by TJ Star
“No I want to keep going, I am sorry, I didn’t mean to ruin it.” Seth said leaning into his mate embarrassed.
“You didn’t ruin anything we are mates we work through everything together that is who we are. Go ahead and scoot back down in bed try and relax.” Ryan said and he started helping him relax by kissing him once he was in place. Then trailing his way down once more licking and nipping little love bites. Planting kisses here and there where ever he saw a scar. Once he reached his cock he licked and teased until Seth moaned and he new he was relaxed again. Then he went up and kissed him as he lined up once more and seeing his mate’s eyes started so slowly push in.
At first Seth was good or so it seemed as Ryan went in inch by inch pulling out a bit to go back in again making sure his mate was ready for him. He could feel his omega juices lubing his tight hole making his way easier on him and he was grateful because that meant he had prepared him well. However about halfway in he noticed Seth had started breathing fast then stopped breathing at all.
“Seth look at me…come on open your eyes…open them and breathe. You are safe. It is me Ryan. Open your eyes…that’s it look at me. Breath in for me… now out. You are safe here. Breathe out. Now in and out again. Are you with me again sweetheart?” Ryan asked concerned, rubbing his fingers through his mate’s hair.
“Yes I’m okay now…I got lost for a minute. When the initial pain…then I closed my eyes. I don’t think I should close my eyes again. I’m back here now please…” Seth said kissing Ryan’s hand that was on his cheek.
“You’re sure.” He nodded so Ryan resumes as he kissed him. Then leaned up and stared into his eyes to make sure that he stayed with him this time. Once he bottomed out he waited until Seth started to wiggle and he started to move again. Slow at first then once they were both meeting thrust for thrust he picked up speed angling until he repeatedly hit Seth’s sweet spot. Soon he could feel his mate’s release was close so he bent down and kissed him swallowing his moans as spurt after spurt hit his stomach and chest.
As his sweet mate’s hole squeezed him repeatedly as he found his own release and moaned in pleasure. Then surprised as his knot started to swell, not because he knotted but because it usually only happens when ones true mate is in heat. He had not noticed any indication Seth was in heat.
He looked down at him to see that his face was just as surprised and confused and now in bliss as more orgasms hit one after another. Afraid he would squish his mate he carefully rolled them so his mate was on top and pulled the sheet up. It would be a while before his knot would go down. He smile at his mate as Seth looked down at him confused still.
“This has never happened to me before. I don’t understand.” Seth said with a shaky voice staring down weakly at his alpha.
“Well you know that only true mates knot and only during part of the heat cycle. So I am assuming you are about starting your heat cycle. You haven’t had one since I brought you here when was your last one.” Ryan asked as he rubbed Seth’s face and hair.
“I-I’ve never had one even though I am 24. Alpha Ron said I was broken, damage beyond repair and a no good omega. He…He…He said no one else would ever want me because I was broken and would never bare pups. That I would never make anyone happy.” Seth said tears streaming down his face.
“Shush, that no good alpha wasn’t powerful enough to start your heat cycles. You have to be around a strong enough alpha for long periods of time for your first heat cycle to come. He was either ignorant or tried to hide to fact of his lack of power from everyone else. I think the latter and blaming you and treating you the way he did was because of his lack of real power.” Ryan said as he rubbed his back and wiped away stray tears. Holding him close and comforting his mate any way he could.
“Oh my, does this mean? I mean are you angry if we happen to be? I was so not…I didn’t mean too…not that I mind… but I just wanted to touch your hot body and you make me feel all kinds of things. I so didn’t even think I could get…” Seth fumbled until he was caught up in a kiss by Ryan.
“So you think my body’s hot do you?” Ryan said coming up for air after the kiss and laughing. Looking at the dreamy look on his mates face was priceless.
“I…well yes, but” Seth started nervously running his hands along Ryan’s shoulders.
“Nope, no take backs.” Ryan smiled and stretched up to kiss his mate. “I by the way would be honored to have pups with you, you are my mate, and I know you didn’t do this on purpose. You would be an awesome dad.”
They lay there intertwined until he heard his mate's soft snore. Giggling he rolled him onto the pillow next to him. Then reached down and pulled up the comforter too and snuggled in for the night with his mate. He couldn’t wait to see if they were pregnant. Wouldn’t Nathan and Galen be pleased to be uncles the pups would be so spoiled?
Chapter 21Seth
Seth woke up feeling content and better rested than he ever had. He rolled over or tried to and realized he had an arm over his ribs clutching him too…yup his mate. He smiled at that thought then remembered the knotting last night and wondered could it be. It was just recently that he had felt more comfortable and was spending so much more time alone with Ryan in the evenings. After what his old alpha had said about him he had not even thought about the possibility of going into a heat. After years of being degraded and abused so regularly he just believed whatever he was told.
Seth had given up the thought of pups long ago and had not wanted them to be born into such an environment he was living at the time anyway. Now he was starting to feel excited at the possibility of conceiving. He could still work for most of the pregnancy it was only six months until the pups would be born if he was carrying. So the first four he could do no problem, but the last two they would have to see. Especially if it was true how protective alphas got over pregnant mates.
He felt a new confidence, braveness, and wiggled his butt as he felt the hard length against his backside. That got the arm to move to his hip at least so he wiggled some more then turned over now that he was free.
Facing his mate he ran a finger along his mate’s hairline tucking another stray hair. Then let his fingers roam down the arm that had trapped him such strong muscles, the covers had gotten kicked of during the night as one of them must of gotten hot. So they view was very nice indeed. His mate had scars of his own but not too many like he did. He didn’t like to think of Ryan being hurt or how he got them.
He shimmied around carefully in bed so his face was right near that deliciously big cock. He didn’t want his mate to wake up so he had put his hand and arm on his back as soon as he had navigated the quick turn around. Then he started licking his mate's head and breathing in his scent. He cupped his balls in his other hand as he sucked more of his cock into his mouth. Running his tongue over and around then taking him as deep as he could for one so wide and thick. He started moaning as he got so turned on himself, he couldn’t help it bobbing faster on the cock. The cock hitting the back of his throat over and over.
Seth thought he heard something so he stilled, when he didn’t hear anything else he went at it with vigor again. Taking his mate deeper stretching his throat and holding him there loving the feel of his mate in him. As he swallowed repeatedly around him then withdrew and bobbed some more he moaned over and over and played with Ryan’s balls. He used his finger to slush up some of the slobber and reached through past his taint to his hole and inserted a finger slowly and he bobbed fast. He found the prostate easy and started working it.
Next thing Seth new he was slightly rolled so he was on top of Ryan his knees were put under him and his mates were in the air. Oops, looks like he wasn’t as quiet as he thought. He still had his cock in his mouth and was getting ready to take it out when all of a sudden his was warm and now he was moaning as Ryan was sucking him too.
He took Ryan deeper and used his finger to tease his prostate to heavenly distraction all the while moaning and thrusting into Ryan’s mouth. He thrus
t one last time as he took Ryan as deep as he could and screamed without air at how good his orgasm felt. He tap tap tapped Ryan’s prostate as he kept him in his throat and then felt his ball draw up to tight and got his reward. He swallowed every drop and licked him clean. Then collapsed on top of his mate and said, “Good morning.”
“Good morning my needy little mate.” Ryan said smiling as he flipped Seth round and over onto his back for a kiss. “How did you sleep?”
“Best sleep ever.” Seth said honestly. He had never felt so safe before or cared for. Looking up into his eyes smiling and then thinking said, “I can still work if I’m pregnant right. I’m sure Galen won’t care how fat I get.”
“Unless there are problems with the pregnancy or it becomes too much. Even then some of the work you probably could do from home. That arrangement is between you and Galen. I just ask that you don’t overdo. If we are pregnant we should know by end of the weekend. If you aren’t your heat will be full swing and we can work on that if you like.” Ryan said smiling. “We need to talk about something else though. Now that I know you accept me fully as your mate. We need to plan a mating ceremony.”
“I don’t know how, I never been to one.” Seth said embarrassed.
“It’s okay I think between Galen and the girls at the office they will help. June is human but she understands our customs and I am sure will be happy to help. Especially since her wedding got put on hold while her man had to go overseas. I will set things up with the pack logistics on my end.” Ryan said. “Sunday before we go back we can pick up a test or Monday on the way to work. Then we will know if we will be celebrating more than one thing at the party.” He leaned down and kissed him again.
Seth was not sure and he was nervous but he planned on enjoying this time alone with his new confidence in his alpha’s love for him. His mate had him bring his stuff into his room which they would now share. He hoped he just didn’t do anything to make his new alpha angry, though he didn’t think he would ever hurt him. His old fears were hard to get rid of.
He felt no sign of his heat not that he ever had one to base any feelings off of, but Ryan said he would know if he continued his heat and that as a wolf and an alpha especially he would know if he was still in heat if it progressed further. It had not so Sunday night they were going to go out and grab a test and get some dinner at the diner. Only the police called saying someone had vandalized one of the job sites. It was the one from the first morning he had been here. The Mc Cade Project. The one those two bully wolves were fired from. Bryan and Jim.
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Mc Cade Community Project
Ryan got to the job site he had seen the police car from the road. It was up near the house in progress. Supplies were scattered that had been piled and inside the walls were spray painted and holes punched in. Tools had been tossed all over the paths to the house and in the grassy area beyond. Some of the beams had been sawed. He went up to the officer and introduced himself.
“I’m Mr. Rivers. I can see they messed up quite a bit here at this site. Are the other sites in the community affected or is it just this one?” Ryan asked while shaking hands and trying to school his reaction to the fact that one of the policemen was a wolf. He had not known there were any in the area not in his pack let alone one that was a cop.
“Hello, I am Officer Benson and this is Officer Michaels. From what we can tell so far the damage is isolated to this location we had other officers going around the other sites now to check. They will be sending a report back to our computer unless they find the perpetrator.” Turning to Michaels he said, “Why don’t you go back to the car and check the report ins so we know if we need to visit any other sites with the boss here tonight.”
Once the other man left he turned back to Ryan and said, “Sorry I have not reported my presence to your pack yet no one in the department knows. I just transferred in and other than my partner am low man on the pole so have been pulling all the overtime then pretty much going home and crashing. This is my third double in a row and I have only been here a week. I will make time soon.” Then they heard the other officer coming up towards them.
“Reports all verify this is the only site affected. Did someone from this jobsite have a problem with how things are going?” asked Michaels.
“Nothing that should cause this kind of trouble, the crew are good people. We have no trouble makers in our current crews I make sure of it. Our employees have a right to feel safe and I uphold to that policy and am careful in who I hire. I can’t see anyone doing something like this.” Ryan said.
He could see Benson hear the half-truths but kept shut knowing how pack handled their own businesses. “Okay, we will write this up and send you a copy of the report for your insurance.”
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Ryan got back really late and Seth was already in bed for several hours when he crawled in beside him. Seth woke with a start and his mate calmed him with a hand on the back of his neck. It seemed to do the trick every time though he was not sure why. “We have to leave early in the morning to get to the office I already sent out a call to all the employees of the job site to come in early. We will have to wait to grab the test to confirm at lunch time. I am sorry.” Ryan said as his head hit the pillow.
“Was it those two bullies from when I first got here do you think?” Seth asked concerned.
“Yes is was their scents and the enforcers from the pack are on their trail and we will met out punishment.” Ryan said snuggling into his mate and then nodding off.
Chapter 22 The Office
Ryan and Seth walked through the front door of the office hand in hand smiling and saying their good mornings to the ladies as they went to split their separate ways.
“Dios mío por fin!” (My God finally.) Connie exclaimed smiling, “Good morning sirs.”
“Ryan Rivers you will not just walk through here without an explanation. I have worked for you for how many years; the least you owe me is details young man. Details!” June said all seriously until poor Seth looked at her wide eyed and frightened. Then she said, “Oh, I so bet you got better details, forget him.” At this Ryan burst out laughing as did Connie and Seth turned redder than a beet and ducked his head.
He was so loved the fact that his loving adoptive family loved his mate as well as him. It was also fun to see how he responded to normal everyday friendliness. His mate was so cute, but he had work to do and a lot of it this morning. So he backed away slowly.
“Well Ryan did say to talk to you both but not exactly about what I’m sure you want and I need Galen too. Is he at the office yet?” Seth asked.
“Who me, yes I heard about the job site I suppose that is why Ryan is nearly running the other direction?” Galen asked.
“Well about planning our mating ceremony I have never been to one or seen one.” Seth said but before he even had it out all the way June had gasped and Galen had dropped his briefcase and jumped on him almost knocking him over.
Now Seth stood there getting one of those hug things again and well it wasn’t as scary as it was before and didn’t feel quite so bad. Then Connie and June hugged him and congratulated him too. He agreed to let them take care of everything and not have to worry since he was clueless to what was going on anyway. Then he went with Galen into their department area in the office after being told that Ryan had a meeting set for soon.
Chapter 23 Ryan’s Office
Ryan was happy to escape the planning crew for the ceremony and glad his mate was feeling more at home in the pack. They needed to have more pack events to get the newer members integrated. They had gotten a lot of new members lately. As he said this Nathan came in and plopped not so gently in the chair in front of his desk setting his boots on the top of his desk. He needed to talk to the brothers about the house too.
“Seriously that is my desk brother, get your feet off. How did you escape the mob out front?” Ryan teased
“Easy they were all group hugging your mate and I made a run for it
around them before they even noticed.” Nathan laughed. “So I heard mating ceremony congrats bro.”
“Thanks there might be more to celebrate but we won’t know until after lunch. Apparently first day of his first cycle we didn’t even know he was in heat.” Ryan said then smiled, “So you may be an uncle soon enough.”
“Are you shitting me?” Nathan asked looking across the desk at his brother by bond of friendship one closer than blood could give. “I am going to be the coolest uncle ever, just wait and see, congrats for real man.” He got up and hugged his brother then they talked about the job site and what they were both doing that day. Then left the office to get to it. They left to go to the conference room.
Chapter 24 Galen’s Department
Seth went and sat at the big open table for looking at the blueprints and layouts and all other design work they did. Galen came up behind him and asked if he was okay so he said he had a couple questions. Since no one else was in the office he didn’t think it would hurt to be open now. He asked about heats and such then when Galen turned and looked at him sensing his nervousness he came and sat next to him. Looked at him and said, “What are you trying to say without saying Seth?”
“That I think I may have had my first heat without knowing I started it and that it ended pretty much at the same time.” He said finally looking up into Galen’s eyes. “Um…we were supposed to get a test on Sunday night but there was the job site thing then this morning but we had to be here early. So um…now we are waiting until lunch to check and see.”
The one thing he had not expected was for his friend to get up and stomp out of the room. He followed calling his name. Galen didn’t stop. By the time he got to the entry way of the offices he saw Ryan and Nathan coming down the hall talking and smiling at each other coming their way. He stopped by June’s desk thinking maybe Galen was just going to congratulate his brother. What he didn’t expect was the ‘you son of a bitch’ and for Galen to punch Ryan and jump on him and start swinging. Nathan grabbed him as I ran with Connie on my trail to assist.