The Fall of Light

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by Niall Williams


  Finbar sat then beside them both. The sunlight that fell did not reach inside the tower but lay only at its doorway like a golden cloth that was slowly withdrawn throughout that quiet afternoon. The father and son said almost nothing. In the stillness that assembled, Finbar listened for his father’s breaths and heard each one as if each were a thing singularly gifted and counted and measured out in some accountancy finite and exact. At times Finbar thought the breath that came was final and he would not get to give his father the last charts. There seemed stalled moments in which the continuation of life paused and held and was uncertain of continuance, then Francis Foley sucked in again. As the long daylight diminished and began to fade into night, Finbar told his father he had another chart to show him. The old man opened his mouth but did not say more than a thin sound. Then Finbar brought it out for him and unfurled that scroll that was long and yellowed and marked in ink of black. The writings upon it were in a fine hand. But it was not upon these that the eyes of the old man fixed. For it was a map not of countries known, but of the heavens above. Therein were scored all the constellations and the planets on what were called the First Plane, and then below these was another diagram, called the Deeper Heavens, where stars were given that Francis Foley had never seen.

  “Here,” Finbar said, “is explained how to see the future.”

  The old man’s eyes read what they could, for the writing was in several languages, Latin and Greek and some English and other scripts from lands in Arabia. He studied for a time the planetary cycles shown there, the cycles of Pluto, of Neptune and Uranus. There were farther cycles shown, too, of Saturn and Jupiter, and lastly of Venus, Mercury, and the Moon. There was more there that Finbar did not understand, the symbols of the zodiac, the patterns and repetitions of history that were constant, the planetary clusters in Aries, Taurus, and Gemini. There were details of all manner of calculation and methods of interpretation, birth signs, astromorphology, the Thebaic calendar, and a brief account of various cosmogonies.

  Finbar held the scroll open, and his father looked at it a long time. He did not speak. When Finbar asked him if it wasn’t a marvellous thing, the old man did not reply to him but smiled a weak smile and gestured to his son to bring the telescope to him. He laid the chart aside then. The darkness had fallen. Finbar turned the great instrument and brought the eyepiece close to his father, and when it was in position the old man brought his face to it.

  Finbar sat there in the darkness. He listened to his father breathing. He mourned in silence for his mother.

  The night was mild and the sky cloudless and the stars therein shone. Francis Foley made only the slightest sound as he surveyed all above and studied there what galaxies were unveiled. He did not cry out or exclaim or make otherwise known what he saw but while the hours passed one upon the next and the stars turned, he seemed to slip through some portal in his understanding of the universe and enter a dimension of revelation. In that sky then he saw Finan dead in Africa. He saw too his son Tomas, and saw him in a homestead in a territory of tall grass and trees. He saw him with a wife called Mary Considine, who was kind and gentle and a mother to their three children. He saw the farming they did there and the seasons harsh of snows and heat.

  Teige too was in that sky revealed to him. Francis Foley paused when he saw him and lifted away his eye from the telescope and blinked it twice, and Finbar brought him something moist to his lips. The old man swallowed and it seemed a labour. He made a moaning sound in his throat, as if he would speak but knew he must not. Then he resumed his gaze and saw Teige with the strange clarity of how one sees the unreal figures in a story. He saw him alone in the dark in a desert place. He saw the dust there blow across the night and sands gather around the boy’s boots and cover them over while he hunkered there and waited for the dawn. He was without his horse. In the breaking light he rose and walked and was a speck in the landscape of desolation. Teige went on. He crossed that empty terrain that seemed endless, and about him skirted small animals that ran and scavenged there. He walked through the blaze of sun. A hoop of red was burned about his neck, as if he had been in hot irons or once held by thongs. His eyelids were caked. His brows wore the dust of that place in deep wrinkles. When he had no water he stopped walking. He squatted down and broad-winged birds encircled black against the sky. For two days he lay so. The birds came and landed nearby and stepped and pecked at nothings and looked sidelong and waited. The night came on. Teige imagined he would die then. He said some words to his father and his mother and shut his eyes.

  In the morning he was found by two riders heading south ahead of a herd of horses that were bound for the army in the war that was threatened against the rebels. They came upon him and sat him upright and gave him water. They asked him his name. One of the men was by the name of MacNamara. He took Teige on the back of his horse and they brought him out of there. He joined with those herdsmen then and rode south with the herd. He showed in time what knowledge he had of horses and moved through that land that was wide and majestic and various. He rode through canyons and through the passes of mountains and by forests vast and serene. All that land he passed along and sat by night at campfires where flames twisted and died. He grew accustomed to that life and its rhythms. They delivered the horses and went north for more. Sometimes they encountered Indians that were hostile and there were rifle and pistol battles and some fell and died. Other times the natives they came upon merely watched them from bluffs and grassy crests and kept them in long and grave scrutiny but took no action, watching the herds of wild horses pass in clouds as if seeing the spirit of the land itself traversing there. In such a life then years passed. And these were already in the future as Francis Foley saw them. And in that future too he saw the day when Teige Foley would stop with a lame horse at a homestead in the Wyoming Territory, and the woman who came out on the porch would silently remark on the familiarity of his face and ask him his name. And then she would send her son running and Tom Foley would hurry back from the fields and brush the dirt from his hands on his pants and come into the yard and see his brother Teige for the first time in many years.

  And perhaps it was so.

  And perhaps all was so revealed that night to Francis Foley as he lay with his wife, silently gazing beneath the stars. And in that fall of light from heaven to earth perhaps all our stories were told, all actions of the living and dead explained, and all time past present and future there revealed. In such eternal patterns perhaps the old man gleaned secrets and mysteries hitherto undisclosed and saw there in the stars the future generations of his family, saw the children and grandchildren and their grandchildren and theirs. Perhaps he saw in the sidereal light all the times to come. He saw those like me the great-great-grandson of Teige Foley, who years hence would return to that island seeking his spirit, who would walk over the windy fields and watch the river and think of the long story and that it should be written down. Perhaps he saw the others who would leave there for America. How in time the last family would go from that island and it would return to a place empty and green once more. Perhaps that last night Francis Foley saw there the whole history of endeavour and understood as none can its meaning. And perhaps in so doing, he found peace.

  By the dawn he lay back on the straw bed. He placed his hand upon his wife’s back and breathed his last.

  The sun rose palely and made vanish the stars. Birds of morning sang.

  They stopped and slept beside their horses beneath the hidden moon of that October, their breaths misting on the darkness like visions and their eyes in sleep seeing the home forever lost to them now.

  Niall Williams, the acclaimed author of Four Letters of Love and As It Is in Heaven, has won accolades for his lush imagery and lyrical grace. Now comes his first epic, a sweeping tale of a family that captures the spirit of the Irish people who even in their darkest hour hope for…

  THE FALL of LIGHT

  Teige Foley was only a boy when his mother vanished angrily into the Irish mist and t
he family’s great adventure began. His father, Francis, a man of thwarted dreams, dared to steal a valuable telescope from the manor house where he worked. More than a spyglass, it was his passage to the stars, to places he could not otherwise go. And its theft forced Francis Foley and his four sons to flee the narrow life of poverty that imprisoned them.

  But Ireland was a country “wilder than it is now.” Torn apart by the violent countryside, the young boys would lose sight of their father, and each would have to find his own path…Tomas, the eldest, weak for the pleasures of the flesh…Finan, who would chase his longings across the globe… Finbar, Finan’s twin, surrendering to other people’s magic…and Teige, the youngest, the one who has a way with horses, the only one to truly return home. From boarding house to gypsy caravans, from the sere fields where potatoes wither on their stalks to fertile new lands on the other side of the earth, apart and adrift, reunited and reborn, they would learn about the callings of God, the power of love, and the meaning of family in a place where stars look down—and men look up.

  NIALL WILLIAMS was born in Dublin in 1958. A playwright and the author of the critically acclaimed novels Four Letters of Love and As It Is in Heaven, he has also written four books with his wife, the artist Christine Breen, about their life in County Clare with their two children.

  CRITICS PRAISE THE WORKS OF NIALL WILLIAMS

  Four Letters of Love

  “Luminously written, magical…an exaltation of love itself.”

  —NEW YORK TIMES BOOK REVIEW

  “A lush and lyrical world full of signs and wonders…a compelling meditation on love, art, and the vicissitudes of love.”

  —SAN FRANCISCO CHRONICLE

  “Extraordinary.…Four Letters of Love, a stunning and luminous chronicle of love foretold, is Ireland and it is art.”

  —BALTIMORE SUN-TIMES

  “A deeply spiritual work of art…Niall Williams has achieved a master stroke with this novel.”

  —BOSTON GLOBE

  As It Is in Heaven

  “A novel about the abiding redemptive grace of faith and love.”

  —NEW YORK TIMES BOOK REVIEW

  “Swells with Williams’s signature style, the lilt of it mirrored even in simple sentences.”

  —MILWAUKEE JOURNAL SENTINEL

  “Richly woven with mysticism and melancholy…suspenseful… balanced by an aura of magic, eloquent sensitivity.”

  —BOOKLIST

 

 

 


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