He dreaded walking through that door empty handed again. He felt like a complete failure. Megan was furious yesterday when he returned without her daughter. He could only imagine what she would do the second time.
11
Megan felt like she was on pins and needles she was so restless. It was a struggle to stay in bed where she had been ordered to spend the day.
To say she was uncomfortable was an understatement. She had refused to take any more pain pills and her ankle actually did feel as if it were being stabbed with a million pins. She was either sleeping or complaining about being stuck in bed. Rosie had been very patient with her, but Megan knew she was being a serious pain in the butt.
She couldn't help it. Being laid up in bed while everyone else searched for her daughter was driving her mad. Every time the door opened, she held her breath, waiting to hear Caitlin's voice only to be disappointed each time. Duke had been in and out of the room to check up on her.
Megan knew he wanted to hop onto the bed but she didn't want to risk him jostling her leg. Instead, she invited him to stand next to the bed so she could rub his head. She quietly talked to Duke, telling him not to worry; Caitlin would be home soon.
Duke was a very intelligent dog. His ears always stood straight up when someone was talking to him. He would tilt his head to the side and maintain eye contact. The dog was an excellent listener and Megan took comfort in being able to say what was on her mind without worrying about hurting anyone's feelings. Duke wasn't going to repeat a word she said.
Albert and Ryland were the first to return.
“Hey,” Albert said popping his head into the room.
“Nothing?”
“Sorry hon, we searched our area, but the others are still out there. Don't you worry, she'll be home by dinner,” Albert assured her before leaving her to her own thoughts again.
Jack came in just before the sun started to set. Again, Megan got her hopes up only to be let down again.
She wanted to pace, clean, do anything to take her mind off her missing daughter!
Chase and Wyatt had yet to come home. Megan didn't know what that meant but she was staying hopeful.
When she heard the stomping of boots, she tried to sit up in bed but it pulled her foot, causing her to wince in pain.
She waited. Not breathing. Not moving a muscle.
Rosie's sigh of disappointment nearly made her vomit. They hadn't found her.
“Wyatt!” she shouted. She was furious. Terrified really, but her fear wasn't something she wanted to deal with. It was easier to be mad.
Wyatt's large frame appeared in the doorway. Megan took a second to look at him. He was pale under the mud he was covered in and she could see circles forming under his eyes.
The man looked exhausted and defeated. She could see it on his face, by the way his shoulders drooped and the look in his eyes. Her anger instantly deflated.
“Wyatt?” she said softly.
He shook his head.
“I'm sorry.”
She leaned against the pillows holding her up. Wyatt slowly walked to the bed and dropped to his knees on the floor beside her. He reached out and grabbed her hand.
“We'll go back out tomorrow,” he promised. “We will find her, Megan.”
She looked at him. There was no stopping the tears streaming down her face. The thought of Caitlin alone in the forest for a second night was too much to bear. She remembered hearing miracle stories of kids surviving in the forest alone before all this EMP stuff happened; she hoped Caitlin would be one of those miracle stories.
She had to. Megan refused to believe her daughter wouldn't be okay.
“Megan?” Wyatt started softly.
She jerked her eyes back to his. “What?”
“We found something.”
Megan's heart raced. It didn't sound like this was something she wanted to hear. She started shaking her head.
“Don't you dare tell me anything bad, Wyatt Morris!”
“No, no. I don't think it's bad. It may be nothing at all.”
“What?” she said louder than she had meant to.
He took a deep breath, “We found a bloody bandage underneath the canopy of a big fir tree. There were some footprints but it looked like it was only one person.”
Megan processed the information, “And?”
Wyatt squeezed her hand.
“We followed one set of tracks, but they disappeared once we got out from the protection of the trees. They were too big to be Caitlin's. It could mean the bandage didn't come from her or it could mean someone found her, cared for an injury, and then carried her out of there.”
“Carried her where, Wyatt?”
The hysteria in Megan's voice was hard to miss.
“We don't know yet.”
Megan yanked her hand away from him. “Did you follow the tracks like I showed you?”
He nodded, “Yes and we have a good idea of where to look, but it was already dark. We couldn't see anything under the canopy. Chase is going over the maps and we are going to focus our search in that area tomorrow. We'll find her, Megan. I promise.”
Megan pressed her head against the pillows and closed her eyes willing her anger and frustration to calm down. She knew they were doing the best they could but a part of her was convinced that if she were out there looking, she would find her!
“Thanks. You better go get cleaned up.”
Wyatt knew that he had been dismissed. She was angry with him again and he couldn't blame her. He’d made a promise to her and so far, he hadn’t come through.
Going into the bathroom, he quickly cleaned up. They had found his dad's camp shower and had been using it the past few months, which had improved morale tremendously. He longed for a hot shower but he was too tired to go through the process of heating water and filling the bag.
Jack and Albert had hung a tarp to create a nice little shower stall. A rubber mat, the kind used in restaurants where the cooks would stand for hours, made a perfect floor to stand on.
It was the highlight of the summer in Wyatt's eyes. An outdoor heated shower was luxurious, even in their old world. When the weather turned cold, they had moved it inside the house, but that meant he had to heat the water on the stove. He would go without for now.
The rest of the night passed in relative silence. No one was up for idle chitchat. Caitlin's absence left a huge hole in their blended family unit. Even Duke was having a hard time. The German shepherd paced the floor, continuously looking for his friend.
Ryland had the idea that Duke should go out with them tomorrow. Wyatt wasn't about to turn down any ideas and agreed to take the dog. Chase, Jack and Wyatt once again went over the maps and planned a new search grid.
Albert was going to stay behind. His knee was swollen and they couldn't risk him being injured out there. There was still plenty to do around the house to get ready for the rapidly approaching winter.
It was nearly ten o'clock when Wyatt crept back into the bedroom. His mom had folded the blankets and left them on the floor next to his dresser. He didn't want to disturb Megan and quickly made his bed on the floor again.
As he lay there, wide awake staring into the darkness, he could tell by the change in Megan's breathing that she was awake as well. Neither of them said a word. Wyatt hoped she would invite him into the bed, but she didn't. He fell into a fitful sleep.
The sound of footsteps woke him up. He blinked several times trying to orientate himself. Lifting his head to make sure Megan was still asleep, he rose and folded the blanket over pushing it out of the way before heading out to meet whoever was up. It was Jack.
He stretched and arched his back, trying to work the kinks out. That floor was way too hard to sleep on every night. If she didn't want him in the bed, she probably didn't want him in the room. He was going to take a couch tonight if he didn't bring Caitlin back.
They quickly went over their plans for the search. Ryland and Duke were joining Jack while Wyatt and Chase sp
lit up again. They wanted to cover as much ground as possible. He walked outside, appreciating how peaceful it felt. Taking a deep breath, he could feel the moisture in the air. Fluffy gray clouds had rolled in, which could mean rain or even snow. That would be a very bad thing.
“We better get moving,” Chase said.
The men headed out in silence once again.
The tree where they had found the bloody bandage was more than two miles from the lodge. The men covered the ground in no time and went their separate ways. Wyatt was determined to bring Caitlin home today.
Megan woke up feeling better than she had the day before. She hated taking pain pills. They always left her feeling foggy and drained. Her last pill had been yesterday afternoon and she felt much clearer. The pain was still in her ankle and lower leg, but it wasn't nearly as bad.
She had heard Wyatt leave, but pretended to be asleep. She knew she wasn’t being fair to him. They were doing everything they could to find her daughter and yesterday was their first potential clue. It was killing her that she couldn’t be out there too. Under normal circumstances, they’d have to tie her down to keep her from searching for her daughter and Megan’s frustration had turned her into an absolute grouch but she couldn’t seem to get it under control.
The crutches were leaning against the wall next to the bed. Megan didn't want to ask Rosie for help and figured she could manage on her own. She used her hands to lift her leg gently off the pillow. The moment she let it hang off the side of the bed, she hissed through her teeth. The pressure of the hanging limb was always painful for the first few seconds.
She breathed through the pain, grabbed the crutches, and stood up. It felt good to do something without anyone helping. Megan slowly moved out the door and to the bathroom. She would use the outhouse once the ankle healed a bit more but for now, she wasn’t dumb enough to risk falling and possibly breaking the ankle or even her leg.
When she came out of the bathroom, Rosie was standing there, hands on her hips, looking very displeased.
“I could have helped you,” she scolded.
“I needed to do it on my own. I feel a lot better today and if I don't get out of that bed and that room, things are going to get ugly.”
Rosie smiled, “Thank God. I was hoping you would be back to your fighting self!”
Megan grinned and then wiped it away as quick as it appeared. She shouldn't be smiling when her daughter was alone and scared.
“Since you are feeling better, why don't you have breakfast at the table today?”
Megan tried to turn down the offer of food, but Rosie wouldn't listen. She had lost her appetite. The stress over her daughter missing made her stomach turn at the very thought of eating.
Rosie insisted she eat a little to help keep up her strength.
Megan sat at the table for a long time, watching as Rosie went about doing her typical chores. Willow was upstairs, cleaning she imagined. The woman liked a tidy home and was constantly dusting, rearranging, and tidying up. Even before the EMP hit, Megan didn’t spend that much time cleaning but she could understand how it’d help pass the time; not to mention how helpful it was with so many people living under one roof.
“What can I do to help, Rosie?”
Her adopted mother didn't answer right away.
“Well, I do need to darn the socks. If you could do that, it would help me out.”
Even though they had hit the motherlode on warm socks, they couldn't afford to throw any away simply because they had a small hole in a toe. It was an old-fashioned trick that most people didn't even know how to do but since Rosie's mom was old school, it was something that had been passed down to her.
Megan was happy to help. Anything to take her mind off what was happening somewhere in the forest.
Rosie brought her the small basket of socks that had been building up over the summer. Every time someone got a snag or small hole, they dropped it in the basket for mending. The little wood chunk they used to stretch the sock was on top along with a little package that contained a needle and thread. They weren't picky about what color thread was used. It was about being functional, not pretty.
Megan got to work, sticking the wood block in a sock, making a few stitches to close the hole, and moving on to the next one. It was tedious work but the time was mercifully flying by.
“You feel like helping me with dinner?” Rosie asked.
Megan had finished her sock duty and was sitting at the table, staring off into space.
“Sure.”
Megan peeled the potatoes they had dug from the garden. They had an excellent potato crop. Willow had planted a variety of red and yellow potatoes and while both did well, it was the red potatoes that really produced the best.
The potatoes they harvested earlier in the season were already forming eyes, which meant they would be in good shape for planting in early spring.
They had plenty of corn as well. That had been another successful crop. Their tomatoes and peppers had not fared quite as well. The growing season was too short and they didn't get the heat needed to make the plants thrive.
Their dinner tonight would be a combination of fried potatoes with some freeze-dried beef cubes and some freeze-dried pepper slices. Megan was instructed on how to make tortillas from scratch. It was essentially a fajita without all the flare.
Then it was shucking corn and getting it ready to boil in a pot of water that was already heating on the woodstove.
Megan knew Rosie was keeping her busy for a reason. Each of the jobs she was assigned allowed her to sit down and keep her leg up.
The scene at the end of the day was a repeat from the day before. Each of the guys returned looking downtrodden. Even Duke had hung his head low. The hope that his dog senses would be what found Caitlin was quickly dashed.
Megan excused herself and went back to the bedroom when Wyatt came home without Caitlin. She couldn't deal with seeing him come back without her daughter. How could life be so cruel?
Wyatt was quietly talking to Rosie in the corner of the great room as Megan strained to overhear what they were saying.
“I can't believe you didn't find her. Someone has to have taken her,” Rosie told him.
“Whether she’s being held against her will, or doesn’t know how to get back home, I just don’t know but I’m not giving up.”
Rosie prepared a plate and took it into Megan.
When she came out of the bedroom, Wyatt looked at her, silently asking how Megan was doing.
“She's grieving, dear. I don't know how to help her. It is one of those things that each one of us has to get through on our own. Be there for her. Support her. Encourage her.”
Wyatt felt helpless.
“She blames me, mom. I don't know what else to do. We’ve looked everywhere. I just don't know where she could be.”
Chase slapped him on the shoulder, “We will search again tomorrow and we will find her. That's not even a question in my mind. She is holed up with someone who is keeping her safe. We find them, we find her. We need to refocus our search. We aren't looking for Caitlin. We are looking for Evan and his band of misfits.”
“That's assuming it’s Evan that has her.”
Wyatt wasn't sure they could assume that was the case. There were many variables. For now, they would work that theory until they found her or determined it wasn't the case.
“Let's go over the maps,” Chase started. “If there is a group of people living up here, we should be able to find them on the map. They will need to grow food, be near water, and have easy access to hunting. Or at least you would hope they would know they needed that.”
“I don't know,” Wyatt started. “They didn't seem all that self-reliant or ready to live off the land. I think they may be in town or close to it.”
“We'll search this entire mountain until we find her, Wyatt. Let's start at the top and work our way down.”
With tomorrow's search grid laid out, they all sat down to dinner. It was another q
uiet meal with very little conversation.
Wyatt didn't bother going into the bedroom. He went straight upstairs and collapsed on one of the couches, exhausted. They must have walked close to sixty miles in the past two days. He felt every one of those miles.
The next morning was the same routine. Megan waited until Wyatt, Chase and Jack had left before she emerged from the bedroom. Wyatt had crept in and gave her a quick kiss on the forehead before leaving, but they didn't talk.
Albert and Ryland were going to be sticking around the lodge to catch up on some of the chores that were falling behind. Megan knew the wedge between her and Wyatt was growing with each day of Caitlin's absence. It wasn't Wyatt's fault. In fact, it was her fault but she wanted to be angry with someone and he just seemed to draw her ire.
Her day was filled with preserving apples. They had more than they could possibly eat fresh so it was time to start drying them. She washed and peeled each of the apples before carefully cutting them into thin slices. She spread them out on a tray, drizzled some of the lemon juice they had over the top and laid them on the window screens they’d collected. Willow carried the screens to the rack by the stove.
The rack was a dehydrator of sorts that would rely on the heat from the wood stove to dry the food. The contraption stood about four feet high and two feet deep. There were four legs made from thick tree limbs. Smaller two-foot long branches were lashed to the legs to create a ledge, similar to what was inside an oven. The ledges were just wide enough to hold the window screens where the food was laid out.
It looked like a bread rack and actually served multiple purposes. They dried fruit and veggies on it and when it wasn't being used for that, they hung clothes on it to dry.
Willow tried to make small talk, but Megan wasn't up for it. Her ankle was throbbing and her mind couldn't focus on anything but Caitlin and what she was going through.
Once the screens had been filled, Megan started making applesauce. They had plenty of jars and clean lids. Willow had explained that fruit was safe to preserve in a boiling water bath because of the high acidity levels. They didn't need a pressure cooker like they would if they were trying to can vegetables or meat.
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