by J. L. Beck
My hands mapped out her entire body until there was nothing that I hadn’t been able to memorize and when we both finally fell apart together, when the world flipped on it’s axis and lightening shot behind our lids I knew that we had sealed our fates together.
That Lola no matter what was going to remain here with me for as long as we decided too and that if her ex showed up here again looking for her I would do what I should’ve done all along.
Kick his ass.
Chapter Six
Lola
Jackson told me not to be scared. He told me not to run away from my fears but I wasn’t a big strong man like him. I had seen things that I didn’t want to see and knew the damage that Roger could do. I wanted to believe Jackson could protect me but I was more worried about him than myself.
It had been three days since Roger had shown up here unannounced and I was still trying to get over my fear of going outside alone. If he suspected that I was here it was because someone told him they had seen me here.
“The first shipment of wood is going to be going out today. We can make a trip into town if you would like?” I heard Jackson talking but my mind was wandering. I blinked trying to refocus.
“What if he’s watching…. Waiting…?” I couldn’t help but ask the question was burning a hole in the side of my head.
“If he’s watching us then we’ve sure given him some nice porn to watch. If he’s waiting well he’s going to be waiting an awfully long time.” Jackson was so carefree about the issue where I was ready to piss my pants from anxiety.
“I’m serious… What if he’s waiting for us to leave so he can track us? I know this man Jackson and I know what he’s capable of doing. He doesn’t stop.” I cut into the French toast that had been placed in front of me. I was slowly feeling like this place was my home as much as it was Jackson’s.
“I ain’t scared of a little bitch like him Lola.” Jackson smiled and my body came to life. He was such an amazing man and the love he had for me I could feel just from one single look. I needed to let go of my fear, that’s what he had told me. Roger didn’t rule me anymore. I was free.
“Fine. Let’s go today then. Once the driver comes in for the load we can leave. I need to get some things from town anyway.” I pursed, pleased with myself that I could actually agree with him. I didn’t want to fight about Roger but I also didn’t want him to hurt Jackson.
“There’s my girl. He doesn’t own you anymore. You don’t have to be afraid of someone who think’s he’s a man. I’ll crush him like a fucking ant beneath my boot if I have too.” He stuffed another slab of French toast in his mouth letting the sweet syrup drip down his chin.
“You’re so messy…” I shook my head grinning at him. How had I gone from feeling so miserable to feeling like nothing could get in the way of my happiness?
“Am I?” He gave me a boyish grin.
“Yes Jackson. You’re filthy.” I teased taking another bite.
“Then why don’t you come and clean me up…?” He taunted leaning in across the table until his lips were almost touching mine.
“Because that would lead to things that we don’t have time for Mr. Lumberjack so get a move on. Wood needs split. The kitchen needs cleaned, and I got clothes to hang out on the line.” I shooed him, and not because I didn’t want to fuck him because I really did. I always did. But because we had a million things that needed to be done and none of it would get done if we spent all day in bed together.
A pout formed on his face. “Are you saying no to touching my wood because if you’re that would be a real shame…” He shoveled the rest of the food into his mouth while I pushed most of mine around on my plate.
“I will touch your wood, but later…” I snickered letting some of the uneasiness ease out of me. Jackson was still eyeing me like a hawk afraid that I may lose it at any second.
He understood my fear though, and why I acted the way I did about him coming here and he hated Roger with the same intensity I did. Still my fear for the man ran deeper than any hate I could ever have for him. I knew what he was going to do if he couldn’t find me, and that scared the hell out of me.
“Alright sassy-pant’s I’m headed outside to finish up the load. If you need anything you come hollering okay?” He pushed from the table and walked over to the kitchen sink, placing his dirty dishes in it. Then he came back to me, and pressed his sugary sweet lips to mine.
I could taste the maple against my tongue as the kiss deepened a fire filling my belly. Jackson knew how to kiss. He knew how to steal your breath, and set your soul ablaze. He possessed me like no one ever had before, and I loved that about him. All too soon he pulled away, a smirk on his lips.
“You’ll get the rest later, but only if you behave…” I could’ve smacked him right then and there for making my knees weak and my pussy throb for the next two hours but I didn’t. I let him walk out the front door thinking he had won that battle, when in reality I would settle the score later.
Still even with Jackson’s red hot skin still fresh against my lips I couldn’t get the feeling that all of this was too good to be true and that sooner or later it was all going to come crashing down on us.
Fate. It brought us together, but would it keep us together?
***
I had just finished up all the chores when the sound of a large semi barreling towards the cabin met my ears. For a second I froze up worrying that Roger was coming back but then I realized it wasn’t anyone but the semi as I lifted my eyes to the driveway outside.
I desperately needed to get a grasp on the fear I had towards Rogers. I was strong, stronger now that I had Jackson by my side. Yet I didn’t feel completely out of Roger’s clutches. Instead I felt like a deer in hiding, and Roger was the wolf just around the bend waiting for me to show my face.
“You ready to go sweetheart…” Jackson popped his head inside the cabin front door and I pushed down the anxiety that was threatening to burst out of me.
“More than ever. I need to get shaving cream, some panties, and a number of other things…” I started naming stuff off.
“Panties? You don’t need any panties when you’re around me. I’ll just rip them off you destroying them in the process of trying to claim your pussy.” He was so smug now that he had tasted me sometimes I wanted to knock him off his high horse. Sometimes, other days I wanted to spread my legs and let him have his way with me.
“I’m getting panties Jackson… I’m supposed to be getting my period soon.” It dawned on me then that I hadn’t been paying attention to dates.
“Fine, but you’re only wearing them then. Now let’s get going I want to be back before sun down.” I walked over to the door and he took my hand in his the warmth of his touch easing the fear right out of me. Jackson was everything I had ever wanted in a man.
He guided me to the truck he had in hiding and I looked at it in astonishment. It was a 2013 Dodge Ram that looked like it hadn’t been driven in years.
“You’ve been hiding this thing the whole time?” I narrowed me eyes.
“Hiding no… Withholding yes. I never drive the beauty because I never have anywhere to go.” I could see the honesty in his eyes and knew he wasn’t lying. He hadn’t been hiding the truck from me but the fact that he had such a nice truck did surprise me. I didn’t expect something so new to be sitting in his pull shed.
He helped me in the passenger side, and then ran over to the driver’s side and hopped in. The truck even had the new car smell that you always smelt when you drove it off the dealership lot.
We sat inside the truck watching the two workers from the logging company load the rest of the split wood. I wanted to ask him what he did before he came out here but wondered if it was just a stupid question.
“You look like something is bothering you?” I bit my bottom lip contemplating asking him the question I wanted.
“I want to ask you something but I’m not sure it’s really a question that matters now that were her
e…” I wrung my hands together in my lap. Jackson moved over the center console and took my hand in his.
“Ask away darlin’ I ain’t got nothing to hide.” He assured me and I believed him. Still I wanted to know more about him and the only way to get to know him better was by asking questions.
“What did you do before you came here to the cabin? I know you didn’t just come out here the moment your grandparent’s died…” I stared him in the eyes waiting for an answer.
He laughed, and that eased the tension out of me. “I used to be apart of the Rodeo doing shows all across the United States. I quit when I broke five ribs. I decided then that I needed to live a much more simple life. I inherited this place and came out here thinking it would only be for a short time. Once out here I realized that it was perfect me and I never turned back.”
“What about your family?” I eagerly asked. I wanted to meet his family if he had a solid relationship with them.
“My mom and dad are supportive of my choices. I talk to them every once in awhile and my mom sends letters every Sunday. My dad comes out to visit here and there. I ain’t got no siblings so you don’t got to worry about meeting anyone else.”
“Thank you for sharing your past with me.” I squeezed his hand in mine. He knew about my past with Roger and how my mother and father had disowned me the moment I left with him and now that I knew about his past I felt like we were on the same page, in the same book.
“This is our life now Lola. Anything you want to know about you can ask. I’m an open book when it comes to you. I done told you that a million times darlin’.” I smiled his accent becoming thicker as he spoke fiercely towards me.
“I get that I just don’t want to invade on information I don’t have any right too. You had a reason to know about Roger. I didn’t have a reason to know about your past or why you had such a nice truck.”
“Anything that has to do with me is information you have a right too. If you want to know ask.” He released my hand and started the truck up, just as the men waved goodbye to us before hopping into the loaded semi and driving down the driveway.
“Thank you for taking me in Jackson.” I thanked him once more feeling more grateful now than I ever had before.
“No it’s me who is thankful sweetheart. You’ve brought me happiness I thought I would never find. I’m indebted to you for the rest of my life babe and I have no problem worshiping you the way you should be worshiped.” I turned watching him drive us down the driveway. Our driveway.
He was mine, and I was his and whatever fear I had about us not making it, and Roger ruining us was nothing compared to the fear I had about losing him.
I couldn’t lose him. I wouldn’t lose him.
I would destroy Roger before I let him try and take away the one thing that finally made me whole again. We pulled out onto the main road and in the direction of what I assumed to be town.
“I love you Lola, and nothing’s ever going to change that okay?” Jackson’s eyes darted from the road and to me a few times.
“I believe you. I just don’t want you to get hurt because of me.” That statement resonated through me, and deep into the pits of my stomach. If anything ever happened to Jackson because of me I didn’t know what I would do.
“You can’t hurt a lumberjack darlin’ were the strongest, and toughest son of a bitches in the Mountains. Ain’t nobody going to get the upper hand on me so stop your worrying before I take ya across my knee and spank the nonsense out of ya.” That made me smile.
“Spanking? You’re going to spank me?” I raised an eyebrow feeling much better with the direction this conversation was going.
“Yes darlin’. I’ll spank you till your ass cheeks are ruby red and you can’t sit on them for a week.” He threatened but his eyes glittered with amusement giving him away.
“I’m sure you will Mr. Lumberjack, what you don’t know is I’ll probably like it.” I teased knowing that he couldn’t do anything about getting a hard cock. Not if he wanted to get back before sundown.
He licked his lips. “Don’t tease me baby. I’ll be forced to pull this truck over and take you right here right now. I ain’t afraid of anyone seeing us.” I giggle escaped my throat at his threat of pleasure.
“Oh shut up and keep driving. We got stuff we need to do and we can always fuck when get home.” I gripped his hand in mine.
“Say it again.” He whispered.
“Say what again?” I blinked.
“Fuck. I want to hear the sweet mouth of yours say that dirty word again.” I could tell he was horny just from looking at him. His mouth was nearly watering.
“Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.” I did as he asked. “And if you’re good and we get all our stuff done then I’ll you FUCK me.” I leaned into him biting the bottom of his ear lobe as I spoke. He swerved on the road and I laughed harder imagining the blue balls he had right now.
“Your so getting punished later darling… You hear me. Punished.” He growled like an animal.
“I look forward to it.” I countered watching the scenery as it slipped by us. Jackson could own me in whatever way he wanted too, my heart already belonged to him.
Chapter Seven
Jackson
The trip was as uneventful as I expected it to be. We got groceries for the month and picked out Lola clothing to wear even though I assured her she had no reason to wear clothes around me. She merely laughed at my comment and put her items in the cart. I never expected shopping with a woman or for a woman to be something that I would enjoy but Lola seemed to surprise me at every turn.
It wasn’t until we got home and started unloading everything that I realized she had bought a pregnancy test. I eyed the box, knowing what it was for but feeling astonished that she hadn’t talked to be about it. Was she afraid?
“It’s been years since I had McDonald’s and I can’t…” She trailed off on whatever it was she was going to say as soon as she noticed the pregnancy test in my hands. I didn’t look at her with anger or rage, or even betrayal I just looked at her like please tell me what’s going on.
“You know you have no reason to be afraid of me. If you’re pregnant than I’m honored to be a father. I love you and I’ll love any child that we create together.” I would get done on my knees and kiss her feet if I had to just to show her how much she meant to me.
“Oh no Jackson.” She rushed across the room her arms wrapping around my large frame as tightly as possible.
“I swear to you Lola I will protect you. I will take care of you. I’m not that sleazebag Roger. I will cherish you. Do you hear me?” I squeezed my eyes closed in frustration. I was elated to possibly be a father but hated that Roger still had his claws deep inside Lola. He played on her fear and I wasn’t going to let him do that shit any longer.
“I hear you, and I know you aren’t him. I got the test because I’ve missed my period. It’s probably nothing but stress but we have had unprotected sex and I just want to check.” I wouldn’t lie and say a little bit of sadness filled my chest. I wanted a baby with Lola, and I didn’t care if it happened today, tomorrow, or a year from now. Still if she could be pregnant right now I would be fucking ecstatic.
“I’m ready to be a daddy Lola. I don’t care what anyone says or thinks. All that matters is that were happy right?” I wanted to make sure she knew that, that as long as we had love, and each other that we had everything.
“Your ready?” She seemed shocked, as if she didn’t expect me to say such a thing to her.
“More than ready…” I nodded my head up and down. “If I had it my way I’d fuck you into submission planting my seed deep inside of you every single night until you were pregnant.” I didn’t want to scare her but I was serious about wanting a family with her.
“You want that with me? A family?” I was surprised with the tone of her voice and the fact that she expected me to not want all these things with her even when I told her I loved her.
“I want whatever you want Lola. If
you want a family I want it. If you want to get married I want it. Whatever you want I will give you.” I placed the test on the counter in front of me and wrapped my arms around Lola. Why couldn’t she comprehend how much she meant to me?
“I….” Tears formed in her eyes. “I want all those things Jackson. Kids. A wedding. I want it.” Her voice cracked and so did my heart. It ached for her because I knew she didn’t have any support system. All she had was me.
“Then whenever you’re ready for me to plant a baby inside of you I will. If you want to get married we will. I’ll call someone out here to marry us right now.” She smiled through the tears and stood on her tippy toes pressing a kiss to my lips or at least trying too. The need to be close to her was raw, and burned through me veins. I lifted her up placing her ass against the edge of the counter. She flicked the button on my jeans, and pushed them down in frenzy.
She wanted this just as much as I did. With little effort I lifted her dress, and impaled her in one motion with my steel hard cock. Her nails sunk into my chest, and air filed my lungs. We didn’t have to speak words to understand what we were, trying to say to each other.
“I want you to plant that seed of love Jackson. I want to feel you in my veins. I want to watch as a child we made from love grows inside of me.” She whispered into my ear while holding onto my neck. She was sitting on my cock instead of the counter now and I had to restrain myself from pulling out of her and slamming back in to her tight hole.
“Are you sure darling?” I growled on the verge of losing control of my body. My cock wanted her, and my body begged me to unleash the beast on her.
“More than sure.” She moaned, just as I pulled all the way out of her, lifting her hips and slamming her back down on my cock. She held on for dear life as I lifted her over and over again, while thrusting upwards. My toes curled and my belly flipped and flopped with every slip inside of her.