Cool, Matt wrote back. For her chronically underemotive husband, Karen had learned, that qualified as a ringing endorsement.
Ruby was especially excited when she heard that there was not one, not two, but three swimming pools at the resort. She was even more thrilled to learn that they were all going together—all three of them—which, in turn, thrilled Karen. She only hoped the weather was good. In the weeks leading up to their vacation, Karen began to obsessively check the forecast in Las Terrenas, each time praying for a little army of sun icons to appear in a row on the screen.
In other news, Karen had just about finished her op-ed about nutrition, poverty, and educational outcomes. Though over time the essay had become less about nutrition and more about inequality. Lately, she’d begun to entertain the radical notion that, as long as there was enough to eat, it didn’t matter all that much what you ate. Or rather, it mattered—but only to a point. Having a loving and supportive family mattered more. Now she just had to get up the confidence to send it out.
As for Karen’s friends…April finally finished her dissertation, Lou began selling her hand-knit ponchos at a local boutique, and Allison decided to take a leave of absence from her magazine and devote herself full-time to raising her kids after her thirteen-year-old son, Lucien, was caught shoplifting earbuds and selling Adderall to his friends. The police had let him go with a warning, but Allison had gotten scared. Five years after that, he was recruited for squash at Princeton. But that’s another story.
As for Jayyden…Karen never heard another word about what happened to him after he was sent upstate. At one point when Ruby was in fourth grade, Karen thought of asking Regina Chambers if she knew anything. But she couldn’t think of a pretext for doing so and feared she would only come off sounding like one of those well-meaning, college-educated white liberals who fetishize the deprivations of the underclass.
At another point—years later—Karen tried Googling his name, thinking that the distinct spelling of Jayyden might yield results. But nothing came up—no evidence of his life, but no evidence of his death either. By then, true to Matt’s prediction, Ruby was attending a selective public high school filled with kids from backgrounds similar to her own. One day, out of the blue, while they were shopping for back-to-school outfits, Karen asked her if she remembered Jayyden—“the kid who punched out your friend Maeve for calling his firehouse stupid,” as Karen put it—but Ruby seemed barely to recall either one of them. It was like he’d never existed.
Except Karen could never get him out of her head.
Acknowledgments
Special thanks to Judy Clain and Maria Massie for guiding me through this project; to Amy Davidson and Sophie Rosenfeld for reading and critiquing earlier drafts; to my parent-friends, of whom there are too many to name here, who provided me with stories and perspective. And to my family—BC, TC, and especially JC—for making everything possible.
About the Author
Lucinda Rosenfeld is the author of the novels The Pretty One, What She Saw…, Why She Went Home, and I’m So Happy for You. Her fiction and essays have appeared in the New York Times, The New Yorker, Slate, the Wall Street Journal, Oprah.com, and other publications. She lives in Brooklyn, New York, with her husband and two daughters.
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