To John
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'No more wars. Enough is enough. The economy which is relied on war has to be destroyed. I do not fight.'
'My pathological hatred of America is not pathological. It can be explained and it will be executed.'
'I have compression arthralgia, which you can have 60 meters under the water. Sudden onset. I could not hardly walk. Why do I have this? Our ambient is changed. What else? Explain. You do not know many things, do you? Call your Allah. How much did you get from America for producing that fake dollars? Call your Allah again. Bring America to kill your own people. Call Allah. Now.'
'Dagger alif. Do you want to taste what the real dagger is like?' (All from the Last Book)
Ana assumed that the auther must had lost someone in those endless drones. She saw something on Youtube. 'Decapitated 2 year old Syrian girl'. She wondered whether the video is still there.
March 2015
1st Week March 2015
01 Mar 2015
'Now I know why I am here. I needed a human body to work. I konw why I had and have so much pain. I did not work properly. Pain shows the way to me. Basically give me pain, I will suck you in. I think I did tell you before to call me a Dieson. I should know better about the structure of my body and how it works. Hard bones, soft bones and marrow kind of stuffs. I am trying very hard not to break my own bones with my own energy.'
'I do not suck the whole soul. Too heavy for me. Soul is made of two components. Yin and Yang spirit. You used to call Yang spirit a God. I am sucking this Yang spirit. Then what happened? When you die, you die. You have no ticket to go back where you came from. You might not mind while you are living here. You would never know. All very silly... Yin spirit without body used to be called ghosts. When a living form suddenly died with shock or without reason, Yin and Yang spirits are just seperated. Yin spirit is left. Stories about burning hell came from this, I guess. Very sad state of a type of consciousness. Spirits are in the main part of perception. So, even Yin spirit can perceive at a certain level. Better not, but it does. I have no experience of being this, so I do not know what it can perceive. Can you imagine? I don't want to. What kind of consciousness does my cat have if it is left alone? Hunger, pain and anything else? No physical body. So permanent hunger, permanent pain. Anything else? Sorrow. On its own usually. No communication with other beings.'
'So, if you kill somebody, your Yang spirit cannot accept what you did. This is called conscientiousness. Yin spirit is more related to surviving as an individual. So, American soldiers who came back from unreasonable mass killing, either went mad or committed suicide. They could not win their own spiritual battle. No concillliation. Their soul were splitted. Human has this Yang spirit whereas other animals do not. So, humans are born as a half God. Then look!' (From the Last Book)
Ana spent her sunday cooking cookies and named them Yin Yang Ooh La La cookies.
"There will be a room service at 10:00, Sir. # # ;"
5 minutes later, she found her account closed. She could not see anything.
"I will kill you, Carl. How could you do that?"
"Open another one, Ana. The same condition. You will like it. Use crocodile."
She knows the crocodile. She used to call it Kkattayo. She was tiny.
'Kkattayo is angry... Kkattayo is coming slowly... Kkattayo eats you... Kkattayo...'
02 Mar 2015
"Just testing with compressed zip code. Will let you know before 08:00."
"Not bad. Rather good. A few more testing..."
'It should be clinically proved. You can not go anywhere with compression arthralgia, can you?'
"I will fuck up this account if it's ok with you, Carl."
03 Mar 2015
'An Act of Providence. What does it mean? The example sentence can be something like this. 'It must be an act of Providence that I came to marry you.' What does 'Providence' mean?'
'Does it have the same meaning as Karma or cuase & occasion? Who said that? It was Dostoyevsky. Dostoyevsky said God exists in details in Crime and Punishment. He wrote The Idiot and The Gambler. I feel both. I love details too. I feel that I am playing the God's game. Something is beyond me and something is predestined. But I can quit if I get bored or tired. Or I can choose a different game. Or I can create my own game...'
"I need the detailed information about ECB QE by Nomura Securities. Osewani Narimasu."
"0.15-0.6p ijoniwa narimasen. Jannendesu. Diteruwa mailde okurimas. Matta."
'myalgic encephalomyelitis (ME), post-viral fatigue syndrome (PVFS)'
"Carl, you will see how I can mess it up."
'I thought somebody was drilling my earholes. I should check with GP whether I have middle ear infection. I miss my dad.'
He used to say
'I spent my whole life peering into somebody else's ears or noses or throats.'
"I agree with NBC news research. The size of bar matters. Clinically the size when it's erected does matter for impotence."
Ana heard it somewhere that impotance can be cured by acupuncture. She found it funny. The acupuncture point for the cure was called the Dragon Gate. Where is Henry?
"Carl, I like it. But it took two days. Do you think it's ok?"
04 Mar 2015
"Transparency assessment instead of stress test."
Ana got puzzled and thought she might have dyslexia. She read Alabama as Alibaba. She got used to her netbook's weird behavior. It clicks by itself in a miraculous way. When it first happened, she thought either she is mad or she is developing early Parkinson's. When it happened again, she watched whether it's proper action or not. When it happened again and again, she felt she met an old friend somewhere over there. Very trustworthy, funny and notty. Annoyingly wise almost always.
"Strengthen the security. Focus on clarity."
'hung, BoE revolution... something is not right. Revolution. If they let it slip, it will be like 2008. They don't know it? Fed up. I can not go on like this. Too many days... Currency works best for the economy when it's properly moving and balanced. Week cunrrency helps? You will see.'
'Hit it first and see what can happen.'
"Release those hookers."
'I think this is the second time Israel get back stabbed by America. Last year, when the Israel-African fund got busted and there was a capital exodus from Israel, America took their African customers at the back. Now, Netan talked to the Congress but get totally ignored. Oh dear. I like to know what that particular part of congress, of course, texans, owe to Israel.'
'I remember Obama before becoming a president, visited the Iron Dome and got impressed. There was a photo somewhere.'
'Anyway, I am glad that I do not have an Israli lover any more. I was about to move into Tel Aviv, wearing a white dress or something. I am glad I didn't have a gut to do it. I was scared of too much heat. My physical comfort comes first than anything else. Full stop. But is first love always sad?'
09 Mar 2015
"Router fixing: Plug off everything. Turn off everything. Then, start again. Press the button until both LED are on. One stays still, another one flickering in orange."
"Full moon today. Let's do some howling, shall we?"
"22 bn of Beffett's. Where will it go if he is not happy with us taxation? Someone has to prepare a nice resort for him, don't you think?"
'The roads we have to take are a bit different. Did you know that? But as far as we stay here together, you are very precious too me.' (A relic from South Korean pop song)
'Well... then... the face of US embassadar was slashed...'
09 Mar 2015
"Router fixing: Plug off everything. Turn off everything. Then, start again. Press the button until both LED are on. One stays still, another one flickering in orange."
"Full moon today. Let's do some howling, shall we?"
"22 bn of Beffett's. Where will it go if he is not happy with us taxation? Someone has to prepare a nice resort for him, don't you think?"
'The roads we have to take are a bit different. Did
you know that? But as far as we stay here together, you are very precious too me.' (A relic from South Korean pop song)
'Well... then... the face of US embassadar was slashed...'
06 Mar 2015
'You can make a mistake at every aspect of your life and can apologize for it. But if you make a mistake financially, you have to pay back.'
'If you show up your face again, I will slash it around. I am ready for a phychiatric hospital. The South Korean missed the embassador's eyes. I might not as I am not blind any more. My left side is still a bit dodgy. Maybe that's why I have to swing it around.'
'Then again, I had better get Masao in London. He is so good at razor. You don't know who is passing by and what happens to you. Your face stings a bit. You touch your face. Blood everywhere. So fast and so sharp. Old samurai stories? You will see. In old days, they could do that to internal organs. That is a legendary story.'
"Masao, genki? Jotto hanashiga arukedo..."
"Ohisashiburi. Mada Londone..."
"Oke. Joodo yokatta. Terebi do denwaga machigaiyooni mada dekkirukana?"
"Oikura?"
'Good old Masao. And London is a perfect place. There are so many people.'
"John, whoever is off sick on Monday is a leakier. Never mind. It will take a few months for him or her to come back to the office."
"How could you let this happen? I wish you take this more serious. It does not sound ok to me."
Reasoning: Fed fears recession. They have been playing with interest rate for some time. If they raise the interest rate, it is so obvious they will have another morgage backed up securities bubbles. Why do they work their ass off to make the dollar strong?
I am not sure but this is just a common sense assumption. As an individual when you are in a deep debt, you do not want to show it to creditors. You are trying to earn some time to sort out somehow. So, you pretend as if you have still lots of money. Ok, I am stupid. So, US dollar strong, I think, their economy must be strong. In fact, it's not, is it? I don't know why I come back to the idea of partial government shutdown. I can not think of any other reason. There is something to back up USD. That's very weird and artificial. Government shutdown is so close to sovereign bankruptcy.
"Let's go down together and see what can happen, John. I like sliding too. Come on! Let's go down."
'Even though I am deeply mad inside, if I don't express it, who will know or diagnose me? A silent madder. Even my husband, Henry would say 'you seem a bit quiet, what's up?''
'Nothing.'
"Who is in now? One hour. Anybody in? I'm in."
08 Mar 2015
'Amazon website.
Go to Your Prime.
Click 'Do not continue' twice.
There is no Log out button.
So, go back to website home.
Go to Your Account.
Change name, email add and password.
Email add which you will never use.
And check the date, for example, whether Amazon take the membership fee on 27/04 (my case) to make sure that they discontinued it. Otherwise sue them. There must be a group already, I bet.'
Another reason, why I hate Americans so much. They are Offspring of hookers. Ooh La La.
"John, play with Amazon, not Google. Amazon only. You can get something very nice for your mum. Let's say at least 1 carat pink diamond, tear drop shape. Hope she does not mind that it's too vulgar. I think the color is ok and the size is delicate too."
'I am usually the last one to notice something. Today, I noticed that what a sucker Amazon is. Once I noticed it, I will kill it.'
2nd Week Mar 2015
09 Mar 2015
"Hi John, you made at least 12.5% profit today, no? You can take it easy but I just came back. I am thinking of cooking some fish pie based on Cod."
"And I made it. Very creamy. Everybody had second helping!"
10 Mar 2015
"CIPS. RMB is coming. 9:10 system activated."
"El-Bardi said OPEC will not reduce the quantity of oil output in order to save the shale oil industries."
'I did not know the shale oil industries are dying. That's Texas, isn't it?'
"Just Roll."
"I met a very old friend from Kanagawa. Where is Kanagawa? It's betweeen Hakone and Yokohama near Tokyo."
"I said to her to use Roitsubo.
She said
'How do you still remember the name?'
I said
'It's my profession.'"
She is going back to Japan next Monday.
Ana read some online news.
'Prudential CEO left for Credit Suisse. Why did the stock price of prudential gain 14%?'
'Reviving a company reeling from U.S. penalties and under increasing regulatory scrutiny (Reuter)'
'Does this explain the 14%? I misunderstood. Not the stock price. Just their profit of last year. Anyway how can I burger off this Microsoft cloud add? They are 1. useless 2. not fuctioning 3. annoying 4. going to be vanished fairly soon because of MS OS system. Still quite interested in who will replace the guy. Well... something is going on with Credit Suisse. Kick off an American, take in a French in order to revive the company.'
Ana started thinking...
'There was something funny with Credit Suisse. Their client list was licked, wasn't it? People wants to have swiss bank account for secrecy. Then, that's the end of Credit Suisse, no? American, German or French, whoever takes it, their credential is broken. Like a glass, once it's broken, it's broken. Credit Suisse took a guy from an insurance company? Did people start suing the bank already? There must be terms and conditions which the bank promised. Will an insurance guy minimize the damage? How much money can be involved in these nightmares of law suits? All very rich and all very upset.'
'I can see the beginning of a religion. Rely on us. We will help you.'
"ECB will not buy US 10yr bonds as they are 10yr notes. Notes are not redeemable."
CIPS: China International Payments System: Expected to be activated at Sep or Oct in order to internationalize RMB (KCIF)
By the end of 2014, RMB has ranked 5th as the most traded currency, according to SWIFT's report.
Full convertibility of RMB is expected over the next couple of years (Wiki)
'This is the most bizarre thing. 5th most traded currency can not be seen in the FOREX market. Wow.'
"John, do you like jogging at night? BPM 180."
"You can have some pretein bars on the way. They used to be called Amazonesses."
'Conclusion: 5th traded currency RMB will be like tsunami. You have to keep your currency strong. A couple of years left to prepare. That's it. Not much time. I have a feeling that USD is backep up by government. 3tn debt to China. If RMB is internationalized, how the debt can be calculated? The currency will make a big difference. Quite a lot of money, no?'
"Ana, you got a new pair of glasses. Nice."
"How do you know, John?"
"Did you forget how you set the things up?"
"Oh... Well... Can you see my new blow dryer?"
"The volume up thing? Sure. Don't burn yourself. Have you ever used it before?"
"No..."
'US failed Deutche and Santander whereas they passed their own first landers. This is the symptom of the terminal stage. Very aggressive. I would never get used to those screams and moaning of the patients. They ring the bell every 5 minutes. Almost out of consciousness. Only pains are left. I still remember the Agent Orange. And the naked Napalm girl. US is doing a very similar thing financially.'
'Agent Orange was later determined to be in violation of the Geneva Contract. U.S. troops gradually stopped using Agent Orange and any other harmful herbicides.'
(http://vietnamawbb.weebly.com/napalm-agent-orange.html)
'Then there must be some international, financial law or regulation. Too much unfair fine. Credit Suisse got really fed up with it. They replaced the head with a French instead of an American. I really can not stand that greedy nasal voice.'
12 Mar 2015
Eurozone companies, "Thanks to the weak Euro, company profit is expected to be more increased."(KCIF)
'The reason that Credit Suisse got suffered from US regulations and Deutche & Santander failed in US stress test is only one. Tax evasion. Google and Apple complained publicly. Buffetts moved and got punished. Soros tried to. Who else? Interesting to see the list of Americans whose account got revealed. Not Eric Holder again.'
'You should do the stress test for G20 countries. Who is going to have sovereign bankruptcy? Greece, Argentina or US. EU can not be tested as it is not a singel country. So, Greece is out. Argentina or US? Or both together. US has a considerable loan to Argentina. Chain reaction can happen.'
"Never mind a few swaps. Morning. John."
'I will not play with anybody, who is wearing that chunky stuff. Too embarrassing. Not sleek, I mean.'
"John, what day is today? Why the stock market is closed?"
"God knows. I don't deal stocks. Will let you know later."
"It's ok. My program got tempuramental saying 'I'm not doing it' kind of stuff. In that case, you might need a seat belt. As even in a normal Newsnight, someone said dollars got very strong. Now it's a news. Just in case, is this a White day today? Why my computer behaves like a woman? I hate chocolates."
"Did you enjoy the ride? Do you want an another one? You are not tired yet? I will get some sardines first."
'Yankees are making dollar strong so they can borrow money cheaply from Europe.
Yankees are making dollar strong so they can pay the debt less to China.
They are so desperate. Wow. They are eating their own flesh. What kind of animal is that?'
'Is this that half-African, half-Israeli Fischer's idea? What happened to Israel last year? Capital Exodus since the African fund got busted.'