The man up there had a rifle pointed at my chest. I didn't know how he got up there. Probably he had been up there all the time, waiting for me to turn my back. I knew, with the same instinct that told me the big policeman was lying, that the rifleman was Thornton. Before I had half whirled about I heard Pat Roark's .44 crash and saw the bartender sliding down behind the bar, the shotgun dropping from his limp fingers. Somehow my own gun was in my hand.
At a time like that you don't stop to think. Your mind seizes all the facts in a bunch and there is no time to separate them and decide where to act first. The two policemen were still clawing for their pistols, awkwardly. But the man on the gallery didn't have to draw. The rifle was ready, aimed, and I imagined that I could see the hammer falling. I forgot about the two policemen. The .44 bucked twice in my hand and the room jarred with the roaring. Two shots, I knew, would have to do it. I couldn't wait to see if the man would fall. The two policemen were awkward with pistols, but they weren't that awkward.
By the time I swung on them again, the big man's gun was just clearing his holster. I shot him in the belly and he slammed back against the bar, clawing at the neat black hole just above his belt buckle. The fat one didn't have a chance. He shouldn't have been allowed to carry a gun. He didn't know what to do with one. He was still fumbling with the hammer as my bullet buried itself in the flabby folds of fat under his chin. He reeled back and blood began to come out of his mouth.
It all happened in a second. Two seconds at the most. I stood there watching the fat man die. He sagged, clutching at the bar to hold himself up. But his fingers missed and he hit the floor with his back, kicked once or twice, and lay still.
Pat Roark shouted, “The door, Tall. I'll keep them covered while you back out.”
But it wasn't over yet. Thornton, the man on the gallery, was still alive. He was on his knees clutching his middle, and bright red blood oozed between his fingers. I counted my shots in my mind. Two at Thornton, one at the big man, and one at the fat one. That was four. I had one bullet left. A six-shooter is actually a six-shooter only for fools and dime novels. There's always an empty chamber to rest the hammer on when the pistol is in the holster. I leveled the pistol at Thornton and fired my last bullet. I thought, This one's for you, Pa. It's too late to do you any good, but it's the only thing I know to do.
Thornton came crashing down from the gallery, falling across a poker table like a rag doll, then dumping into a shapeless heap on the floor.
I stood there breathing hard, the empty pistol still in my hand.
Pat said, “Tall, for God's sake, come on!”
But I waited a few more seconds, almost hoping that Thornton would move again so I could go over and beat the life out of him, the way he had done with Pa. But he didn't move. His eyes had that fixed glassy stare that always means the same thing. I had done all I could do.
The spectators—the carpetbaggers, and white trash, and scalawags—still hadn't moved. Their faces were pale with shock as they stared at the lifeless figures on the floor. That wasn't the way they had expected it to work out. They had been confident that their man could kill me easily from his place on the gallery, but now that it hadn't worked out that way, they weren't sure what they ought to do.
My pistol was empty, but they didn't realize that, so I kept it trained on them.
I said tightly, “Take a good look at the man that killed my father. Being a member of the Davis police didn't save his dirty hide; that's something the rest of you might remember.”
“Tall,” Pat Roark said again. I started backing out, keeping them covered with my empty pistol.
Outside, we hit the saddles and our horses lit out for the far end of the street in one startled jump. The other ranchers fell in behind us, fogging it out of John's City.
We traveled north toward Garner's Store for maybe two miles, and then the ranchers started splitting up, cutting out from the main body and heading toward their own outfits. They were nervous men for the most part, and I could see by their faces that they thought they had been suckered into something that they hadn't bargained for. Well, I thought, to hell with them. If they were afraid to fight for their own kind, there was nothing I could do for them.
By the time we reached the store, Pat Roark was the only one still with me. As we let our horses drink at the trough, Pat stood up in his stirrups, looking back along the road.
“The police don't seem so damned anxious to follow us,” he said, still with that thin grin of his.
I wasn't worrying about the police. It was the cavalry that was going to give us trouble when they heard about it. We hitched our horses and went inside the store.
Old Man Garner wasn't glad to see us. Things had a way of happening to people who helped fugitives. A man's store could burn down, or he could get robbed blind. All kinds of things could happen.
He came slowly out of the dark interior of the store.
He could smell trouble and he didn't like it.
“Tall, you get out of here,” he said gruffly. “I know the police are after you; so don't tell me different.”
“I'm not going to tell you different, Mr. Garner. But they won'tbe along for a while. Is my credit still good?”
He grunted. “I reckon. If it'll get you out of here.”
We got a dozen boxes of .44 cartridges, some meal, salt, and a slab of bacon. “If you don't see me for a while,” I said, “you can get the money from Ma.”
“Money won't do me no good,” he said peevishly, “if the police catch me helpin' you out this way. Now scat, both of you.” Then on impulse, he went behind the counter and came out with a small tin skillet and a bag of ground coffee. “You might as well take these too, as long as you're gettin' everything else you want.”
I took the things and wrapped them up in newspapers. Old Man Garner didn't like turncoats any better than most people, and he wasn't as put out about helping us as he tried to make us believe. As we started back for our horses, I said, “When the bluebellies come along you might just mention that you saw us heading east, toward Indian Ridge.”
At last his curiosity got the best of him. “Did you... kind of get things settled up, Tall?”
“As well as it can be settled,” I said. “Remember, east, toward Indian Ridge.”
“I won't forget. Now go on, get out of here.”
We headed northwest along the road to the Bannerman ranch for a mile or more, and then cut due west on some hard shale that would be difficult to trail us on. We moved on up to some low rolling hills and finally reached the arroyo. I looked at Pat Roark.
He was a funny guy. And, as we headed toward Daggert's Road, I began to wonder just why he was sticking his neck out this way. The Roarks had a small one-horse outfit over east of John's City—that is, the old man had the outfit. Pat, I remembered, was the youngest of five sons, and the others had drifted off to other parts of Texas before the war and hadn't been heard from since. Pat's old man had never amounted to much. What little money he made by brush popping went mostly for whiskey. Pat had never had the money to attend old Professor Bigloe's academy like the rest of us.
So maybe he was just looking for a chance to get away from John's City, and he figured this was it. Whatever the reason, I was glad to have him along.
We rode down the arroyo until we came to the cutaway that Ray Novak and I had ducked into before. Pat had never seen the place. I held some of the vines and scrub trees back and motioned him to go on in, and he said, “Well, I'll be damned.” He looked around appreciatively as I covered the entrance again. “So this is Daggert's Road,” he said. “Well, it'll be nearly hell for anybody to find us in a place like this.”
I said, “It'll do for tonight. We'll go on up to the old cabin and stay there. If things look all right I'll ride over to our place. There's that red horse of mine. I sure would hate to leave him behind.”
It was clear that we weren't going to be able to stay around John's City for long. Pretty soon the cavalry would be cutting
tracks all over northern Texas looking for us, and it wouldn't be the work gang if they caught us this time. It would be a hanging.
Then, for the first time, I thought of those dead men back there in the saloon. I didn't feel anything for them, not even hate, because most of the hate had burned itself out the minute I emptied my pistol. There was just the faint feeling of satisfaction, that kind of feeling that comes to a man after he has paid off a big debt, and that was all. I didn't experience those few hard minutes, the way I had after killing Paul Creyton.
Four men I had killed in as many days—but even that didn't bother me. They had all needed killing. Nobody held it against you for killing a horse thief like Creyton. And Thornton and the other two policemen weren't any different. I would have to hide out for a while, until the carpetbaggers were out of Texas. A year, maybe. Two at the most, because Texans wouldn't stand for that kind of treatment for long. Then I could come back and stand trial. No jury of John's City ranchers would convict me for what I had done.
There were only two things that bothered me. How would Ma get along without me or Pa to look after her? And Laurin—it was going to be a hard year, or two years, being away from her.
“Is that the place?” Pat Roark pointed toward the sagging shack at the end of the trail.
I nodded. “I guess that'll hold us for a few hours. We can fill our bellies and rest our horses, and figure out where to go.”
Pat laughed. “While the bluebellies cut tracks all over Indian Ridge.”
Nothing seemed to bother him. If he regretted having to pull out like this, without even a chance to say good-by to his old man, it didn't show on that grinning face of his. He seemed to have completely forgotten the fact that he had killed a man a short time back.
We picketed our horses behind the shack where there was plenty of new green grass. By the time we got our saddles off and lugged our supplies inside it was almost dark. I wondered about making a fire, then decided we might as well have a hot meal while we had a chance.
Later, as we sat on the dirt floor eating dripping pieces of bacon and hoecake, Pat said, “I know it's none of my business, and don't get the idea I'm complaining, but don't you think it's a little dangerous staying this close to John's City? We could cover some ground tonight without punishing our horses.”
“I told you I didn't want to leave that red horse behind,” I said. “Hell, the cavalry won't find us here. They'll be cutting tracks on Indian Ridge, like you said.”
Pat shrugged. “All right. I was just thinking.”
Probably he knew the real reason I didn't want to pull out right away. It was Laurin, not that red horse. But he didn't say any more about it.
As night came on, we put the fire out, and my ears seemed to grow sharper as darkness closed in. The moan of the wind and the rattle of grass made startling sounds in the night. Once I got up abruptly and went outside with my gun in my hand when I heard a movement in the brush. But it turned out to be a swamp rabbit making his bed for the night under a clump of mesquite.
Pat said, “You'd better go see about that horse, if you're so almighty anxious about him.”
He didn't say I was getting the jumps, but that was what he meant. All the things that had happened today began to grow and magnify in the darkness. I wouldn't let myself think about Pa. I had done all I could. He would understand that, wherever he was.
But Laurin was something else. She hadn't wanted me to go to town in the first place. What was she going to say about those bluebellies that I hoped were burning in hell by now? Somehow, I had to explain that to her before I went away. And I wasn't sure how I was going to do it.
I said, “Maybe you're right, Pat. I'll see about the horse. Then maybe we'll cover some ground before daybreak.”
“Whatever you say.” He had torn off a piece of his shirttail and was using it to clean that new .44 I had given him.
“You'll be all right here,” I said. “The cavalry won't get around tonight.”
“Don't worry about me.” He looked up. “You're the one that better watch out the bluebellies don't get you.”
It was completely dark now. I went outside and got the bay saddled, and Pat came to the door and watched as I rode off.
It wasn't a smart thing to do, I knew that. Pappy Garret would have skinned me alive for pulling a “fool stunt like that... but it was one of those things that I had to see all the way through. Before long—if I didn't set things straight with Laurin—I'd be snapping at Pat, and we'd end up the same as me and Ray Novak, riding our own separate trails. And I needed Pat. One man wasn't any good on the run. Pappy had been proof of that. It occurred to me that I had already learned to think the way Pappy Garret thought. I didn't really give a damn for Pat Roark, but I could use him, and that was what I meant to do.
That shocked me for a moment. A few days ago I had never even thought of killing a man, and now I had four to my credit, a longer string than a lot of well-known badmen could boast. I felt nothing for them. They could have been calf-killing coyotes, and not human beings.
I tried to work back in my mind and find the beginning of it. Paul Creyton—there was nothing I could have done about that. He had been trying to steal my horse, and that was reason enough for killing anybody in this country. And Thornton—nobody could blame me for that. And the other two—they had been pulling on me, and if I hadn't killed them they would have killed me. I hadn't started any of it. They had all brought it on themselves.
But still I could taste the uneasy tang of doubt, and I wondered if it all would seem so clear-cut and inevitable to Laurin as it did to me.
Coming out of the hills, I rode straight east, heading for our place. I would have a hard time explaining it to Pat, if I came back without that red horse, and, besides, for some strange reason, I wanted to put off seeing Laurin until the very last.
There was no sign of cavalry or police as I crossed the open range. Probably, I thought, the Cameron ranch would be the last place they would look for me, especially if Old Man Garner had told them we were headed for Indian Ridge.
The ranch house was dark when I got there. The only light I could see was in the bunkhouse. When we reached the rear of the ranch yard, I got down and led the bay toward the barn where I figured Red would be.
“Tall.”
It was just a whisper, but there in the darkness it came at me like a bullet. I dropped the reins and wheeled.
“It's me, Tall! My God, be careful with that gun!”
It was Bucky Stow, coming from the far side of the barn. I didn't remember pulling my pistol, but there it was, in my hand, the hammer pulled back and ready to fall. I heard somebody breathing hard, breath whistling through his teeth. After a moment I realized it was me.
“You want to be careful how you slip up on people,” I said weakly. Bucky would never know how close he came to being number five on my string. I shoved the pistol back in my holster.
“Tall, what in hell are you doin' here, anyway? There's cavalry and police all over this part of Texas.”
“I came after that red horse,” I said. “Is he ready to go?
Bucky screwed up his face. “I reckon,” he said. “But he could stand fattening up. A horse like Red ain't supposed to take that kind of treatment.”
“Never mind about Red, he can take it. Is Ma doing all right?”
“She's over at the Novak place now,” he said, rubbing his chin sadly. “She kind of figured that maybe you'd come back here. She wanted me to tell you to come to Virginia as soon as you get a chance.”
I looked at him. “Virginia?”
“She's selling the ranch and moving back there with her people. Runnin' a ranch is too big a job for a woman. And since your pa...”
His voice trailed off, but I knew what he was thinking. Now that Pa was gone, and I couldn't stay here to help her, there was nothing else for her to do. It hurt me at first, thinking about giving up this ranch that Pa had worked so hard for. But Ma had never really liked it. She only wan
ted to be where Pa was. It was the best thing, I thought, for her to move back with her own people until I could clear myself with the Texas courts.
I said, “Tell her I'm all right, Bucky. Tell her not to worry about me, and I'll see her in Virginia as soon as this thing blows over.”
Bucky said, “Sure, Tall. Now I'll get that horse for you.”
He went in the barn and in a few minutes he came back with Red, all saddled and ready to go. I slapped the horse's glossy rump. “You ready to travel, boy? You got your belly full of corn?”
Red switched his head around and nuzzled the front of my shirt. I thought wryly, That's the first sincere gesture of welcome I've had since I got back.
Chapter 6
I didn't try to go to the Novaks' and say good-by to Ma. That would be pushing my luck too far. I got on Red and we headed west again, crossing the Bannerman wagon road just in case the cavalry was up in that direction, then we went north, cross-country, until the big ranch house and barns loomed up in the darkness. I didn't have any guarantee that there weren't any soldiers in one of those barns just waiting for me to pull a fool stunt like this, but that was a chance I had to take. As I got closer, I saw that there was a light in the back of the house, in the kitchen.
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