by Adele Huxley
Contents
Devoted to the Blizzard
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Dedication
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Epilogue
Troubled - A Prequel
Trapped with the Blizzard
Thank you!
Excerpt from The Billionaire's Power Trip
Excerpt from A Wicked Desire
Devoted
to the
Blizzard
by Adele Huxley
This book is work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental. This book contains explicit material and is intended for readers 18 years or older.
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Other books by Adele Huxley
The Tellure Hollow Series
Caught by the Blizzard
Saved by the Blizzard
Devoted to the Blizzard
Troubled
Trapped with the Blizzard
The Billionaire’s Power Trip Series
Books 1 - 5
The Kael Family Series
A Wicked Desire
A Wicked Decision
A Wicked Devotion
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Dedication
To Whitney, Niki, and Ali who made New Zealand the trip of a lifetime. Meet you all there for a pint and Fergburger soon!
Hello dear reader! Just a quick note… Liz and Bryan met a few years ago under some particularly stressful circumstances. I’d explain but, well… it’d ruin the surprise! While Devoted to the Blizzard is a standalone novel, you might want to also check out the beginning of their story in Caught by the Blizzard and Saved by the Blizzard. Thank you for reading, enjoy! - Adele
My eyes stung with sweat. My thighs, calves, and ass burned with an unholy pain that I thought would never end. Every part of me desperately fought the urge to give up, to collapse. I loudly cried out through gritted teeth and prayed to every deity I could think of to release me from this torture. Worst of all, there was a tiny woman in front of me screaming words of encouragement.
“Twenty more seconds! You can do it. You’ve got this,” my tormentor cheered.
I growled a pained response, pressing my chin to my chest. That slight movement forced me to correct my balance, wiggling and correcting until I found a steady spot again. For over a minute, I’d stood on an exercise ball, holding myself at a ninety degree weighted squat position. The gray torture device beneath me wobbled and fought my control. It was like trying to stand on a log in the middle of a swiftly moving river or an animal attempting to throw me from its back. Through sheer will, I fought and regained my equilibrium.
“Five, four, three, two, one!” Janet counted, a clap punctuating each number.
I ungracefully jumped from the ball, and let the heavy padded bar roll from my shoulders, landing on the floor with a thud. I tried to stay standing, resting my hands on my knees, sucking air deep into my lungs. My quivering leg muscles had a different idea and quickly collapsed beneath me. I fell hard to my hands and knees with a grunt.
“Liz, you have two minutes to recover and then we’re moving on to some core work.” I glared at my coach as I rolled onto my back. I didn’t have the breath to curse her, but you better believe that there were some choice words flowing through my mind.
My chest rose and fell quickly as I tried to catch my breath. Even in just a sports bra and shorts, the stifling heat of the gym was nearly unbearable. July in Colorado was no joke. My third summer in the Rockies and I still couldn’t believe how diverse the seasons were.
Janet crouched beside and handed me a cold bottle of water. Her short hair was damp with sweat as well, but she didn’t look at all fatigued. Fifteen years my senior, the woman was at least three times as fit as I was. “Good job on the balance ball.” That was the most praise Janet would ever hand out.
“Yeah, yeah,” I groaned, rolling back to a sitting position. I dumped a stream of refreshing water over my head before squirting some in my mouth. “I know you shortened the time. I bet Nicole can hold it for over two minutes.”
“Liz,” she sighed and stood, resting her hands on her hips. “You really can’t keep doing this to yourself. I work you much harder than anyone else I’ve ever trained. You and Bryan didn’t give me much choice with such a short amount of time. You should only think about beating yourself.”
I rolled my eyes. “You don’t believe that any more than I do. I know how competitive you are. Like you aren’t motivated by the image of standing on the tallest podium.”
“I’m actually hardest on myself. Thirty seconds left, by the way,” she said, grabbing the bottle and taking a swig.
I grumbled again, but climbed to my knees. I didn’t trust my legs enough to push up completely to standing yet. I slicked my wet hair back, flicking my ponytail irritably.
Janet crossed her arms and closely regarded me. “When you and Bryan hired me, I wasn’t sure I’d be able to get you in shape in under two years. But you did everything I asked of you and more. Now look at you.”
I saw a twinkle of humor in her golden brown eyes, but her face remained absolutely stoic. I couldn’t help but laugh. “Oh yeah, just look at me,” I replied, snapping the strap of my sports bra with a wet splat. “I wouldn’t go calling me a testament to your training quite yet.”
It earned a smirk before she glanced at her watch. “Roll over. We’re doing walking plank intervals.”
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Every time I returned from the gym, I barely had the strength to lift my arms. Every muscle in my upper body screamed in agony as I pushed the front door open, the heat of the cabin hitting me like the inside of an oven. I dropped my gym bag the second I was inside, wanting to flop beside it and take a nap.
“I’m home. Are you back yet?” I called out.
There was no response, but I heard the dull sound of the shower running. With a smile, I stiffly headed towards the bedroom, shedding my wet, smelly, revolting clothes as I went. It was like a Hansel and Gretel trail for sweat fetishists.
Fully naked, I eased the door to the bathroom op
en to see Bryan through the clear shower curtain. His eyes were closed as he rinsed the shampoo from his tangled mess of hair. The soapy water rolled down his muscular back and down his thick legs. After a moment watching him, I gently rapped on the door and dramatically cleared my throat.
Bryan pulled his head from the water, and wiped his face clear. “Hey you! Thought I heard something.”
“I could’ve been a serial killer,” I replied darkly.
I boldly strutted towards him. Aside from the scars under my breasts, I’d always been proudly confident of my body. Curves in all the right places, long legs, thick hair… my mom had blessed me genetically. But after all the conditioning I’d been doing to get ready for the race, my body had become something else entirely. Flat stomach, firm ass, legs made of steel… His eyes took me all in, and despite my exhaustion, I felt a twinge of excitement as I gazed back at his enticing naked frame.
“Don’t use up all the hot water,” I chided with an arched eyebrow.
He flung the curtain open, skin dripping wet. His newest scar, a few inches long and on the inside of his knee, was now rapidly fading from a red welt to a white streak. It was the latest attempt to get his body back in full working order. The others I barely noticed anymore, although I remembered the first time I’d seen them, the one at his hip in particular. It was like finding someone of the same species, a person whose past pain existed on the outside as well as in. “I wouldn’t dream of it.”
Climbing out of the tub, he pulled me into a hot, wet embrace. “I’m still all sweaty!” I squealed as he buried his face in my neck, his soft stubble scratching at my skin.
“I don’t care. I love your smell,” he growled against my shoulder.
“Probably not every smell,” I laughed, giving him a playful slap. I stepped into the still running shower and pulled the curtain shut behind me. I worked my muscles out under the hot water, digging the tips of my fingers painfully deep to release the tension. “How was physical therapy?” I asked.
“Fine, you know. How was training?” he asked as he toweled off.
I swallowed the self-doubt and shrugged. “Fine. Janet was a little Hitler, as usual.”
He laughed knowingly. “That’s why she gets paid the big bucks.”
I dipped my head under the water, wetting my hair. “I was thinking on the way home, does that make me a masochist? Paying someone to hurt me five days a week?”
Bryan’s chest rumbled with a low laugh. “I think that depends on whether or not you get off on it.”
“That’s a resounding no,” I replied as I peeked my head out of the curtain.
I groaned a little protest as he wrapped a towel around his waist. He held it low, the line of his stomach muscles disappearing below the fabric. Somehow, partially covered was sexier than fully naked. He grinned, oblivious to my dirty thoughts. “I tried to warn you but you were all like, I want to be a downhill skier. I want to compete. I’m gonna be the best,” he said in a sing-songy voice.
“Yeah, yeah,” I replied, flicking water at him over the railing. “I’m glad PT was good, though.”
“Uh huh. Hey, I’m gonna go make dinner. I’m guessing you’re hungry?”
“Freakin’ starving, thanks babe.”
He seems good today, I thought as I lathered up my hair. Like anyone, Bryan had his up and down days. Recently, I’d been sensing a lot more distance between us. Nothing I could put my finger on, not a thing I could even question him about. We were slightly out of sync, a fraction of a step apart, and I wasn’t sure what had thrown us off rhythm. Even so, I tried not to worry about it much.
Twenty minutes later, I gratefully curled up on the sofa while Bryan finished making dinner. The delicious smells from the kitchen permeated the small cabin. Still sore and muscle weak, but at least clean, a warm exhaustion pulsed through my body. With the lack of air conditioning in the small house, I’d immediately sprouted a fresh sweat as soon as I’d stepped out of the shower. Like I said, Colorado summers were a real bitch.
We lived a simple life. Our TV still had an antenna and box fans that were older than me cooled the house at night. We even shared one beat up old pick up, the one Bryan had when he first came back to Tellure Hollow. After all the drama with Kayla and Rick faded away, I found myself welcomed by the Tellure Hollow community. The way of life suited me here.
“Do I have enough time to play a game?” I asked as I pinned my hair up, getting it off my neck.
“Yeah, probably,” he replied, his back to me as he stood at the stove.
I grabbed my tablet off the table. Instead of loading up my solitaire, I headed to the ESPN website. Making sure that Bryan was completely distracted, his shoulders hunched over the stove, I scanned the front page. After too many blowups, we’d both decided looking at anything pre-race should be considered a trigger, and something to be avoided. But like a bad addiction, I couldn’t keep away. Most of the time nothing riled me up, but not that afternoon.
I instantly locked onto her name. Nicole Drexel. My heartbeat immediately sped up and a buzzing, sickening sensation bloomed in my stomach. My finger hovered over the news story. I knew full well I shouldn’t read it, that reading it would do me no good whatsoever, but I had to indulge the compulsion. After another quick, guilty check to make sure Bryan wasn’t looking, I pulled up the article.
Drexel in Top Shape
Coach reports personal bests and clear focus.
In preparation for the upcoming New Zealand Alpine Championships, U.S. skier Nicole Drexel is pulling out all the stops. Training at an undisclosed location in South America, the 24-year-old is ready to prove she’s back to fighting strength after rupturing her ACL last year.
“I’m excited to get back out there and prove I’m the best the U.S. has to offer. I’ve put everything into my training, and the numbers are starting to show all my hard work,” Drexel said.
When asked about break-out competitor Liz Croyden, Drexel had this to say. “Everyone knows my story, and they know I’m not worried about anything or anyone. Of course, life would be easier if I had a blizzard padding my way down the mountain, but I don’t have that luxury.”
Drexel, along with competitors from a dozen countries, will compete in Queenstown, New Zealand later next month.
My ears rang. Blood pumped through my veins like it was on fire. I gripped the tablet with white knuckled fingers, desperately trying not to fling it across the room in a blind rage. I stared out the window and wanted to pound the thick tree trunks outside with my fists.
“We’re almost ready if you want to pour some… whoa, what’s going on?” Bryan could read my body in a number of ways. I turned to him and tried to find the words, but nothing came out. Instead, I merely waved the tablet once. He groaned. “What did you read now? Is it her again?” he asked, knowing full well that I’d broken our pact.
I nodded, finally tossing the tablet to the far side of the sofa with a huff of disgust. “How can I hate someone so much and barely know her?”
Bryan leaned against the counter, hung his head, and sighed. “You can’t keep doing this to yourself, Liz. She’s trying to get in your head, and it’s working. Just worry about yourself.”
“Everyone keeps freakin’ saying that today,” I cried as my temper flared. I knew he was right, but it felt like everyone was speaking to me like I was a child. “She called you out this time, too.”
His eyes flicked up, a competitive glimmer flashing there before fading away. It was like catching a glimpse of Bryan-before-we-met. “It doesn’t matter. I’m an easy target, which makes you one too.”
“She said I had a blizzard padding my way down the mountain,” I replied quickly, wanting him to share in my boiling anger. He refused to give me any such satisfaction.
Bryan straightened, set his jaw, and looked me dead in the eye. “Are you going to drop out of the race?”
“No,” I protested indignantly. The very idea pissed me off. I’d worked way too hard for that.
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p; “Will her presence change the way you ski in any way whatsoever?”
“No.”
“Are you going to win?” he continued.
No. “Yes,” I said after a short pause. It wasn’t filled with confidence, but Bryan didn’t push the matter further.
“Then come eat your damn steak, and forget about that attention whore,” he declared, dropping a couple forks on the counter.
Despite my anger, I laughed loudly as I stood. “My goodness, Mr. Marsh! Such language!”
“Yeah, apparently you’ve been a bad influence on me,” he replied with a wink.
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Since I began training for the competition, our life had fallen into a regular routine. I woke early, spent most the day in the gym, came home just after Bryan returned from PT or work at the mountain. The balance and regularity was soothing, especially after the utter craziness that had brought us together. For years, all that time before I’d come to Tellure Hollow, I’d dreamed of a normal life. But the closer race day drew, the more the routine roughly chafed.
Like an itch you can’t quite reach, I felt antsy and irritable. Nothing quite made me happy or was good enough. Doubt crept into my mind, carried along on a steady stream of irritation. I couldn’t sleep, couldn’t get comfortable. My own skin felt like it didn’t fit right. I’d start reading a book in the hopes of distracting myself from the stream of complaints in my head, but found myself reading the same paragraph over and over again while I remained lost in my miserable thoughts. I could usually work out my frustrations in the gym, but even that wasn’t working.
Later that week, I had an absolutely abysmal training session with Janet. I couldn’t concentrate, couldn’t lift, had no balance. Worse yet, I had absolutely no drive to fix anything at all. I accepted the horrible results as proof positive that I was doomed to fail. Thoroughly frustrated with my performance, Janet sent me home, but not before chewing me out for ten minutes about keeping my head in the game.