What’s Bred in the Bone tct-2

by Robertson Davies

“It’s important, you know. Psychologically. A kind of barometer of psychological and spiritual strength. The losers mustn’t seem to be getting away with a lot of spiritual swag, or they’ll look too much like winners. So we must be ready to recover a lot of stuff that has gone astray—looted, quite frankly—during the fighting. That’s why I’m sending you to South Wales to work with some people who have been keeping an eye on all that. You have a name, you see. That Letztpfennig business gave you a name, but not too big a name, and you must be ready to move as soon as the time is right. Glad to see you’ve done something about your clothes. You had better do a little more in that direction. Mustn’t go to conference tables and sit on commissions looking like a loser, must you?”

  Two weeks later Francis was in a quiet place near Cardiff, where what had been a manor-house was now, without attracting too much notice, a part of MI5’s curious domain. There, during some of the harshest days of the war, he studied for the coming victory.

  It was here, so far from London, that he gained a better idea than ever before of what he was working for, and who he was working with. In London he had been a lowly kind of agent, a snoop, hoofing around dark streets making notes of the journeys and walks and appointments of suspects. He had studied to acquire the knack of invisibility. He learned the psychological hazard of the snoop’s trade; anybody one follows for a few days begins to look furtive. He had begun to feel foolish, but it was not for him to ask questions; his job was to lurk in doorways and around corners, to peep into shop windows at the image of the suspect as he passed, to take care that he did not himself attract suspicion, for a few of Uncle Jack’s snoops had made themselves ridiculous by reporting on unknown colleagues. In his long hours of waiting he had begun to hate his work, to hate all “systems” and all nationalism. He had begun, indeed, to fall into the state of mind that makes a snoop a possible recruit for the enemy; the lure of becoming a double agent. For what high principle can a man cling to when he has been brought to the lowly employment and personal bankruptcy of a snoop?

  In Cardiff he had the job of interviewing many snoops, and weighing them in the balance of his information and judgement. Some of them had been working in MI6, the overseas branch. Again and again Ruth’s voice sounded in his head, in a wisdom pieced together from many of their conversations.

  “Some of our best agents are very bad boys, Frank, and some of the worst are members of the Homintern—you know, the great international brotherhood of homosexuals. Imagine squealing on somebody you had gone to bed with! But a lot of it’s done, and more by the men than the women, I believe. Really, they need more women in the secret-service game: men are such frightful goofs. You can trust a woman—except in love, maybe—because women are proud of what they know, but men are proud of what they can tell. It’s a nasty world, and you and I are too innocent ever to get any of the top jobs in the profession.”

  Yet there he was, in Cardiff, in a job which, if not anywhere near the top, seemed pretty important. Had he sunk so low? Or had Ruth simply spoken from the goodness other decent heart, without really knowing what she was talking about?

  As well as the job, he had to find time for some of the obligations, and the nuisances, of common life. Roderick Glasson wrote to him about once a month, bemoaning the lot of the agriculturist in wartime, and hinting strongly that if more money were not forthcoming which would make possible really big reforms on his estate, all would be lost, and Francis would have his own close-fistedness to blame for bringing the family to ruin. Aunt Prudence wrote less often, but perhaps more pointedly, to report on the growth and progress of Little Charlie, for whom more money was needed if the child were to be brought up in a manner befitting a Cornish. It was in one of these that Aunt Prudence said frankly that it was time Little Charlie had a proper home with parents in it, and should not Francis and Ismay reconsider their position?

  This letter was followed in a few days by one from Ismay herself, written from Manchester, saying nothing about Little Charlie, or a proper home, or that she had his address from her mother. But stating plainly that she was very hard up, and did Francis feel like doing anything about it?

  So Francis absented himself from his work for a few days, making the roundabout journey, doubly difficult in wartime, from Cardiff to Manchester, and met Ismay again, after almost ten years, over a bad dinner in a good hotel.

  “I should judge that this substance had once been whale,” he said, turning over the stuff on his plate. But Ismay was not fastidious; she was eating with avidity. She was very thin and, though still a beauty in her own particular way, she was now bony, almost gaunt, and her hair looked as if she might have cut it herself. Her clothes were grubby and of several dark colours, and everything about her spoke of a woman devoted to a cause.

  So it was: Ismay was now a full-time zealot, but for what it was hard to tell. Hints that she dropped suggested that she was doing everything in her power to bring about a Revolt of the Workers. Such a revolt, in all the warring countries, would force the conflict to a halt in a matter of weeks, and substitute a Workers’ International that would create order and justice in a much-wronged world.

  “You don’t have to go into detail,” said Francis. “As I came through London I was allowed, as a great favour, to look at the file on you at our offices. How you have kept out of jail I don’t really know, but my guess is that you are too small fry to worry about.”

  “Balls!” said Ismay, whose vocabulary had not greatly changed from her student years. “Your lot simply hope that if they leave me at large I’ll lead them to people they really want. Catch me!” she said rancorously through a mouthful of whale.

  “Well, that’s not what we need to talk about,” said Francis. “I gather that you have been having some sort of correspondence with your mother, who naturally has no idea what you’re up to; she thinks we ought to get together again.”

  “Fat chance,” said Ismay.

  “I fully agree. So what have we to talk about?”

  “Money. Will you let me have some?”

  “But why?”

  “Because you’ve got a lot of it, that’s why.”

  “Charlie used to have some. What’s happened to Charlie?”

  “Charlie’s dead. Spain. Charlie was a fool.”

  “Did he die for the Loyalists?”

  “No, he died because he didn’t settle some gambling debts.”

  “I can’t say you surprise me. Charlie never understood the grammar of money.”

  “The what?”

  “I am pretty good at the grammar of money. Money is one of the two or three primary loyalties. You might forgive a man for trifling with a political cause, but not with your money, especially money that Chance has sent your way. That’s why I’m not rushing to give you money now. Chance sent it to me, and I hold it in trust far more than if I had earned it by hard work.”

  “Come on, Frank. Your family is rich.”

  “My family are bankers; they understand the high rhetoric of money. I am simply a grammarian, as I said.”

  “You want me to beg.”

  “Listen, Ismay, if I am to help you, you must answer a few straight questions in a straight way and shut up about the people’s war. What’s chewing you? What’s all this underdoggery really about? Are you simply revenging yourself on your parents? Why do you hate me? I’m just as much against tyranny as you are, but I see lots of tyranny on your side. Why is a tyranny of workers any better than a tyranny of plutocrats?”

  “That’s so simple-minded I won’t even discuss it. I don’t hate you; I merely despise you. Your mind works in clichés. You can’t imagine any great cause that doesn’t boil down to a personal grievance. You can’t think and you have no objectivity. The fact is, Frank, you’re simply an artist and you don’t give a sweet God-damn who rules as long as you can paint and mess about and stick spangles on an unjust society. My God, you must know what Plato had to say about artists in society?”

  “The best thing about Plato was
his good style. He liked inventing systems, but he was too fine an artist to trust his systems fully. Now I’ve come to hate systems. I hate your pet system, and I hate Fascism, and I hate the system that exists. But I suppose there must be some system and I’ll take any system that leaves me alone to get on with my work, and that probably means the least efficient, ramshackle, contradictory system.”

  “Okay. No use talking. But what about money? I’m still your wife and the cops know it. Do you want me to have to go on the streets?”

  “Ismay, you astound me! Don’t try that sentimental stuff on me. Why should I care whether you go on the streets or not?”

  “You used to say you loved me.”

  “A bourgeois delusion, surely?”

  “What if it was? It was real to you. You haven’t forgotten how you used to work up artistic reasons for getting me to strip so that you could stare at me for hours without ever getting down to anything practical?”

  “No, I haven’t forgotten that. A fine, high-minded ass I was, and a slippery little cockteaser you were, and I dare say the gods laughed fit to bust as they watched us. But time has passed since then.”

  “I suppose that means you’ve found another woman.”

  “For a time. An immeasurably better woman. Unforgettable.”

  “I’m not going to beg, so don’t think it.”

  “Then what are we doing here?”

  “You want me to beg, don’t you? You shit, Frank! Like all artists and idealists, a shit at the core! Well, I won’t beg.”

  “It would do no good if you did. I won’t give you a penny, Ismay. And it’s no good murmuring about cops, because you deserted me—scarpered. I’ll go on supporting Little Charlie, because the poor brat isn’t to blame for any of this, but I won’t support her like a princess, which seems to be your mother’s idea. I’ll even go on for a few more years pouring money into that ill-managed mess your father calls an estate. But I won’t give you anything.”

  “Just for the interest of the thing, would you have given me money if I’d grovelled?”

  “No. You tried the sentimental trick and I choked you off. Grovelling would have served you no better.”

  “Will you order some more food? And drink? Not that I’m grovelling, mind you, but I am a guest.”

  “And we both grew up under a system where a guest is sacred. For the moment I acknowledge that system.”

  “Noblesse oblige. A motto dear to the heart of bourgeois with pretensions to high breeding.”

  “I know a bit more about high breeding than I did when last we met. Thou shalt perish ere I perish. Ever hear that one? And if I fell for your beauty again—and you are still beautiful, my dear wife—I should certainly perish, and deservedly, of stupidity. I have made myself a promise: I shan’t die stupid.”

  In due course the war did end. That is to say, the fighting with fire and explosives ended, and the fighting with diplomacy burst into action. The special task of what was called victory in which Francis was to play a part began to take shape. Something like peace had to be restored in the world of art, that barometer of national good and bad weather, that indefinable afflatus that a modern country must possess for its soul’s good. But that would not begin until many other things had been settled, and Francis put in for leave to make a visit to Canada on compassionate grounds. Grand’mère had indeed died in the early days of 1945, and Aunt Mary-Ben, being no longer anybody’s Right Bower, had not been long in following her. Indeed, Mary-Tess said, somewhat unfeelingly, that Grand’mère, arriving in Heaven, had needed somebody to manage eternity for her, and had rung the bell for Mary-Ben.

  Francis was not surprised, or reluctant, when the family laid on him the task of going to Blairlogie and settling affairs there, and, in effect, ending the McRory family’s long connection with the place. His brother Arthur and his cousins Larry and Mick were still abroad in the services, and anyhow they were young for such work; G. V. O’Gorman (a very big man now in the world of finance) certainly could not be spared, and Sir Francis was too grand for an extended errand of that kind. Besides, Sir Francis had had a stroke, and although his condition was not grave, he tended, as his wife phrased it, to look wonky by the end of the day. After all, he was well over seventy, though nobody said quite how much “over” implied.

  As for Mary-Jim (all the family had called her Jacko for years) she was now sixty-one, and although she had the ability to look the best possible for her age, her speech and behaviour were disturbing and Francis felt tenderness and affection for her, which was something other than the obligatory, forced worship he had offered her since childhood. If ever he was to speak to her about the Looner, now was the time.

  “Mother: I’ve always wondered about my elder brother—Francis the First, you know. Nobody has ever said anything to me about him. Can’t you tell me anything?”

  “There’s nothing to tell, darling. He was never a thriving child, and he died very young and very sadly.”

  “What did he die of?”

  “Oh—of whatever very tiny babies do die of. Of not living, really.”

  “He had something wrong with him?”

  “Mm? He just died. It was a long time ago, you know.”

  “But he must have lived for at least a year. What was he like?”

  “Oh, a sweet child. Why do you ask?”

  “I just wondered. Odd to have a brother one’s never known.”

  “A sweet child. I’m sure if he’d lived you would have loved him very much. But he died as a baby, you see.”

  Francis got nothing more from his father.

  “I don’t really remember anything about him, Frank. He died very young. You saw his marker up there in the graveyard.”

  “Yes, but that suggested he died a Catholic. You’ve always insisted that I’m a Protestant.”

  “Of course. All the Cornishes have been Protestants since the Reformation. I forget how he came to be buried there. Does it matter? He was too young to be anything, really.”

  Is that so, thought Francis. You don’t know anything about it. You don’t even know that I’m a Catholic by strict theological reckoning. Neither you nor Mother know one damn thing about me, and all the talk about love was a sham. So far as my soul is concerned neither of you ever gave a sweet damn. Only Mary-Ben, and for all her gentle ways she was a fierce old bigot. None of you ever had a thought that wasn’t a disgrace to anything it would be decent to call religion. Yet somehow I’ve drifted into a world where religion, but not orthodoxy, is the fountain of everything that makes sense.

  At Blairlogie, to which he made a last journey, taking sandwiches so that he would not have to eat at the dreadful table of “th’old lady”, Francis went at once to Dr. Joseph Ambrosius Jerome, now ninety, a tiny figure whose blazing eyes still spoke of an alert intelligence.

  “Well, if you must know, Francis—and you once told me you knew about that fellow in the attic—he was an idjit. I was the one who arranged for him to live up there. Your grandfather would have thanked me if I’d killed him, but none o’ that for me. My profession is not that of murderer.”

  “But it was such a wretched existence. Couldn’t he have been put some place to be cared for that wasn’t so much like a prison?”

  “Had you had no education at Oxford? Don’t you remember what Plato says? ‘If anyone is insane let him not be openly seen in the city, but let the family of such a person watch over him at home in the best manner they know of, and if they are negligent let them pay a fine.’ Well—they did their best, but they paid a fine, right enough. That thing in the attic rotted St. Kilda. It cost them all dear in the coin of the spirit, in spite of your grandmother’s card mania, and your grandfather keeping himself busy in Ottawa.”

  “Were they afraid that whatever ailed him might come out again in me?”

  “They never said boo to me about it if they did.”

  “But why not: I had the same parents.”

  “Had you so?” Dr. J.A. burst into loud laughter.
Not the cackle of a nonagenarian, but a robust laugh, though not a particularly merry one.

  “Didn’t I?”

  “You’ll not get that out of me. Ask your mother.”

  “Do you suggest—?”

  “I don’t suggest anything, and I’m not answering any more questions. But I’ll tell you something that few people ever get told. They say it’s a wise child that knows its own father, but it’s a damn sight wiser child that knows its own mother. There are corners of a mother no son ever penetrates, and damn few daughters. There was a taint in your mother, and so far it hasn’t turned up in you or Arthur—not that Arthur isn’t such a blockhead that a taint could pass unnoticed—but you’ve plenty of time yet. You may live to be as old as me, and God grant you manage it with a safe hide. What’s bred in the bone will come out in the flesh: never was a truer word spoken. Have a dram, Frank, and don’t look so dawny. Whatever became of all that first-rate whisky your grandfather had tucked away in his cellar?”

  “There’s some there still, and it must be dealt with. I’ll send it over to you, shall I?”

  “God bless you, dear lad! That stuff’ll be proper old man’s milk by this time. And at my age I need regular draughts of that very milk.”

  Clearing out St. Kilda was a weary job, and it took Frank, with two men to fetch and carry and drag loads of stuff to the auctioneer, and to the dump, three weeks to achieve it. He could not live in the house, though Anna Lemenchick was still on the strength as caretaker; he could not face Anna’s dreadful food. He stayed at the Hotel Blairlogie, which was miserable, but had no clinging memories. He insisted on dealing with the contents of every room himself: to the auctioneer, all the Louis furniture; to the presbytery, all Aunt’s holy pictures and such of her furniture as the priests might use. Francis left the nudes in the portfolio, thinking the priests might appreciate them. To the Public Library went the books and some further prints, and (this was in despair, and rather against the wishes of the librarian) the lesser oil paintings. The Cardinal pictures went to an art dealer in Montreal and fetched a goodish price. Victoria Cameron, now a woman of property, was invited to take anything she wanted, and, characteristically, wanted nothing but a drawing Francis had made, many years ago, of Zadok in top hat and white choker, driving Devinney’s hearse. In his own old room he had some things to dispose of, which would not have attracted the attention of anyone else, but which were full of meaning for him.