made it. My papa got shot and killed trying to protect my mama. The cartel in Mexico took over the town and rapped the women, while killing anyone who got in their way. All my sisters died, but one. Maria ended up moving here with me and my uncle and got on heavy drugs. My uncle tried to get her off of them, but she wouldn’t stop. She saw our whole family get killed; I didn’t blame her. I knew what she was going through because I missed them too.
I watched as Ghost got on the elevator and saw the floor he went to. There was a large display that showcased each floor’s number. He was headed to the top floor, as I watched my husband go up, I spotted, Emilia walk in. I knew she was here to see Ghost; I wasn’t a dummy. . I saw some emails exchanged between them throughout the years, but never said anything. I knew he wasn’t in love with me. He loved me because I was the mother of his children, but that was it. He was forced to marry me, and I found that out a couple years ago when I heard him whispering about it on the phone. I also found out that Blu was his child as well. I hated that Emila carried and delivered his first child. When I confronted Ghost about it, he told me that it wasn’t my business and to stay out of it.
I wanted to divorce him when I found out, but he told me if I ever tried to leave or tell anyone what I knew he would kill me and make it look like an accident. Since that day I hated him with everything inside me. I was planning on leaving, but in order to leave with money I had to catch him in an act of cheating. I hired a private investigator to follow Ghost’s every move. He and Emila met every weekend at an apartment in Atlanta. I was going to black mail him into giving me a half a million dollars.
I left the hotel in tears; I couldn’t do this anymore. I needed to leave and start my life. I wished I could bring Ryder with me, but Ghost would never allow me to. But, I knew the best I could do was write Ryder a letter and leave a new phone number where he could contact me.
I was planning on moving to California to start fresh. I already cleared out my bank account and put the money in a new bank account with a fake name. Ghost wouldn’t be able to trace it. I made copies of the photos with him and Emila and left it on his desk along with a letter explaining if he didn’t give me the half of Million in the account I gave him, in forty-eight hours I have my lawyer on speed dial.
I drove to my massive mansion and ran up the stairs to grab the bags I had packed. I put them into the car and went to Ryder’s room. I looked at all his basketball things and looked at a picture that he had of me and him on his fifth birthday; I started to cry hard. I left the note on his pillow and whispered “I love you Ryder no matter what and I am sorry.”
I got into my car and drove to the airport. I had some things already shipped to my new condo on the beach. I ran through the airport and made it to my plane just in time. I felt like I could finally breathe.
I went back to thinking about the day Ryder saw me and Ghost having sex in the kitchen. Me and
Ghost had got into a fight about him and Emila. It was about how he still kept in contact with her, and how Blu was his daughter. The next thing I know, he slapped me and bent me over. He ripped my swimsuit bottoms off, and stuck his dick inside me. He forced me to have sex with him a lot. Whenever he wanted he wanted sex, and even if I said no; he even made me suck his dick. All he would do was grab my hair and force my head down. Sometimes when I was sleeping he would stand over me with his dick in my face. Most of the time he called me disrespectful names. He used to make love to me and make me feel special, but after his father passed, things changed. His whole attitude turned really dark, and I was scared of him.
Unbeknownst to him, I was having a affair of my own. I met this handsome business man a few years ago when I was on the beach. He was dark chocolate about 6’4, 220 pounds of muscle. He made me feel wanted; he was the reason I chose to move to California. He lived there and he would be moving into my Condo with me until we found a house of our own. We were planning on having a child together, I couldn’t be happier with my future. I was hoping that one day Ryder would want to join us.
Chapter Ten
Ryder
I walked into my room and threw my gym clothes on the floor. It had been a crazy week and all I want to do right now is lock myself in my room and watch some Netflix on my flat screen. I took off my shirt and Nikes then walked into my bathroom and turned on the shower. I turned on my iPod that was hooked up to my Bluetooth system in my bathroom. Monster by Eminem and Rihanna came through my speakers
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying
to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
I got into my shower and got under the water. At this moment, this song seemed like my life. With basketball and all my father’s demands, I feel like I was going crazy. I hadn’t saw my mom in a few days. I was going to look for her when I get out the shower. I washed up and got out, and grabbed some sweats from my closet. I threw on a white beater and some house shoes and sat on my bed. I saw a letter that had my name out in, so I opened it and saw it was from my mother. I was a little scared to read it.
Dear Ryder my lovely son
I wanted to tell you that I love you very very much. I had to leave, I know I should have told you in person, but I was afraid if I saw your face I would have stayed. I couldn’t take it anymore, I am not happy with your father and he scares me. I had to get out of town as soon as possible. I am very proud to call you my son and I’m hoping one day you will come stay with me. Your father and I haven’t been in love for a while. I’m not even sure he ever really did. He was forced to marry me, I found out he been having an affair the whole time. He forceds me to have sex with him and a bunch of other things. I’m not telling you this so you will hate him I just want you to know I have my reasons why I had to get away. I met a man here in california while he was on business. We fell in love and I’ll be moving in with him in Cali. I hope you understand and don’t hate me. I love you Baby boy and I hope I hear from you soon.
Love your mother
I read the number she left at the bottom of the letter, as I sat on my bed and cried. I didn’t know if I should be mad or happy she found happiness. I did know one thing and that was that I wanted to kill my father. I got up and stormed down stairs to my father’s office sure enough he was in there.
“How the fuck could you cheat on mom and force her to sleep with your cheating ass!” I yelled at my father, not giving a shit if I was being disrespectful or not.
“Son, calm down, I didn’t force Linda to do anything she didn’t want to. I loved her; she carried two of my children.”
I could just shoot him in the face because I knew he was lying. I looked down on his desk and saw a bunch of photos. He hurried and picked them up before I saw who it was.
“So, it’s true you were cheating on mom!” I stormed out of his office and went to my room. I had no idea what to do. I needed to talk to someone, so I called Blu, I really hoped she wasn’t busy. I dialed her number still pissed the fuck off. I couldn’t believe this shit, my dad didn’t even look upset. He looked relieved, like he was happy she was gone.
“Hey stranger long time no talk,” Blu sounded so happy.
“Hey do you think we can meet up on the beach down the road from your house?”
“Yes, we can. I was just about to head that way, is everything okay, Ryder? You sound off today. I’m a little worried and I haven’t heard from you in a while, and I tried calling you a couple times.”
“I’ve been a little busy, but I’ll talk to you when we get the beach,” I hung up the phone and put some jeans and a shirt on with my Nike sandals. I didn’t care how I looked right now, my life is falling apart slowly and I had a feeling things were about to get worst.
I hopped in my car and drove fast as I could to the beach by Blu’s house. No one ever came over here, so it was perfect place. I parked my car and waited for her to show up. I thought about calling my mom, but I was upset with her as well for not telling me to my face. I knew their relationship wasn’t perfect, but I didn’t know my father was stepping out.
I saw Blu pull up in her car, I got out of mine and put my hands in my pockets I was feeling broken; I really didn’t know what to do. She walked over and pulled me into a hug and I started to cry, I felt like I was doing too much of that right now.
I pulled back and walked on the beach, as she followed. I didn’t know where to start, I looked out into the water and started thinking about my child hood before things started getting complicated.
“Ryder what’s going on, you never cry?” She looked at me with a worried look on her face, and then sat down in the sand.
“My mom left,” I put my face in my hands. “My dad been having an affair for years and my mom had enough so left me a note.”
“I always thought they looked happy, but I guess looks can be deceiving.” She wrapped her arms around me.
“They were far from perfect, but I didn’t know my mom was that unhappy. First my sister leaves now my mom. I can’t take any more surprises.” I put my hands in the sand.
“Sometimes things happen for a reason, Ryder. I know your mom leaving may be hard right now. Maybe it was for the best though, she has a chance to actually be happy.”
“She did say she fell in love with someone and that they were moving in together, she moved to Cali. She wants me to join them, maybe I should. You know my dad has been forcing me to work for the cartel?”
“See, she is happy, and she wants you to still be a part of her life. That’s why you been so busy lately? Why is he forcing you to do it though? He never been this pressed before.” She looked half angry and worried.
“I have no idea but I feel like the secrets aren’t over yet, I have a feeling that it is just now getting started.” I looked out into the water, I wished I could just swim away.
“I’ve been having the same feeling with my mom. She’s been on edge lately, she keeps telling me she loves me and been wanting me do a lot of stuff with her. I mean we are close but I haven’t been able to do anything without her wanting to come or dragging me somewhere.”
“Yeah, something is definitely up, so how are you and Skie?” I smiled at her. I knew she was definitely in love.
“She’s great, like oh my god I love her, I haven’t told her yet. She feels that we are moving too fast, so I’m scared to tell her,” She looked at her hands.
“I see the way y’all look at each other, she is in love with you too. You should do something special for her and tell her. Y’all came together for a reason.”
“She does make me happy, more than anyone I have ever dated. Like I thought I was in love with, Midnight. But he’s a joke.
I laughed “Yeah, Midnight is something else, I have a feeling he has something to do with my father’s money going missing. I just don’t have proof yet but I will, who knows what my dad will do to him after that.”
“I wouldn’t be surprised if it was him, Ryder. Shit, he used to always talk about coming up and taking over.” She shook her head; “I can’t believe I let him take my virginity. Like really what was I thinking?” She laughed.
I looked at her, I liked that she could laugh about it now. That wasn’t the case before. I stood up and offered Blu my hand. She took it and I lifted her up. We started walking down the beach in silence; just looking at the waves and in our own thoughts. Something was definitely up.
Chapter Eleven
Blu
After I left Ryder, I drove to my house and parked my car. I got into the elevator and showed my key card, and was taken up to my floor. I was tired, plus I had been dancing all day. I had a very important job interview tomorrow. It was my dream job and it was right her in Florida. The only thing is that I would have to move to Palms bay and that was fine with me. I walked into the house and my mom was watching a movie. I took my shoes off and started heading to my room.
“Honey, we have Dinner plans tomorrow,” She announced, as she got off from the couch and walked over to me. I turned around and looked at her.
“Mom, I have my interview tomorrow and then I have a date with Skie,” I looked at her, I knew something was up, just didn’t know what it was.
“This is very important. You can see Skie after, love. Please come, it won’t be until later and she will be able to go to your interview, then I’ll pick you up after and we can go together.”
“Fine mom, can I go to sleep now?” I walked away. I was tired of this smothering she was doing, all of a sudden. I walked into my room and locked
my door, as I took off my clothes and got into the shower. My body relaxed, as I washed my curly hair and got out. I put on some pajama shorts on and a tank top.
I pushed a button on the wall and my TV came up from the floor. I got into my bed and got comfy. I grabbed my touch screen remote and turned on Netflix, I picked the boondocks. I loved this show. When I was about to go to sleep my phone went off and I grabbed it, It was Ryder telling me he made it home and saying thanks for being there. I smiled, I did miss my best friend; I didn’t like when we went too long without talking, it felt weird.
I was watching my show when my phone went off again. I was starting to think I would never get any rest. I grabbed my phone and smiled.
Skie: I missed you today my love
Blu: I missed you too baby
Skie: I can’t wait for our date tomorrow
FUCK! Now I had to tell her that I had dinner plans with my mom, even though I really didn’t wanna go.
Blu: Bae please don’t be upset, but my mom is forcing me to go to dinner with her. But I can see you after.
Skie: FINE! Your mom seems to be doing this a lot lately!
Blu: I know baby, I’m sorry!
Skie: I’ll see you after, goodnight and good luck at your interview.
Blu: goodnight and thank you.
I was beyond upset right now. I was tired of my mom doing this; I missed my girlfriend. I haven’t been in her arms for a week and it was driving me crazy. I got outta bed and went to my balcony. I sat down in my fluffy white chair and looked up at the sky. I was tired and knew I should be asleep, but my mind was racing. I ended up falling asleep on the chair outside, I got up and stretched and walked into my room and got into my bed. I had another hour before I had to get up for the day. I turned on Pandora and dozed off to sleep again.
I woke up again, feeling a little better. I put on some yoga pants and a sports bra and put my hair into a ponytail. I grabbed my dance bag and headed out my room, I was so nervous, and didn’t know if I would get this. If I did, I would be set and it would be the start of bigger and better things. My mom was in the kitchen cooking some pancakes and humming to music. She looked stressed out. She didn’t look as bright as she normally did.