carrying the single suitcase of the little bit of clothing she owns. We made it to the car with not a word spoken to each other. I tried to help her put her suitcase in but she just shoved me out of the way. I drove us down to the hospital convincing myself that this indeed was the best solution. I pulled up in front the hospital and saw Natalie’s probation officer waiting for us outside. I turned towards Natalie who was just staring outside the car window.
“You know it’s just a forty five minute drive from my place. I can still see you every day if you would like.”
“Well if you weren’t doing this Alex you could see me every day, but you know what this is your decision, so no thank you this is the last time you will ever see me. Ever!”
Before I could get a word in Natalie jumped out of the car and slammed the door shut. I looked over to her probation officer who gave me a nod of reassurance. I gave a small quick smile back and watched as Natalie walked in to the hospital which would serve to be her home for the next five years. I slowly made my way out of the parking, and made my way home.
After a month of insanity I finally feel free from burden. I know it sounds horrible but putting my sister here makes me think that my life will be better. Before I let myself get a chance to breakdown into tears I make it home as fast as possible to dive under the covers and fall in to a pit a depression. I flop down onto the bed and pull the covers over my head to block out any light making its way into my room. The last thing to cross my mind before I drift off is Natalie, Matt, and Jack all standing in my room staring down at me.
I stood in my new room surrounded by white walls, white floor, white bed linen, and hell I’m even wearing bloody white clothing. I stare out the window watching the world move on while I’m stuck in this nightmare. I can’t believe that Alexandra put me I this place. After everything I did for her! I saved her ass from Matt and Jack from actually hurting her. I stop them. She will soon know the wrath of what I can really do. How I can really make her suffer. I can make her burn! Oh the things I could have done to Alex all those nights were she slept peacefully, just one little slip of my knife. I will show her what real justice is.
I will show her revenge.
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