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by John Connolly


  ‘I wanted you because I loved you.’

  Lorna smiled at the memory. ‘You’d have left me. Maybe not immediately – it might have taken years – but you’d have left me. As I got older, as the wrinkles started to appear, when I dried up and couldn’t have children, when some pretty thing came along and flashed you a smile and you started to think, “I’m still young, I can do better than this.” Then you’d have gone, or strayed and come back with your tail between your legs and your dick in your hand. And I couldn’t have taken that pain, Charlie, not from you. I’d have died. I’d have curled up and died inside.’

  ‘That shouldn’t have been the reason that you stayed with him.’ I stopped myself, because no good could come of this. ‘Anyway, that was in the past. What’s done is done.’

  She looked away, and there were furrows of hurt at her brow. ‘Were you ever unfaithful to your wife?’ she asked.

  ‘Only with a bottle.’

  She laughed softly, and looked up at me from beneath her hair. ‘I don’t know whether that’s better or worse than a woman. Worse, I think.’ The smile disappeared but a kind of tenderness stayed in her eyes. ‘You were full of pain, Bird, even then. How much more pain have you taken on since?’

  ‘It wasn’t of my choosing, but I was to blame for what led to it.’

  It seemed as if all of the other people around us had faded away, had become mere shadows, and the small circle of daylight around the table represented the boundary of the world, with darkness beyond in which faded figures drifted and flickered like the ghosts of stars.

  ‘And what did you do, Bird?’ And softly, so softly, I felt her hand touch my own.

  ‘Like you say, I hurt people. And now I’m trying to make up for what I’ve done.’

  And in the gloom around us, the figures seemed to draw closer, but they were not the folks eating in a small-town diner, filled with gossip and the tiny tendernesses of a close-knit community. They were the figures of the lost and the damned, and there were those among them whom I had once called friend, lover, child.

  Lorna stood and around us the diner came into focus again, and the spectres of the past became the substance of the present. She looked down upon me and my hand burned gently where she had touched me.

  ‘“What’s done is done”,’ she said, repeating my words. ‘Is that how you feel about us?’

  The lines between our past and our present had become blurred, somehow, and we were digging at old wounds that should have healed long before. I didn’t reply, so she shrugged on her jacket, took five bucks from her purse and left them on the table. Then she turned and walked away, leaving me with the memory of her touch and the faint lingering of her scent, like a promise made but not yet fulfilled. She knew that Rand would hear that we had been seen together, that we had spoken at length in the diner. I think, even then, she was pushing him. She was pushing us both. I could almost hear the clock ticking, counting down the hours and minutes until her marriage finally self-destructed.

  In front of her, the door opened and Angel and Louis stepped into the diner. They glanced at me, and I nodded back. Lorna caught the gesture as she left and, as she passed, she acknowledged them with a small smile. They sat opposite me as I watched her cross the street and head north in her white jacket, her head low like a swan.

  Angel called for two coffees and whistled softly as he waited for them to arrive. He was whistling ‘The Way We Were’.

  After they had eaten breakfast, I went over with them in detail the discovery of Chute’s body the night before and we divided out what we were going to do that day. Louis would head up to the lake and try to find a vantage point from which to continue watching the Payne house, since the previous night’s scouting party had proved unproductive. Before heading out, he would drop Angel in Greenville, where we arranged for him to rent an ancient Plymouth at a gas station. From Greenville, he would head out to Rockwood, Seboomook, Pittston Farm and Jackman, West Forks and Bingham, all of the towns to the west and south-west of Moosehead Lake. I would take Monson, Abbot Village, Guilford and Dover-Foxcroft to the south and south-east. In each town, we would show photographs of Ellen Cole, checking stores and motels, coffee shops and diners, bars and tourist information offices. Wherever possible, we would talk to local law enforcement and the old-timers who occupied their favourite booths in the bars and diners, the ones who would be sure to notice strangers in town. It would be tiring, frustrating work, but it had to be done.

  I noticed Louis was edgy as we spoke, his eyes moving swiftly around the diner and out onto the street beyond.

  ‘He won’t come at us in daylight,’ I said.

  ‘Could have taken us last night,’ he replied.

  ‘But he didn’t.’

  ‘He wants us to know he’s here. He likes the fear.’

  We said nothing more about him.

  Before heading down to my assigned towns, I decided to follow the route Ellen and her boyfriend might have taken on the day they left town. On the way, I stopped off at a service station and got a mechanic to fit the Mustang with chains. I wasn’t sure how bad the roads might get as I headed north.

  I kept glancing in my rear-view mirror as I drove, conscious now that Stritch might be somewhere in the area, but no cars followed me and I passed no other vehicle on the road. A couple of miles outside the town was a sign for the scenic ridge. The road up to it was steep and the Mustang struggled a little on some of the bends. Two minor roads snaked east and west at one point but I stuck with the main route until it came to a small parking lot that looked out over an expanse of hill and mountain, with Ragged Lake shimmering to the west and Baxter State Park and Katahdin to the north-east. The parking lot marked the end of the public access road. After that, the roads were for the use of the timber company, and would have played hell with the shocks of most cars. The land was startling in its whiteness, cold and beautiful. I could see why the woman at the motel had sent them up here, could imagine how wonderful the lake looked when it was bathed in gold.

  I came back down to the intersection, where the minor road to the east was thick with snow. It went on for about a mile before ending in fallen trees and thick scrub. The land at either side was heavily wooded, the trees dark against the snow. I drove back and took the western road, which gradually veered north-west to skirt the edge of a pond. The pond was maybe a mile long and half a mile wide, its banks surrounded by skeletal beech and thick pine. By its western bank, a small trail wended its way through the trees. I left the car and followed it on foot, the ends of my jeans quickly becoming heavy and wet.

  I had walked for maybe ten minutes when I smelt smoke and heard a dog barking. I left the trail and climbed an incline through the trees, which revealed, at its peak, a small house, maybe no more than two rooms wide. It had an overhanging roof and a narrow porch and square, four-pane windows from which old paint flaked. The house itself might have been white once but most of the paint had now disappeared, leaving only patches below the eaves and on the window frames. Three or four large rubber garbage cans, the kind used for recycling by businesses, stood to one side of the house. On the other was an old yellow Ford truck. The rusting hulk of a blue Oldsmobile, its tyres long gone, its windows thick with dirt, stood about five feet from the Ford. I caught some movement inside, and then a small black mongrel dog, its tail docked and its teeth bared, sprang through the open window from the backseat and moved quickly towards me. It stopped two or three feet from me and barked loudly.

  The door of the house opened and an old man with a thin beard appeared. He wore blue overalls and a long, red raincoat. His hair was long and matted and his hands were almost black with dirt. I could see the hands clearly, because they were clutching a Remington A-70 pump-action shotgun, which was pointing in my direction. When the dog saw the old man emerge, its barking increased in volume and ferocity and its stumpy tail wagged frenziedly from side to side.

  ‘What do you want here?’ said the old man, in a voice that was slightly
slurred. One side of his mouth remained immobile when he talked, and I figured he had some kind of nerve or muscle damage to his face.

  ‘I’m looking for someone, a young woman who may have been around here a couple of days back.’

  The old man almost grinned, exposing a mouthful of yellow-stained teeth, broken, on both the top and bottom rows, by gaps. ‘Don’t get young women around here no more,’ he said, the gun not moving from me. ‘Don’t got the looks.’

  ‘She was blonde, about five-five. Her name was Ellen Cole.’

  ‘Didn’t see ‘em,’ said the old man, and he waved the gun at me. ‘Now get off my property.’

  I didn’t move. Beside me, the dog lashed out and nipped at the end of my pants. I was tempted to kick it, but I figured it would latch on to my leg in an instant. I didn’t take my eyes from the old man as I considered what he had just said.

  ‘What do you mean “them”? I only mentioned the girl.’

  The old man’s eyes narrowed as he realised his mistake. He jacked a shell into the shotgun, driving the small dog wild. It gripped the wet end of my jeans and tugged with its sharp white teeth.

  ‘I mean it, mister,’ he said. ‘You just take your leave and don’t come back, else I’ll shoot you now and take my chances with the law.’ He whistled to the dog. ‘Come away now, boy, I don’t want you gettin’ hurt.’ The dog instantly turned and ran back to the Plymouth, its powerful back legs propelling it through the open window. It watched me from the front seat, still barking.

  ‘Don’t make me come back, old man,’ I said quietly.

  ‘I didn’t make you come here to begin with, and I sure ain’t makin’ you come back. I got nothing to say to you. Now I’m tellin’ you for the last time: get off my land.’

  I shrugged, turned and walked away. There was nothing more to be done, not without the risk of getting my head shot off. I looked back once to find him still standing on the porch, the shotgun in his hands. I had other people to talk to, but I figured I’d be back out to see that old man again.

  That was my first mistake.

  Chapter Twenty

  After I left the old man I drove south. His words bothered me. It could have been nothing, I supposed; after all, he might have seen Ricky and Ellen together in town, and the news that someone was concerned that they were missing would have spread pretty quickly, even as far as the boondocks where the old man lived. If it turned out there was more to it than that then I knew where to find him, if I needed to.

  I made my tour of the towns, Guilford and Dover-Foxcroft taking more time than the others, but I came up with nothing. I stopped at a pay phone to call Dave Martel in Greenville and he agreed to meet me at St Martha’s in order to pave the way with Dr Ryley, the director. I wanted to talk to him about Emily Watts.

  And Caleb Kyle.

  ‘I hear you’ve been asking about the Cole girl,’ he said, as I prepared to hang up.

  I paused. I hadn’t been in contact with him since I arrived back in Dark Hollow. He seemed to detect my puzzlement.

  ‘Hey, it’s a small place. News gets around. I had a call from New York early this morning, asking about her.’

  ‘Who was it?’

  ‘It was her father,’ continued Martel. ‘He’s on his way back up here. Seems he got into a shouting match with Rand Jennings, and Jennings told him to keep away from Dark Hollow if he wanted to help his daughter. Cole called me to see if I could tell him anything that Jennings wouldn’t. Probably called the county sheriff as well.’

  I sighed. Giving Walter Cole an ultimatum was like telling the rain to fall up instead of down.

  ‘He say when he was going to arrive?’

  ‘Tomorrow, I guess. I think he’s going to stay here, instead of in the Hollow. You want me to give you a call when he gets here?’

  ‘No,’ I said. ‘I’ll find out soon enough.’ I told him a little about the background to the case, and how I had become involved at Lee’s instigation, not Walter’s. Martel gave a small laugh.

  ‘Hear you were out there when they found Gary Chute as well. You sure lead a complicated life.’

  ‘You hear anything more about it?’

  ‘Daryl brought the wardens out to where he thinks he found Chute – hell of a trip, from what I hear – and the truck’s being brought back for examination, soon as they can clear a road through the snow. The body’s on its way to Augusta. According to one of the part-timers who was down here this morning, Jennings seemed to think there was some bruising to the body, like he’d been beaten before he died. They’re going to question the wife, see if she might have run out of patience with him and sent someone to take care of him.’

  ‘Pretty lame.’

  ‘Pretty,’ he agreed. ‘I’ll see you at the home.’

  Martel’s car was already pulled up outside the main entrance to St Martha’s when I arrived, and he and Dr Ryley were waiting for me by the reception desk.

  Dr Ryley was a middle-aged man with good teeth, a well-cut suit and the oily manner of a casket salesman. His hand was soft and moist when I shook it. I had to resist the temptation to dry my palm on my jeans when he had detached himself from me. It wasn’t hard to see why Emily Watts had taken a shot at him.

  He told us how much he regretted what had happened and advised us on the new security measures that had been introduced as a result, which seemed to consist of nothing more than locking the doors and hiding anything that could be used to knock out the guard. After some to-ing and fro-ing with Martel, he agreed to let me speak to Mrs Schneider, the woman who occupied the room next to that of the late Emily Watts. Martel decided to wait in the lobby, in case we spooked the old lady by arriving as a team. He sat, drew a second chair in front of him with the tip of his shoe, then put his feet up and seemed to fall asleep.

  Mrs Erica Schneider was a German Jew who fled to America with her husband in 1938. He was a jeweller and brought enough gems with him to enable him to set up business in Bangor. They had been comfortable too, she told me, at least until he died and the bills that he had been hiding from her for the best part of five years resurfaced. She was forced to sell their house and most of her possessions, then fell ill from stress. Her children had put her up in the home, arguing that most of them were within visiting distance anyway, although this didn’t mean that any of them actually bothered to visit her, she said. She spent most of her time watching TV or reading. When it was warm enough, she walked in the grounds.

  I sat beside her in her small, neat room with its carefully made bed, its single closet filled with old, dark dresses, its dressing table covered with a limited selection of cosmetics that the old woman still carefully applied each morning, as she turned to me and said: ‘I hope I die soon. I want to leave this place.’

  I didn’t reply. After all, what could I say? Instead, I said: ‘Mrs Schneider, I’ll try to keep what’s said here today between us, but I need to know something: did you call a man named Willeford in Portland and talk to him about Emily Watts?’

  She said nothing. I thought for a moment that she might start to cry, because she looked away and appeared to be having trouble with her eyes. I spoke again. ‘Mrs Schneider, I really need you to help me. Some people have been killed, and a young girl is missing, and I think that maybe these things are connected to Miss Emily in some way. If there’s anything at all you can tell me, anything that might assist me in bringing this thing to a close, I would appreciate it, I truly would.’

  She gripped and twisted the cord of her dressing gown in her hands, wincing. ‘Yes,’ she replied, at last. ‘I thought it might help her.’ The cord drew tighter and there was fear in her voice, as if the rope was tightening not around her hands, but around her neck. ‘She was so sad.’

  ‘Why, Mrs Schneider? Why was she sad?’

  The hands still worked at the cord as she replied. ‘One night, perhaps a year ago, I found her crying. I came to her, and I held her, and then she spoke to me. She told me that it was her child’s birthday – a
boy, she said, but she had not kept him, because she was afraid.’

  ‘Afraid of what, Mrs Schneider?’

  ‘Afraid of the man who fathered the child,’ she said. She swallowed and looked to the window. ‘What harm can it do to talk of these things now?’ she whispered softly, more to herself than to me, then turned her face to mine. ‘She told me that, when she was young, her father . . . Her father was a very bad man, Mr Parker. He beat her and forced her to do things, you understand? Sex, ja ? Even when she was older, he would not let her leave him, because he wanted her near him.’

  I nodded, but stayed silent as the words tumbled out of her like rats from a sack.

  ‘Then another man came to her town, and this man made love to her, and took her to his bed. She did not tell him about the sex, but, in the end, she told him about the beatings. And this man, he found her father in a bar and he beat him, and told him that he must never touch his daughter again.’ She emphasised each word with a wag of her finger, carefully spacing each syllable for maximum emphasis. ‘He told her father that if anything happened to his daughter, he would kill him. And because of this, Miss Emily fell in love with this man.

  ‘But there was something wrong with him, Mr Parker, in here –’ She touched her head ‘– and in here.’ Her finger moved to her heart. ‘She did not know where he lived, or where he came from. He found her when he wanted her. He went missing for days, sometimes weeks. He smelt of wood and sap and once, when he came back to her, there was blood on his clothes and under his nails. He told her that he hit a deer in his truck. Another time, he told her that he was hunting. Two different reasons he gave, and she started to feel afraid.

  ‘That was when the young girls began to disappear, Mr Parker: two girls. And once, when she was with him, she smelt something on him, the smell of another woman. His neck, it was scratched, torn, as if by a hand. They argued, and he told her that she was imagining things, that he had cut himself on a branch.

 

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