by Blythe Stone
“Kay,” Nat breathed, taken. “I know we just got out here but I am going to have to make love to you now.” The sun and the sea and the breeze, it had nothing on Iris.
“Right here? Or are you planning to carry me to the cabin?” Iris teased.
Nat stood up and downed her drink. Iris might not have known it but Natalie was dead serious. She took Iris's drink and downed the rest. “Come on,” she said, offering Iris her hands.
“Okay,” Iris replied.
Nat started and Iris followed, wondering what she had started. The cool breeze brushed past them, blowing their hair as their cheeks both flushed.
Other people went about their mornings on the large and under-populated luxury yacht, taking in the adventure and leaning over the side rail of the main deck to look down and feel the rush of adrenaline as the sea brushed and splashed at the side of the boat.
“We can enjoy the sun later.”
They'd spent the morning talking and laughing in their bed.
“You always say that,” Iris teased her.
She went along, happy to be guided to bed.
“Aw. Should we go back?” Nat said, stopping on the deck near the entryway. She turned around and Iris walked close into her, which Nat wholeheartedly approved of. “If you like the sun more than me, you can say.” Nat's lips were so close to Iris's now that Iris could feel Nat's sweet breath as Nat smiled in near her and tested her boundaries.
“Well, it is awfully nice on the deck,” Iris teased.
Nat leaned in, almost kissing her but instead stealing her breath and just stopping herself. “Well alright then,” she whispered, pushing her body into Iris's and leading her to walk backwards one step at a time. “Let's stay in the sun.”
“On second thought,” Iris said, pushing back. “You look best with no clothes on.”
Nat pushed her own hair back, running her fingers through it as she kept a serious face. “That so,” she asked, trying not to display her vulnerability. Iris kept catching her off guard, throwing her for a loop and causing her chest to heave.
Nat shut her eyes, imagining Iris's mouth on her naked nipple, lips spread and tongue pushing firmly against her tip. Beautiful eyes gazing up at her.
“Yep. And I'd rather be the only one that gets to see it so maybe we should go inside after all,” Iris said.
She leaned in and kissed Nat's chest right in the middle, trailing her tongue along the skin there for a moment before looking up and backing her head away.
Nat scoffed and shook her head. It was like Iris could read her hidden desires.
She turned and slipped her hand it hers, walking her calmly inside the side hall toward the door of their room.
When they got to the door Nat slipped her key in the card reader and waited for the lock to release.
It was dark in their room and Nat slipped her see-through robe off, revealing her expensive bathing suit and a good percentage of her bare skin.
“So, I love what I see but I think there's more you can show me.” Iris mused.
She walked around Nat, taking her in and reaching out to catch the waistband of her bathing suit bottoms.
Iris got down on her knees in front of Nat, paying no mind to the little twinge of pain from her injury.
She slid two fingers along the edge of Nat's suit, pulling the stretchy fabric away from Nat's inner thigh. She pushed the fabric to the side and pressed a kiss on the outside of Nat's sex.
Nat breathed in sharp and tried to remain calm. Her hands drifted carefully into Iris's hair on both sides and she shut her eyes just to feel her.
Iris proceeded slowly, taking in Nat’s scent and teasing her with gentle licks and nips. She was content not to dive in yet. This anticipation was almost as good. She felt Nat’s hands come to her head and she smiled, loving the reaction.
“You’re wet,” Iris said.
"I want you so much," Nat ached. Her emotions were practically dizzying.
“I can tell, baby,” Iris said.
Iris pulled Nat’s bottoms off and let her step out of them. She attacked Nat with her tongue, getting straight to her most sensitive spot. The taste was unreal as always. It still surprised her how hungry she was for Nat.
“Mmm, Nat,” Iris murmured as she enjoyed herself.
Nat's nerves and senses sparked all over like widespread fireworks.
Her muscles tensed as she hung over Iris barely able to stand.
She couldn't wait any longer. Iris was with her but she wanted to kiss her.
She sunk down onto her knees and let herself venture there, taking a deep kiss and then another. Hunger flooded her as her emotions swam and swelled.
"I want you," Nat repeated, and it wasn't about the sex but, instead, the intensity of being with her. Being loved by her.
Iris couldn’t reply. She was too taken by what Nat had done. She gave over control and let Nat guide things. Her mind was gone anyway. There was no getting it back after Nat kissed her.
Nat kept on kissing her and repeating those words.
"I want you…" A pleasantly haunting confession that touched Iris in several places as Nat groped and stoked at her skin, pushing her clothes and suit off and burying her lips in her chest as she sucked her way down and heard the sharp intake of Iris's breath as she gasped.
“You always surprise me,” Iris groaned.
Nat wanted to keep her, pause time. Suspend reality for the rest of forever.
Instead, she sat back on her heels and stared up at Iris, wondering. Before her, Iris was angelic and she glowed. It was probably the light through the curtain, the only light seeping into the room but Nat was overcome by her. Such a vision and she had no reason to choose her.
Iris reached down and placed her palms on Nat’s face, smiling and then biting her bottom lip. The adoration that Nat showed her always reassured Iris. Even if Nat never loved her like she loved Olivia, they had this intensity that seemed impossible. No one had ever made her feel special like this.
“What are you thinking, pretty girl?” Iris asked.
Nat shut her eyes and slid Iris's palm to her lips so she could kiss it. "You make me feel lucky," Nat whispered.
“Hmm, I’m far luckier,” Iris said.
"You could be with anyone," Nat said. The longer they stayed together the more Nat thought about it. Iris was beautiful and talented, she was famous in more than two worlds, and still she was here.
“But you’re the only one I want,” Iris replied.
"And I'm lucky," Nat swallowed. It was the entire point she'd been trying to make but Iris never took her seriously because her brain wouldn't work that way.
“My brain is so crazy when you do things to me I didn’t even catch that,” Iris frowned.
She caressed Nat’s cheeks with her thumbs and the frown disappeared.
“I’m happy, you know? It’s the first time,” Iris said.
Nat cherished her words and her body. The hand that she held in both of hers was easy to kiss so she traced it's surface with her lips, gliding slowly down the side of one finger and kissing her individual fingertips.
"I love that you're happy," Nat stared.
“I love you,” Iris replied.
To that, Nat smiled. "I love you too," she sighed, squeezing her hand and tugging her closer as she slipped to sit on the floor.
"I'm sorry," Nat laughed. "I guess I'm emotional today."
The wind outside had been the winds of change and that frightened Natalie.
Iris got down on the floor with Nat and faced her.
“I like you emotional. I like seeing you. It’s perfect,” Iris said.
Nat didn't say anything but she did stare back at Iris and touch a hand to her cheek.
"Will you lay with me?" Nat asked. She used to ask this of Olivia and even after they broke up they still habitually did it. There was no better day than one spent in bed with a girl that she knew and cared deeply for. Natalie loved being held.
They didn't have to talk
or think, hardly had to touch, though touching was always better.
Iris was the only one since Olivia who Nat felt comfortable asking more than once. Truth was, Nat could spend entire days in one spot when she was all by her lonesome. She had energy days and days she needed to recover from being alive.
“Come on,” Iris said, getting up.
She offered Nat a hand up and waited until they were both standing. They got into bed on one side. Iris went first and then held her arms open until Nat filled them with her body.
Iris settled and held Nat tight. She took a deep breath, smelling Nat's hair. The scent was full of ocean, sun, and that particular smell of Nat.
Nat breathed her in and snuggled in close. On the one hand she worried she was squeezing her too tight on the other she feared if she didn't she might slip away.
Her lips kissed Iris's skin as she tried to let go of it all and relax.
“You're all warm from the sun. It's like having a personal heater,” Iris said.
"I'm really in love with you," Nat said.
Iris stopped moving and considered the words. It wasn't something she ever expected anyone to say to her with sincerity. Nat wouldn't put her on.
“I can't even find words for that. It just feels so good it almost hurts, which doesn't make sense. I am in love with you too. It's probably all over me,” Iris replied.
"I'm all over you," Nat heavily teased and kissed her skin. "It's probably a good thing we can't accidentally get pregnant. I'm in a mood right now where I would totally quit my job and have all your perfect babies."
Iris laughed and hugged Nat closer.
“It's definitely a good thing. We'd be like one of those crazy fundamental Christian families with seventy kids ‘cause I can't keep my hands off of you.”
"Do you want kids," Nat asked. It hadn't exactly hit her yet that she hadn't ever wanted them before and right now she was having pangs. She had day-dreams sometimes, random visions of having a family with Olivia but that was all just flashes, picturesque family scenes.
“I don't know. I've never let myself think about it,” Iris replied. “When I was younger I would have said no but the future seemed really lonely for so long that it didn't bear thought. What about you?”
"I never really thought about it either. Except when I was younger and scared it might happen with my boyfriend. I was terrified of it then. But now… Not so terrified," Nat dazed.
Raising a child with Iris could be a very loving experience. It would still be complicated but it could never be cruel and that's all that mattered to Natalie. The absence of cruelty was very important to her now. She was her own person who could make her own rules. Adulthood was honestly freedom for her.
The mad thoughts would come, the ones that reminded her of her past and how dark it was but then she'd snap out of that and get to be in the present.
She slid her hand down Iris's front and slipped her fingers down between her silky folds just to feel her. Iris was perpetually wet and right now was no different.
She slipped her fingers deep inside her and started to play. Nat was good at pushing buttons. The kind of person who could get you to cum in under a minute if she wanted to.
"Fuck. You're so tight baby."
Right now she wanted to. She cupped her hand a little and made it stiff. Then she quickly began a rhythm. Kissing Iris's neck as she fast fucked her sex, using her palm to press against her clit. Her fingers were fast, practiced, and fearless.
Just a few quick moments and Iris was even more wet.
A small puddle gathered in Natalie's palm and she pushed it softly against Iris's sex so it could spill against her and she could feel the wetness herself.
To know she could work her so quickly was always a comforting turn on.
Iris probably needed a break but Nat kept on wanting her again and again.
"Fuck," she sighed, lazily making out with her skin like she couldn't be stopped. "I'm sorry baby. You just feel so good."
They were on vacation and they should be out enjoying that but all Nat wanted to do was hide Iris away and take advantage of their free time.
“Don't stop,” Iris said.
Surprised, but not worried, Nat slid her body onto Iris's and started to makeout and suck at her skin, dragging her tongue, rubbing against her and sinking her fingers inside her again. Some days, the urge to taste and suck was so strong that she knew she’d leave a sprinkling of bruises but Iris liked that as long as it was under her clothes.
Iris groaned and hooked her leg over Nat's body so she could get as deep as possible. She had never pushed her limits but Nat was safe.
Nat looked up at Iris and watched her as she thrust deeper in.
Iris gasped and clung to Nat, digging her nails in and tearing skin. She was lost and unaware of what she was doing to Nat.
Nat gasped and beamed as she did so. There was something wild about Iris that she craved deeply and longed to bring out. Her eyes flared as she continued to try, pulling back and then pushing inside Iris again with the top of her thigh adding pressure to her hand.
Iris responded with a string of unintelligible words and by moving her body against Nat's hand with wild abandon.
It was hot. Nat watched more than helped. Entranced by Iris’s body and her movements.
When she finally came again Nat was lost in watching her, caught up by it entirely.
"Okay, okay," Iris panted.
She fell slack against Nat and the bed. She was still and quiet for a few moments before she started to take in deep breaths again.
"Everything went black for a second," Iris laughed. "The stars were pretty."
"You're pretty," Nat said, leaning in to kiss her and rest her forehead against the side of hers.
"I feel pretty awesome, right now," Iris said.
"Good," Nat said, kissing her cheek and then her neck. "I guess we can go back out now. I just wanted to steal you for a second."
“We don’t have to go back. I like this, you stealing me,” Iris replied.
"Yeah?" Nat smiled. It was a nice change to be with someone who didn't constantly have plans and places to be. "You're sweet."
“Yeah, just do it always and I’ll be happy,” Iris said.
"You got it," Nat said, kissing her skin. "It's hard to stop myself."
“Why should you stop? I’m very onboard. I insist you do it as often as you want,” Iris smiled.
She kissed the tip of Nat’s nose and sighed.
"Mmmm," Nat hummed, laying down into her. "Tour life is going to be fun."
“Only because you’ll be there. Jared is going to pass out when he meets you,” Iris said.
"That's all nice and good," Nat said. "But I'm extremely excited to get you alone in several cities."
“I don’t think I’ve ever looked forward to a tour like this. You make everything better, babe,” Iris said.
This perfection was theirs and she could trust that. What a difference. The people before and the craziness of the last few years had finally led to something good in her life. She’d found Nat and that was all she needed. Iris wouldn’t live her life for Nat but she had a life with Nat now. That was the difference.
No one else could make her happy like this. It was so different, like a Hollywood fairy tale but with the life or death drama that was so typical. They were a real story to others but this was Iris’s life and it was hard to believe that such luck existed.
“I am so ready to get lost with you,” Nat lovingly confessed. They'd have private rooms in over forty cities. Drinks at bars on rooftops during different sunsets.
The gift of love and of time sat before them, more promising and shiny than anything new.
Author’s Note
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