by Conrad Jones
I felt the pressure like a pinch at first but then it quickly built to an indescribable sensation that the skin was going to burst. Then his teeth penetrated the flesh and the pain intensified to unbearable in a millisecond. Teeth hit bone and my body went into a painful spasm. I felt my muscles jack-knife and my teeth clamped together so hard that I thought that they would crack. When you are feeling intense pain with the prospect of worse to come, then your instincts take over. Instinctively I brought the gun down on the top of his skull but all it did was infuriate him further. He bit down harder. My blood was dribbling from the corners of his mouth. Tears blurred my vision but I couldn’t give up. I changed my grip on the Glock, holding it by the barrel. Using the handle to strike his skull like a hammer, I smashed the gun into the top of his head.
Crack. The scalp split an inch but he just bit harder. He shook his head like a Pit Bull killing a rabbit. I felt flesh and sinew tearing. My brain was beginning to give in to the pain but if I gave into it, I wouldn’t wake up.
Crack. A deeper gash appeared.
Crack. The skull fractured audibly and a chunk of scalp and hair stuck to the handle exposing the bone beneath but the pressure of the bite didn’t relinquish any.
Crack.
Crack. The skull sank visibly into the cranial cavity. The pressure of the bite was released a little.
Crack. The brains were exposed as the bones disintegrated beneath the brutal blows.
Crack. Grey matter and globules of pink sludge splattered onto my face.
Crack. The handle penetrated the mush all the way to the trigger guard like a hammer hitting mashed potatoes. A lump of grey sludge dribbled down my cheek.
Splat.
Splat.
Splat.
Splat.
Splat.
Splat.
Splat.
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It was exhaustion that forced me to stop. I lay on my back staring at the ceiling and wondered if this whole thing was just a nightmare. My breathing was shallow and I could hear my heart pounding in my chest. The pain from the bite was intense. It burned and throbbed and I could feel the swelling tightening the skin around it. I was aware of cuts and lacerations on my hands, elbows, knees and chest but the pain of the bite dominated them all. I made a conscious effort to calm my breathing down and then pushed Bungalow’s corpse off me with my foot. He weighed a ton. Cautiously, I tried to stand with the minimum of movement and the maximum of concentration to make sure that I didn’t incur further cuts from the glass. I looked down at the waterproofs and decided that I looked like an extra from a slash movie.
“Fucking great idea, smashing glass,” I remember mumbling to myself as I pulled a shard from the palm of my right hand. I retrieved the kitbag and walked gingerly down the stairs towards the garage. The Mossberg lay glinting on the bottom step and I made a mental note to make a strap for it before I left. I needed the gun attached to me from now on, just in case I went down again in a future confrontation. Something told me that I would.
Chapter 38
I felt a pang of guilt as I stood over Joseph’s body. He’d taken a bullet in the chest near the armpit. The vest had stopped it penetrating but his right arm hung limply at an angle. Blood trickled from a glancing wound to his temple. I couldn’t see any bullet holes anywhere. This was yet another example of what happened to those who tried to help me. I knelt by him and pressed a pad to the head wound. His skin was still warm to the touch and his pulse was strong. I strapped a thick pad to the bleeding on his abdomen and taped it to the skin. He’d given me a chance to end the nightmare and I wasn’t going to let him down.
“You look worse than me,” he whispered. His eyes opened and the pupils looked dilated.
“Are you okay?”
“Stupid question.”
“Stupid answer.”
“I’m okay.” He shifted his weight and looked me up and down. “You’re a mess. Go and sort yourself out. Get a shower and then we need to get out of here.”
“I don’t think you’re going anywhere except hospital,” I shook my head. He was immobilised by his injuries and he would be a liability to me.
“You can’t go alone.”
“I got this far remember.”
“Yes, but fuck knows how!” Joseph tried to get up but his broken ribs would barely allow him to breathe. “I’m fucked,” he sighed and lay back down. “Sort out those cuts. I’m not going anywhere.”
“Are you sure you can hang on?” I took a few moments to think things through.
“First and foremost, you need to treat those injuries. You’ll need every ounce of energy that you can muster, so bleeding to death will defeat the object. I’m broken up but I’ll live.”
Walking back up the stairs to the bedroom was surreal. Like a journey through a haunted house. In stark contrast to the gore on the stairs, the bedroom was like a haven of normality. I peeled off the waterproofs and dumped them on the floor of the bathroom. Emptying the kitbag onto the sink, I found tweezers and antiseptic cream. The hot water from the shower soothed my body and my soul. At first, the water ran red but it soon ran clear. Most of the wounds were superficial and didn’t need dressing but the bite was nasty. In the real world it should have been stitched and treated with antibiotics to fend off infection but I didn’t have that luxury. I plastered cream on it and applied a gauze pad. It wasn’t ideal but the best that I could do. The wound behind my ear had started to scab already so I covered it with antiseptic and a plaster.
I dressed in Joseph’s room and the black combats kept the dressing packed against the bite wound. It was painful but would help to stem the bleeding. I glanced in the mirror and prayed silently that I wouldn’t encounter a policeman or an observant member of the public. I looked like I’d been in a battle and without the beard and hair around the sides of my head, I looked like me. The original plan of getting to the launching ramp hidden in the rigid was out of the window. I’d have to drive and pray I didn’t pass anyone. I’d need some luck.
‘You have to make your own luck’. I heard my own voice talking in my head. I had told Joseph those exact words. I would have to make my own luck and I had an idea how to do that. Everything that I needed was in the boat. I selected a clean set of waterproofs and took the remote from the jag. I opened the garage door and walked back to Joseph. “Are you okay?”
“I’ve felt better.”
“I need you to phone an ambulance and then the police,” I handed him the telephone as I spoke.
“The police?”
“Yes.”
“What am I going to say to them?” He nodded towards flattop’s body. “My house is trashed and there’s two dead bodies belonging to marines I served with.”
“Normally I would use my vivid imagination to come up with a blindingly believable lie but on this occasion, tell them the truth.”
“Have you had a bang on the head?”
“No,” I was adamant. “Tell them everything including the fact that these two wankers contacted someone called Lord Penrith and that he’s with a large number of niners on Anglesey.”
“That doesn’t make sense. It’ll tip them off. They’ll scarper.”
“If the police think that there is a peer involved in this and they can check out your story from his mobile phone records, then they’ll descend on the island like a plague of locusts. The niners will be spread all over the place in bed and breakfasts, camp-sites, caravan parks and hotels. They won’t be together. If this hits the news then the hangers on will run for hills long before I get there,” I explained my plan. “Only Jennifer and her hardcore will risk staying. With most of them gone, I’ll have more chance of getting to her. I need you to do this.”
“What about the Jeep and the rib?”
“Tell them that I stole the Jeep,” I winked. “Don’t mention the boat, eh.”
“They’ll concentrate on the roads out of town?”
“That’s the plan,” I thought out loud. “You can put
your selective memory down to the head wound. I’m taking your Glock and ammunition and all the Tovex is gone so there’s nothing here that you can be done for. Tell the police that I killed both of them.”
“No. I’ll tell them that I don’t know what happened.”
“Whatever works for you,” I agreed.
“You see the black toolbox over there?” he pointed to a shelf beneath the workbenches. “Take it with you in the boat. They’re night vision glasses. Put them on as you approach the jetty and give it at least ten minutes to adjust to them. There’s a camo-stick in there too, so black up before you land.” He looked very concerned as he spoke. “Take this vest too. I don’t need it any more. Remember that you have the element of surprise. Make sure you take your time to reccy the place. Don’t rush straight into a trap.”
“I need to go.” I nodded that I understood. I could tell that he thought that I was going to my death. It was in his eyes and written all over his face. “Give me ten minutes before you call them. You take care.”
“Good luck,” he smiled but it turned to a grimace as his broken ribs reminded him that they were there. “Kill the bitch.”
“Joseph,” I said as an afterthought. “Upstairs is a bit of a mess. I think it might mess with your karma.”
“Just fuck off, will you, or I’ll tell them there’s a nutcase in my boat,” he grinned.
“And thanks,” I shouted over the top of the Jeep as I climbed in.
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Ten minutes later, when the sirens started wailing, I was navigating the one way system through Barmouth. Three police cars and an ambulance screamed past me heading in the other direction. I knew it would be a matter of minutes before they were joined by every uniformed unit near the coast. The roads around the funfair had been reopened and I made it to the promenade without incident. Five minutes further on, I parked the Jeep at the top of the launch ramp. I saw why Joseph had said we needed to leave when it went dark. The tide was high and the water was lapping at the sea wall just metres from the road. The wall ran for a mile in both directions and was designed as both seating and a barrier against the winter storms. A scruffy toilet block was the only building for half a mile and even from a distance it exuded the aroma of stale urine. A couple of winos occupied the bench in front of it, oblivious to the stink, cans of special brew in hand. The road was dead when I reversed onto the ramp and the Jeep purred as I lowered the trailer into the water. When the boat floated off it, I jumped out and tied it up. The two men eyed me intensely.
“Are you going fishing mate?” A pair of bleary red eyes tried hard to focus on me. His friend looked a little more sober.
“Mackerel are biting this time of year.”
“No this is a one way trip. I’m emigrating,” I said. They looked at me as if I was mad.
“Where to?”
“I’m not sure, I’m just sailing that way and see wherever I end up.”
“He’s taking the piss.”
“Are you taking the piss?”
“Nope,” I held up the keys. “Here do you want to borrow my Jeep for a while?”
They looked at each other in confusion. Neither of them moved.
“What do you mean for a while?”
“The police will stop you sooner or later but you could go for a spin in the meantime.”
“He is taking the piss.”
“Are you taking the piss?”
“Look,” I tossed the keys and the soberish guy caught them. “I’m off so why don’t you take her for a spin along the coast road. There’s plenty of diesel in it.”
“He’s taking the piss.”
“Are you taking the piss?”
They stared from the keys to the Jeep and then at each other. I untied the rigid and jumped into it. The outboard fired up on the second ask. I steered it forward between the guide buoys for a few minutes. The further out I went, the better I felt. As I turned the boat around and headed out to sea, I saw the Jeep trundling along the promenade. They were heading out of town, which meant they wouldn’t be picked up for a while. The further out of the bay I sailed, the deeper the swell was and the darker the night became. I hugged the coastline using the lights of the coast roads and the seaside towns as my guides. As long as I kept them parallel to my right, I was heading in the right direction. The wind was biting and the spray felt like tiny pinpricks of ice where it hit the skin. I was cold and alone but I wasn’t down; in fact the opposite was true. The freedom that the boat gave me felt liberating and exhilarating. I felt invisible to the rest of the world and invisible was good. My eyes adjusted to the darkness so the cliffs and headlands were dark silhouettes against a darker backdrop and the ever present yellow globes of light gave me the comfort that I wasn’t lost in a black void.
When the lights and the land veered away sharply to the right, I knew I was level with the Menai Straits. In the distance, I could see the bridges illuminated between the landmasses, their structures made even more fabulous by the lights. From my position, the passage between the mainland and the island looked like a wondrous grotto, lights like diamonds twinkled on both banks but they belied the truth. The Straits are treacherous. There are powerful rip-tides and undercurrents as the sea is funnelled into a narrow channel and then squeezed out at the other end. Many an experienced sailor has come unstuck on the reefs and rocks which lurk just below the surface. I was a novice chancing my luck in the dark. My voyage was to be in the alternative direction along the south coast of the island, which is less inhabited and therefore was less illuminated.
The rigid seemed almost indestructible as it ploughed through the swell relentlessly. Although it was a daunting trip in the darkness, it was also a nostalgic one as I passed the time identifying the villages and tiny harbours. The waters around South Stack were kind to me, although looking up at the lighthouse from the sea was alien to me. I’d only ever seen it from hundreds of metres above. Its white tower glowed eerily against the massive cliffs behind it and the mountain loomed above like a giant black colossus blotting out the night sky. There were white horses on the tips of the swell and salty foam floated on the wind like bubbles. It was cold and wet but the most dangerous leg of the journey was pretty straightforward. As I sailed around North Stack, the lights of Holyhead twinkled like yellow jewels and the lighthouse at the end of the Breakwater shone like a beacon of hope for me. I used its beam to guide me along the rocky coast until the turrets and fortifications on the roof of Soldier’s Point were silhouetted by the lights of the marina. It was the building, which had haunted my sleeping hours for months. Although I had made it against all the odds, there was no glee in my arrival. I thought about turning around and sailing into the night but I couldn’t. This was where the final scene would be acted out. There would be no applause and no encores. When the curtain came down, it would be the end.
Chapter 39
Fifty yards offshore I killed the engine. I opened the black toolbox and took out the camo paint. My skin was cold and wet from the sea spray but the waxy paint went on easily enough. I coloured my face, neck and hands before slipping the night vision goggles on. They fastened around my head and then I clipped the sights over my eyes. The world was transformed into video game mode. I scanned the breakwater from the shore out to sea. About a thousand yards along a green blob glowed. It sat and stood, and then walked back and to for a minute or so. A smaller blob shadowed very move. A fisherman and his dog. I could see them even from that distance. Although he may have heard the motor on the wind, he was staring into impenetrable blackness. I was invisible to them.
My eyes adjusted to the goggles and I patiently studied the cliffy shoreline of Rocky Coast. I couldn’t see anything untoward. The headlands looked clear. I decided to land in a sheltered cove that we used to call ‘boulder beach’ when we were younger. The beach was made from white almond shaped rocks the size of melons, hence the name. I could hide the rigid there by pulling it onto the beach. If I climbed up the headland, I would be able to loo
k down onto Soldier’s Point. I would be able to see the remains of the outhouses and rear gardens and the approach road without too much effort but to see the much larger Porth-y-Felin House beyond it, I would have to navigate the overgrown grounds to search for a breech in the building’s walls. The last time I’d seen the place, every window had been bricked up, to discourage both the elements and curious intruders from entering. With the engine running quietly, I took the rigid into the shore. The toughened hull held strong against the wave smoothed boulders. I jumped into the sea when it was knee deep and dragged the rib onto the stones leaving only the outboard in the water.
I sorted out as much as I could carry. The storage box with the three bombs inside was the heaviest and also the most important. I tipped the medical supplies from the kitbag and filled it with shotgun shells and spare 9mm clips. I fastened my blade to the belt and pushed the Glock down the back of my trousers. I cut some of the mooring rope from the rib and tied it around the stock of the Mossberg then I fastened the other end to my wrist. I didn’t want to part company with her again. The throbbing from the bite on my leg reinforced the importance of it. I couldn’t carry anything else and still remain mobile enough the run or fight. Taking a final look around, I set off up the beach. The stones clunked and clacked as I trudged along. I found a path through the thick grass, which took me to the headland and I placed the storage box down on the grass. The clouds parted for a second and I could see broken glass along the top of the walls glinting in the moonlight. It was testament to the times when we were allowed to defend our properties without considering the harm we might do to burglars. The vicious shards were sparkling green and white like emeralds and diamonds.
Forked lightning split the sky and blinded me for a second. Its path to earth was etched in my mind as I waited for the image to fade. Thunder followed seconds later and then the heavens opened. The rain bounced off the floor and deep puddles formed quickly. My clothes were drenched as I looked two hundred yards away to my left, where the breakwater meets the land. The rear walls of the hotel grounds met the side walls at right angles. A mock turret, complete with arrow slits marked the right angle where they intersected. The outer walls were in reasonable condition although the original white paint was only visible in a handful of places. Moss and climbing ivy dominated the vertical sections and the leaves looked like they were made from black wax as the rain dripped from them. Behind the wall were three oblong shaped buildings, which had been added to the main structure at various points in its history. The roofs were completely collapsed into the interiors making them almost irrelevant to my search. Only the insects and rodents could manoeuvre through the debris and the intertwined mesh of vegetation; thistles and nettles protruded through the empty windows. Another flash of lightning illuminated the scene. I couldn’t see any sign of life.