by Sammie J
As the film ends my whole body heats from the tips of my toes to the top of my head. My men are here. I jump off the sofa and run into the open arms of Noah, “Bloody hell, Juan warned me about the smell of wolf but that is fucking disgusting.”
I slap him on the chest and hold on to him tighter, “Sorry, I guess someone is pleased to see me. You feel so good sweetheart.”
I let him know how good I can feel by rubbing myself against him and finding his lips with mine. It didn’t take long before Juan joins us and he presses himself up against my back and places kisses to my neck. I force my mouth away from Noah’s and twist in his arm’s to face Juan. He gazes at me with unease and a lonely tear rolls down his cheek. My lips quiver but I mouth to him, ‘I love you.’ Then I throw my arms around his neck and place kisses all over his face until our lips connect and I become a pool of flames as our mouths ignite each other’s.
Juan has to carry me over to the sofa as my body fights for oxygen and my legs buckle from the intensity of our kiss. I’m sandwiched between them both and they each hold one of my hands. Noah kisses the one he holds and says, “I really want to take you to bed and make you see stars again, but idiot over there has other ideas.”
My head snaps to Juan and I actually pout at him because I want to get my freak on with my men.
He shakes his head, “Please don’t look at me like that, you have no idea how hard it is to control myself right now. Don’t you think I want to throw you over my shoulder, take you both to bed and fuck you both senseless? Because believe me my dick is telling me to do just that.”
Noah leans over me and points at a door, “Your dick is pointing in the right direction, let it lead the way.”
My eyes travel to Juan’s lap and I lick my lips at the sight of his hard dick, it clearly shows through his jeans. Juan’s hand comes under my chin and lifts my head up so we are eye to eye. “I want nothing more to be inside of you Peppa, but that’s going to have to wait.”
I open my mouth to speak, but he stops me by placing his finger on my lips over my mouth. “Please let me speak what is on my mind.”
I nod my head and he removes his finger from my lips. He sighs while Noah rests his head on my shoulder, “This next week is going to be busy for Viper. It’s leading up to the big O2 gig and after last night, I still have concerns about Noah, I don’t think he is ready to be out and about and mixing with people.”
Noah shakes his head muttering to himself, “Bollocks, I’m more than ready.”
Juan ignores him, “I’m asking for one more week Peppa. After the O2 show, I’m free and Noah and I will come home then.”
My face scrunches up in a frown as I’m not happy and he knows it. “Nothing will please me more than to come home to you and Noah. To lie in our bed and just be together. I’m thinking of the bigger picture here: Noah wants to go back to work and he needs to learn to control his blood lust more so he can be around humans.”
Noah shakes his head again, “You’re just being paranoid.”
Juan sighs, “Yes, maybe I am, but I would rather be safe than sorry.”
I notice the sadness and worry creep into Juan’s eyes and I know last night still plays a part in his concern. I place a kiss to Juan’s lips, “I understand, but I don’t like that I have to wait another week until you come home.”
I then turn and place a kiss on top of Noah’s head and say, “Juan’s right Noah, take this week and show us both that you have control over the blood lust.”
My head snaps back to Juan when something occurs to me, “Does that mean I won’t have any contact with you both all week?”
Noah leans over me again and flutters his eyes at Juan, which makes me giggle, and he says, “If I agree to stay away for another week at least let us have some time together.”
Juan leans forward and grabs Noah and kisses him hard and I let out a moan and say, “Oh come on! You know that turns me on. No sex for a week is going to kill me. You know that right?!”
Juan laughs and sits back in his seat, “It’s going to kill us too, but it’s going to be worth the wait I promise you that. We don’t have a gig on Tuesday night so I thought we can spend some time together then.”
Noah groans and adjusts his dick, “It better be. I will cook for you Peppa on Tuesday so make sure you are at least hungry for one thing.”
I laugh and slap his arm. We suddenly all go quiet and I know it’s time I addressed why I asked them to come tonight. I clear my throat and sit up straight. “Ok, I guess you’re wondering why I asked you to come tonight.”
I shift my body in my seat and stare at Juan, “I have to believe in second chances, but this is the last chance Juan. I can’t go through that again.”
Juan nods his head and squeezes my hand. “I don’t want there to be any secrets or lies between us and that means talking to each other.”
I bite my lip nervously as I’m not sure how they will take the next sentence to come out of my mouth. “Here’s the thing, we are two vampires and a human and I’m happy with that.” I laugh, “We could have our own TV show.” They both look at me blankly. Ok I guess they didn’t get that. “Bloody hell! What I’m trying to say is I want to remain human.”
Noah jerks forward and brings his hand to my face and I stare into his upset face and he says, “It would be so much easier if you become one of us. I can’t protect you through the day and I hate that.”
I take his hand away from my face and hold it in mine, “I’m not saying it will never happen, but right now, I like my life. I have my work and friends. I know this might sound selfish, but I’m not ready to give up on all that yet.” I turn to peer back at Juan, “I will take some of your blood so I can live longer, I don’t have a problem with that. Please try and understand.”
Juan leans forward and kisses my forehead, “I understand completely, we all have a lot to adjust to and that’s going to take time. It’s hard enough to watch the ones you love grow old and die, so live your life Peppa, only you will know when you are ready to be changed over.”
Noah suddenly stands up and starts pacing. “You do realize that by taking our blood, you are going to remain youthful. How are you going to explain that? What about marriage and starting a family?” He falls to his knees in front of me and puts his head in my lap, “I can’t protect you.”
I run a hand through his short hair, “Noah, please listen to me. I know in my heart that someday I will join you both. I want to be married and have children, that’s the normal steps in any relationship, but we are different. I would marry you tomorrow if I could.” Where the hell did that come from? “Like Juan said, there is a lot we need to adjust to. I’m just asking for a little more time and these concerns can be talked about between us. Let me live my life for a while.”
I wait for his answer and when it didn’t come I timidly look at Juan, pleading him with my eyes for help.
Juan leans forward and rubs Noah’s back, “Noah.”
Noah’s head snaps up and distress pours out of him in waves, “I’m not going to say I like your choice, but it’s yours to make and I respect that. I want you with us all the time, is that so wrong?” He sighs and then says, “How about a compromise? Let me figure out a way to protect you, for my own sanity.”
I nod my head and mouth ‘Thank you.’ His lips are suddenly on mine sealing the deal. Juan coughs and we pull apart, “We need to leave to feed before dawn.”
He stands and Noah does too, pulling me up with him. Two pairs of arms surround me and our love flows between us all. I suddenly remember my conversation with Monica and jerk my head up to peer at Noah, “I hope you don’t mind, but I said Monica and Hans can stay until they find a place of their own. I also said I would ask you about a job for Hans.”
A smile starts to spread across Noah’s face and he says, “That’s fine, they can stay and leave that with me, I will see what I can do for Hans.”
I kiss him for that and then twist in his arms to kiss Juan, “So I guess I wil
l see you Tuesday then?”
He smiles, “Yes, you will, it’s a date.”
After a few more kisses goodbye and a squeeze of my ass from Noah, they leave and I stroll to bed a lot happier than I have been. The next day I get a text from Lara saying she will be around tonight and will bring the drinks. I tell Monica she is coming and she says she is visiting her sister and the baby with Hans, but will be back. I ask her to try and be nice to Lara, but she laughs at me and says, “I’m always nice.”
Lara turns up with a couple of bottles of wine. She looks as beautiful as ever, she takes a glance around and looks disappointed, “Where’s Noah? I haven’t had a chance to catch up with him yet.”
What do I say? Bloody hell! Why me? I tried to be honest by bending the truth with my answer, “He’s still not 100% and needs a little more time. He told me he will be home in another week.”
She seems to be let down by my answer, but I quickly change the subject to work and once again apologize for my absence yesterday. The wine flows and she brought the subject around to Viper and asks me if I have seen the headlines today. I hadn’t and her eyes glazed over as she continues to tell me about Cruz and the woman who said she was carrying his baby. It turned out Noah was right and Lara told me the papers claimed she was paid off. Lara then proceeds to talk nonstop about how good looking Cruz is. She whispers to me, “If I tell you something, will you promise not to tell anyone.”
I do the sign to mean cross my heart and hope to die and have to pick my jaw of the floor with her next words. “I slept with Cruz once and he’s good, very good.” I'm not sure if I wanted to know any more, but that choice is taken away from me as Monica and Hans made an appearance. The night is filled with more wine and laughs as Hans is one funny guy. Even Monica behaves herself.
A taxi is called to take Lara home and I end up making a drunken phone call to Noah, begging him to come and make love to me. The next two days dragged on; nightmares plague me. I would dream of Juan going up in flames and Jacob hurting me, but I talk to Noah and Juan about them which helps a lot. Work keeps me busy on Monday and Tuesday is drawing to a close. I keep watching the clock waiting for it to strike 5 pm so I can get home and hopefully, Noah and Juan will be waiting for me.
I smile when I walk up the driveway as I feel the familiar heat that tells me my men are here and I start to run. I trip over my own feet when I open the front door, but that didn’t stop me. I walk faster to get to them and when I enter the lounge Juan is sitting talking to Hans. Sorry Hans but I need this. I run over to Juan and fling myself at him. I find his mouth with mine and let him know how happy I am to see him. I need air so pull away first and whisper into his lips, “I’ve missed you so much.”
I get back a, “Me too.”
I can hear Hans laughing and then his voice, “You know the rules Peppa, no hanky panky unless it’s on a bed.”
I shake my head laughing and mutter, “Sod off Hans.”
Noah’s voice comes next, “Here I am, slaving away in the kitchen and my woman can’t be bothered to come and give me a ‘hello I have missed you too’ kiss.” I roll my eyes and give Juan another kiss and push myself away from him to stand and stroll away in the direction of the kitchen.
When I walk in I frown and my eyes flicker around the room searching for Noah. I suddenly sense a rush of air and find myself up against the kitchen wall, legs wrapped around Noah’s waist and his tongue wrapping around mine. He grinds his hardness into my crotch and I moan into his mouth. His mouth suddenly leaves mine and his eyes shine with humour. “Now, that’s a welcome home kiss.”
I slap his chest and say, “I can’t wait for you to do that every night.”
He smiles, “I have a lot more planned than just kisses.” Before I can even answer him, Noah rests me on my feet and says, “Sorry sweetheart, but something’s burning.” He rushes over to the cooker and starts stirring something in a pan. Watching Noah work away in the kitchen causes my heart to swell with happiness; this is my future and I can’t wait to get it started. Noah makes small conversation with me, asking about work and Lara while he dishes up my food and I’m soon tucking into a Coq au Vin.
A squeal comes from the lounge and I hear Monica say, “Oh my god! Hans! Really?!”
Noah laughs, “I guess Hans just told her he is now working at Devils Records as my manager.”
I drop my fork along with my jaw and jump on Noah, hugging him to death and kissing him silly and saying, “Thank you” between each one. I sit back down with the biggest smile on my face, but then notice Noah’s has taken on a serious look. “Hans has agreed to run the day to day things for me and the important matters can wait until I awake. With him being a wolf, I have asked him to keep an eye on you as you are only across the road. I know you think I’m being stupid, but I need to do this so I know you’re safe.”
I smile at him. I know he only wants to look after me and if Hans watching over me puts his mind at rest, then I’m not going to argue. I laugh while I say, “You were expecting me to fight you over this weren’t you?”
He nods his head while laughing and I pull him closer to me. “I love you, Noah Blaise. I hope in time you will see I don’t need to be protected and I understand the Jacob situation has bought this on. I’m glad in a way it’s Hans as he won’t make a big deal of it. So stop worrying and let’s go and spend some time together.”
I take Noah’s hand and lead him into the other room. Monica soon has me in a hug excited for her man. When she lets me go I take a seat on Juan’s lap and Noah sits next to him taking my feet and placing them on his lap. That’s how we remain for the rest of the night as we talk and laugh about anything and everything. When Monica and Hans leave us to go to bed I ask Noah how he is getting on. I find out that Juan has taken him to a pub and he did very well at controlling his blood lust. Juan seems pleased and said if he carries on this way, he is certain Noah can keep it under control.
I move myself from Juan’s lap to sit in Noah’s and I gaze into his stunning brown eyes. A tear forms and falls down my cheek, then another one follows. But it’s not with sadness that I shed them it’s with joy, “I’m so proud of you Noah. I can’t wait to spend my life with you both. Only three days and nineteen hours to wait, not that I’m counting or anything.”
This causes Juan and Noah to both burst out laughing and they let me know through their kisses that they are both as desperate as I am for Saturday to come. Once again we say our goodbyes and I get a good hold of their dicks declaring they are mine and better be ready to show me how they can use them Saturday night. I'm promised I will be walking like John Wayne the next morning.
For the next three days I would find a red rose on the pillow next to me with a note telling me they both loved me. The days and hours until we are together again are printed in bold numbers right under that. Saturday morning I find another rose, but this one is attached to an envelope. Written on it is, ‘Home is where Peppa is’ and underneath that in big bold letters is, ‘I’M COMING HOME SWEETHEART.’ Tears stream down my face, today is the day I get my men back for good.
I open the envelope and inside I find a ticket for the O2 gig tonight and a VIP pass. There is also another note telling me that Jade will pick me up at 7:00 pm sharp. I scream with pure happiness and even bounce up and down on the bed like a teenager going to her first concert. I share my joy with Monica and Hans. Monica even dances around the room with me. They tell me they have a few houses to look at today and that they have booked a night away in a hotel so I can have some privacy tonight. Of course, I tell Monica almost everything so she knows tonight is huge for me.
I'm so nervous for tonight, I'm constantly fidgeting and find myself pacing a few times. And, the amount of times I need a wee is unbelievable. I prepare for the night by taking a bath and making sure that the bits that needed shaving ended up all smooth. I curl my hair and put on some colour lip gloss, a bit of mascara and some blush. When it comes to what to wear, I want to be comfortable so I choose a pa
ir of jeans that show off my curves and a black silk, thin strap top that has a lace front that covers the chest area. And I match the outfit with black kitten heels.
My hands start to shake while I wait for Jade and I honestly feel sick. I kick myself mentally for being so stupid. It’s not like you haven’t slept with them both before. I know it isn’t only about sex, it is so much more than that. Yes, it scared me in a way because who knows what the future holds, but I'm damn sure I'm going to make it enjoyable. I am so nervous I decided some fresh air might help, so I wait out front for Jade to turn up. It isn’t long before I felt the rush of air and Jade is standing before me. We complement each other’s appearance and how excited we are about tonight. It is then I realize we are getting to the gig the vampire way.
After showing our passes to security, we are shown to the backstage area, which has dimmed lighting and you can’t hear a thing because of the crowds screams. Taking a glance around you can see random people just hanging around, some are standing next to tables which have food and drink laid out. A lot of the area is filled with a maze of equipment and wires and you have to be careful where you walked. The lights flickered on the stage and the crowd goes wild. A booming voice announces Viper and I moved closer to get a look.
I watched as Cruz, Saul and Juan run out onto the stage and the screams that ring out are thunderous. Juan’s eyes meet mine and he waves and I blow him a kiss.
As soon as Viper starts playing the atmosphere is electric, I can sense it flow through my body. Half way through singing their first song I detect arms sneak around my waist and a kiss to my neck. Noah kisses his way up to my ear and whispers, “Hello sweetheart, I hope you are ready for the night of your life.”