by J. L. Beck
“Karen. I have morals.” I reminded her, as I got a bottle of wine out and a glass from the kitchen.
“Morals, smorals. Who cares? He offered you a good time, and you should take it. Sex is sex babe. It’s not like you’re making a commitment to him or doing anything you shouldn’t be.”
“Yeah except screwing my boss Karen. Or maybe going against company policies by having sex with him.” I popped the cork on the bottle just in time. I needed a drink now more than ever at least I could drown my bad decision in a glass of wine and forget about them for a short while. Or at least until I was forced to walk into work on Monday morning.
“You’re literally screwed one way or another. If a man wants you bad enough that he calls you into his office and has his way with you then there is nothing that will hold him back from taking you however he wants too.”
I leaned onto the center island in my kitchen, wondering what the hell it was that I was doing. Should I just quit my job now? Walk away from the trouble, and pain that would be caused from messing with a man like Cameron Jefferson?
"I called you so you could cheer me up, and maybe talk some sense into me. Not inhibit me into making more bad choices." I was ready to beat my head against the marble countertop before me.
Karen laughed into the phone, “You should’ve known that wasn’t going to happen. I’m all about choices that get us in jail remember that one time I thought it would be a good idea to take a baseball bat to Nate’s car for…”
The sound of the doorbell, ringing rung throughout the house bouncing off the walls. My eyes darted to the microwave it was a little bit past nine on a Friday. I wasn't expecting company and the one person that would show up unannounced I was on the phone with.
“Sadie, did you hear a damn thing I said?”
“Uhh yeah… Can I let you go? Someone’s at the door.” I confided pressing the end key on my cell phone. I walked over to the front door, adjusting my t-shirt, and sweatpants. I switched on the outside light and caught a tiny glimpse of a man. Butterflies erupted in my belly and a nervous sweat formed against my palms.
Grow some balls, Sadie.
Shoving away the anxiety, and fear I grabbed the door handle and whipped the door open with much more effort than needed. My breath hitched in my chest and every single fiber in me said slam the door and go back to your glass of wine, because standing there directly in front of me, at my house, was Cameron. My boss. The man that had rocked my fucking world this afternoon, and the man that would be my downfall.
“You seem surprised…” Cameron’s tone was playful, and the glint in his eyes proved it further.
I grasped onto the side of the door, praying it would hold my body up. I was more than surprised, I was shocked, or better yet fucking flabbergasted.
“Ummm…." I stumbled over my words. "I'm…." I looked at him and to the door contemplating if I was going to shove the door in his face and tell him to leave.
"Cat got your tongue baby?" Cameron smirked, and my entire body lit on fire. My pussy clenched with desires I didn't even understand, and the man hadn't even touched me yet. He merely smiled and spoke like a condescending asshole.
“I’m just a bit shocked right now, and kind of confused as to why you’re here because I know for a fact that you never showed up at any of the other woman’s houses that you’ve slept with…” The nervousness faded and in its place a new found strength grew, the strength to keep this man from getting any further down, my panties.
My heart fluttered in my chest as the smirk on his face grew, a pair of pearly white teeth showing between his lips. “I wasn’t lying when I told you that you were different.” He took a step forward, his foot crossing the threshold. “I told you were better….” Then another until our chests were flush against one another’s. “That you were mine.”
Did this man know anything about personal space? I could feel nothing but him, the hardness of his body against mine. The dips and planes of his body as he took in a deep breath of air.
“I refuse to take no for an answer Sadie. Not when I’ve been watching you forever. Not when I’ve wanted you for months, but shoved off my desires for you by being with women of lesser value.” Cameron’s lip’s caressed my cheek his hot breath fanning against my cheek.
“I….” What could I say to this man, that I hadn’t already? I had already agreed to one week of sex, no holds bars. I had already agreed to let him pay off my school debt. I had signed, sealed, and delivered when I told him yes, even if it was after one of the best orgasms of my life.
“Just let me come in Sadie…” He purred in my ear, and I was afraid that he could hear the rapid beat of my heart with how close he was to my throat. My nails dug into the wood of the door as I weighed my options. My body was saying one thing, but my brain was saying another.
Reluctantly I took a step back and gestured for him to come in. It should've bothered me that this man had been watching me for months but it didn't. Not when I too had been watching him for months. Not when I had been craving his touch, and being angry with jealousy watching all the other women sink their claws into the man I wanted.
“This is such a quaint little house.” Cameron inquired as he took a look around the house. His eyes moved over every object in the room as if he was trying to see the story behind it.
“How did you…” I was going to ask him how he found out where I lived when I realized just how stupid of a question that was. He was my boss if anyone knew where I lived it was him.
He turned on his heels, his eyes meeting mine in a death stare. “I’m surprised myself that I came here. You see I was driving around the city, and all I could think about was you. The way your lips tasted, your smile, the soft blush that creeps onto your cheeks when you’re embarrassed, or the way your chest rises and falls with every breath you take.”
God, why did his words have to turn me on so much? I could feel the wetness between my thighs growing. It was then that I noticed the distraught look of his clothing. It looked as if he had tried to rip his shirt and tie away at the seams. The chocolate brown hair I loved of his so much was a mess, with strands sticking up in every direction. The man literally looked like he had some type of mental breakdown.
"I'm still not sure about all of this…" If he took another step towards me I wasn't sure I could say no. I couldn't withstand his touch or the way he made my body feel. I wanted him even if everything in me said that it was the wrong thing to do.
Cameron ran his fingers through his hair and I could tell it was an action that he had done so often. I was mesmerized by his movement and wished so much that it was my hands that were combing through his hair.
"You're, though… I know you're. You feel it deep in the pits of your stomach just like I do. I know you've watched me, craved me, wished it was your body I was touching instead of those other women.” Anger festered deep inside. I hated that he could read me like that, that he knew exactly what I would never have the balls to say out loud.
“We can’t do this.” I finally confessed. A distraught look formed on Cameron’s face and confusion settled into his features. It became a little bit clearer as to why he had come all the way out here to the north side of the city but I still had no idea what he had up his sleeve.
"I want you Sadie and I'm pretty sure I made it clear back in the office how much I wanted you. You own me. Don't ask me why, or how, but no matter what I do you're all I can think about. I've tried so fucking hard…" I could hear the pain in his words and it almost ripped me down the middle. Still, it didn't give either of us a right to be crossing lines we shouldn't be.
My stomach tightened in knots. I wanted Cameron here with me, but I also wanted to do the right thing and that wasn't sleeping with my boss.
“Cameron…” His name fell from my lips, but before I was able to finish the sentence he was on me. Like a man thirsty for love, like a man who had lost everything and gained it all back within a second.
His lips ravaged mine, and
there was nothing that could hold him back from taking what was rightfully his, though, strangely enough, I didn't want him to stop. It was a complete conundrum. I wanted him to kiss me, to explore my body and take me places I had never felt or seen before but I also wanted to push him away and tell him that what was happening between us was wrong.
When his fingers slipped beneath my night shirt, I knew that I had lost the battle against my brain. That even if it was wrong for us to sleep together, that our bodies and hearts felt something different. That sometimes the best things in life occurred because of a wrong choice.
Chapter Four
I wouldn't ever lie and say I hadn't been with a lot of women, that I hadn't been a player or playboy in my time because of course that would be lying and I said I wouldn't do that but when it came to Sadie, I saw one thing and one thing only. Her. It was always her, and there was no way I was going to let her tell me no when I knew she wanted the same pleasure I wanted.
“Shit.” I cursed my fingers sliding along her smooth belly with ease. Every single movement I made was precise and her body melted into mine as if we were made for one another. My eyes drifted over her nightshirt and sleep pants. I could tell she was wasn’t wearing a bra, and would bet she probably didn’t have panties on either.
“I want you, even if this is wrong.” She panted against my mouth. Her mousy brown hair was in a tight bun on top of her head. I let my hand creep higher until I found one of her hard nipples pressing against the fabric of her shirt.
“It’s not wrong. It’s perfectly right. Perfectly fucking right.” I purred into her ear moving us to the couch directly behind her. We tripped over a few things but managed to land safely against the leather sofa my fingers still plucking at her nipple underneath her shirt.
Her hands worked diligently on my trousers, and within seconds I was naked from the waist down my stiff cock, standing at attention.
“Ahhh…” Sadie moaned and I swear I would move heaven and hell to hear that fucking sound fall from her lips again. With one hand still on her breast, I slipped into her sleep pant’s my fingers slipping through her folds with ease.
“Your dripping wet for me. Soaked to the fucking bone baby…” I groaned. We had barely any clothing removed and I was already ready to take her on this fucking couch. I came undone the moment her soft hands found my hard cock, my entire body melting into a fucking puddle of mush.
I shoved her sleep pant’s down, and nipped at her earlobe whispering into her ear, “Have you been thinking about me as much as I’ve been thinking about you today?” I questioned as she helped me remove her pants. Her chin moved up and down as a light blush formed against her cheeks.
Was my girl shy of dirty talk? If so this was going to be a lot more interesting than I suspected.
“Oh really. Was your cunt dripping for me all day?” I demanded an answer as I slipped a finger deep into her. I watched as her lips parted and a sigh fell from them. I could tell she was damn near close to a release but I didn’t care, I would came her come, over and over again, until she knew no other name than my own, and felt nothing but me every time she moved.
“Yes!” She panted, trying to move against my hand. I paused for a moment and stared deeply into those forest green eyes of her. I could see the entire world in those beautiful deep depths.
“This pussy is mine. You’re mine. For the next week you’re mine. We will fuck hard. We will fuck slow, but we will fuck and we will do so often. Do you understand me?” I wanted to make it clear to her, just what I was doing. I wanted her to feel the same insane desire I felt every time I was near her.
“Puhhhpleaseeee…” She pleaded between breaths. I withdrew my finger, and slammed it back into her knuckle deep, then I moved it back and forth angled it towards her g-spot. Her fingernails dug into my shoulder and cock but I liked the pain. I fed off of it.
“Agree to me baby. Give me your answer, and I’ll give you your release…” Her walls were starting to clench her release was right on the other side of the wall.
“Yes! Yes! Yes!” She screamed out, and I continued to finger fuck her my fingers slipping through her wetness with ease as she clamped down on me and I continued to do so until her pussy quivered with pleasure.
It wasn’t until I knew she was completely satisfied that I pulled my fingers from her warm pussy and licked away the salty sweetness. She tasted like sin against my tongue. The one thing I wanted more than life, but also the one thing that I shouldn’t have.
I ripped away the rest of my clothing uncaring of the designer suit that I left in shambles on her wood floor. I grabbed Sadie by the waist and slung her over my shoulder carrying her up the stairs, and to her bedroom.
It took me two tries before I discover the bedroom that was hers and when I did finally find it I was ready to feast on her. I dropped her to mattress, and she landed on her back a bright smile pulling at her lips.
“You don’t know how long I’ve wanted this…” She exclaimed, her fingers weaving into my hair as I peppered kisses against her stomach shoving her shirt up as far as it would go.
“Oh but I do because you see, you drive me fucking mad. The way you shake your ass at work. The way you talk, and act. The sweetness you exude. You’re everything that I am not and I want it. I want you.” I laid a kiss on each hip, and then cupped one of her breasts in my hand.
Her eyes drifted closed and her teeth sank into her bottom lip as if she was trying to stop a moan from escaping and for some reason that pissed me off. Ever so lightly I sank my teeth into her hip bone, her eyes flew open and her teeth released the hold it had on her bottom lip.
“Scream. Pant. Beg. Plead. But never, ever, bite your bottom lip, to stifle your pleasurable sounds from me.” She nodded her head yes in understanding and I rewarded her with a pinch to her nipple.
“Fuck!” She groaned, and I couldn’t help but smile because that was exactly what I wanted to hear. With one hand remaining on her tit, I slid down between her legs, my eyes drifting over her glistening folds. They were a rosy pink, and more than ready for my cock.
I licked a path from her entrance up to her clit and then back again, her legs spreading wider and wider with every pass of my tongue.
“More, more…” She pleaded with me, her nails sinking deep into my scalp. I flicked my tongue against her clit, and teased her entrance with my other hand, one of my fingers slipping into her sweetness.
“Is this pussy ready for me?” I taunted her, feeling the build up of pleasure deep inside her womb.
“Yes! Yes! God. Fuck Yes!” She screamed out, my as I sucked her clit into my mouth and refused to let go. I sucked long and hard, feeling her come apart on my hand one last time before I would take her. I let the waves of pleasure wash over her once more before withdrawing my hand, and releasing her tit. When our eyes met again I could see a sleepiness filling hers and knew I would have to make quick work of our time here.
“Roll over baby, I’m going to make you come all over my cock.” I whispered into her ear, helping her roll over onto her belly. Once she was on her belly, I moved her hands so they were straight in front of her clasped together. Then I situated myself against her ass, placing my stiff cock at the entrance of her slick pussy.
“I’ve never done it this way before.” The apprehension in her voice was beyond noticeable and I couldn’t help but feel the need to assure her I would take care of her.
“I might fuck you hard Sadie. I might bring your body to new heights, and claim you in every way possible but I’ll never fucking hurt that sweet pussy of yours. Not ever.” I wasn’t sure if she believed me or not but her body softened into the mattress and as she relaxed so did I.
I took a deep breath before slipping balls deep into her tight pussy. My entire world tilted upside down, as soon as I felt her tightness around my cock. This woman had a pussy that could make men do anything, and I would do anything to keep her as mine.
“Oh God. Oh God.” She chanted, into the mattress.
I tried to keep my weight off her as I slipped in and out of her slowly at first. Every slip inside of her pushed me deeper into the darkness until I knew there would be no escaping her or the things she made me feel.
Once her moan’s grew louder and I flexed my hips upwards I upped the pace, my fingers digging into the mattress beneath my hands.
“Harder Cameron. Harder.” I clenched my teeth and lifted my body off of hers a bit to get a better angel once I found what I wanted I slammed into her to the hilt her entire body bowing as I slammed into her repeatedly.
“Fuuuuuuu…” The words vibrated out of her with every flex of my hips and as my balls drew up and the pressure in them built I knew it was time for her to come. I adjusted my pace again, and leaned forward wrapping her hair around my hand, and pulling her head back.
“Come all over my cock. Do it baby. Do it now. I want to feel your slickness on me. I want to know I made you do this.” I growled into her ear, slamming into her until I could feel her walls tighten around me, her pussy clamping down on me with a vice grip.
“Yes! Oh God. Yes!” Her voice sounded sleepy, but pleasure filled as her muscles clamped down on my cock. I continued to move, my own release building as I sank deeper and deeper into her hot pussy.
My fingers nails sank into the mattress, and my entire body lifted off of hers as I slammed into her one last time, a euphoric feeling encompassing my entire body. Tingles ran down my spine, as my hot come spilled out into her pussy.
I had never had sex without a condom before, and the feeling was so much more exhilarating without one.
My entire body had melted into a mushy pile of nothing. Every single muscle in my body was relaxed and my heart was beating so loudly I could hear the loud steady beat in my ears. It wasn't until I pulled completely out of Sadie that I realized she had fallen asleep. Her skin was a soft red, and her face and hair had that well-worked overlook.
She basically looked like she had the best sex of her life, and of course, I smiled like the motherfucker I was for being the man to give her that. I grabbed the comforter we had pushed to the floor and placed it over her tucking her into the blankets. Then I pressed my lips to her forehead and whispered a good night against her temple.