Complete Novels of E Nesbit

Home > Other > Complete Novels of E Nesbit > Page 349
Complete Novels of E Nesbit Page 349

by Edith Nesbit


  He had found food for reflection as he walked back to Curzon Street and packed his bag for Yalding.

  In the train he reflected still further. ‘He had been away for eight years: he had come home determined to enjoy himself. In Africa his mind had played joyously with visions of Edmund Templar (in the faultless evening dress of an English gentleman, for all the world like a Labour member described by a yellow journal) frequenting theatres, music-halls and places where they eat, revolving in centres of electric-lighted gaiety, himself the gayest of the gay. He had meant to be interested in everything, to enjoy everything that there was — every single thing: the lights, the food, the music, the feminine charm so long absent from his life, “ all,” in fact, as Mr. Kipling so justly puts it, “all that ever went with evening dress,” and so far he had enjoyed nothing but the sight of her dancing, had been interested in nothing but his flat-footed attempts to play the detective, to find out what she desired to conceal.

  He stopped this last thought: he did not want it. He unfolded his Westminster and began to read — first the Notes, then other things, till he pulled himself up in the middle of an article on markets, the final impression left on his mind being that wheat was “ firm,” oil “ low,” and that pork had “ opened languid and declining.” Then he gave it up and watched the changing green of wood and hedge and pasture, and washed his tired eyes in the waters of beauty, owning to himself that the Kentish country was not so bad. Not like the New Forest, of course, but still not so bad.

  If you go to Yalding you may stay at the George and be comfortable in a little village that owns a haunting churchyard, a fine church and one of the most beautiful bridges in Europe. Or you may stay at the Anchor and be comfortable on the very lip of the river. Templar chose the Anchor, because he felt that there, sooner or later, he would see, in a boat, the beautiful face and fine hands of Pan. When people take old houses near rivers, it is safe to assume that they do it because they love boating.

  But he walked up to Yalding and leaned on the bridge and looked down into the mysterious shadowy depths that by daylight are green water-meadows, saw two white owls fly out from the church tower, heard the church clock strike nine, had a drink at the George and a pleasant word with the George’s good landlord, and went back over the broad deserted green space, tree-bordered, which Yalding calls The Leas, to that other bridge which is almost as beautiful as Yalding’s, and so to bed in a little bungalow close to the water, and there fell asleep with the sound of the weir soothing him like a lullaby.

  In the fresh quiet night the light and noise of London seemed very far away, and it was while he leaned on the Yalding Bridge and looked down into the water-meadows that he had to face again the thought which in the train he had smothered with the Westminster Gazette. He began, in fact, to feel ashamed of himself. All that he had done was so silly — so amateurish, so unworthy of a thoroughly seasoned railway engineer and man of the world. Also, it was rather caddish — what? To be trying to hunt down a girl who didn’t want to be hunted. And to what end? He did not answer that question. Nor did he allow himself to be asked it twice.

  A soft air blew from the hills, rustling the sedge beside the invisible river, the mists that had floated between earth and sky drifted away like blown foam, the quiet stars came out. Alone in that spacious night, so calm, so clean, Mr. Edmund Templar felt small, and rather dirty. He felt that he was not the sort of man he should care to be asked to meet. A meaner man might have felt all this, and have been sorry to feel it. Templar was, on the whole, not sorry. If he was really this sort of man it was as well to know it now. And to take steps. No — he was not sorry. But he was not glad.

  CHAPTER V. THE DISASTER

  At the Anchor you breakfast either in a little room whose door opens directly on that part of the garden which is adorned by two round flower-beds edged with the thickest, greenest box you ever saw; this is next door to breakfasting in the garden itself. Or you do breakfast in the garden. Once upon a time you used to breakfast in a hornbeam arbour, but now that is given over to bargees. The landlord of the Anchor is a just man, and apportions the beauty of his grounds fairly among his customers.

  The morning being a prince of mornings, even for June, Mr. Templar ate his eggs and bacon in the garden, drank there his three cups of tea, and there leaned back and smoked the after-breakfast pipe. There were birds singing in the alders opposite: the river, decorated with sunlight, looked warm and brown, like the shallow pools whose warmness quite shocks you when you dangle your feet in them from seaweed-covered rocks. That it was not warm, Mr. Templar knew, for he had plunged into it at his first awakening.

  There were flowers in a big tumbler on his table, early roses, a late tulip or two, wood hyacinths and ferns, all squeezed tightly together in that lovely nearness that says as plainly as it can speak, “You are in the country now.” A wood-pigeon cooed in a big ash-tree over the water; an adventurous ant or so hastened across the white desert of tablecloth; there was a wasp in the marmalade. Nothing was lacking. It was a real country breakfast. Templar, soaking himself in country sights and sounds, remembered with a shock why he was there. He felt an affectionate if censorious pity for the man who had bought the false moustache and made those double-faced silly inquiries at the house-agent’s. That man — well, the less said about him the better. But it would have been fun to go on being a detective. And it looked so easy now. All the real difficulties were surmounted. He had only to question the landlord or his amiable wife, or one of their agreeable children . . . and then . . . But he had seen with an enlightenment too full for any re-shutting of the mind that this was the sort of thing one didn’t do. Afterwards he came to be very glad that he had seen this, and seen it when he did. It was the sort of thing one didn’t do.

  “But all the same,” his reflections ended, “ I’m glad I came. I shall stay till Monday.”

  He would not question the landlord or anyone else. He would ask no questions. He would just choose the likeliest of the little fleet of odd craft that lay below the landing stage and pull up stream. A quiet day between sky and river would be good medicine, would cure the mental indigestion brought on by light and London and a fancy at loose ends of which he was now ashamedly conscious.

  Do not ask whether he had, at the very back of his mind, a poor little devil of a hope that Fate might grant to his inaction what she had denied to his energy. I do not know. And he did not know. But if two people are abroad in boats on a short and narrow river, there are, to say the least, chances. He wondered in what craft Pan would take to the water, and imagined a canoe.

  His light leap into the boat of his choice brought to his view an iron bar that lay at the bottom of the boat.

  “Hullo — I say — catch hold of this iron rod,” he said. “I don’t want a cargo of rails on board.”

  “That’s the crowbar, sir,” said the man who had gotten the boat ready; “you’ll want it at the locks. There’s no one to put you through — you have to work the locks yourself.”

  “Take off the rudder,” said Templar, and shot out from among the crowd of boats.

  The Medway just above the Anchor is a river of dreams. The grey and green of willows and alders mirrored themselves in the still water in images hardly less solid-seeming than their living realities. There was pink loosestrife and meadow-sweet creamy and fragrant, forget-me-nots wet and blue, and a tangle of green weeds and leaves and stems that only botanists know the names of.

  And, growing out of the rough wall below Stoneham Lock, Our Lady’s bedstraw, both the yellow kind and the white. Templar knew it, though he did not know its name. It was of that trailing stuff that the Forest dancer’s wreath had been woven.

  He made his painter fast to the post of the tarred gate that lies across the towing path a stone’s throw from the lock, shouldered the crowbar and set out to get the sluice gates up. He was an engineer, and to an engineer the Medway locks of course present no difficulties. Not so if you should be a stockbroker, or an artist,
or a city clerk, or a poet. In those cases the crowbar and the sluice gates combine to laugh at your inexperience and bite pieces out of your fingers.

  He got his boat through the lock, and went on up stream, only a very little saddened by the thought that perhaps the Wood House, which was Pan’s country seat, might be down the river, and not up. He passed three locks — the Medway strings them quite thickly on her silver thread. The last of them was just a round pool with heavy tarred gates above and below, and flowers and long grasses trailing in the water that brimmed it.

  The next lock is Oak Weir lock, and there he paused for an easy and half a pipe.

  There were big trees shadowing a meadow on the left, but the stones by the lock were warm to the hand and the tarred lock-gates were hot. He lay in the sun, his hat tilted over his eyes, and was glad of the summer and the sound of the water pouring from the full pen over the top of the sluice gates on the other side of the river. It was good to be here. And do not think less of him if I own that in the softened mood induced by muscles gently exercised and the summer scents and sounds he found himself thinking that he might well have spent a little longer with his great-aunt and great-uncle.

  His father and mother were in India, too far away to inspire such regrets and remorses.

  The plash and rattle of sculls roused him from something very like sleep. A boat, still invisible, must be coming down stream. If he allowed it to take the lock before he did, he would have to wait while the lock filled and emptied again. Whereas, if he made haste to get his boat through, the water that rose with him would serve to bring down the other boat.

  He got his boat into the lock and tied her painter to the boot-hook stuck in the soft grassy ground. Then he perceived that the other boat had come out of invisibility and was advancing down the upper river. He hastened to get the lower gates shut and to let down the sluices. Then he ran round to the upper gates and began to raise its sluices. You raise the sluices of a Medway lock quite simply: you just hike them up by means of your crowbar, whose end fits into square holes in the side of the tall tarred post, that is, so to speak, the handle of the spade that is the sluice. You lever this thing up, one hole at a time, and to prevent its slipping when you have got it up, you put in an iron pin that rests horizontally on the top of the lock-gate, and holds up the sluice. If you are careless, you do not move this pin at every step of the crowbar, so that sometimes the pin is in the air, and four or five holes are raised between it and the broad tarred tree-trunk that is the top of the lock and also the lever by which the lock is eventually opened.

  Now it was just at the moment when the pin was in this Mahomet’s coffin-like position that the other boat, creeping silently with the stream, came close above the lock, and suddenly, without warning, bumped its nose against the lock-gate on which Templar was standing. He turned sharply, and almost as he turned he saw that Fate had been kind — kind, incredibly.

  “See how wise you were to be good,” he told himself: “virtue rewarded, if ever it

  was.”

  For the person in the boat, and the only person, was the girl that he had spent time and money and detectives in seeking. It was she — without paint or powder — fresh as the dawn and pretty as a pink.

  He knew her on the instant, and knew that she did not know him.

  He was never quite sure whether it was accident or design that made him drop the crowbar. He had certainly longed for some incident that should make an interchange of words unavoidable.

  Having dropped it, he caught at it with commendable speed, and thus got his fingers under the pin just at the instant when the heavy sluice, shaken by the impact of the boat, shuddered and slipped back into its old place. The crowbar splashed in the lock below, as the pin came down across his fingers, with all the weight of the sluice to hold it there.

  There was only one thing to be said — if one spoke at all. And it is not possible to the ordinary hero to bear, in silence, the smashing down on his fingers of an iron pin enforced by the weight of a heavy sluice gate. If he thought at all, he thought that all the bones of his three fingers were broken. But that is no excuse. He said what he had to say.

  And thus it happened that the first word which he ever spoke in her presence was: “Damn.”

  She took no advantage of this conversational opening.

  Bounders will say damn on such slight provocation — the slipping down of a sluice that doesn’t pin their fingers — the dropping of a crowbar. Any little thing.

  If he did drop the crowbar intentionally, he got the deserts of the deceiver. More even. The agony in his hand was intense. There was blood — he could see that.

  He set his teeth and tried to raise the pin with his other hand. He might as well have tried to raise Mont Blanc. The girl in the boat below could see nothing. To her it was simply a clumsy man who had said damn because he dropped his crowbar, and now was fiddling about with the sluices instead of asking her for hers. She wasn’t going to offer it. She wasn’t going to do anything to help a person who went about saying damn at every little thing.

  When he tried to lift the pin with his right hand its movement communicated itself to the hand that was held fast, and it hurt him more than ever — but he did not say damn again. Instead, he turned towards her a face drawn with pain and whiter than he knew, and said:

  “I’m awfully sorry to bother you — I’ve smashed my fingers under this pin. Could you get a man and a crowbar, do you think? I’m very sorry to bother you, but I’m quite helpless.”

  Before he had got to “ man” she had pushed off, and almost as he said “ helpless “ her boat bumped against the wall at the lock’s other side. She had her crowbar ready in her hands, flung it out, jumped out after it, ducked under the long tarred timber and stood beside him on the narrow plank. A fool, he reflected later — oh, and many people not at all fools! — would have tried to come along the plank from the other side, and thus have had to pass him, jarring the hurt hand in the passing.

  “Hold on tight with your other hand,” she said. “ You’ll feel beastly when I get the pin up, and if you tumble into the lock I can’t help you.”

  A crowbar is a heavy thing, and it is not every woman who can use it.

  She applied hers with a calm dexterity that won his surprised admiration when he had time to remember it. At present he held on with the one hand and hoped that her hands were steady. She raised the sluices a careful inch and held it levered upon her crowbar’s point.

  “Take your hand away then,” she said impatiently, and instantly took it by the wrist and laid it on the top of the lock. Then she let the inch go, and the pin lay in its proper place on the tarred wood, with no flesh and bone between. She threw her crowbar on to the bank.

  “Come on,” she said; “hold on to me if you’re giddy.”

  He did not hold on to her. He got to the bank, said “Thanks awfully,” and lay face down on the grass and sweet clover, and let his hand hang over in the running water, which reddened a little about it.

  There is nothing more sickening than the pressure of water on a bleeding wound. He laid his head on his arm and the world went round a great deal too fast. But it seemed impossible to get one’s hand out of the water that hurt so.

  She did it for him.

  “Now don’t be silly,” she said. “ Have you got any brandy?”

  Of course he hadn’t. “ No — it’s all right, don’t bother,” he said.

  “I thought men always had,” she said, and laid a wet Handkerchief on his head. ‘He heard the boat’s hollow response to her feet as she leapt into it.

  “Jove — she’s in a hurry to get away,” was his last thought.

  To faint at physical pain is a revolting trait in a hero, especially in an engineer who, one supposes, must so often be hurting himself with the hard materials of his trade. I cannot excuse him. And he was always ashamed of the incident.

  But if he had plotted and planned he could not have arranged a better means of compassing his desir
e to “ get to know her.”

  When he came back to his world, his head was low at the water’s edge, his feet were raised on a tea-basket with a boat-cushion on top, and his hurt hand was lying on something soft, and was covered up in something softer.

  A horrible smell insisted on itself close to his nose.

  “Don’t,” he said, moving his head; “I’m all right — let me get up.”

  He got his feet down and his head up. The girl was sitting quite close to him, with a woodpigeon’s feather, half-frizzled, in her hand, and on her lap a box of matches.

  “It says in books to burn feathers,” she said. “ I expect it’s all right. It would wake me, I know, if I were dead.”

  He murmured something about being sorry he had been such an ass.

  “You weren’t — you were awfully brave — standing there and speaking so politely. I should have screamed and tumbled into the lock if it had happened to me. Oh, I forgot, you couldn’t fall.”

  She shuddered. Because her imagination had made her a nasty, vivid little picture of a man tumbling off a lock and hanging by his crushed hand.

  “You’re all right now, aren’t you?” she said anxiously. “If you’re really better, I’ll put the boats through the lock, and pull you down to East Peckham. You must have a doctor for that hand, at once, too. You just sit still. See, lean against the basket till I’ve got the boats through.”

  She got the boats through, and she pulled him down to East Peckham.

  “And don’t bother about steering or anything,” she said. “ I can manage splendidly.” So he did not bother, but nursed the wounded hand as though it was a baby. She pulled easily and strongly, and he was now at leisure to notice that she wore a white linen dress, and a big Panama hat turned back from her forehead, and that she did not look like the girl who danced at the Hilarity, changed by the changed dress and surroundings, and by the absence of paint and powder; but like the child who had danced in the forest — like that child grown to womanhood; that child, come into her kingdom.

 

‹ Prev