by One
I suppose I could have wondered at this point if what she had learned from her stepson, the shock of ti, might have caused Sarah to act, to take some action of her own - what action I don' t know. She would never have been a business confidante of her husband' s, at least in part because, it was clear, she was not the kind of person to approve of his practices. Yet Martin' s accusations notwithstanding, her life apparently had gone on as before, whatever misgivings she might have had. She had made no effort to come to a conclusive judgement, in the way women do who have no choice but to set their course for life and never veer from it. Or was this more like living in the state of irresolution most of us live in with regard to our moral challenges?
I found her gazing at me from her clear beautiful eyes, and the slightest of smiles lighting up her face and here was my answer walking into the room, a tow haired boy of eight or nine who was unmistakably her son and unmistakably a Pemberton. A comely well - formed boy - I saw a bit of Martin in him, in the solemn, hurt look of the eye, but also saw the mother' s poise. He did not acknowledge me but went right to her in that single minded way children have. He held a book in his hand. He proposed to do his reading outside, on the front stoop, while it was still light. "Noah, first, this is Mr McIlvaine," she said, tilting her head in my direction. Noah turned and said his how-do-you-do. He received my greeting, standing with his hand possessively upon her shoulder, more like a lover than a son.
She gazed up at him, her mother' s passion a kind of all encompassing calm. "Noah is used to the broad halls and porches and wide-open spaces at Ravenwood. He needs lots of room to move about in. He can hardly wait till we settle all this.'' And then to him: "On the front steps, but don' t wander off, please, sir." The book the boy held was a novel of Scott' s, Quintin Durward, a quite grown up book for a nine year old. When he had left, his mother went to the window and moved the curtains to see him safely settled.
"Martin said he would come and spend some time with Noah and show him around the city. Noah adores him."
She turned back to the room and sat down. Here was the flaw in the woman, that odd calmness, that steady forbearance in the face of trouble that made her deny that anything could be wrong, that convinced her there was a reasonable explanation for Martin' s absence even after she had heard from Grimshaw that his mental state might be fragile, and had to understand from this visit of an employer the concern other people had. But Sarah' s voice never faltered, nor did a tear come to her eye. What had happened -was happening - to her family couldn' t have been more distressing, and the words conveyed this, but in tones so quiet, so self possessed - and with the expression on the beautiful face never more extreme than thoughtful - that I wondered if she was emotionally sluggish which would be a failure of intelligence, finally.
But she admitted Martin had asked her an odd question when she' d seen him last. He wanted to know the cause of his father' s death. "It was a blood ailment, an anemia. Augustus had begun to have these periods of weakness when he could hardly lift himself from the bed. And one day he fainted. I thought Martin knew.
"This was -'' "This last time, a month ago. It seemed such an urgent matter in his mind."
"No - I meant when Mr Pemberton fell ill."
"That would have been three years ago last April. I sent a telegram to his doctor, who came up on the train from New York. Martin wanted to know the name of the doctor. It was Dr Mott, Thadeus Mott. He is an eminent physician of the city."
"Yes, I know Mott."
"It was Dr Mott who made the diagnosis. He wanted my husband removed to the Presbyterian Hospital. He said it was a most serious illness. Did you know my husband, Mr McIlvaine?"
"I knew of him."
She smiled. "Then you would know what his reaction would be. He wouldn' t hear of going to the hospital. He told Dr Mott to give him a tonic and that he' d be up and about in a few days.''
And so they argued until the doctor' s back was to the wall Augustus always put people up against ...So Dr Mott told him."
"Told him what?"
She lowered her voice. "I was not in the room, but in the gallery outside the door I could hear every word. He told Augustus his disease was progressive and usually fatal, that in rare cases it reversed itself but he probably had no more than six months.''
"Augustus called Dr Mott a fool and assured him he had no intention of dying at any foreseeable time in the future and then shouted for me to show him out. He was sitting there against the pillows with his arms folded and his jaw thrust out, The doctor withdrew from the case."
"So he did not see it to its end?"
"He said he wouldn' t take responsibility where he couldn' t prescribe the treatment. I wanted to bring in someone else, but Augustus told me the illness was nothing. I couldn' t admit to him I had heard what had gone on. After a few weeks had passed and it became apparent to him that he was weakening, he decided on another consultation. He sat outside, wrapped in blankets on a chaise at the far end of the lawn near the bluff, where he could look out over the river and see the gulls flying below him''
"What doctor did you consult?"
"Not I - his secretary arranged it. Mr Simmons, Eustace Simmons, my husband' s secretary. He conferred with him every day. Augustus conducted his business out on the lawn. Simmons would sit next to him on a shooting stick with a dispatch case across his knees and receive instructions, and so forth . When Martin heard me mention the name Simmons he could not keep still. He jumped up and began to pace back and forth. He became almost happy, even giddy.
"One morning I found Augustus' s things packed. A carriage was at the front door, and I was informed by my husband that he would be taking a course of treatment at a sanitarium in Saranac Lake in the Adirondacks. Simmons was to travel with him. He would write in due course. Noah and I stood on the piazza to watch him go. His attentions to Noah were never lavish and were negligible during his illness. Noah loved his father, how .can a child not love his father? They would rather blame themselves for a parent' s conduct toward them. In any event that was the last time we ever saw him."
"You told Martin this - about Saranac?"
She nodded.
"But I' m having trouble understanding - Saranac is for tuberculars.
Did this doctor say Mr Pemberton was consumptive?" Sarah Pemberton turned her calm gaze upon me. "That is exactly what Martin asked. But I never spoke with the doctor. I was able to learn his name, Dr Sartorius, but that was all. I never spoke with him. I was never allowed to visit. I did receive his telegram, not three months had passed, informing me of my husband' s death and expressing his condolences. The body was brought back to the city by train and Augustus was buried from St Tames. He did entrust me, my husband, in his will, with fulfilling his wishes regarding the funeral arrangements."
Sarah Pemberton lowered her eyes. But then with the slightest of smiles, as if to herself: "I' m quite aware of the impression an outsider must have from all this, Mr McIlvaine. I understand, I' m told, there are marriages between equals who live, unthinking, in simple devotion to each other."
It was quite astonishing - the effect upon me of Mrs Pemberton' s soft spoken admission of the contempt in which she was held by the man she had given her life to. His universal contempt made no exception for her. What I had supposed was her recessive nature - was it not rather an aristocrat' s training? What did I know of these things, the grace that enables you to ritualize your pain, and lay it out quietly through your sentences?
But she had such patience for everything - patience for the monstrous thieving husband, patience for the absent stepson, patience for her current, enigmatic, situation, of which I was now made aware. It was so terribly oppressive in that old woman' s sitting room, you see. I did not appreciate why someone with a country estate would choose to be in Manhattan at this time of year. But Sarah Pemberton was destitute. From obligations signed by her late husband that she still did not understand, the wife and legatee to the Pemberton fortune had not only lost the family home,
Ravenwood, but, with Noah, was reduced to living upon the charity of her sister-in-law. There was no end to the surprises this family had in store for me. "Are you sure you won' t have some tea, Mr McIlvaine? They grumble, but they bring it."
Eleven
I COULD not sleep that night after my meeting with Sarah Pemberton. I confess that as I thought about it I found her endless capacity to suspend judgement very attractive. I mean, the recessiveness of spirit that made her so lovely, even gallant, would appeal to any man who wanted endless reception, endless soft reception of whatever outrage he could conceive. But then there was the boy: I hadn' t realized I was so moved by him - a sturdy solemn, forbearing boy reading his book, a reader - was that it? - does the old bachelor merely have to see a child reading a book to lose his critical faculties?
Augustus had been worth millions. How was it possible? I had asked the woman. What on earth happened?
"Every day I speak with this lawyer or that, and ask the same question. Its become my life' s work. My husband was a very secretive man. For different matters he hired different attorneys. In that way no one would know more than a part of his business. We, Noah and I, are the sole heirs according to the will. That is not in question, but exactly what happened to our legacy, where it went, is not clear. I' m sure at least some of it is recoverable. We' ll leave here as soon as I sort it out. We' re on the top floor and have to tiptoe about like mice.
She believed a mistake had been made. What else could it have been?
I would later have occasion to see Ravenwood. Rising from a bluff over the western bank of the Hudson, it was a large shingled mansion with many windows and bays and a piazza running around three sides under coupled columns a sprawling house, all its important rooms facing the river or the sky over the river, the roof gabled and crowned with a belvedere. The bulk was Victorian but the spirit vaguely Italianate Queen Anne. It came with several outbuildings and a tract of a thousand acres. Its command of the river completed the effect of defiance that you get from much money when it combines with little taste. I thought at the time of the boy, Noah, growing up there. Would he have had town children to play with? The children of staff?. His compensations were the trails through the great woods behind his home or the broad halls and porches that his mother mentioned, where he could hide, or spy, or listen for his father' s footsteps. The front lawn was overgrown when I saw it. It went downward in a long gentle reach to the bluff which was more like a palisade. And then there was a great caesura of air, a gorge of sky that implied the Hudson. And then the land resumed again with the bluffs of the eastern bank.
This Ozymandias of the slave trade. He had built his Ravenwood as a monument to himself. And he had implanted his beautiful wife and son there as monuments to himself.
There was a rail line running through the village a few miles away, but also a river sloop that came right up to the landing at the foot of the bluff when the hand flag was raised at the stair head. I was sure that was the way they had left their home. I found myself imagining them opening the big oak doors with the insets of oval glass, coming down the wide porch steps, and crossing the gravel carriageway, the mother and son, their luggage preceding them down the sward to the river, steamer trunks and cedar chests strapped to the backs of the men who were tracking the thick grass of the sloping lawn like porters on safari in one of the boys adventure tales. At the land' s end, sheer, without warning or fence, I stood for a moment to experience what they would have, the illusion of Iiving in the sky. It was true, I was higher than a pair of gulls beating their way south over the river.
A slanting cut led to the stair head, and the long descent by a scaffolded stairs of wood planks. As for Sarah, she was leaving the house she had learned about love from Augustus Pemberton. As for Noah, he would of course be thrilled by the boat, not thinking he was leaving the only home he' d ever known.
The catastrophic loss of that home would finally occur as the event of a few moments' duration. I imagined them walking to the cliff' s edge, climbing down the stairs to the river pier, Noah would go aboard first and find them seats at the port rail, where the wind was keen. And while Sarah tied a kerchief over her hat and under her chin, and other passengers stared, he would stand beside her, his hand on her shoulder.
The captain tips his hat, the lines are cast, and the sloop slowly slides midstream into the sun and points for Manhattan.
I have traveled downriver, on Day Line side - wheelers from Poughkeepsie and Bear Mountain. The wind and current together would speed them along to New York, so that it might seem to Sarah their fate was rushing toward them. In an hour or so they would see the sky over the city stained black from the smoke of chimneys and stacks and steam locomotives. Southward, the masts of the sailing ships in their berths on the river would look like a kind of stitching of heaven to earth. Then, as the packet came to the northern reaches of the island, she would see the world glare up much larger. It is a strange feeling. Your boat is, humbled. You are all at once in a churning traffic of ferries, the very water hurries and plashes like New York, and moving past the piers of tall masts, hearing the shouts of the stevedores, you come around at the Battery with the harbor rolling with sail and funnel, proud dippers and Indiamen and coastal steamers and lighters with iron hulls, which sometimes pass so close the sky is blocked out by their black bulk and they resound with great echoing booms in the slap of the waves.
And so Mrs Pemberton and her son had sailed down into our city, and in my terrible insomniac visions I saw the boy swept into the life of nameless children here. I define modem civilization as the social failure to keep all children named. Does that shock you? In jungle tribes or among the nomad herders the children keep their names. Only in our great industrial downtown they don' t. Only where we have newspapers to tell us the news of ourselves, are children not assured of keeping their names.
On the pier Noah Pemberton would realize what he had given up for a ride. He would no longer be thrilled. Not this boy, not by my New York. Swarms of cabbies surround them, porters shoulder their trunks without being asked. And beggars with their hands out, and beggar pigeons. And he is going to live with his aunt Lavinia, an old woman whom he knows nothing about except that she has no children. And then he is in a carriage, with the harsh unceasing music in his ears of urgent city life and its rattling transport. The hackney goes up the West Side along Eleventh Avenue, and the lungs of the young country boy fill for the first time with the sickening air of the meat district, the stockyards and slaughterhouses. Perhaps he thinks he has landed not in New York but on the chest of a monstrous carcass and is inhaling the odor of its huge bloody being.
Sarah Pemberton, with the great calm by which she modulated their dire circumstances, would take her son' s hand and smile, and tell him, what? That soon they would see Martin, that Martin would be part of the family now.
But I had learned something about Martin Pemberton that let me sleep, finally. He did not live only for himself. He had a mother who had seen him through college, and a young brother who adored him. We may stride about with our principles at the ready, and hammer everyone we meet with our hard, unyielding worldview. But we have our mothers and brothers, whom we exempt, for whom the unrelenting intellect relents, just as I know in my case it does for my sister, Maddie, for whose dear sake I go to Improvement Society dinners. And if I could not say where Martin Pemberton was, I knew what he was doing. I was sure of it. He was gone in pursuit. Every detail of what I had learned of these matters he already knew, though he knew far more. And what I knew, in the lightening darkness of my suspicions, was enough for me to make the inspired, though insufficiently considered, decision to deepen my involvement and put me in pursuit as well.
As the city editor at the Telegram I was entitled each summer to a week' s leave. However, it must be not only summer but that wilting heart of it when the heat waves rise from the pavement, when the sanitation drays take the dead horses from the streets and the ambulances of Bellevue the dead folks from
their tenements, and-the key thing-when anyone left alive in the baking blanched light is too curved to make news, all these conditions were met, and I as off.
I decided first of all to tell what I knew to Edmund Donne, a captain with the Municipal Police. You may not appreciate how extraordinary it was that I, or anyone else in the city of New York, for that matter, would confide in a police official. The Municipals were an organization of licensed thieves. Occasionally they interrupted their graft - gathering for practice with nightsticks on the human skull. Police jobs were customarily bought. Every exalted rank, from sergeant up through lieutenant, captain, and on to the commissioner, paid the Tweed Ring for the privilege of public service. Even patrolmen paid if they wanted to be assigned to one of the more lucrative precincts. But it was a large organization of two thousand or so, and there were some exceptions to the rule, Donne being probably the highest - ranking. Among naturalists, when a bird is seen well beyond its normal range, it is called an accidental. Donne was an accidental. He was the only captain I knew who had not paid for his commission.
He was also atypical of his trade in being neither Irish nor German nor uneducated. In fact, he was so dearly misplaced that he was a mystery to me. He lived in the tension characteristic of the submitted life, like someone who has taken holy orders or serves his government in an obscure foreign station. I could think, in his presence, that my familiar tawdry New York was the exotic outpost of his colonial service, or perhaps a leper colony to which he' d given his life as a missionary.
Donne was exceptionally tall and thin and had, when standing, to look down at anyone he spoke with. He had a long narrow face, gaunt cheeks, a pointed chin. And because his hair was gray at the temples and through the mustache, and his brows had thickened and taken wing, and when he was seated at his desk his long back curved into the hunch of his shoulders so that the twin ridges of his shoulder blades indented his blue tunic, you were put in mind of a rather impressive heron settled on its perch.