Medieval Romantic Legends

by Kathryn Le Veque

  Edgar raised his eyebrows. “I think we’re done here.”

  Walter called to them from the stairs below. “Is everything all right up there?”

  “Prisoner’s giving us a bit of trouble,” Myrddin said, in as gruff a voice as he could manage and speaking in Saxon, the language of the guards.

  “I’ll come up.” Walter’s feet sounded on the steps. They had ten seconds to prepare.

  Without Myrddin having to say anything, Edgar leapt to a position on one side of the archway that led to the stairs while Myrddin occupied the other. Nell stood some ten feet away in the middle of the room, just in front of the ladder that led upwards. For a count of three, she waited, her hands twisting in her skirt. Walter spied her with five steps to go to the top and then bounded up the rest.

  “Madam!”

  That was all he managed to say before Myrddin wrapped his arm around Walter’s neck. Edgar pressed the knife to his breastbone. In the end, however, he didn’t have to use it. Walter lost consciousness and slumped against Myrddin, who lowered him to the ground.

  Then he turned to Edgar. “You sent a letter to Arthur ap Uther.”

  “I did.” Edgar had started to ease away from Nell and Myrddin, as if unsure of his safety, but now he arrested his movement.

  “Was it sincere?”

  Edgar coughed and laughed at the same time. “Was it? Do I even know? It doesn’t matter now. Agravaine sends men to intercept the king. He’s emptying the castle of his knights and men-at-arms in pursuit of this endeavor.”

  “It isn’t too late to warn him,” Myrddin said to Nell. “If we leave now, I can ride hard to the church.”

  “It is too late,” Edgar said. “Agravaine has been communicating with King Arthur in my name for three days. The meeting will occur in less than an hour’s time. He told me of it last night. As Nell entered my room, I saw that Agravaine’s second-in-command had gathered his men in the bailey of the castle. They left in the time we were occupied in talking.”

  Myrddin spun on his heel and strode through the open doorway to Edgar’s cell and then to the window. “The devil take him. We are too late.” He swung around to Edgar. “Has Agravaine gone too? Does he lead them?”

  “Does the man fight himself? Ever?” Edgar gave a laugh that came out an ironic snort. “Of course not. He’s too important to tarnish his sword with Welsh blood.”

  Myrddin had heard enough. “Do you want to get out of here?”

  “And damn the consequences?” Edgar said. “Yes. I never intended, as Agravaine does, to murder my uncle. I do not want his death on my conscience.”

  “Then let’s go.” Myrddin covered the distance to the stairwell in a few steps, glad he didn’t have to kill the Saxon lord.

  They hurried down the stairs to the second floor, and then to the first. Before they continued to the kitchen, Myrddin held out a hand to stop his companions. Huw had been dining in the great hall but, if Peter had left with the rest of the garrison, there was no telling where Huw’d got to.

  Myrddin peered around the doorway that led to the hall, looking for his son. The tables were deserted as Edgar had warned they would be. Only two men remained: Huw—his back to the fire—and another man. The man’s voice had risen, berating Huw while Huw shifted from one foot to another, pained and uncomfortable. Myrddin recognized the tone. Damn it! Agravaine.

  Huw didn’t acknowledge Myrddin other than with a flicked finger, held down low at his side. Understanding, Myrddin waved him off and retreated around the corner, furious at the cock-up this mission had become, and running through potential ways to rescue his son. “Huw needs help.”

  “Let me see.” Nell peered around the corner before he could stop her. Almost immediately, she popped her head back, her face drained of all color.

  “What is it?” Edgar said.

  “That man.” Her breath choked her.

  “You recognize him?” Myrddin said. “Have you seen him?”

  “No.” Nell switched to Welsh. “I didn’t have to. But I know him. He’s one of the men at St. Asaph. He was one of the knights who escaped.”

  Christ.

  Meanwhile Edgar, not understanding their words, even if their tension was evident, had taken a quick glance through the doorway. “It’s Agravaine. It would be better if he didn’t see me.”

  They needed to get out right now. “Go through the kitchen,” Myrddin said. “Bring the horses into the bailey. I’ll send Huw to join you, and then I’ll meet you as soon as I can.”

  Nell grabbed his arm. “No, Myrddin! We can’t leave you here!”

  “I’ll be fine.” Myrddin spoke in Welsh as she had, for her ears, not Edgar’s. “I don’t wish to die. I have a life with you to look forward to. I’ll meet you. I promise.”

  Nell clasped his hand tightly. “I’m not ready for this. We’ve had so little time!”

  “What are you going to do?” Edgar said.

  “Rescue Huw.” Myrddin looked at Edgar over Nell’s shoulder. “And maybe kill Agravaine.”

  Edgar appeared amused at that, but not Nell, who’d regained control of herself again. “Don’t be an idiot. King Arthur is more important now.”

  She was right, of course. Myrddin pulled her to him in a brief hug and then let her go. Edgar grasped her arm. “I’ll take care of her.”

  They turned from Myrddin, hurrying down the stairs to the kitchen. Once they moved, Myrddin strode from the stairwell. Agravaine was focused on Huw but Myrddin hadn’t walked five paces before he drew Agravaine’s attention.

  For his part, Agravaine paled at the sight of Myrddin and stopped speaking in mid-sentence. He stood with his mouth open, staring. “You!”

  Myrddin checked his stride. Agravaine stepped backwards towards the fireplace, distancing himself from both Huw and Myrddin. He yanked his sword from its sheath and held it out, keeping them both at bay. Meanwhile, Huw sidled sideways towards Myrddin.

  “What are you doing here?” Agravaine said. “You shouldn’t be here!”

  “Have we met?” Myrddin came to a halt ten paces from Agravaine.

  “You should be at the church!” Agravaine said. “I’ve seen you there!”

  Agravaine’s words hung in the air, the echo of them twisting between them—and, in a single heartbeat, upended Myrddin’s world. He’d thought himself unique all these years until he found Nell. And yet, even with their union, it had never occurred to either of them that they were not alone in their seeing. That there could be others like them. The implications were staggering.

  “Get the horses, Huw. Get out of here.” Myrddin drew his sword to match Agravaine and pointed it at him.

  “But—”

  “Now!” Myrddin said. “Nell will explain.”

  “Yes, sir,” he said, and Myrddin was grateful that he didn’t say ‘father’ and reveal to Agravaine their connection.

  Huw walked quickly towards the stairs and disappeared down them.

  “You’ve seen me there?” Myrddin said to Agravaine, once they were alone.

  Agravaine brought up his chin, his eyes blazing. “You’ve died every night in my dreams since I was a boy.” And then amended, “until recently.”

  Dear God, to borrow Nell’s favorite phrase. Myrddin’s stomach curdled with a strange sort of sympathy for Agravaine, which he immediately gagged down.

  Agravaine didn’t share it. “You’re nothing but a trouble-maker. I should have known as my dreams became more confused these last weeks, and then ceased to come at all, that something was wrong.”

  “If you knew what was to come, why harm the woman at St. Asaph?” Myrddin said. “What did that gain you?”

  “Why not take her? I knew the future.”

  Myrddin took a step back, involuntarily distancing himself from Agravaine’s amorality. Agravaine had been haunted all his life, just as Myrddin and Nell had been. But in Agravaine’s case, the result had been a life without consequences.

  “You’re a child.” Agravaine’s sneer was affixed
permanently to his lips. “There is so much you don’t know.”

  At that, Myrddin refocused on Agravaine’s words and stepped towards him again. “If that’s true, then we can help each other. We can pool our knowle—”

  Agravaine cut Myrddin off, shouting his disbelief. “I need nothing from you!” He brandished his sword at Myrddin, ready to fight even if Myrddin wasn’t.

  Realizing that Agravaine was in earnest, and that he couldn’t consider him an ally of any kind, Myrddin met Agravaine’s blade with his own. The swords rang out as they clashed, and then the men backed off from one another.

  “So how did you discover who I was?” Myrddin said. “Did Cai tell you?”

  Agravaine’s eyes glinted with amusement now instead of anger. “I have always known your name and your allegiance, of course. I just missed you at Rhuddlan. I shouldn’t have talked Cai out of running you through at the first opportunity.”

  Myrddin had heard enough. The dreams might have overtaken Agravaine’s reason, but he was still powerful. He still stood between Myrddin and the exit. “The king isn’t going to that church alone, you know.” Myrddin advanced on Agravaine.

  Agravaine laughed. “You think you can prevent his death?” His query echoed off the walls of the empty hall. “You can’t. I imagine he’s dead already!”

  At these final words, he attacked, driving at Myrddin with all his strength. Myrddin fell back, stepping away from him and allowing him to expend his energy unnecessarily. Every defense a swordsman made should have an attack associated with it, and as Myrddin parried his blow, he positioned himself more strongly.

  Then, when Myrddin caught Agravaine’s cross guard with the tip of his own weapon, the movement pulled the sword down and away from Myrddin, and he took the opportunity to close the distance between them. He wanted Agravaine on the ground and his sword in his throat.

  But Agravaine was too quick and spun away. The two men clashed swords again—four, five, six times—and with every movement, Myrddin allowed Agravaine to push him closer to the door of the hall. This couldn’t go on much longer before a member of the garrison—one of the few left in the castle—would hear, and then Myrddin would be outnumbered. Anxious to put an end to it, desiring Agravaine’s death, but not willing to die himself to achieve it, Myrddin contemplated making a run for it.

  At that moment, one of Agravaine’s boots slid on a piece of abandoned food that a diner had dropped on the floor. The rush mats provided a poor footing, almost as bad as muddy grass. It was ignoble of Myrddin, and he knew it, but as Agravaine went down on one knee, Myrddin moved in, batted Agravaine’s sword to one side with his gauntleted left hand, and drove his own sword through the man’s midsection.

  Agravaine fell backwards, his breath guttering as he lost air. Myrddin ripped his sword from Agravaine’s body and then kicked Agravaine’s fallen sword away. It went skidding underneath a nearby table. Without a second look, Myrddin turned to the door, wiping his sword on the edge of his cloak as he did so, and then sheathed it on the run. He didn’t want to reveal to all who might see him that he was fleeing from the aftermath of a fight, and that a Saxon lord lay dying in the muck of the hall.

  When Myrddin burst through the great doors and into the bailey, Edgar, Huw, and Nell were passing between the main gates out of the castle. Each sat astride their own horse, while Huw led Cadfarch.

  Myrddin called in Saxon, on the off-chance that avoiding Welsh might give him a few more seconds before the guards caught on that he was an enemy. “Wait!”

  Myrddin raced down the steps towards the gatehouse and across the courtyard. Nell had turned her head at Myrddin’s call but the others didn’t notice him until he threw himself onto Cadfarch’s back, delighted to have had such a close shave and survived again—and also knowing that the delight was a mirage, a false emotion that would fade as soon as the fire inside left him.

  As he’d hoped, the guards had seen him coming but hadn’t known if they should block his path. Usually their charge was to prevent people from entering the castle, not leaving it. Besides, no hue and cry rose from the hall, and Lord Edgar, whom the guards would expect to be able to come and go as he pleased, rode at Myrddin’s side.

  At a steady canter, they left the castle, moving into a gallop once they came down from the gatehouse. They traveled the mile between the gatehouse and the bridge across the Irfon River in short order. It was distressingly dark by the time they crossed it, at which point Edgar pulled up.

  “I cannot ride farther with you,” he said. “Tell King Arthur, if he lives, that I would talk with him, but not here. Not now. I must first speak to Lord Modred.”

  “What was that?” Myrddin’s heart was still beating hard since he hadn’t recovered fully from the fight or his flight from it. He forced himself to take a deep breath and encompass what Edgar was saying. “Do you think Modred doesn’t know of the letter you sent? I assure you he does! Agravaine suspected you of treason. You cannot doubt that Modred does too!”

  “Modred confirmed me in my lordship,” Edgar said. “He deserves to hear my concerns from me. He needs to know that Agravaine seeks only his own power.”

  “Not anymore,” Myrddin said. “To bring the news of Agravaine’s death will not make you welcome in Modred’s court.”

  “And yet I must go,” Edgar said, “and accept the consequences of doing what is right. I am my father’s son.”

  The man was too noble for his own good. Turning from Edgar, Myrddin and Nell faced off in the growing darkness. “What would you have me do?” Myrddin said.

  She shook her head, looking from him to Edgar and back again without an answer.

  Edgar stepped in. “I have a manor house not five miles from here. I will shelter Nell and Huw there until such a time as it is safe to send them to you.”

  Nell put out a hand to Myrddin. “We’ll be fine on the road—especially given my habit—while you, a Welsh knight, will not. Find King Arthur. He is alive. I know it. And then we’ll find you. Huw and I will come to the Abbey, as we agreed.”

  “I can’t leave you,” Myrddin said. “Agravaine’s men—”

  “Were met by ours, Myrddin,” she said, and then switched to Welsh. “The king is alive. Even if he went to the church, even if Agravaine has tricked him into going, Cedric’s men would have arrived in time to save him.”

  “All right.” Myrddin nodded, wanting her to be right, wanting to believe that the future they’d envisioned together would really come to pass.

  “Did you say Cedric?” Edgar said, catching the reference. “What has he to do with this?”

  “We’re not yet sure.” Myrddin turned back to Nell. “Don’t do anything stupid.”

  “I wouldn’t,” she said.

  He reached for her, pulling Cadfarch close to her horse so he could kiss her.

  Edgar muttered under his breath. “Some nun.”

  “They’re married,” Huw said.

  “Of course they are,” Edgar said, deadpan.

  Myrddin released Nell who shot Edgar an amused look. Then Myrddin held out a hand to Huw, who grasped his forearm as one knight to another. “Take care of each other.” Myrddin wasn’t used to caring so much about the immediate prospects of survival for people other than Arthur, but fear for Huw and Nell roiled his gut.

  “I will, Father,” Huw said.

  Edgar threw up his hands in mock exasperation.

  “I love you, Myrddin,” Nell said.

  Myrddin nodded, unable to speak through the knot in his throat. All three turned away. Myrddin watched them until they disappeared around a bend in the road. The ache in his chest flamed higher until it burned him. And then it went out as cold certainty set in. Nell might hold hope in her heart still, but with her absence, Myrddin couldn’t share it.

  Turning Cadfarch’s head, he acknowledged that it was better that Huw and Nell were out of it. To the east was Mercia and, for all intents and purposes, peace. The danger was to the west. Alone, he could make better time and a
pproach the church more circumspectly. If Agravaine’s men had attacked King Arthur’s, there was nothing Myrddin, as one man, could do to help them. At this point, he’d just be happy to find the king had stayed in bed, even if all his other plans had come to nothing.

  Then Myrddin cursed himself for the questions he had forgotten to ask Agravaine, not that he would have answered: first and foremost, how many of the dangers that faced the king were his doing? The attack on Garth Celyn? On Cedric? Ah well. Too late now. The man is dead.

  It was less than two miles from the Irfon Bridge to St. Cannen’s Church. The road kept close to the Cam River and Myrddin followed it. The river rushed by, not quite in flood, and the wind howled in the trees, blowing the snow directly into Myrddin’s face. The weather raged around him, but as he approached the churchyard, the strife of men drowned out all else. Up ahead, shouts came in Saxon and Welsh. As Myrddin got closer, a great column of smoke rose into the air. It flew above his head, a dark smudge blowing east. The smell of death and mortified flesh enveloped him.

  Retreating to the safety of the trees that lined the river, Myrddin bowed his head and closed his eyes, a sickening horror in his stomach. Sure enough, after a short wait, a troop of men—thirty at least—marched around the corner, coming from the church. They bore torches that lit up the night as their light was reflected off the snow on the ground and in the air and the white clouds above their heads.

  The trees and the darkness beyond the torchlight hid Myrddin. Even without the protective trees, the troop made so much noise they wouldn’t have noticed Myrddin if he’d shouted. Several of the men in the lead whooped and called their triumph.

  One call rose above every other, this one in Saxon: “He is dead at last!”

  Not all the men were so exuberant. Towards the tail end of the company, five or six men rode straight and solemn. Every so often, one of them glanced upwards and Myrddin gagged at what rose above their heads: A severed head bobbed on a pike, blood matting the dark hair, a grisly testament to their accomplished task.

  They passed Myrddin without a glance. He stayed in the trees, doing nothing, too late to save his king. When they’d gone, vanishing into the whirling snow, Myrddin directed Cadfarch towards the ruin of all his hopes. Men and horses had packed the snow in the clearing in front of the church so the blood stains showed clearly where they’d pooled on the icy ground. Here and there, grass poked through the snow where a heel had dug into the earth, evidence that men had dragged other men across it.