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by Sarah Holland-Batt


  of where I was, what I take away with me,

  what I will return to again: terrorzone to rearrange

  in this daguerreotype brain of mine. I am saying

  that the spread of cactus is a risk to native flora and that we

  might extrapolate to make images and analogies

  but it doesn’t work in this overburdened tableaux

  of land and machinery, of newcomers and the less recently

  arrived and the people with the oldest claims. They are

  all people and as such are celebrated in my ethics,

  but I know the science and I know analogies fail

  and the literary cannot always be extricated from science

  and vice versa and sometimes people wherever

  they walk from walk outside the constructs of language,

  the semiotics of waking and sleeping and being intact

  where you are. The eucalypts are in blossom

  and form a fragrant pomander in the box of my head,

  extracted by my nostrils. A messy and unpleasant

  image, no doubt, but explaining much that adjoins

  without annexing my river moment, split between

  two Cactus Islands, but cactus islands of glorious

  melaleucas and towering, imposing cactuses,

  disturbing the balance in a disturbed realm.

  3. Reading in St Gertrude’s Chapel

  In the bivalve half, inner cup

  of sound of our own voices where

  we are watched over by painted visions.

  Outside, visitors search for relationship

  to anomaly and for contemplative answers.

  This decommissioned girls’ school embraces

  the terror of secrets, of communion

  with cool but sometimes deadly stone—

  bricks and mortar, the tendrils of creed

  reaching through from the other side of the earth,

  passing through the core and igniting futures

  outside the enclave. And now, a dozen monks

  walk the grounds reciting Dante for next

  weekend’s performance of the Inferno,

  from which they’d hope to be safe,

  but never gloating as the piano

  will play tunes of Gershwin

  in variation. But that’s a few hours

  in the future and due to take place in another room,

  at right angles to this room of prayer, with more

  external light and a raised stage

  where notes might parse without a cross,

  without our Lady reading the score

  over a shoulder. Listen, between words,

  hear her troubled breathing.

  John Kinsella

  Windborne Avenue

  1

  There are moths that cross a continent to die in this city.

  As black cutworms they suckle Queensland’s

  saplings but by spring

  the heat is already too much and they make the difficult passage, flying

  by night on an inner compass that draws them

  here—a place where nothing is too much, where

  shunting down the slender reaches of William Hovel Drive

  I forget that I’m alive. A city is

  a claustrophobic way to be alone.

  Some afternoons I feel the whole city on heat—

  the pent-up quarter-ache

  in Barranugli’s confinements. Though I

  love the smell of water simmering in the evening

  in a hose left out on the lawn.

  2

  I want to feel the wind on my back

  now that I’m back in the peloton trying

  to write to the click-a-clack of my spokes to find a meter—any—

  on the boulevard of this city windborne

  with thighs around me pumping like pistons.

  When the frost first lifts from the sprigs

  the moths arrive. More than once

  through ventilation shafts they’ve entered

  the galleries of parliament—a dissenting

  mob demanding only a place to breath in a building

  far too much like a flag

  piercing the hill’s rump at the moment of annexation.

  Like that they were embalmed

  and the house closed two days for renovation.

  3

  Between your breasts I rest my head

  when the black hair of the afternoon malts in ashen clumps

  from five-hundred insolvent

  wishes for some modest certainties. From here

  I see the gradient of a mountain

  baptised with a slur

  for the remnants of another people

  who dwelt there in the circuit of their own certainties

  for durations that can only seem now dreamlike in their expanse—

  here they gathered to eat moths that chose this place

  to die. Let me be like them—these moths—these dizzy

  vagrants, churning through the elements on wings

  of paper, so fixed on their final coupling

  they cannot eat.

  Louis Klee

  The Corpse Flower Sketch

  For John Berger

  Sunset, climate-warmed and volcanic –

  in the hot sky

  a giggle and crake of fruit bats

  flown south from development

  print themselves in the old money trees

  of spooked Park Terrace mansions –

  the corpse flower is blooming tonight.

  In the Botanic gardens queues

  strobed with mobile phone flashes

  shuffle under the captive palms

  and Titan Arum releases its smell;

  part dog bone, part teenage sweat shoe.

  A velvety, visceral purple,

  pleated curtain around a creamy phallic spike.

  John Berger died today in outer Paris;

  two more species disappeared somewhere in the world.

  After sketching this flower

  I will go home and read his Photocopies again,

  his portraits of ingenious non-celebrity.

  Which reminds me it was here, in this opera house

  of tropical plants, I last saw my aunt alive.

  She who had been a secretary for Menzies

  kept her secrets,

  but at lunch told us

  when she worked for the Southern Cross Hotel

  the manager got her to cut up the bed-sheets

  the Beatles slept in

  so he could sell little squares to the fans.

  We came up this walkway

  which goes over the lotus pond

  and met a bird, a kingfisher flown from who knows where.

  Stopping her there in her ninetieth year,

  smiling at its magical quality.

  Not a word, but a life, and no more than that.

  The crowded forest grows inside now.

  Mike Ladd

  A Tasting

  In a bathtub filled with ice I arrange a selection of beers.

  Many are from a time when bars were filled

  with smoke and blue singlets, others gleam like pilgrims

  preserved by winter burial. Some were boutiqued

  to the point of being so far up the brewer’s coil

  distil has been replaced by crafted and essential oil

  as if the word beer itself had become linguistically distasteful.

  When I open, prematurely, a friend’s attempt at stout

  flipping the wire swing-arm to release a ceramic cap

  a sound like the compressed report of an air rifle

  is followed by the reek of creek water, the remains

  of dogs, and the hessian bags they were drowned in.

  I’m no coinosseur, but I can tell a mongrel

  from some hopped-up, spring-fed pilsener

  in a cafe-brewery, its blackboard advertising pulled po
rk

  in chalked cursive, the staff drawing beers to Bon Iver

  and extolling the virtues of slow food, clean air.

  Next I turn to the long necks - favourite of shearers.

  For years they were lifted throat-first from fridges

  in outstation sheds, opened with a knuckled flourish

  and swallowed hard, each bottle tipped over - dead

  and dying soldiers on the boards. I can hear the drone

  of flies and stories, shorn wethers standing in waves

  of lanolin heat, the sun going down like the lid

  of a tin knocked from the sky by a .410 shotgun.

  Digging, I find a bottle whose label had slipped away

  prompting a blind tasting. There is blood, sweat

  and the cold residue of a kiss that took me years

  to disengage from. Distracted, I keep drinking

  craving that one marker for a time when love

  was a spell you surrendered to, then passed out under.

  Late at night or early in the morning, unable to tell

  Melbourne bitter from something a Belgian monk

  might have finessed from cuttlefish ink, herbs

  and horse blood, I sleep. Waking to a hangover

  like contained scrub-fire behind my eyes, the ice

  gone to water, the brewing history of five states

  and a few home-grown failures competing for space

  in my mouth, I lie back and listen to the bells

  of the last bottles knocking against each other.

  Anthony Lawrence

  Zeitgeist

  We admire it because it disdains to destroy us:

  beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror

  Chagall’s falling man, a grandfather clock, a yellow

  cow with a blue violin populate an allegory of terror

  ‘To punish the oppressors of humanity is clemency;

  to forgive is cruelty,’ said le Père de la Grande Terreur

  And an angel of the Lord stood by them, the glory

  of the Lord shone round, and they were bathed in terror

  Spiders the size of bears, the waking dead, the lights

  go out, something claws your arm: the terror

  He was a wrist-twister, shin-kicker, a gifted smasher

  of cherished things, Verlaine’s pale-eyed holy terror

  Dear Mr Speaker: I hereby designate all funding for

  Overseas Contingency Operations/Global War on Terror

  He burns yet doesn’t flinch a muscle, doesn’t utter

  a sound, unlike those who wail and circle him in terror

  O say can you see by the rockets’ red glare and the bombs

  bursting in air the cowardly stern of the HMS Terror

  Late morning in a climate-controlled trailer a pilot

  yawns, scratches his head, and resumes his armchair terror

  And an angel of the sword stands by me, the glory

  of the force shines round, and I am bathed in terror

  Bronwyn Lea

  Over the River Memory

  Prince Alfred Bridge Gunagagi

  When I come back I remember it has

  been a long time.

  Long time passing since

  I came back along this track to Gundagai –

  town of my childhood.

  There are many ghosts – I hear

  their voices.

  I stand on a solid red-gum bridge – the

  longest wooden bridge in the world.

  The Irish nuns told me this on a good

  day under the gothic arches in the convent

  on the hill where I learnt about Australian history.

  ‘This continent, Australia, is a young country,’

  they told us. ‘The history of this place is very

  short – shortest in the world!’

  They’d seen the world – the nuns.

  Maps were pinned on the wall to show

  how far they’d travelled to spread the word.

  I’d only seen my Country.

  The longest bridge and the shortest history –

  that’s what I learnt.

  Prince Alfred Bridge they called it – built

  last century – by the pioneers as

  they opened up the lands for progress.

  Our teachers said so.

  How many river-gums were felled? What

  were their names before they were rearranged

  across the river – once their life blood.

  What was their history?

  My Grandmother said this place is old.

  She said my teachers don’t know the stories.

  I listened.

  On a bad day you could be beaten

  for asking the wrong questions about

  the short history and the long bridge.

  At school I learnt to hold my tongue.

  The water under the bridge ripples over

  my memory now. The bend of the

  Murrumbidgee – a deep archive –

  flows steady and slow.

  I walk on the bridge and I remember how

  long it used to take to cross on my little

  legs clinging tight to the side rail as huge

  wheat and wool trucks thundered over the

  ancient planks laden with the wealth

  of the nation.

  Sometimes the river rose so high it swallowed

  the bridge and the town. Short history almost

  washed away by higher, older tides.

  No trucks now. The bridge long ago closed –

  steel and concrete girders bypass the town.

  The wealth of the nation rumbles down

  different roads.

  On the other side I look back across

  the flood plains. The old stone convent on

  the hill is empty.

  I come back after seeing the world.

  I hear my Grandmother again.

  The bridge is short now.

  The history of place – still

  long and deep.

  Jeanine Leane

  Rattling the Forms

  I wanted to dissolve my marriage, explode the limits,

  seek comfort, oblivion, anything in caves,

  on a whaling ship, in a hundred other places.

  Shrewd reverie in my perilous head,

  I struck out through the shambling waves:

  I wanted to dissolve my marriage, explode the limits!

  Beyond waterfalls and time lost and the first chastities to mar the shore,

  defenceless men set me aflame,

  on a whaling ship, in a hundred other places.

  Not me at all, but my double, my look-alike;

  not someone, but anyone in a sort of cloak and hood . . .

  I wanted to dissolve my marriage, explode the limits.

  How bare the narrative seems!

  And nothing! And nothing and nothing and nothing . . .

  on a whaling ship, in a hundred other places.

  If you could only see me riding on and on,

  babbling like a saint in the open fields!

  I wanted to dissolve my marriage, explode the limits,

  on a whaling ship, in a hundred other places.

  Emma Lew

  In Memoriam

  On a frosty night,

  I quoted Piet Mondrian:

  the light is coming.

  The trees intoned it sure is.

  The Great Ocean Road.

  Bring closer the wine,

  bring closer the moon;

  or a spell to forget you,

  as the sayings go.

  Cassie Lewis

  The Novelist Elena Ferrante

  I had in my mind cries, crude family acts of violence I had witnessed as a child, domestic objects.

  —Elena Ferrante

  For instance, in Ischia. Those dark corners where the sound does not. But I remembered them that way and only that way do they
appear. In each retelling, in the manner of chiaroscuro: stones shearing off the roofs of houses at sundown. Hunting the particularity, the moment, seen so closely from afar. Down the lanes, always in the company of a shadow, a woman, a cleaver. Always closer than before. These slow dances from doorway to doorway—these particular doorways, these particular lanes. My sister—a girl then—clear, cleaving to the shadows, and once. Once we ran from house to house in the dark, calling names, falling and our knees grazed. Dresses stained. Those stones at sundown. Later, in the living room, crowding into corners, watching the walls shake—yellow paper peeling slowly, vertically, folding down in great, wide strips. These days and nights of blood. Clear voices, and distinct, the taste of something metallic. In the corner the broken lamp. The television (silent) in the background.

  Bella Li

  Epigraph from Elena Ferrante, ‘Art of Fiction No. 228’, interview with Elena Ferrante, by Sandro and Sandra Ferri, The Paris Review, Number 212 (Spring 2015).

  Metronome

  Listening to Vladimir Miller sing in

  his bass huge as Lake Baikal the song

  by Basner about the metronome

  on the radio throughout the long

  siege of Leningrad, it starts to seem

  to me that metronomes tend to lean

  to a pattern of two beats then some

  small silence rather than a drum

  of continuous ticking, even the one

  copied with such deathly tones

  in the song itself. Binary metre belongs

  to life’s basic history, alone

  reassuring continuity: the poem

  or the electronic language on

  the internetted brain, the same

  tune remains although only one

  and a city of ghosts can listen.

  The pulse against austerity ticks home

  through the blood at the heart of reason.

  Jennifer Maiden

  Fisheries Raid

  Two-face deckies embedded at the caravan park. A month long operation comes to a head on a Saturday with almost sirens and headlights. They check each freezer for bodies or just severed legs frozen into twig piles. All the ballasts are opened on the boats. All the cars’ trunks popped. Who the fuck do youse think you are, loud across the town. If there’s something in a car it’s towed, if there’s one too many on a boat it’s dry-docked. Everywhere the sound of phones as neighbours check neighbours for loss. $25k at number 30, 5k at 24. Somehow 12 has escaped with a slap on the wrist. Something not right there mate. Even Skinny trading hobby cray for tinnies been handed $500 and had his license taken. That’s what it’s come to? A mate can’t help a mate out. Since the raid it’s only them by the jetty been making any money. Pricks. I wouldn’t want to stay in town tonight if I were them. Wouldn’t want to wake up to a shotto through the windscreen. And where would they stay, anyway, the motel? Something not right there. That bloke he’s a creep. That bloke can’t even thread a line in no wind and what’ll happen now there’s nothing left, I’m done, we’re all done in, can’t even get the dollars for petrol to get out of town.

 

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