“Then angel, I want you to take my gift to you and enjoy making me yours, I want to be sore and wet when you finish, that taken then we fuck all night. Hard and long, quick then slow and I want you to enjoy me and everything I intend to do to you. I want you Sam and I can’t wait much longer, nice as the other stuff is I need this.” I’d had my hand down his now opened pants, for a while, he felt so good in my hand. I thumbed over the smooth cap and my nail skimmed the inside of its slit, he gasped. “I want you to take me and rock my world, I want you to teach me things and I want this soon please Sam, yes I’m begging because I want to give myself to you to show you how much I love you, just you Sam.”
I had my hand around him and began pumping him harder, he moaned in my ear. Someone passed and I stopped although hidden, we're not in a soundproof room, but I still didn’t want to be caught, with my hands in his pants. He gasped as I continued to pump him harder, enjoying me rubbing the escaped juices into the end with my thumb. He was so near, but someone was still listening as we talked, and as Sam could finish himself off, I had to stop.
“Michelle, you stopped baby. Yes, we will and soon, really soon I need to be inside you, I want to, I need to be shit Michelle I want you now.” His tongue delved deep within my mouth, his kisses as ever wonderful he held the back of my neck with one hand as he did, and the other running up my silk stockings. This was so nice. I smiled and left him hanging, returning to our table. He came back a five minutes later still smiling. He was playing with my thigh moving his hand up to my sex, rubbing the sensitive spot. He was turning me on at a dinner table full of his family. Revenge by Sam oh hell yes but not here and right by Aunty.
“There’s a time and a place Sam, please stop, I’m coming, please baby not in front of everyone.” He stopped, kissed me and smiled. I finished my wine. I needed a distraction, my sex was thumping and needed relief, he almost had me coming at the table, and he would pay for that. Offered more wine, which I drank as I talked. I had a few too many glasses of that too. Sam tried to stop me drinking, but aunty kept pouring.
“She will be fine Samuel she is with us and will be fine, stop worrying. She has had a horrid couple of days, because of the family.” He agreed.
“Looks like I will be carrying my girl home. Return the favour she had to get me home and put me to bed on her own, apparently I was a lot worse than her.”
“He was damn hard work he lost all control of his legs and he was so funny and loud.” He gave my lips a soft kiss, and whispered he loved me again. They both laughed I just held his hand under the table. I started talking to Jimmy.
“Oh Jimmy Ellie’s coming with me tomorrow after class only thing is someone’s going to have to see her home. I told her mum you would, that’s all right isn’t it, you will won’t you?” He blushed.
“Erg yes I can’t see that being a problem.” He was grinning. The meal finished and the mini bus came to pick us up. I can’t remember how much I had to drink, but I’d had more than enough. Zoe was going home alone in her own taxi, and Andy was going to a club he liked. She didn’t want to go, so as the sulking had been going on all night she drank more and unlike me, I’m chatty she was really catty, which was noticed by everyone. Andy I think was at the end of his tether with her drinking, this was the first time Sam had seen me drunk and as my head hurt, it would be the last time too.
“Fancy the rest of the night, cuddled in bed Missy?”
“Let me think about it Sam, sex or cuddles? Sex please, but will stick with the cuddles, but not for much longer Sam, you have been warned.” The wine had gone to my head, I was so tired, I yawned, and Sam pulled me on to his lap. I put my head on his shoulder hugged him. I don’t remember getting home or going to bed, because I fell asleep in his lap.
My girl is a funny drunk as she chatters on and on, and had Aunty in stitches at the dinner table, putting Andy in his place about whispering at table, I laughed too when she mentioned we were talking about her periods, bloody hell she only had one the other week! I can’t wait another week not now.
As she clung to me in the cab on the way home I looked at her pretty face and wanted to make love to her as soon as we got home. When we got in I carried her to aunties bed, I undressed her as she was passed out cold, I removed the stockings and the belt and bra and threw my tee shirt over them, as I did she held my face to hers and kissed me and then passed out again! My baby does not drink. She too is a happy talkative drunk, and just my talkative drunk.
I need a cold, cold shower, as she starts playing with herself as I watch her I get a sudden urge to be doing that to her, she’s saying my name over and over oh wow I join her, as I have the biggest hard on watching her, I match her move for move and as we find our own release, she smiles and hugs my pillow, umm tomorrow should be a memorable night…
“Hello you, is something worrying you and keeping you up?” I’d woken to find Sam sitting in the chair looking at me. He got in bed and kissed me.
“Just watching my girl sleep, I didn’t want to wake you, you looked so peaceful.” He is so sweet and mine how lucky am I? My head aches, way too much wine drank and I may feel a little woozy in the morning.
“I’m still waiting for those cuddles I was promised.” He was at my side and just held me, his warm breath felt on my neck as he rained down kisses on it. I wanted the sex I asked for, but my head hurts and sleep beckons.
“Night Mi cielo, I love you.” I nestled against his chest as he curled the hair around his finger sighing as he did still kissing my neck tenderly.
“Right back at you angel, I love you more.” Lots more.
I woke first and sat watching him as he slept for a while, watching his chest rise and fall and the sweet murmurs coming from the lips, the same ones I wanted to kiss, but I’d really bad, drink fuelled, morning breathe, so I left him sleeping and grabbed my pill from my bag and had a quick shower and helping myself to some things from Kim’s room. Aunty was coming from another room.
“Good morning, sleep well? Kim said you were to help yourself to whatever you need.” I smiled as she rubbed her temples.
“Thanks I have done, I slept very well, though I do have a bit of a headache, too much wine I think, because I can’t remember getting home?” We were both laughing, at the wine fuelled memory loss.
“You and me both dear, good night though. We must do that again soon. Is Samuel up?” I nodded he was staring as I left the room.
“Tell him, we need a word when he’s ready.” I smiled said ok and went to change. I returned to the room.
“Aunty wants a word, angel. Did you sleep well?”
“I always sleep well when I’m wrapped in your arms, you talked in your sleep last night, and I agree with everything you said.” I looked at him and laughed.
“I don’t sleep talk at all, what did I say?”
“Umm, that we are going to be happy and that you love me, only me and wow. Oh and you have a hot boyfriend.” I blushed actually, blushed.
“Well, that’s a goddamn lie. I don’t got’s me a boyfriend, I got’s me a fiancé.” Spoken in an American Deep Southern drawl, he laughed as he threw on his clothes. I changed. Sam went to see what they wanted.
“Argh Samuel, please sit, good night last night we must do it more regularly now, and enjoy the comforts Papa wanted for us, I don’t know how to broach the subject, as it’s well a tad delicate?”
“Just say what’s on your mind Aunty please!” She handed me a pack of dated pills and as I looked I am puzzled, what are they?
“I found those Sam as I made the bed yesterday and Michelle she hasn’t taken her birth control pills, are you trying for a baby Son?” I looked at the pack and there were indeed three missing? Shit is she forcing my hand, when she doesn’t need to? Hell the trust issues are raising their fucking heads again, why is she doing that, I want her not kids just yet. I need to speak to her.
“I don’t know she said she was taking them, so I can’t tell you, I just know she is the one for me and if s
he want’s children then, well we will look at it, but we have things to do and see first, Aunty don’t worry please she was the one I wanted months ago. Having children with her was I thought way down the line, but well we will see. Mum yes we will have children eventually I’d hoped after we got married.”
Mum smiles and pats my hand. I need to speak to Michelle, how the fuck do I ask her without blowing my stack at her stupidity into trying to trap me, when I’m already in love with her, and she has no need to do it, not that being ensnared by Michelle would be a bad thing, but so not necessary I love her already and want the wedding to happen as soon as possible? I must look worried because Aunty has me in one of her bear hugs.
“Are you sure, this is what you want, Sam?”
“I have never been surer in my life, she makes me happy and everything’s been better for us all since she’s been part of my life, our lives.”
“She certainly is a breath of fresh air, I find her to be a wonderful miracle, sent to sort us out, she is such a wonder and she adores you Emma, and Sam’s right, she’s changed things for the better.”
“I need to see to my girl, and get ready for later, are you two going to be alright in London? The taxi is coming to take you to the train, your seats are in first class and a car will be picking you up for the hotel, Andy’s chap down there will be picking you up and taking you wherever you need to go, just relax and enjoy yourself. Mum the new dresses I got you will look nice, I just want you to have a good weekend and relax. Can you do that for me?”
“We will Son. Are you doing anything nice?” I smile, taking my girls gift and making us complete Mum, yeah definitely doing something nice, I need to buy condoms too, I don’t want children just yet, I want it to be me and her for a while, sex morning noon and night and trips and passion, we can’t do that with children at our waist or can we? Nope just us two for a few years…
“I think I will be having a nice weekend, I may take Michelle out for the day too, and I may even get her to buy a bloody engagement ring finally!”
“I have lots she can choose from, I’d like her to have one of mine, as they have spent years in Allison’s bank. They need to be worn by Michelle.”
“I want her to have her own ring, but thank you Mum, I’m sure you can give her stuff later, we have all the time in the world for that she isn’t going anywhere ever!”
Hell, a bloody ring, I like my ring… I just caught the tail end of that conversation, what the hell were they discussing before I got there, it seemed very fraught and possibly deep? I went back upstairs made the bed, hung the clothes up for tonight. Taking his shirt downstairs as it needed ironing.
“Hello you lot I’ve just had a thought Jimmy will need some clothes for tonight.” Andy had gone back to the house and sorted clothes out for himself, and brought Sam a load of things too. They would be fine. They were looking at moving back home soon and Andy had, had the locks changed. The police were coming to put a panic button in on Monday a phone too had been installed for Emma’s safety, for when the lads were out. I still didn’t want her to go back, but Emma loved her house, and her neighbours, who had been there for her throughout those horrid years.
Dennis’s stuff had been packed and left at a watering hole for him, he had been given a police caution and he was told he could go nowhere near, his family, the house, nor me.
“We can go get him some things, if you want? Pick him up from college and take him clothes shopping, I bet he won’t like it though.” I went for my bag and Aunty gave us a lift to college, they would be gone when we got back so we had hugs and kisses from Emma, before we left. I bumped into Miss Wane.
“Argh good your here, we are having a practice in half an hour, see you then.” I looked at Sam.
“I need to run home and get changed wait here for Jimmy, and I will be two ticks, oh hockey with a hangover cheers. Good job I only live a few yards away.” I went to my room and changed into my kit. Mum wasn’t in so I left her a note. Telling her, I would be back some time Saturday for Kelly’s party. I hadn’t spent a lot of time at home this past week or so. I packed some things in a bag for changing into and for a couple of days at Aunties, damn the sexy stuff Sam got me, get an outing hell it feels soft and nice? I headed back and they were both waiting for me.
“Hi, Jimmy you ready to shop? We need to have you looking smart for your date.” Sam smiled at me.
“We are going to go shopping and will meet you back here, are you alright?” I'm being shouted at to pad up and I get a last kiss.
“Yeah, see you later, I will wait for you.” He copped a feel of my bum and gave me a kiss. “Sam, I have the night stuff you bought me in the bag wanna see it modelled later?” I whispered into his ear.
“Fuck yes baby, I thought you’d pack your reindeer pjs just to piss me off? See you in a bit Missy. I love you.” I smiled and kissed his face whispering again in his ear as I nibbled his lobe!
“I may be in my birthday suit, have you a problem with that?” He grinned. Shook his head and he and Jimmy left me to my beloved hockey. Oh my head ached, no more wine ever for me. I padded up.
Jimmy and I left Michelle to play her beloved hockey. I watched her as she disappeared into the changing rooms, Jimmy hitting my head and laughing as he does so, ouch the little shit. He smiles as I watch her backside walk away, then I notice he is watching it too!
“Erm, eyes away from my girls bum Jimmy!” He laughs again!
“I’ve been watching that backside a damn sight longer than you big brother, so shut it! She will be here when we get back, because I think she seems to like you a bit. Good job Mum didn’t pass that alcove last night, you two were enjoying yourselves in.” Shit, it had been Jimmy listening, crap and we were so discrete, well nearly, and yeah I suppose he has been watching her a long time!
“We got carried away, too much wine and stuff, she’s damn hard to keep my hands off, and quit watching her bum please!” I think I’m blushing again. I don’t spend as much time with Jimmy as I should, and that’s my fault not his. Michelle is right he’s very different away from dad. He smiles in my direction.
“Right Jimmy let’s kit you out, I think my little brother needs everything new. I guess I have to thank him properly for falling for my girl!”
“You don’t have to thank me, just look after her Sam, she’s really special, and I’m still not sure if you’re right for her, she isn’t to be treated like the others. Shit she’s already different than the others, you brought her home and have yet to screw the shit out of her and dumped her. Your not are you going to dump her?”
“No, sorry to disappoint you James Robert, not any time soon, that is your new sister and soon to be my wife! I know I was a dick before, but that’s behind me, well behind me. I’m sorry for falling for the same girl Jimmy, but I… Well I really love her, really I do and well…” He thumps my shoulder!
“Enough I get the picture she’s different and you’re in love, just don’t screw up, or that’s your next sister, brother!” I laugh, as I know he means it! We headed to the first shop, Burtons where he looked at things putting them back and picking them up again.
“What’s the matter Jimmy?” He looked worried.
“Sam things are really expensive.” I laughed.
“Pay me back when you get your black card.” I went along the rails putting things across his arms. He was loaded down with trousers jeans and shirts. I looked at other things he needed too, putting everything on the counter adding shoes socks, underwear, and tee shirts.
“Right can you ring this lot up for me please?” Jimmy looked in shock as the bags were filled and they were handed to him, the assistant charged my card and I signed.
“Do you not check the prices Sam?” I hadn’t done it before why start now?
“No, but Michelle does. She hates shopping with me and she moans about the cost and how I spend money like its water.” I smiled at the thought of her trying to pay for things.
“Does she know you have money
then Sam?” I looked at him and smiled. Don’t tell me he thinks she’s in it for the money too?
“She knows I have money, not how much and she’s not interested! Twice I’ve bought her dresses and twice she’s had a Missy-fit, she’s even given me the money back for some of the things I’ve bought her.” He smiled. “That’s what she was giving me back that day, money for a dress I bought her, just to stop her shouting at me for getting drunk.” He laughed and picked up his bags.
“She was never the best dressed at school, or college, when she’s not in her chef gear, its jeans and tee shirts normally, and that backside of hers is… Sorry I got carried away, she’s always clean and tidy though, she has spruced herself up lot since being with you, and she wears nicer things.” I hadn’t thought about it, but she had said her wardrobe consisted of a lot more dresses.
“Her grandparents all spoil her. Especially her Gramps, he’s bought her a load for college, he was fed up of her in boy clothes too. I have bought her a few things, though she gets too pissed and the arguments aren’t worth it. Girls are such hard work.” He laughed.
“I could have warned you about Michelle’s melt downs. They were legendary at school, she didn’t have them a lot, but when she did run... She got picked on a lot and they pushed her to the point of hitting out, but even that’s stopped since she met you, you make her stronger for some reason?” I laughed, I’d been on the receiving end of her temper a lot recently, but I even liked those days with her. The making up was fun and seeing her passion when she fights for something she cares about is nice. “Sam, Dad’s going to be gunning for her you know that don’t you? Never leave her on her own. Though she isn’t frightened of him, and she ran rang rings round him the other day, when she punched his nose he nearly fell over, she really had me fooled I thought her Dad was on his way around, we have to look after her Sam, she doesn’t know what a psycho he is.”
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