by Jean Plaidy
It was with a sense of a good piece of work completed that Mrs Armistead put on her becoming cloak with its concealing hood – a gift from Perdita and therefore of excellent cut and material – and hurried to Mr Fox’s lodgings in St James’s to tell him that the first step in his mission was accomplished.
Such pleasant company at Cumberland House! And how they had acclaimed Perdita! The Duchess was quite charming to her, and although Perdita was a little uneasy in the presence of such a woman and was a little afraid that such dazzling good looks might draw attention from her own, she could remind herself that the Duchess was considerably older than she was and that she, Perdita, had youth on her side.
There she met old friends. Sheridan was present, enchanting the company with his witty sayings; and with him his Amoret, so he had little time to spare for Perdita. She had no cause to complain. Mr Fox was charming to her; Lord Maiden of course could always be relied upon to play the faithful swain; and the Due de Chartres paid marked attention.
She was not of course interested. She did not wish it to reach Florizel’s ears that she had encouraged the attentions of that notorious roué from across the Channel.
‘How pleased I should be,’ the Duchess whispered to her, ‘if our beloved Prince could be here.’
Perdita blushed becomingly; and the Duchess continued in the most friendly manner: ‘Perhaps in the future I shall have the pleasure of being hostess to you both … together.’
If that was not an indication that she would be accepted in some of the family circles, Perdita was not sure what was.
She went home flushed with triumph and confided in Mrs Armistead during her disrobing.
*
The Prince’s impatience was increasing. When, oh when, was he going to see her, to hold her in his arms, to tell her by word of mouth of his devotion. He could not live on letters for ever.
‘Patience,’ she replied. She would not have him act rashly. He must never forget that he was heir to the Crown.
To which he replied impetuously that he was ready to forget – and forgo – everything if he might but be the lover of Mrs Robinson. It was now May, nearly six months since he had seen her in The Winter’s Tale and he had not yet kissed her lips. Something must be done.
She was kept busy at the theatre. She played Mrs Brady in The Irish Widow and went on to a stupendous success in the part of Eliza Camply in The Miniature Picture. People crowded to the theatre to see her in this part because during it she masqueraded as Sir Harry Revel, which meant that she appeared on the stage in breeches. These set off her fine figure to perfection, revealing her shapely limbs, and the people went mad with joy over her, and demanded Mrs Robinson in more breeches parts.
When she appeared at Ranelagh or the Rotunda and the Pantheon, she was surrounded by people who came to look at her. She was becoming notorious, for many people believed that she was in fact the mistress of the Prince of Wales.
And then Lord Maiden came with a very special gift for her.
‘Madam,’ he said, ‘it is imperative that you give His Highness some satisfaction or I fear for his health. He is pining away. He has sent you this gift as a sign of his devotion and good faith. I beg of you accept it and help to restore His Highness to his former robust health.’
‘He is ill?’ She was all concern.
‘Pining for you, Madam.’
She opened the package and turned pale and then red as she glanced at it. It was a bond for twenty thousand pounds which His Highness would honour at his coming of age. This was sealed by the royal arms.
Twenty thousand pounds! How long would it take her to earn so much in the theatre with Mr Sheridan always hinting at cuts in salaries because in spite of full houses he could not make ends meet.
Twenty thousand pounds! It sounded almost as joyous as wedding bells in her ears.
There was a letter from Florizel. He implored her to take this gift because it would show her confidence in him. He hoped he had not offended her by offering it but it was given from the depth of his heart. He would like to lay all he had at the feet of his fair Perdita.
Her eyes filled with tears, but she did not let them fall; they were so disastrous to the complexion and she never for one moment forgot what an ardent admirer Lord Maiden was.
‘The Prince is the most generous of men, but I could not accept such a gift.’
‘But Madam, it will break His Highness’s heart if you don’t.’
‘Wrong constructions could be placed on such a gift.’
‘His Highness would be desolate if you placed any but the right ones.’
‘I know … I know … I never for one moment doubted his intentions. But if it were known …’
‘Why should it be known?’
‘You must take it away. Tell him the whole notion is repugnant to me.’
‘I dare not, Madam. You cannot believe how deeply upset the Prince can be on your account.’
‘How I wish he could have all he deserves.’
‘It is in your power to give it to him, Madam. I fear he will become ill if he does not see you soon.’
‘Take this away!’ She picked up the bond. Maiden laid his hand lightly on it but did not take it – nor did she release it.
‘At least do not make a hasty decision, Madam. Think of the Prince.’
‘I am thinking of him … constantly. Not what would be best for me but for him.’
‘Hold the bond here for a while, I beg of you. To return it now would be such a blow to him.’
‘Very well, I will do that. But I have no intention of taking it.’
Lord Maldon left and Mrs Armistead learned from her mistress that she had received the bond. She was even allowed to study it. ‘You are so clever at that sort of thing, Armistead.’
A bond sealed with the royal seal, for £20 000 to be paid when the Prince came of age. There was no doubt about it. There it was in black and white.
At the earliest opportunity she reported to Mr Fox.
‘She says she will not take it but she will. She studies it even more constantly than she does his letters … and more lovingly. She will accept it.’
‘And once she has,’ mused Mr Fox, for he was finding Mrs Armistead worth a confidence or two, ‘the meeting will take place. The Prince will gain a mistress and I shall lose a thousand guineas.’
He kissed Mrs Armistead lightly on the forehead as though to say, Well done, thou good and faithful servant.
Their relationship was changing. Attraction was springing up between them which might have seemed incongruous. She was so neat, fastidious in her cleanliness; he so slovenly; she a servant in the house of an actress and he a welcome guest in high society.
They were both aware of the incongruity of this attraction because it was of the mind as well as the body; but it was none the less irresistible because of this.
*
She would keep the bond, she explained to Lord Malden, because she feared that to return it would hurt the Prince’s susceptibilities.
‘It is true,’ replied Malden.
‘I fear it to be a little indelicate to take it … but I see no alternative.’
There was no alternative, Malden assured her.
And she bowed her head.
And each day she looked at it, at those magic words: ‘Twenty thousand pounds’, and the royal seal. It is after all, she told herself, a measure of his devotion to me. I must try to see it in the spirit in which it is meant.
*
And after accepting the bond it was a short step to a meeting.
When? the Prince was constantly demanding, and Perdita knew that she could hold out no longer.
She explained to Lord Malden.
‘The Prince is asking me to give up my career, my husband … my reputation for his sake. Oh, do not mistake me. I would gladly give my life for him. I fear, though, the anger of the King and Queen. And what if he should change towards me? I should have no wish to live.’
Lord Maiden rem
inded her of the paper heart which had come with the miniature. ‘Unalterable to my Perdita through Life.’
‘Madam, all this time when you have refused to meet him he has been faithful. How much more so will he be when you are his.’
‘Do you believe that, Lord Malden?’
‘With all my heart,’ said Malden.
‘And when the world knows what I have done …’
‘Yours is a triumph of chastity,’ he told her.
A triumph of chastity! The expression appealed to her. Yes, she could see it that way. For nearly six months the Prince had sighed for her, implored her to meet him; and always she had replied that he must consider his position, that she must not think of her own desires but what was best for him.
And now at last she was capitulating; and it was a triumph of chastity.
The meeting at Kew
THE PRINCE WAS delighted, impatient and angry. The meeting must take place, but where? Never before had he raged so fiercely against the way he was treated. Here he was almost eighteen and a Prince of Wales and he could not freely arrange a meeting with the lady of his choice! Their meeting must be a secret in case it reached the ears of his parents.
He paced up and down his apartments, raging to Frederick and Lord Malden.
‘You remember where you used to meet Harriot Vernon,’ suggested Frederick.
‘I could never meet Perdita there.’
‘My house in Dean Street is at Your Highness’s service,’ said Malden.
The Prince looked hopeful. ‘That’s a better idea.’
‘But,’ said Frederick, ‘you could never go to Dean Street and it not be known. People recognize you passing through the streets. Moreover, it is too far. You would be away too long. There would be inquiries. What if the King decided to send for you as he did for that game of chess?’
The Prince looked in dismay at his brother. Frederick was right.
‘There is only one answer,’ he said. ‘She must come to Kew.’
‘To Kew, sir!’ cried Malden, aghast.
Frederick’s eyes were alight with excitement. ‘We shall smuggle her into the Dower House. She should come in breeches – her Sir Harry Revel costume … and no one would know who she was.’
‘It’s the answer,’ said the Prince. ‘Fred, you have talent.’
*
‘In breeches!’ cried Perdita, aghast. ‘That would be quite out of the question. I should feel so … indelicate.’
‘It would mean,’ Lord Maiden explained, ‘that you would not be easily recognized.’
‘And if I were? Imagine! The scandal! Oh no, no. I could not do it.’
‘It was the best plan we could think of.’
‘I could never do it,’ said Perdita firmly.
*
Finally it was decided that there was something in Frederick’s first idea. The meeting must be highly secret and the only safe spot would be out of doors. The Prince would at least have an opportunity of talking to his love, of clasping her in his arms and making plans for the future; and all he had to remember was that in three months’ time he would be eighteen, have his own establishment and then be free to come and go as he wished.
‘Your Highness has waited six months,’ pointed out Lord Malden. ‘In another three all will be settled to your satisfaction.’
The Prince retorted that he had no intention of waiting three more months for Perdita, but they would have a meeting in any case. Lord Malden was to go ahead and make plans without delay.
He came to see Perdita and looking at her with yearning eyes told her of the arrangements.
‘I will take you to Brentford and from there row you out to Eel Pie Island. There we will dine and after that I will row you to Kew Gardens where the Prince will be waiting for you.’
‘I am glad,’ she told him, ‘that you will be accompanying me. You will make me feel … secure.’
At this Lord Malden dropped to his knees and taking her hand covered it with kisses.
‘Madam, all these months when I have been pleading another’s cause I have been filled with a mad desire to plead my own.’
‘I know, my lord.’
‘It has been a well-nigh irresistible temptation to me. If it had been any man but the Prince …’
‘I know. I know. You have been both loyal and faithful. It is something I shall never forget.’
Her eyes filled with tears; she dashed them away dramatically. She could almost hear the applause of the audience, the murmurs of ‘None can play a scene like this to compare with Mrs Robinson’. In fact she had an audience. Mrs Armistead had her eye to the keyhole and knew that her lady was to dine with Lord Maiden on Eel Pie Island and then be rowed by that self-sacrificing lover to the Prince.
*
‘I have decided that there shall be a meeting between me and the Prince.’
Mrs Armistead feigned surprise.
‘Oh, yes, Armistead. He has pleaded with me so earnestly that I can no longer refuse him.’
‘I understand, Madam.’
‘And we are going to Brentford tomorrow.’
‘We, Madam?’
‘The coach will call for me and take me to Lord Malden’s house in Dean Street where he will join me and together we shall ride to Brentford.’
‘You will go alone, Madam, to Brentford with my lord Malden?’
‘Why, Armistead …’
Mrs Armistead’s features had formed themselves into an expression of horror. Then almost immediately they returned to their familiar respectful state. ‘Forgive me, Madam. I forget my place.’
‘No … no, pray go on.’
‘Well, Madam, begging your pardon, I should have thought it unwise for you to go … alone with Lord Maiden on such a journey. If you were seen and recognized … Madam must forgive me. I think of your reputation.’
‘But, I have …’
‘Madam, when ladies travel their maids accompany them … not only for reasons of propriety but in case their toilettes should need some attention.’
Perdita was smiling, and yet again asking herself what she would do without Armistead.
*
In the coach that rattled along to Dean Street Mrs Armistead sat very upright, her hands folded in her lap. She was not thinking of the excited young woman opposite her, who was deep in her own thoughts.
Could it possibly be, Mrs Armistead was asking herself. Mr Fox himself! Many people of humble circumstances had probably been his mistresses … briefly. She had no doubt that in the first instance he had decided that she herself was worthy of a brief dalliance. But surely this was something deeper? She could not contemplate it with her usual good sense. She had always been clever, and when the late Mr Armistead had left her unprovided for she had chosen this profession – for a purpose. As a lady’s maid to an actress she would have opportunities. She had briefly, before coming to Mrs Robinson, served Mrs Abington. The possibilities were there; but she had not visualized anything like the present situation. Nor could it have come about if she had not had the great good luck to serve a mistress who had attracted the Prince of Wales. This could bring her into the most exalted circles. She could work so well for Mr Fox because the outcome of the affair was of equal importance to them both.
Mr Fox. Oddly enough for all his greatness she saw him as a man in need of care. It was his weakness which appealed to her as much as his strength. She had learned a great deal about him, that some years earlier, his father Lord Holland had paid £140 000 to settle his debts. Lord Holland was dead now and had left Charles James Kingsgate Castle which had had to be sold. There was a jingle sung in the streets about the great man.
‘If he touches a card, if he rattles a box,
Away fly the guineas of this Mr Fox.’
She did not glorify him as Perdita glorified her Prince. She did not wish to clothe him with virtues he did not possess. She would not deny that he was short and fat and rather gross, but there was a look of his ancestor, Charles II, in his face, and his
slovenly cravat, his none-too-clean coat, were forgotten when he talked. One could not be in the company of Mr Fox without recognizing his greatness and his charm – but it was his weakness that touched the cool serene heart of Mrs Armistead deeply.
Perdita would have been astonished if she could have read the thoughts of her lady’s maid. She would not have been able to imagine that the woman’s affairs could be thought of-even by herself – when they were on the brink of this stupendous adventure.
Was her gown suitable? Indian muslin and not too decorated with ribbons.
‘So becoming, Madam,’ had soothed Armistead. ‘I have never seen you look so beautiful.’
And what would he say when he saw her?
She was rehearsing what she would say to him over and over again. A woodland scene in Kew Gardens. There was a moon and the weather was fine. It would be like a Shakespearian scene. She would play it with the utmost emphasis on romance.
And the Prince … what was he doing at this moment? She pictured his impatience. She could already hear his impassioned words. How handsome he would look and the diamonds flashing on his coat would be real, not paste as worn by mock princes on the stage.
This was romance.
The coach had come to a stop at Lord Maiden’s door. He was waiting. He seated himself beside Mrs Armistead so that he could gaze in rapture at Perdita throughout the journey. Very little was said. Mrs Armistead’s presence was a restraining factor; but Perdita saw that although Lord Maiden was disappointed that there should be a third member of the party he applauded the wisdom of it.
Silence prevailed for most of the journey; each occupant busy with his and her own thoughts. Mrs Armistead continued to think of Mr Fox, Perdita of her Prince and Lord Malden of Perdita; and at length they arrived at Brentford where the boat was waiting to take them over to Eel Pie Island.
At the island inn a room had been prepared that Perdita might use before taking dinner, and to this she repaired with Armistead, ‘to rest,’ she told Lord Malden, ‘for indeed I fear my heart may fail me.’
In the room she gave what Mrs Armistead later reported to Mr Fox a study of the doubts and apprehensions of a woman on the brink of taking a mighty decision which she had long since made up her mind to take for the adequate reward.