by Tarra Light
“Change your life by reading this book.… Once I turned the first page of this compelling story, I could not put it down. It reads like it was written by someone who was there. The author tells us it’s a past-life memory, but it is so crystal clear, full of human emotion and mystery: it is a real page-turner. Filled with sweetness and sorrow and most of all a message of hope and human passion to serve and survive, this is one read you won’t want to miss. It is an inspirational story par excellence.”
—Maureen St. Germain, author of Reweaving the Fabric of
Your Reality: Self-Study Guide for Personal Transformation
“Angel of Auschwitz is filled with inspirations and wisdoms, which we can all draw on in this unpredictable and catalytic period of life on Planet Earth. The author reveals her own deep understanding of the dark forces, which have prevailed on our planet—the shadow side of the cosmos that creates, by intention, situations that invoke fear and keep us under their control. Germany in the time of Hitler is probably the best historical example of such a dark intervention.… Her cosmologies of the interplay between dark and light precisely matched [my] understanding.”
—Wynn Free, principal author, The Reincarnation of Edgar
Cayce?: Interdimensional Communication and Global Transformation
“Brilliant storytelling combined with moving spiritual insights and truths. I highly recommend Angel of Auschwitz to anyone seeking a deeper understanding of the nature of love and forgiveness and how it can change our relationship to God, ourselves, and to all of humanity.”
—Isaac George, author of What Really Matters:
A Guide to Spiritual Awakening
“Angel of Auschwitz is magnificent. Natasza’s story awakens our sense of soul, knowing that love, forgiveness, and compassion are true stepping stones on the path to peace. The Sisters of Light remind us that it is through unity of spirit that healing happens. Tarra has created a literary work that holds the potential to deepen our understanding of one another. Through this book, we are reminded that our soul is eternal and that we come forward in each life to be of service in the highest possible way in every single moment.”
—Laurelle Shanti Gaia, author of Be Peace Now: A Course for
Peaceweavers and president of the Infinite Light Healing
Studies Center, Sedona, Arizona
“If each one of us would follow Tarra’s vision and practice harmlessness, be more loving, and live more peacefully, the vibration of the collective consciousness would in time reveal the truth of this benevolent universe.”
—John Randolph Price, author of The Abundance Book
and The Jesus Code
“I find Angel of Auschwitz to be an instrument of reconciliation and healing. It is the story of the age-old struggle between good and evil played out against the backdrop of Nazi Germany—right up there with Corrie ten Boom and Anne Frank.… Tarra uses her beautiful writing to bring forth the Holocaust as an archetype of oppression. Then she shows how compassion, forgiveness, and understanding can break down the walls of prejudice and hatred and bring diverse peoples together. This book transcends barriers and will contribute to right human relations, goodwill, and hopefully world peace.”
—The Reverend Marian Breckenridge, cofounder,
Northwest School of Religious and Philosophical Studies,
Coeur d’Alene, Idaho
Copyright © 2009 by Tarra Light. All rights reserved. No portion of this book, except for brief review, may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means—electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording or otherwise—without written permission of the publisher. However, permission is not required to reprint the Prayer for Peace on Earth (this page) and the Invocation of the Heart (this page) if author Tarra Light and Frog Books are fully credited. For information, contact Frog Books, c/o North Atlantic Books.
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Light, Tarra.
Angel of Auschwitz / Tarra Light.
p. cm.
eISBN: 978-1-58394-560-5
1. Pelinski, Natasza, 1927—-Pre-existence. 2. Reincarnation—Biography. 3. Jews—Persecutions—Poland. 4. Holocaust, Jewish (1939–1945)—Poland—Personal narratives. I. Title.
BL520.L54A3 2008
133.901′35—dc22
[B]
2008040506
v3.1
To the
Liberation of the Human Spirit
Contents
Cover
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Invitation
Foreword
Introduction
Part One: My Early Years Come with Me
“I Am Natasza”
Family Life
A Man of Honor
The Seer
Race and Nationality
A Sacred Mission
The Shoe Shop
The Value of a Man
My Moral Code
Uncle Jacob
Silence Speaks
The Gift of Healing
Life Restored
The Flaming Torches
Part Two: The Secret to Hitler’s Power The Less Visible Front
Hitler’s Path to Power
The New Religion
Secret Rituals
Strategies to Control the World
Part Three: My Ministry Iron Men
Arrival
The Silver Brooch
Barracks 12
Gretta
The First Night
Dawn Patrol
The Latrines
Old Mother
Reconnaissance
Jezra
Psychic Mind Link
I Meet the Professor
Heaven
Beyond the Grave
Exodus
Angel of Deliverance
The Holy Covenant
Shields of Protection
The Test
The Victory of Love
The Limits of the Mind
The Wisdom of Love
The Voice of God
A New Day
The Source of My Strength
The Sword of Truth
Magdalena
The Bedside Angel
Part Four: Healing Apprenticeship My Training Program
The Wisdom of the Body
Water
Disease
Life-Saving Supplies
Jezra’s Apprenticeship
First Aid
Two Hearts
Part Five: Bond of the Heart Klara
Celebrate the Rain
Raindrops for Teardrops
A Bond of the Heart
The Prince and the Wise Man
All That Matters Is Love
From Anger to Compassion
Never Again
The Healer’s Prayer
The Healer’s Code
Angels of Mercy
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sp; Healing by Day and Night
The Gypsy
Flying Symbols
Jezra Meets Boris
Boris and the Crows
A Doll for Talya
Girl Talk
A New Life
Himmler Visits
Death Count
Housecleaning
My Water Spree
The Note
Captain Otto
Klara’s Baby
The Gift of Pain
The Grand Design
The Rape of Rosetta
Jezra’s Inner Fortress
Dream Lessons
Confrontation with Hitler
Captain Otto Revisited
The Man Who Lived on the Sun
Survival
The Meaning of Life
Hunger
Waking Up
The Collective
Slave Labor
Redemption through Suffering
Men
Part Six: Debates with the Commandant Expectancy
The Massacre
Debates with the Commandant
Death Wish
The Incinerators
Karmic Justice
Healing Karma
Avenue of Escape
The Blue Room
My Recovery
Courage
Dream Message
The Beating of Uncle Jacob
Debates with the Commandant
The Whipping
Debates with the Commandant
Part Seven: My Destiny My Destiny
Meesha
Confession
Blessings
Betrayal
Last Walk
Firing Squad
The Angel of Death
The Golden Prince
Rise Above
The Book of My Life
The Wheel of Time
Call of the Soul
Time to Heal
Afterword
Acknowledgments
Invitation
THE LIFE STORY OF Natasza Pelinski, child of the Holocaust, has been offered in grace to the peoples of the Earth. It offers to humanity the opportunity to heal from the scars of oppression and persecution throughout history.
You are now invited to place the light of your awareness on these pages before you. You are being called to participate in a collective healing for humankind. You can claim your power and accept this invitation to forgive the past and birth a new world. The fire of your consciousness can burn up the imprint of trauma, freeing humanity to bring in more Light.
Foreword
AS YOU READ THE pages before you, open your mind to new ways of seeing. Allow the story of Natasza to take you on a journey of self-transformation. These writings contain keys to unlock doorways to healing for those whose hearts have been yearning to be free. This book speaks to your soul in a language that transcends thought.
Take time to reflect on the messages, images, and teachings. As each one of you moves through your individual healing process, the whole of the collective consciousness is uplifted. As you focus your attention on sending light to Auschwitz, expand your vision to include the wounds of oppression and victimization suffered by all races and religions throughout history—Native Americans, Tibetans, slaves from Africa, the people of Rwanda and Darfur, the Kurds of Iraq, and others. Call forth your intention, envision each people and nation, and send them light. Hold them in your heart and envelop them in a field of healing love.
Natasza represents the unsung heroes and heroines of all time: everyone who has stood up for truth and freedom, who has dared to confront the forces of oppression.
Your light is needed. Let us light the way forward for humanity. Join with readers around the world to birth the new consciousness upon our blessed planet Earth.
Introduction
THE UNFOLDING OF THIS story began with a past-life regression. I was seeking to heal physical and emotional afflictions that appeared to have originated from traumas endured during a previous lifetime. To my amazement, I was able to remember my life as Natasza at Auschwitz with depth of feeling and vivid recall. This therapy session became the catalyst that unlocked the floodgates of my soul memory. As I began to record the details of Natasza’s life adventure, the writing of Angel of Auschwitz was initiated.
Soul Memory
Carrying forth these memories from one lifetime to the next was part of the plan for my present life. My psyche has been impregnated with Natasza’s feelings and desires. I was born with the gifts of hands-on healing and clairvoyance, and I am continuing on with her mission, bringing light to the Earth and ministering compassion as a path of planetary healing. I was born feeling her pain and her struggle, and with illnesses similar to those known at Auschwitz. As I pursued a path of self-healing, I have come to grips with the causes of human suffering and have learned that spiritual freedom is discovered in the silence of one’s heart and is independent of the circumstances of the world.
Guidance from the Masters
As my gifts of inner sight developed, I began to realize that I had not been writing Angel of Auschwitz alone. All along, the Masters of Light had been sending thoughts and visual images into my mind. Without fully understanding the deep meaning of their communications, I intuitively trusted the integrity of the information received. The messages They have presented to me are addressed to the needs of humanity and do not necessarily represent my personal views or beliefs. It is my responsibility to remain in a state of neutrality, free from opinions or assumptions, while bringing forth knowledge from the higher realms. Channeling is not a completely accurate process. Whether the source is soul memory or spirit guidance, an interpretive process is involved because it comes through the brain and mental filters of the receiver as it is translated into words.
Interwoven with guidance from the Masters is inspiration from my soul and God Self. The words emanate a transmission of Light that can raise consciousness.
As the writing progressed, I established telepathic conduits that connected me with the souls of other victims who had died during the Holocaust. I was able to access knowledge that would complete the picture for areas where Natasza lacked direct experience. I have not done outside research on the Holocaust. Nor have family members or survivors ever discussed this subject with me. My purpose has been to demonstrate the authority of “inner knowing.”
The value of this book lies in the wisdom and lessons learned. It is not intended to present a historical account. The story of Natasza conveys the spirit and feeling of each character and event. I cannot guarantee the hundred-percent veracity of every name, place, date, and fact. As you resonate with the vibration of Truth, you will be able to discern what is true for yourself. Trust your own inner knowing. It is your greatest ally.
Intention
The light of your consciousness can contribute to the healing of the world. You are being called to assist in releasing the pain of past human suffering, which is being held in the collective unconscious of humanity. By reading these pages with the intention that healing take place, you are adding your light to the collective psyche of many thousands of readers participating in the process of spiritual transformation. Trust that your intention will work for you even if you do not fully understand it. Do not underestimate the power of focused group intention to change our world.
Intention is a power of mind propelled by the force of will. Our intention directs currents of thought-substance and creation energy to manifest what we envision and desire. By bringing light into the darkness, we serve as alchemists, transforming negative into positive. Let us shine the light of our consciousness into all enclaves of evil in the world and into the shadow side of ourselves.
History continues to repeat itself until races, nations, and peoples release their attachments to the past and resolve their anger and grief, their guilt and their shame. We can heal the wounds of time by living in the heart in a state of unconditional love, by forgiving ourselves and our transgressors, and b
y learning our lessons, both individually and as a society. As we heal the past, we are clearing the way for the birth of a new consciousness.
The Healing Power of Love
The power of love is the source of miracles. Evil is redeemed by love, and darkness is transformed into light. Love has the power to heal because it is the very essence of God. By the grace of your love, the world can be healed.
If it feels right to so do, imagine threads of golden light going from your heart to the hearts of every reader of this book. Imagine a web of hearts linked together, all sending love to the characters you will meet in the story and to all people who have suffered from oppression.
Prepare yourself as you begin to read a graphic portrayal of survival in a Nazi concentration camp. You may find some passages unsettling or disturbing. If you feel distressed by any of the explicit descriptions, pray for healing and take some time alone. Focus your attention on your heart center and immerse your consciousness in that place of stillness within you. Then invite emotions triggered by the reading to come forward and open to experience them fully within that space of inner peace. The divine essence of your being can dissolve any disharmony, and the light of love can help you see with greater clarity.
PART ONE
My Early Years
Come with Me
PREPARE YOURSELF TO JOIN me now for a journey back in time. The past is calling us, beckoning us to travel together along the byways of history. Come with me, and see the forces of destiny at work as a madman’s dream sets Europe on fire. Walk by my side, watch through my eyes, and be witness to the lives of many long forgotten.
“I Am Natasza”
I AM NATASZA. I WAS born in Poland in a village near Kraków the 22nd day of December 1927. It was a time when the blue skies of peace graced our homeland. It was a time of respite between the great wars of our world.
I came to Earth on a mission of service to humanity. I came to be a healer and a minister of love. I came to bring in light when darkness ruled the hearts of mankind.