by Faith
“What about your new man?”
“We have not had sex, we wanted our relationship to be based on something real so we decided as a couple to wait until we got married to have sex.”
Edwin tried to take in everything Sheila just said. So all this time he was torturing himself about this man getting his fat cat when it wasn’t even purring in his direction.
“So this is my baby.”
“Yes Edwin. Look, you don’t have to believe me. I’m more than willing to get a blood test when its time. That however is not the issue, I can’t let Jamir know about this.” Sheila put her hand out so he could see her engagement ring.
“So, you are going to marry him?”
“Yes I am.”
“And you’re going to let him raise my seed?”
“Edwin, it’s not like you are going to be able to raise the baby. I know it’s not fair to Jamir but I know he loves me and we’re getting married next week.”
“Next week? Why so soon?”
“I’m going on three months, how early can I play this off?”
“Are you protecting me or you?”
“I’m protecting the both of us.”
Edwin looked in Sheila’s eyes and saw the truth in them. He knew Sheila loved him and would not do anything to damage his reputation.
“I understand, I know you are doing what you think is best. And I’ll support you even if it’s just financial. Maybe you could make me the God father or something so I can have a relationship with him or her.”
“I’m sure we can figure something out.” Sheila was relieved that Edwin was acting like her old friend.
“Goldie, I’m sorry, I’m sorry for everything, all of this. I didn’t think that we would become as close as we did. I didn’t mean to fall in love with you. I know that I took vows with my wife but, you and I have an undeniable connect that transcends anything I have ever felt before. I know now that I can’t love both of you equally. And I appreciate you not asking me to. It’s not going to be easy watching my child grow inside of you and I can’t rub your belly or make love to you. I do miss you, as much as I do love Lacey, I still haven’t stopped loving you.”
Sheila was in tears and the things that Edwin had to say genuinely touched her. She missed him too even though she didn’t want to admit it. The thought of her carrying their love child made her heart ache.
“I have never doubted your love for me. Long before you told me you showed me. I never knew why I had to fall in love with you and now I know why. All of this had to happen for this one to come into the world.” Sheila rubbed her stomach as she spoke.
Edwin moved to sit right next to Sheila. “I miss you Goldie, I have missed you so much.” Edwin kissed Sheila on the lips. He grabbed the back of her head and pulled her closer to him and kissed her again, this time opening her mouth with his tongue.
Sheila’s body was reacting to the taste of her lovers tongue. They kissed for a long time and Edwin slid his hand under Sheila’s top. He laid his hand on her belly and raised her shirt to kiss it before massaging her breast. He pulled Sheila’s pants and panties off and his mouth started watering when he saw his fat cat. He immediately started feasting on her. He took the time to kiss on Sheila’s big thighs. He loved every single thing about this woman. He made love to her with his mouth causing her to moan and scream out his name. After Sheila’s honey pot over flooded, Edwin made sure he got every last drop of her honey dip. Sheila’s eyes rolled back in her head as Edwin made her feel so damn good. He stood up and pulled his pants down. Sheila hadn’t seen HIM in such a long time. She told him to come closer. She devoured HIM. Edwin watched his dick disappeared inside of his Goldie’s mouth.
Sheila was in a zone as she sucked him off. She put his nuts in her mouth and hummed on them. Edwin loved when she did that. Then she went back to licking up and down on the shaft. She took the time to focus on his head. Edwin cried out Sheila’s name and moaned so loud she couldn’t help but to smile. As good as it was feeling for Edwin, he needed to be inside of her. Edwin pushed Sheila back off of him. No words needed to be spoken between these two lovers because they know each other so well. Sheila lay back down on the couch and Edwin lay on top of her; his dick pulsating against her thighs. He threw one of Sheila’s legs over the back of the couch as he entered her.
They moaned as the first contact was being made. Edwin and Sheila knew that they fit hand in glove sexually but there were too many obstacles in their way that they couldn’t be together. As the two lovers made hot passionate love, Edwin forgot all about his date night with his wife. Their bodies missed each other, the way they both smelled, the way they both tasted, and definitely the way they both felt.
Maybe it was the hormones but Sheila struggled with the passion that consumed them. Tears filled her eyes as the man she loved with all of her heart was thrusting in and out of her. She tried to cherish the moment but she knew that the moment would end far too soon. Edwin could feel her body tense up, so he kissed her again and they Sheila ran her fingers over the back of his head.
“I love you, Goldie. No matter what happens, remember, I’ll always love you.” Edwin whispered in her ear.
Neither on of them wanted to face the reality of them not being together but they had to. Edwin poured everything he had into Sheila. He was making love with a mission. He had to mark his territory. He was leaving a piece of him inside of Sheila; literally and fugitively. It would be his spirit that she would carry around in her. They climaxed together, and then they took the party into the bathroom. After going at it like animals in the shower they finally decided to wash up.
Edwin stared at his Goldie while he got dressed. “I don’t know what’s going to happen with us, and yeah I’m selfish and spoiled, but I really don’t want to share you. I know how messed up that sounds.”
“I don’t want to give up what he have either but its bad enough I’m bringing a baby into this marriage on a lie, I have to try to make it work with Jamir.”
“Do you love him?”
“Yes, I do love him but….”
“But what?”
“But I’m IN love with you. There, I said it are you happy?
“No, because I’m in the same boat and I know how exhausting that can be on a person’s heart.” Edwin walked over to Sheila and leaned down and kissed her again. Sheila closed her eyes and inhaled him.
“Is this our lot in life, to always crave each other?” Sheila voice cracked as she spoke.
“I don’t know, Goldie, maybe it is.”
“I’ll walk you to the door.” Sheila got out of bed and followed Edwin to the door.
They shared another passionate kiss before Edwin left.
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Mud was leaving out of the liquor store when on his way home he spotted his wife Tricia outside of Cheesecakes by Alex. His mother had asked him to pick up something at one of the shops downtown for her. Tricia was hugging the man and rubbed her protruding belly. He couldn’t hear what was being said but Tricia was laughing so hard that she threw her head back to get a good chuckle in. the cars behind Mud started honking because he had stopped dead in the street. Mud pulled off and found a spot to park.
He was enraged as he walked to the Cheesecakes by Alex. Downtown parking was a headache and so he had to walk the short block to get there. By the time he reached them, they were sitting at one of the tables outside in a deep conversation.
“Who is this?” Mud asked as he walked up to them.
Tricia was shocked to see him. “Mud?”
“Who is this man, Tricia?” Mud demanded to know.
“This is your husband?” the guy asked.
“Yeah, this is him, what are you doing here, Mud?”
“If you don’t answer my question I will flip the table over.”
“You can do whatever you want to do because it’s not my concern anymore. But if you must know this is Corey Melvin, my lawyer.”
“Your lawyer?”
“Yes. I’m
filing for divorce. You have made it very clear that you do not want to be a husband or a father so, we might as well get it over and done with.”
“Nah, ugh ugh, we’re not doing that.”
“Watch me!” Tricia said walked away.
Mud looked at Corey and he just shrugged. He chased after Tricia and grabbed her by the arm when he caught up to her.
Tricia looked down at his hand around her arm and gave him a look. Mud understood and released her.
“Leave me alone, Mud.” Tricia was getting sick and tired of being sick and tired.
“Tricia, can’t we work this out?”
“Oh, now you want to work things out. I have been gone for months and you haven’t said one thing to me. Now you want to work things out?”
“Baby I’m sorry. I can’t explain it. There is no excuse. I got caught up, that’s the best way to say it.” Mud’s eyes seemed sincere. “Please come back home.”
Tricia had never seen Mud beg before. “Things have to change before I come back home. “I have changed during these past few months. There are things that I cannot tolerate; that I will not tolerate; your blatant disrespect for one. A lot of work has tom be done on both of our parts.”
“What about counseling? We can go to counseling. Whatever it takes.” Mud pleaded.
“What about Jezebel?”
“What about her? I’ve left her alone. She’s a non-issue, I promise.”
“Hmmm.”
“So can we go to counseling first and if things don’t get better. I won’t fight a divorce but baby it will work if we both try. You can pick the counselor and I will be there. I promise, I love you too much. And maybe I didn’t realize how much I did until I saw you with another man touching you.”
“I’ll look for a counselor and I’ll text you the time and place.” Tricia touched her belly as the baby kicked. She smiled looking down at her baby bump.
“Is it kicking?
“Yeah”
“Can I feel it?”
“Yeah, I guess.” Tricia was still skeptical of the sudden turn around.
Mud put his hand on Tricia’s belly. At first he didn’t feel anything then right before he was going to remove his hand he felt his child kick. A big grin was plastered on Mud’s face.
“Hey there, it’s your daddy? I know I’ve been terrible but if you can help convince your mama to give me one more chance I promise that you won’t regret it.”
Tricia shook head at Mud and as if the baby really understood what Mud was saying, the baby started kicking at Mud’s hands.
“See, even the kid agrees, so what do you say we both focus all our energy into fixing us.”
“Mud…”
Mud stepped closer in front of her invading her personal space.
“You better start making us the number ONE priority.”
“I hear you, just don’t give up on me just yet.” Mud begged.
“We’ll see how things go during counseling. I gotta go.”
“Where you going? Can I go?” Mud sounded like a little kid and it made Tricia laugh.
“Mud, I’m going back to Mama Eloise’s.”
“Well I’m coming too, plus I need to drop off this thing Mama asked me to pick up.”
“Suit yourself, I have to pee, this baby feels like its sitting right on my bladder.” Tricia rushed to her car.
“Tricia, there’s a million restaurants around here.” He called out to her.
“Ew! Ugh, no thank you, I’m going home.”
“Aight, I’ll be right behind you.” Mud watched Tricia get in her car and drive off.
Chapter 14
It was women’s at First Assembly and Lacey Blanks was the guest speaker.
“Today’s message comes from Proverbs 31, and the title of today’s message is ACT LIKE A LADY.”
“The Proverbs 31 woman is described to perfection. She is a capable, intelligent and virtuous woman, who far more precious than jewels. So many women claim to be a Proverbs 31 woman but have yet to figure out how to act like a lady. A few things jumped out at me in the text as I was preparing for this and the word says Strength and dignity are her clothing and her position is strong and secure. Ladies, as women of God we must carry ourselves in a certain way, a dignified way. No matter how you twist it, you cannot turn a church whore into a housewife.”
Some members of the church gasped while other clapped.
“Act like a lady! Tight revealing clothes may catch the man but it probably won’t keep him. And depending on what kind of man you want, a God-fearing man will not be attracted to revealing attire. I see so many women who think it’s cute to flirt and be promiscuous, then get upset when the man settles down with a Proverbs 31 woman. Ladies, you have to stop passing yourself around like a sampler if you want to be considered the main course.”
Claps erupted from the congregation.
“Ladies, you have to be mindful of what comes out of your mouth. The words says when a Proverbs 31 woman opens her mouth in skillful and Godly wisdom, and her tongue is the law of giving counsel and instruction.
What do YOU sound like? Do you sound like a graceful lady or someone standing on the street corner? It is time this generation raises up Queens and Wives, not side chicks and baby mamas. I’m sick of hearing that this is the year the side chick. The fact that our society is glorifying or glamourizing a man having someone on the side sickens me. I hear these young kids walking around calling each other THOTS. And we wonder why this generation is so screwed up. Could it be because their mothers ARE the side chicks? Could it be they are the product of a side chick? As a woman of faith this sickens me to the very core of my being. This is our time and today can be a turning point in your life if you let it. Where are the real women of God? The women who act like ladies and embody what being a Proverbs 31 woman is. We need to take a stand so we can guide these misguided youth and even women from our own generation that have the game twisted. No one is pulling them to the side to say sister I feel your pain and I am here to help or to give them wisdom and counsel. Show them that it’s more to life than being a man’s booty call. Today is the day that we should stand firm to take back our women. Bring them into the fold, show them how to act like a lady.”
Lacey stepped back to take her seat and congregation clapped. Women stood up and cheered her on; Mama Eloise being the loudest. The Harlot sisters didn’t budge one iota as they looked at each other with a smirks on their faces.
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Junior lay in the bed blindfolded. Lacey said she had a surprise for him and blindfolded him. He lay there waiting for his surprise. He felt a strange sensation on his manhood. Could Lacey really be sucking him off? He could feel the warmth of her mouth. Whatever she was doing was feeling good. He felt something going up and down his shaft. What was that? He couldn’t figure it out and decided to just go with the flow. He was just happy Lacey was pleasuring him.
Lacey was doing her thing. She wasn’t a pro at it but she had the basics down. She even played with his balls. Junior was all smiles. He busted a creamy nut and he felt it drip down his shaft. Lacey took off his blindfolds and when junior looked down his mouth dropped open. As plain as day there was a grapefruit around his manhood.
“Lacey?”
“Did you enjoy it? Lacey was grinning from ear to ear she was proud of herself.
“Yeah babe but a grapefruit?” Junior wasn’t complaining because in a strange way it felt like a kitty but he was shocked because Lacey thought of this.
“I thought we could try something different.” Although Lacey had dismissed Sheila about the grapefruit she looked it up on YouTube and figured she would try it one day when she got the nerve.
Lacey washed Junior off and sucked on him a little more until he became hard again and she got on top of him and started to ride him. Junior didn’t know but Lacey’s therapist suggested that she look at some freak videos to take notes from. And when the therapist reminded her that the word says that the wedding bed cannot be
defiled, Lacey felt more comfortable about trying the things she saw in the videos.
She blew Junior’s mind the way she was riding him. It was passionate and Lacey seemed to be enjoying herself, which made Junior get more into it. Lacey didn’t flinch when Junior started thrusting deeper. He spread her butt cheeks apart and was tearing it up. Lacey liked the sensation and grabbed the headboard to keep her balance. Their moans echoed their bedroom. They were both in heaven as they sexed each other down.
Junior flipped Lacey over and he started hitting it doggy style. He wasn’t sure how Lacey would respond but she started twerking on him he almost lost it. He started pounding even harder and Lacey moaned louder. Junior loved watching her twerk on his manhood. They were getting it in and Junior busted a nut that was so intense that he cried out her name.
He didn’t want it be over so he lay on his back and instructed Lacey to sit on his face. Lacey did as she was told and Junior feasted on her. Lacey grinded her kitty in his face and that made Junior feast with more intensity. This time was different from the last time. He tried to be gentle before but this time he went to town. Lacey didn’t know oral sex could feel so good. It was even better than the last time. She focused on letting her husband pleasure her and as she grinded her kitty in his face even more she felt herself about to cum. She cried out his name as her loves juices exploded out of her. Junior slurped until the very last drop was gone.
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Sheila knew she was playing with fire. Jamir was a good dude but they weren’t getting married for another month so she decided to get him drunk and have sex with him. It’ll be a lot easier faking a pregnancy by him if she could get him into bed. She set the scene for their date night. She cooked a nice home cooked meal, rib tips, mashed potatoes, and corn on the cob with a chef salad and garlic toast. Sheila set her table really nice and had the champagne chilling in the bucket.