by Alan, TS
For a Marine, he did a lot of retreating.
Joe argued about going back in the direction that he had just come, enough so that I wanted to bitch-slap him and say, Then go, so I don’t have to listen to your pissing and moaning anymore! But I held my tongue. I let David deal with him. They were both civil engineers; maybe they would bond and leave me to my thoughts. I needed to find the way out.
Even with all of Joe’s complaining, he still followed. I tried to find a tranquil space inside my mind to retreat from his incessant bitching, but as hard as I tried, I was unable to concentrate. Finally, I snapped again.
“Would you shut up?! I can’t think with your mouth going. Make yourself useful and tell me where that old PRR construction entrance is so we can get out of here.”
“I can’t do that.”
“Why not? You know where it is, right?”
“Maybe. But I’m still not going to tell you.”
I was growing less and less tolerant of him with every word he uttered. “Cut the bullshit and tell us where we need to go to get to Grand Central,” I demanded.
“No. I signed a confidentiality agreement with the City not to reveal anything about the city’s infrastructure.”
“Useless douche nozzle,” I said, and then walked away from him.
Since we had traveled west along the most northern tunnel, the exit that would lead us to the Lexington Avenue Line should be on the northern wall. The cross-passage doorways, located every fifty feet between tunnel tubes, were plainly evident though the doors probably hadn’t been used since the beginning of the century. I just hoped the construction entrance through the subway system was not an urban legend.
I was exhausted and my head was beginning to truly pound. Marisol noticed my distress.
“Are you okay? You don’t look so good.”
“Just a headache. Just need some ibuprofen,” I tried to assure her, as I took off my pack. “You and Max go ahead, but not too far.” I handed her Max’s leash.
I took my medication, took a few deep breaths, and pressed forward. When I caught up to Marisol, she was looking at an old entry. It wasn’t an urban myth after all.
The door was caked in filth. It looked as if it hadn’t been used since the early 1900s. It was not a polished stainless steel door. It was not even a hinged entry. It was similar to the crossover doors, an old rolling steel door, reminiscent of those found on railroad boxcars, painted brown and showing signs of significant age. The rollers and guides that had once helped glide the door open were rusted and corroded. There was rust rot along the edges of the door, especially along the bottom. But it had to be the correct door, for the dirty tunnel wall plaque read 33rd Street Exit. A grime covered aluminum sign attached to the door at eye level read Emergency Evacuation Exit. Authorized Personnel Only. What truly thrilled me was the inscription toward the bottom of the door: Messrs. Arthur McMullen and Olaf Hoff MCMVI. I was looking at a piece of history that most New Yorkers’ probably never knew existed. As I started to brush filth off the lettering, I smiled and said, “1906.”
“1906?” Marisol questioned.
“The year the door was made,” I informed her. “This is something few people will ever see. A true piece of New York history.”
I pulled on the handle, hoping it would simply slide open, but it wouldn’t budge. I braced my feet against the tunnel floor and pulled as hard as I could. I could feel all the muscles in my body contract. My footing slipped and my body began to cramp. I could pull at the door no longer. I released it, bent over, put my hands above my knees, and tried to catch my breath.
“Son-of-a-bitch,” I exclaimed, gasping for air. “Marisol, do you remember if David or Julie packed that big pry bar or that hammer?”
“I think David has it in his bag.”
“Can you interrupt his conversation and tell him we found the way out? And that we need his tools to open the door.”
“Sí.”
Marisol left me, taking Max with her. I was going to try pulling on the door one more time, but I became lightheaded and beads of perspiration rolled down my forehead. I wasn’t sure if it was the sickness causing my weakness or the large amount of Jack Daniel’s I had consumed earlier, but I needed to sit down. I propped myself up against the tunnel wall to the right of the door.
“J.D., you all right?” a concerned David asked.
“So much time and so little to do. Wait. Strike it. Reverse that.”
“Dude, I know you’re losing it if you misquote Wonka,” he told me.
“What?!” I asked, confused. “No… What’s the time?”
David shined his flashlight on his watch. “Like, ten after three.”
“Three?”
“Yeah. Three.”
“Holy shit! How did it get so late? We gotta get going. Help me up.”
“J.D., maybe you should rest a few more minutes.”
“Rest?! I’ll rest when I’m dead, ah, undead. Whatever. We need to get through this door.”
David was a few inches taller than me and could easily reach the roller assembly. As he pounded the mechanisms, rust and debris showered down. Marisol and I used the pry bar to loosen the door from its frame. Julie held the torchlight up to help us see, and Joe… Well, Joe stood around and did nothing except haphazardly shine his failing flashlight in our faces, useless piece of shit.
Freeing the door was like excavating the entrance to an Egyptian tomb: a lot of work while knowing the darkened passage may lead to disappointment. I hoped the trip upward would be more gratifying and a lot easier. But those immortal words came to my mind as we crossed under the archway, The best laid plans of mice and men often go awry. I’m sure if I had said it aloud, David would have corrected me.
I heard the voice of Slartibartfast from the Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy, telling me men didn’t have much to do with it. Slarti had been right. Or maybe I had said it out loud and it was David, not Slartibartfast, who had made the comment. I wasn’t sure.
The narrow stairwell was dark, peeling, damp, dank and spiral. The smell of mold and mildew permeated the stale air. I placed my hand on the handrail. It was cold, wet and slimy.
“Shit!” I wasn’t happy. “Watch the handrail,” I warned as I shook the slime from my hand and wiped the remainder on a pant leg.
The trip up was a bit treacherous. Julie slipped, almost falling into Joe, but Joe moved out of the way and David caught her before she tumbled down several flights of steps. He held her momentarily and it appeared as if they were having a love connection.
“Hey, McLovin,” I called. “Everything okay?”
The embarrassed couple broke apart. But I was about to be more embarrassed than they had been. I hadn’t climbed three steps when I lost my footing. I managed to grab the handrail, but it was to no avail. My palm slid in the slimy goo, and as I stumbled backwards David caught me, too.
David asked, “You okay? Or do you need another moment?”
“Ah, if you’re looking for a kiss of gratitude, I’m sure Max will oblige.”
He stood me back up. “No, just thanks will do.”
“Okay. Thanks.”
Up the stairs we went. The warmer it became the less mold and mildew there was, though the air was still stale.
“¡Hijo de puta!” I was even less happy than I was ten minutes ago. There was a brick wall where once a large doorway had been.
“The end of the line,” Joe said.
“Shut up, pajúo,” Marisol ordered. “You have no right to say shit.”
“Damn right. No le hagas caso al malparido. El culo… can… ¡Chupa mi leche del pene! I hope I said that right.”
“Almost perfect,” Marisol replied.
“Hey, if you’ve got something to say, say it to my face!” Joe said.
I told him, “Bend over pinga and I’ll repeat it.”
“Pinga. That’s dick!”
“And that’s what you are. A useless—” I stopped my sentence short. I turned my head toward
the stairway and listened. I heard it again. It was a groan, a groan of something that didn’t sound human or animal.
Marisol asked, “What’s the matter?”
They didn’t hear it, but I didn’t imagine it. It was distinct and guttural and it had come from the Amtrak tunnel.
I must have made a panicked or fearful expression, because they all gave me looks of concern, with the exception of Joe.
“Oh, shit. You don’t think––?” It hit me. In my haste and in carelessness, I had forgotten to close the access door behind us. “We forgot the door!”
I ran, heading the way we came. I had been so focused on getting to the doorway that I didn’t realize David had followed right behind me, until the beam of his flashlight darted across my face.
The noise came again, and this time David heard it. I cautiously approached the open archway. I guardedly peeked my head into the dimly lit tunnel. There was at least a dozen undead wandering the tracks from the west.
The ones closest to the doorway stopped, sniffed the air, and looked right at me.
“Shit, shit, shit! Close the door, close the door!” I shouted.
We struggled to push the heavy-roller door closed. Only a foot remained but we couldn’t get it to move any further. Several pairs of hands jutted through the opening, grabbing the lip of the steel door. They tried to pull it back.
David and I kept pushing, but the door refused to budge. An undead person peered menacingly through the gap with a flesh-hungry look. It had nearly the same intensity Jack Nicholson had in the film The Shining, when his character peered through the hole in the door delivering his unforgettable line of dialog. This undead, however, had no speech, but the groan it gave delivered the same chilling effect.
I didn’t hear the others come down the stairway, and I don’t think David did either. There was no hesitation from any of them. They pushed and the door slammed shut, snapping off a few undead hands.
Max had been growling madly when he arrived with the others but stopped when the door closed. He stood near the doorway, teeth bared, nape fur up, and growled with a vicious intensity ready to defend me if the door suddenly reopened. I didn’t correct him or reprimanded him for his furious behavior, but I did praise him and rough his fur with affection for his loyalty and willingness to protect me.
There was urgency in our need to get through the wall that blocked our path.
Joe was waiting on the top landing, acting as if we had abandoned him. I wanted to punch him in the face, but I no longer had the strength.
David, seeing my diminished capacity, knew it was up to him to break down the barrier.
We only had one ten-pound short handled sledgehammer, and a thirty-six inch carbon steel wrecking bar. Without hesitation, David picked up the hammer and began pounding away at the brick, while Marisol and I guarded the staircase. Joe reluctantly joined in the razing, without protest or comments, using the slotted claw end of the wrecking bar. It was easier than I thought it would have been. The old red brick crumbled easy, and David and Joe punched a sizable hole into it within a matter of minutes.
David shined his flashlight through the break, looking to see what was behind the darkness. “It looks like a large room. But there’s a lot of… of large garbage bags lying around, and it really smells disgusting.”
“Disgusting, how?” I asked.
“Like a Kill Van Kull garbage scow.”
I peered inside the room. It smelled like rotting garbage. “I gotta feeling I know where we are,” I said.
Marisol asked, “Where?”
“The refuse holding room,” I announced.
David cleared more of the wall. A pungent odor wafted out.
“Goddamn,” Joe said. “We gotta go through that?!”
I quoted Jim Carey from How the Grinch Stole Christmas. It was the line about how one man’s compost could be another man’s potpourri.
David shook his head. He knew that one, too. I couldn’t stand that he was one up on me.
We had come to the garbage holding room. Large black bags of festering, rotting debris collected from the waste cans on the platform were stored in the room until the maintenance train came to haul it off, usually once a week.
We cleared the garbage and stood silently at the door. I placed my ear against the metal to hear if there were any external noises. No trains, no talking, no screaming, no nothing; just a chilling silence.
We turned our flashlights off. I drew the handgun from my navy EMT pants and held it firmly in my hands in a police stance, ready to shoot anything that tried to come through the doorway. David carefully turned the handle and opened it, looking through the crack. He opened it two inches. I could hear Max sniffing the welcome freshness that wisped into the room. Max made no noise.
“David,” I whispered. “I think you can open it a little more.”
The door opened. I stood with pistol in hand and David with wrecking bar ready to repel the hordes, but nothing. We peered out. We had emerged at the southern end of the uptown platform, just feet from the 32nd Street turnstile exit. We looked north up the low-lit platform. There were what appeared to be bodies lying on the ground sixty feet from our location. There was no movement.
We approached carefully, watching the tunnels both south and north, and the southbound platform across the tracks. There was blood, a lot of blood.
Bodies of the infected lay sprawled about riddled with bullet holes. There amongst the half dozen or so lay the disfigured corpse of an NYPD Hercules officer. His helmet was still strapped to his head, but most of the rest of his tactical gear was ripped from him. His Colt M4 carbine, with a grenade launcher, lay feet from him, soaking in a stream of blood that had run from his mutilated body. He had not been able to repel the onslaught.
I saw Joe eyeballing the weapon.
“Don’t even think about it. That blood is infected. Everyone, keep away from the blood.”
He wasn’t going to listen to me, so I snatched it up and held it gingerly, trying to keep the blood from soiling me more than I already was.
David had walked up the platform a few more yards. He had found a survivor. The man’s torso had been ravaged. He lay in a large crimson pool of blood in the middle of the platform. Most of his clothing had been torn from him, exposing his body and revealing that pieces of his flesh had been gnawed away from his upper and lower torso. His right arm had been ripped away at the glenohumeral joint, whereas his left had been severed at the trochlea, exposing the humerus bone and the underlining tissue, tendons and muscles to the deltoid tuberosity. His legs—His legs had nearly been chewed down to the bones. I couldn’t believe he was still alive.
He looked up at us in a glassy stare. “Help me, please,” he stammered to get the words out. “Don’t let me die on the floor.”
For him to still be alive was a miracle, signifying the attack happened minutes before.
I set the carbine down as I knelt down next to him. “I’ll take care of you. I’m a paramedic.”
“You’re too late. Look at me. Not on the floor,” he pleaded.
I didn’t allow the others to help. I didn’t want them touching infected blood. They stood watching me as I dragged him back into a niche of the platform and propped him up against the wall under an art deco eagle plaque. The pain caused by my moving him must have been too excessive, he momentarily fell unconscious.
Julie ran to the edge of the platform. The blood and mutilation were finally too much for her. As she began to vomit she also screamed.
“I can’t save you, but I can take the pain away. I looked at his ID tag. “Your name is Hastings? What’s—” I stopped speaking and looked toward Julie.
Backward on the platform Julie was kicking and trying desperately to back away from the edge. A head popped up from the tracks below the platform level. It was one of them. David pulled Julie away. It struggled to try and climb up onto the platform.
I grabbed the carbine, and when David and Julie were clear I rattled off a
few rounds. The undead’s head exploded, and it fell out of sight. I turned to my patient.
“Did you get it? Did you kill the thing that got me?” the dying man asked.
“I did, Mr. Hastings.”
“Call me Deano.”
“Dino, like the dinosaur?”
“No. Deano. Like… Dean and… O.” He paused. Struggling with the pain he choked out, “You gotta go.”
“I know. But I need to take care of you first.”
“You don’t understand… We thought… we were safe. But…”
Marisol held her hands over her face as he spoke. She was pale with fear. “Deano. Who’re we? Who was with you?”
“Tactical officers… and Tim. Tim McGarry... They took him. Maybe more… I don’t know. They got me, too. You got it, right?”
“Yes, Deano. I got it. I swear.”
He cried, “They ate my legs. I have no arms.”
He grew silent for a moment. Tears streamed down his face. He was trying desperately to live, but he was bleeding out. I needed to end his pain. I pulled out the pistol.
I heard Max’s low growls.
“It got me,” he said again. “Don’t let them get you. You gotta hide… gotta hide.”
“Yes, Deano. It’s okay. We’re going to Grand Central. We’ll be safe there.” I turned to David and spoke softly. “Can you see what Max is up to?”
“Not safe. Gone. But… there’s a maintenance tunnel. Take… my keys.”
He continued, struggling to speak, in excruciating pain, as I removed the keys from his broken belt.
David returned. “They’re at the 33rd Street gates. A dozen of them at least.”
The undead had heard Julie’s screaming and my gunshots.
“At the end of the platform,” Deano gasped. “The last green door… A tunnel under the platform. The blue… capped key.”
I looked toward the northern end of the platform to where the 33rd Street exit was. The undead were accumulating behind the gates.