Clementine wanted to slip her arms around him and hold him for long, long moments. She wanted to breathe in that remembered scent of his skin and hair, feel the strength of his arms curling around her. But she couldn’t invite or provoke any sort of affection from this man. She loved him too much to make his life miserable a second time.
After a minute or so, his forefinger came under her chin and he tilted her face up to his. Clementine blinked the moisture from her eyes and struggled to smile at him.
“Of course we can be friends, Quito. I’d like that very much.”
“Good. I’d like it, too.”
Her eyes slid to his mouth and her stomach began to flutter as though the wings of thousands of birds were taking flight inside of her.
“Uh, maybe we’d better go down now,” she told him. “I’m sure you’re getting tired.”
Their eyes met and she licked her lips. Quito cleared his throat and stepped back.
“Yeah. It’s time I got back to town. Or my deputies will be sending out a search party.”
The two of them stepped back into the bedroom and Quito latched the sliding door behind him. After they’d gone downstairs and were about to leave the foyer, Quito asked, “What are you going to do with the place? Sell it?”
Clementine finished cuing in the alarm system, then opened the door.
“I’m not sure. I came up here with intentions of putting it on the market. But now that I see it, I don’t know, it still seems like home. Doesn’t that sound silly? It’s been eleven years since I stepped foot on the place, yet in many ways it seems like only yesterday.”
Quito couldn’t admit to her that it felt the same way to him. Each time he looked at Clementine, it felt as if nothing had changed. No years had passed. He felt like he still had the right to pull her into his arms and kiss her as many times as he wanted. But he had to remember that everything had changed.
“Well, you did live here for three years,” he reasoned.
“Yes, but compared to eleven that’s not very many,” she replied.
The two of them left the porch and walked down the long wide steps that would take them off the cliff side and onto the flat, parking area.
Quito made the trip going down much more easily and when they reached the vehicles she was relieved to see that his breathing seemed normal.
“It’s obvious you’re not staying here,” Quito said as they walked to her car first. “Did you find a place in town?”
She nodded. “The Apache Junction Hotel. But who knows, I might clean up part of this place and stay for a few days.” She glanced wistfully around her. “It would be nice to vacation in the cooler, dryer air for a while. When I left Houston, the city was under a hurricane watch.” And not just from the weather, either, she thought, grimly.
She’d heard from the little birds she kept on lookout that Niles had been hunting everywhere for her. Thankfully he hadn’t learned that she’d gone to Afghanistan and her time there had been relatively peaceful. She only wished she could have a few days here in San Juan county before he caught on to her trail.
“There’s nothing stopping you from staying is there?” he asked.
She swallowed hard as he reached down and opened the car door for her. “No. Not really,” she lied. “I do have another trip planned soon to South America, some of the mountain villages there. This time I’m hoping to get a driver and a truck full of food and medicine through the bandits that control the areas. We tried once before and they stopped us with machine guns and forced us to hand the goods over to them.”
“Hell fire, Clementine, you could be killed going off on such ventures,” he cursed.
She slid behind the steering wheel, then lifted a steady gaze to his.
“I could get killed in Houston, too.”
He frowned and sensing he was going to start asking her questions that she didn’t want to answer, she started the engine.
Quito shut the door to the sleek black, sports car and stepped back. “Will I see you again before you leave?”
It wouldn’t be wise. She would eventually pay for these few minutes she’d spent with him this morning. The short time was already burned into her memory and once she returned to Houston, she would relive them over and over like a spinster reliving her first and only kiss.
“I don’t know,” she said thoughtfully. “Do you want to?”
A devilish smile suddenly crooked his mouth and he bent his head through the open window and kissed her.
The intimate contact had been the last thing she expected. And for a moment she was stunned motionless as his lips made a gentle foray over hers and then slowly, her mouth opened and her hand came up to cup the side of his face.
How could it be that the taste of him, the feel of his lips were so sweetly the same? she wondered. And how could it be that she still wanted him so badly?
By the time he pulled his head back slightly from hers, she could feel her pulse beating wildly in her temples, like a drum warning her to stop, stop, stop.
“What do you think?” he asked.
She thought he was moving way too fast. She even thought he might be trying to make of fool of her, to hurt her for walking away all those years ago. But Quito had never been a spiteful person and there didn’t seem to be any hidden motives in his eyes, only a bit of lust.
“All right,” she said with a sheepish smile. “I’ll take you out for dinner tomorrow night. Can you make it?”
Smiling, he stepped back from the car. “You can call me at the office,” he told her. “I’m usually there until six.”
She nodded then waved goodbye and raised the window. Thankfully the glass was tinted darkly and hid the worried expression on her face as she drove away.
The next morning Quito was sitting at his desk signing off on a request for two arrest warrants when his secretary, Juliet, buzzed the intercom. “Sir, Dr. Hastings is on line two. Can you speak with her?”
Quito frowned. The under sheriff’s wife was a medical doctor and had a thriving practice in a small clinic just a few blocks away from the department. Although she’d been a longtime friend, he couldn’t imagine why she would want to speak to him this morning. Unless she wanted to talk to him about Jess.
“Yes, I’ll get it, Juliet.” He reached for the phone. “Good morning, Victoria. What gives me the pleasure of hearing your voice this morning?”
“Hi, Quito. I know you’re busy, but I’m keeping a promise. Your doctor in Farmington called and asked if I would give you a checkup. He’s leaving town and won’t be back for a couple of weeks. Apparently your checkup was due today, is that right?”
“Hell, I don’t know. Just a minute.” He flipped open an appointment book. “Yeah. Here it is. It’s this afternoon. Juliet would have probably reminded me, but I’d forgotten.”
Victoria chuckled. “That’s what we have secretaries for, Quito.” She paused, then said, “Let’s see, it looks like this morning I’ve got a space between patients. Can you be over here in fifteen minutes?”
Quito straightened up in his chair. “You really weren’t kidding?”
“Of course I wasn’t kidding. Did you think this was just a ploy to get you over here so I could see your chest?” she teased.
“That’s just it. Jess might not like you looking at me in such a—personal way.”
Victoria laughed again. “I’ve got a news flash for you, Quito. Jess knows that I look at men’s bodies every day. He’s used to it. Now quit making excuses and get over here.”
“Okay. Okay. I’ll be there. But I don’t like it.”
“You don’t have to like it,” she cheerily replied, then promised, “I’ll try to end your suffering as quickly as I can.”
Quito assured her that she’d see him in a few minutes, then hung up the phone.
By car, the doctor’s office was less than two minutes away. When he entered the clinic there were several patients seated in the outer waiting room. He walked over to the receptionist, expecting h
er to tell him to have a seat and wait like the rest, but instead she jerked her thumb toward the back where the examination rooms were located.
“Go on back to Room 2, Sheriff. She’s waiting on you.”
He found Victoria in the square, sterile looking room. The tall brunette was dressed in a white lab coat and standing at a small counter scribbling something on a chart. When she looked up, she smiled at him.
“I wish all my patients were this prompt,” she said and gestured toward the examining table. “Have a seat, Quito, get comfortable and remove your shirt. This isn’t going to hurt.”
He unbuttoned his shirt and slipped it off his shoulders as she adjusted the earpieces of her stethoscope.
“Maybe not,” he said. “But it’s silly. Dr. Holloway knows I’m on the mend. What is there to look at anyway?”
“Be quiet and let me listen,” she ordered as she wrapped a blood pressure cuff around his arm.
Victoria Hastings was a young, beautiful woman and as she thumped and probed and ordered him to breathe deeply, he could only wonder why it was that she, nor any other woman, ever affected him the way Clementine did. Why did he only feel that pull of attraction when he thought about or looked upon the blond Texas beauty?
Eventually Victoria put away her stethoscope and handed him his shirt. “Okay, Sheriff Perez, you’re finished. I pronounce you fit.”
He looked at her with surprise. “You mean, I can go off light duty now? I can do anything I want?”
Her smile turned wry. “Within reason,” she said. “Just don’t try to tear out any old fence posts. Or ride a bucking bronc. On the other hand, you should be walking as much as you can to help your lungs get back to full strength.”
“I’ll try,” he told her as he buttoned his shirt.
“You’re a lucky man, Quito. A lesser man would have died from the wounds you suffered.”
He shook his head. “I’m not any tougher than the next guy, Victoria. It was all those candles that were lit for me. All the prayers said.”
Smiling, she patted him on the shoulder. “I think you’re probably right, Quito.” She looked at him with thoughtful concern. “How have you been doing otherwise? Nightmares? Trouble sleeping?”
“It’s getting better,” he said. Although, he didn’t admit to lying awake most of the night last night. That problem had occurred because his mind had been consumed with Clementine, not the thug who’d shot him full of holes.
“I can prescribe something for you if you need it. Just let me know,” she offered. “Or if you need to talk to someone other than a man wearing a badge, just pick up the phone and call me.”
He nodded. “Thanks, Victoria. I’ll remember that.”
She folded her arms across her chest and looked at him with renewed interest. “Uh, now that we’ve got the medical stuff out of the way, I heard through the grapevine that Clementine Jones is back in town. Is that right?”
His gaze slipped to the toes of his black cowboy boots. “Yeah. That’s right.”
“Have you seen her yet?”
He nodded. “We spent a little time together yesterday,” he admitted. He lifted his gaze back to Victoria. “Have you seen her?”
Victoria shook her head. “No. Where is she staying? Out at the Jones house?”
“No. She’s at the Apache Junction.”
Frowning, Victoria said, “That’s not necessary. I’ll see if she wants to come out to the ranch and stay with us while she’s here. Uh, how long does she plan to stay?”
The question caused him to stiffen inside, but he tried to sound as casual as he could as he answered, “I don’t know. Probably not long.”
Victoria’s brows lifted ever so slightly and Quito wanted to curse. The woman was just too sharp. No doubt she’d picked up on the tinge of bitterness in his voice.
Her expression suddenly grew empathetic. “I’m sure seeing her again was tough on you.”
Quito did his best to appear cool. That’s the way a lawman had to be when he was under fire.
He released a long, weary breath. “A little. But it was good to see her, too. I’m glad she’s come back. I think it was about time.”
Victoria studied him thoughtfully. “So you’ve always expected her to return someday?”
Had he? In the deepest part of him, he knew he would see her again one day. He’d just not known how long it would be before she came back to this corner of New Mexico, back to the call of his heart.
“I did. Don’t ask me why. But I did.”
“Well, I won’t ask you what this means to you. You probably don’t even know yourself.”
“Thanks, Victoria.”
He was sliding off the examining table when nurse Nevada Ortiz knocked on the door and poked her head inside the room.
“Victoria, Mrs. Grayson is getting so irate about waiting on you that she’s threatening to get dressed and go home.”
The doctor tossed Quito an amused look. “Excuse me, Sheriff, I believe you know how it is to deal with irate citizens.”
The two women quickly disappeared and Quito left the building feeling happy about his medical report, but troubled about his thoughts of Clementine. It didn’t matter that he was still in love with the woman and had been for the past thirteen years. That was an affliction he would never get over. It was something he had to live with no matter if she was miles and miles away from him or just across the room.
He couldn’t allow himself to start thinking, hoping that she would somehow change her mind and decide she wanted to live here with him. She’d been born into wealth. She didn’t know any other lifestyle. If she tried to live here permanently, she’d be a fish out of water. And he’d be a sucker fish to think she could change.
When Quito returned to the building that housed his staff of lawmen and the jail, he stuck his head into Juliet’s cubbyhole to collect any messages she might have taken for him, then quickly walked down the hallway to his office. The door was ajar and he was a little more than surprised to hear voices from inside.
Without bothering to knock, he entered the room and was taken aback to see Clementine sitting in the chair in front of his desk. And in his own chair Jess was leaning back with his boots crossed and a cup of coffee in his hand.
“Well, it’s good to see you’ve been taking care of my office while I was away,” he said to Jess.
Laughing, the under sheriff rose to his feet. “Sorry, Quito. Clementine wanted to see you so I brought her back here. I knew you wouldn’t be long. My wife doesn’t have time to dally around with her patients. Especially the male ones.”
Rolling his eyes at Jess, he said, “You don’t deserve that woman.”
Jess chuckled. “I know it.” As he started out of the room, he glanced at Clementine. “See if you can get him in a better mood, will you?”
She nodded in a conspiring way. “I’ll do my best.”
The under sheriff disappeared out the door and Quito walked over to where Clementine sat with her long bare legs crossed and an impish smile on her berry-colored lips.
“Jess has been catching me up on all the news around here.”
“I’m sure. That was easier than handing you a copy of the Aztec Gazette.”
His dry comment pulled a soft laugh from her, which only made Quito frown more.
“I’m not talking about that sort of news,” she said. “I mean personal stuff. He told me that he and Victoria has been married for nearly two years now and that they have two children. A girl, Katrina, and a baby boy, Sam. He also told me that Ross got married, too. I always remembered him as the wild one of the Ketchum boys. I guess the years have settled him down.”
“He has a beautiful Apache wife. I think she’s settled him down more than the years,” he said, then looked at her pointedly. “Are you here to chat about the social goings on of Aztec or was there some other reason?”
The smile fell from her face. “Boy, did they give you a shot over at the doctor’s office? You’re behaving like you’
ve been jabbed with something.”
Realizing he was sounding out of sorts, he let out a deep breath and lifted the gray Stetson from his head. Running a hand over his crow-black hair, he said, “Sorry. I’ve had a lot of distractions this morning.”
Her blue eyes were full of concern as they flicked over him. “What did the doctor say? Are you healing?”
At least that was something he could be happy about, Quito thought. “She says I’m well enough to do pretty much anything I want.”
A bright smile replaced the serious expression on Clementine’s face. “That’s wonderful news. So that means you’re well enough to have a picnic.”
Quito stared at her. “A picnic! Hell, Clem, I’m too old for that sort of thing.”
She rose to her feet and Quito’s breath lodged somewhere in the middle of his throat as her face came dangerously near to his.
“Old?” she murmured. “Quito, there’s nothing about you that’s old.”
His nostrils flared as he drank in the flowery spices that scented her skin. “Uh, I thought you were going to take me out to dinner.”
“I was. But I decided it would be nicer not to go to some busy restaurant where people would be staring. Even though it’s been eleven years, I doubt that people have forgotten that we were an item. There’ll be gossip everywhere that the old flames between us have burst to life again. That might hurt you politically and I wouldn’t want that to happen.”
Quito cursed. “What goes on between you and me is nobody’s business but ours.”
She shrugged. “All right, if that’s the way you feel. But I still want to have the picnic,” she said cheerfully. “I thought we might drive up to the mountains and walk to the meadow. You remember the one with the willow trees, where we caught the trout?”
Remember? How could he forget? It was the spot where they’d made love for the very first time. Was she trying to kill him with memories or was she simply wanting to relive the past?
Either way, he should give her a flat-out no. He didn’t want those old flames between them fanned for any reason. She’d already burned him badly. Much more from her and he’d be nothing more than a useless pile of ashes.
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