“Do you want to go to bed now?” asked Monsieur Burnier, picking him up.
“No,” replied Dani firmly, “I want you to carry me to the top of the mountain!”
Monsieur Burnier looked horrified. The top of the mountain was a good twenty-five minutes steep climb, and Dani was a heavy child. But he always found it impossible to refuse his little son anything, so he burst into a hearty roar of laughter at his own foolishness and started off with Dani on his shoulder. Dani drummed his heels against his father’s chest while Annette clung to his coat-tail.
The mountaintop was covered with rare, beautiful flowers, and Annette ran among them while Monsieur Burnier strode on, too out of breath to speak. Only when they at last reached the top did he put Dani down, and then they all sat looking about them, thinking their own thoughts.
Everywhere they looked, rosy snow peaks rose upward. The sun was setting, and while twilight had fallen on the valleys below, the high mountains caught the last rays of the sun and were bathed in a bright pink glow. An English child might have thought that the Alps were on fire, but Dani, who was used to the sight, just sighed contentedly. As they sat watching, the sun sank a little lower until the very tips still burned crimson. Then the glow faded altogether and there was nothing to be seen at all but cold, ice-blue mountains with the stars coming out behind them. Soon the moon would rise and then the peaks would turn to dazzling silver.
It was nice to get back to the chalet and see the firelight flickering in the window, and to gather around the blazing logs and shut out the night. The door into the stable was open, and the calf came straying in and sat down on the floor by Dani, with its long legs crumpled up beneath it.
“I want to sleep with the calf,” announced Dani in his firmest voice.
“No, Dani,” said Annette quickly, “you will catch fleas.”
“But if Napoleon had fleas I should have caught them already in the cart,” reasoned Dani. “Please, Papa, I want very badly to sleep with Napoleon!”
Monsieur Burnier remarked that he thought it could be managed for a treat. So he rigged up a hay mattress covered with a sack, and Dani was tucked up on it under the rug while Napoleon happily lay on a heap of straw beside him. Annette slept in the one and only bed, and Monsieur Burnier went off and made himself comfortable in the hayloft.
12
Annette’s Revenge
Lucien did not go up the mountain with his cows, for the Morels only had four cows, which they farmed out with another herd for the summer. So until hay making started in the fields around his home, Lucien had plenty of time after school. He went to visit the old man of the mountain nearly every day.
His horse was nearly finished, and it was a beautiful piece of work for a boy of Lucien’s age. It was a larger model than he had ever tried before, with a flying mane and little hooves that hardly seemed to touch the ground. Lucien spent hours over it and studied every horse in the neighborhood so that he might make each muscle look perfect.
He still had plenty of time because the competition was not going to be judged until the end of the hay-making holiday, but already the school children were beginning to make guesses about who would win.
Most of the boys thought it should be Michel, the milkman’s son, who had carved two bears climbing up a pole. He had worked hard and it was a good piece of work, but they could easily have been mistaken for dogs or any other animals, thought Lucien, looking at them silently while the other children admired it loudly. Nobody could mistake his horse, thought Lucien. It was a horse and nothing but a horse.
Now, looking at Michel’s bears, he knew he would win the prize. There was nothing as good as his entry.
He imagined himself walking up for the prize, and everyone looking at him in amazement and astonishment. Then they would all be interested and want to see his horse. And then perhaps they would like him better.
There was more discussion about the girls’ entries. Annette was a skilled knitter. Grandmother had taught her when she didn’t go to school. She had sat on her small stool keeping an eye on Dani and clicking away at her needles, with Grandmother sitting in her armchair ready to help her when she needed it.
Annette was entering a dark blue sweater she had knitted for Dani to wear on Sundays and festival days, with alpine flowers knitted in bright colors around the neck and waist. She had not finished it yet, but it was coming on nicely, and everybody praised it as she sat working away in the playground.
“I think you are sure to get the prize, Annette,” said several of her friends. “It is harder to do a pattern like that than to make lace like Marcelle. Everyone says so.”
Annette was hopeful, too. She wanted so badly to win that prize. It would make up a little for getting such bad marks in math. And how pleased and proud Grandmother, Papa, and Dani would be!
However, unlike Lucien, she had very little time, for her after-school hours were always busy. And now the hay-making holidays had begun, and all the children worked in the fields from dawn to dusk, side by side with the adults.
A great deal of friendly arranging had to be done at hay-making time. A neighbor who had grown-up sons to help on his farm went up to the high pastures to look after the Burnier cows, while Monsieur Burnier came down to cut the hay on his own slopes. After he had finished, he always went over and cut the hay in the little meadow that belonged to the Morels, because Madame Morel was a widow and Lucien was not yet old enough to swing a scythe.
There were no tractors or mowers on those steep mountain slopes, only great sweeping scythes that mowed the grass in curved bundles all up and down the field. Behind the man with the scythe came the women and children with wooden rakes, pulling the bundles into tidy heaps. Even the tiny children had tiny rakes, for as soon as a child could walk steadily on his legs he had to help with the hay making.
Papa and Annette had to work hard, for they had a large, sloping pasture and could not afford to pay anyone to help them. They got up at sunrise each morning in the cool, clear dawn to start their work. Later on in the day Grandmother and Dani joined them—Grandmother working slowly and painfully, and Dani doing no work at all because he couldn’t manage a rake and a crutch at the same time. Instead he jumped like a kangaroo among the bundles of cut hay or buried himself under the large piles, and when he was tired out he lay flat on his back in the sun and fell asleep.
Monsieur Burnier cut his own meadow first and then went off to cut the Morels’ field, leaving his family to gather in his own bundles of hay. Madame Morel had been rather worried this year that Monsieur Burnier would not want to help her because of Lucien causing Dani’s accident. But she need not have worried, for she woke one morning and from her window she saw him hard at work, his brown body stripped to the waist, swinging the scythe. He was not the sort of man to take revenge.
“Hurry, Lucien,” she called, “Monsieur Burnier is already mowing in the meadow. Run out and start raking in the hay.”
Lucien shuffled off to the field feeling rather embarrassed. He said good morning to Monsieur Burnier, with his eyes fixed on the ground. He hated having to work with the man he had wronged, and kept as far away as possible. Monsieur Burnier had no wish to talk to him either. It was one thing to mow a neighbor’s meadow, but quite another to chat with the boy who had injured his little son.
Annette arrived at midday with her father’s lunch wrapped up in a cloth. She took no notice of Lucien, and when he saw her coming he slunk away into the house.
It took Monsieur Burnier three days to mow the Morel meadow, and the third day was the last day of the holidays. Lucien and his mother and sister were working hard to clear the field before Lucien went back to school. They were all in the meadow when Annette appeared, as usual, with her father’s dinner. She was in a hurry, for the next day the children had to turn in their entries for the hand-work competition, and Annette still had to put the finishing touches to her sweater.
“I do wonder if I shall get that prize,” said Annette to herself. “
I want it so much. But even if I don’t, Dani will look sweet in the sweater.”
The meadow lay at the back of the house, and on her way home Annette passed by the front. It was a very hot day, and Annette was thirsty. The door leading from the little balcony into the kitchen stood invitingly open.
“I will go in and have a drink from the tap,” thought Annette, climbing the balcony steps. And indeed there was no harm in that. Before the accident Annette had run in and out of the Morel kitchen as though it was her own.
When she reached the top of the steps she suddenly stopped dead and stood quite still, staring and staring.
There was a little table set against the outer side of the balcony with some carving tools and chips of wood on it. Amidst the chips was the figure of a little horse at full gallop, with waving mane and delicate hooves.
Annette stood for five whole minutes gazing at the little creature. Of course she realized that it was Lucien’s entry for the handwork competition, and the deceitful boy had never even told anyone that he was entering, or that he knew how to carve at all.
It was almost perfect, even Annette’s jealous eyes could see that. If he turned it in, he would win the prize easily. No one else’s entry would be nearly as good. And when he won the prize, everybody would begin to admire his work and perhaps they would begin to like him for it. Perhaps they would even begin to forget that he had injured Dani.
And if Lucien won the prize, he would be happy. He would walk up to receive it with his head in the air, and to see Lucien looking happy would be more than Annette could bear. Why should he be happy? He deserved never to be happy again. He would not be happy if she could help it. She felt she had arrived just at the right time.
The table stood on the level with the balcony railings, and a gust of wind fluttered the shavings of wood. A stronger gust of wind could easily blow the light little model over. No one would ever suspect anything else when they found the little horse smashed and trampled in the mud below.
Annette put out her hand and pushed it over. It fell onto the stones with a little crack, and Annette bounded down the steps and stamped on it. Anyone could accidentally tread on something that had blown over the balcony railing.
So Lucien’s horse lay in splinters among the cobblestones, and Annette walked slowly home.
But somehow the brightness had gone out of the day, and the world no longer looked quite as beautiful as before.
It was not long before she came in sight of her own chalet, and as she turned the corner, Dani saw her and gave a loud welcoming shout. Something very, very exciting had happened, and if he had been able to he would have raced to meet her. But, being on crutches, he hobbled up the hill as fast as he possibly could.
“’Nette, ’Nette,” shouted Dani, his eyes shining, “I think there’s been some fairies in the woodpile. I made a little house down by the logs and I found a tiny little elephant with a long trunk, and then I looked again and I found a camel with a hump, and a rabbit with long ears, and cows and goats and tigers and a giraffe with ever such a long neck. Oh, ’Nette, come and look at them. They are so beautiful, and no one but the fairies could have put them down beside the woodpile, could they?”
“I don’t know,” answered Annette, and her voice sounded quite cross. Dani looked up at her in astonishment. She didn’t seem at all pleased about his news, and it was almost the most wonderful thing that had happened to him since he had found Klaus in his slipper on Christmas morning.
However, when she saw them she was sure to be pleased. She didn’t yet know how beautiful they were. He hopped bravely along, rather out of breath because Annette was walking faster than she usually did when he was beside her.
He dragged her to the woodpile and dived behind it, reappearing with the procession of carved animals arranged on a flat log. He looked anxiously at her, but to his great disappointment there was no sign of surprise or pleasure in her face.
“I expect some other child dropped them, Dani,” she said crossly, “and anyhow it’s nothing to make such a fuss about. They are not all that wonderful. And you’re too big to believe in fairies.”
She turned away and went up the steps, hating herself. She had been unkind to Dani and spoiled all his happiness. How could she have spoken to him like that? What had happened to her?
But deep down inside she knew quite well what had happened to her. She had done a mean, deceitful thing, and her heart was heavy and dark at the thought of it. All the light and joy seemed to have gone out of life.
And now she could never get rid of it or undo it. She ran upstairs to her bedroom and, flinging herself on the bed, she burst into tears.
13
The Old Man’s Story
Lucien ran home from the fields with a light heart that evening. He had worked hard, and his body was tired, but his little horse was waiting for him. Tomorrow he would carry it to school and everyone would know that he could carve.
Up the steps he bounded, and then stopped dead. His horse was gone. Only the tools and the wood chips lay on the table.
Perhaps his mother, who had come home earlier, had taken it in. He hurled himself into the house.
“Mother! Mother,” he cried, “where have you put my little horse?”
His mother looked up from the soup pot. “I haven’t seen it,” she replied. “You must have put it somewhere yourself.”
Lucien began to get seriously alarmed. “I haven’t,” he answered. “I left it on the table, I know I did. Oh, Mother, where can it be? Do help me find it!”
His mother followed him at once. She was just as keen on Lucien winning the prize as he was himself, and together they hunted high and low. Then Madame Morel had an idea.
“Perhaps it has fallen over the railing, Lucien,” she said,.“Go and search for it down below.”
So Lucien went down and searched. He did not need to search for long. He found it all too quickly— the muddy, scattered splinters of wood that had once been his horse.
He gathered them up in his hand and took them to his mother. Her cry of disappointment brought Marie running out, and both of them stood gazing in dismay.
“It must have been the cat,” said Marie at last. “I am sorry, Lucien. Haven’t you anything else you could take?”
His mother said nothing except “Oh, Lucien!” But the voice in which she said it meant quite a lot.
Lucien said nothing at all. He just went indoors and looked at the clock on the wall.
“I’m going up the mountain,” he said in a voice that tried hard to be steady. “I won’t be home for supper.”
He ran down the balcony steps and up through the hay field where the bundles of hay looked like waves in a green sea. His mother watched him with a troubled face until he disappeared into the forest. Then she went back and wept a few tears into the soup pot.
“Everything goes wrong for that boy,” she murmured sadly. “Will he ever succeed in anything?”
Lucien trudged through the forest, seeing nothing. He took no notice of the little grey squirrels that leapt from branch to branch. He could think of nothing at all but his lost prize and his bitter disappointment—how someone else would get the honor that he deserved, and he would continue to be disliked and despised. He would never get another chance to show them how good he was at carving. No one would be interested unless he won that prize.
“I wish I could go away,” he thought to himself, “and start all over again where nobody knew me, or knew what I’d done. If I could go and live in another valley, I shouldn’t feel afraid of everybody like I do here.”
His eyes rested on the Pass that ran between two opposite mountain peaks and led to the big town in the next valley where Marie worked. The sight of that Pass always fascinated him. It seemed like a road leading into another world, away from all that was safe and familiar. Twice he had crossed the Pass himself, in summer, when the sun was shining and the ground was covered with flowers. Now, gazing at it, it suddenly seemed like a door of escape from
some prison.
Lucien saw the old man as he left the wood, long before the old man saw him. He was sitting at his front door, his chin resting on his hands, gazing at the mountains on the other side of the valley. He didn’t look up until Lucien was quite close to him.
“Ah,” said the old man in his deep, mumbling voice, “it’s you again. Well, how goes the carving, and when are you going to win that prize?”
“I am not going to win the prize,” replied Lucien sullenly. “My horse is smashed to pieces. I think the cat knocked it over the railing, and someone trampled on it.”
“I am so sorry,” said the old man gently. “But surely you can enter something else. What about that chamois you carved? That was a good piece of work for a boy.”
Lucien kicked savagely at the stones on the path. “I did it without proper tools,” he muttered, “and they would think it was my best work. No, if I cannot enter my little horse, I will enter nothing.”
“But does it matter what they think?” inquired the old man.
“Yes,” muttered Lucien again.
“Why?”
Lucien stared at the ground. What could he answer to that? But the old man was his friend, almost the only friend he had. Maybe he had better try to speak the truth.
“It matters very much,” he mumbled, “because they all hate me and think I’m stupid and bad. If I won a prize, and they saw I could carve better than any other boy in the valley, they might like me better.”
“They wouldn’t,” he said simply. “Your skill can never buy you love. It may win you admiration and envy, but never love. If that was what you were after, you have wasted your time.”
Lucien continued to stare at the ground. Then suddenly he looked up into the old man’s face, his eyes brimming with tears.
“Then it is all no good,” he whispered. “There seems no way to start again and to make them like me. I suppose they just never will.”
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