Razor-Sharp: 13 Short Stories

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by Abhinav Kumar

“Help?”

  “I didn’t say that.”

  “Then what? Look out for me? Help me make a fresh start?”

  He’d looked away then, unable to answer.

  She wandered downstairs, already looking at the house with the gaze of a past occupant. It reminded her of the time she’d accompanied her father up to the house in the hills where she’d spent many a childhood summer.. That house held only vague recollections for her: a favourite corner, the step that creaked, the dented window. This one pulsated with memories – every nook and cranny of it – yet, it already felt distant.

  What was she going to do though? she wondered, as she sat at the table. The only thing she knew was that she couldn’t stay here.

  The grandfather clock in the hall struck noon.

  Shahana sat up as she heard the scrape of the garden gate. Could it be?

  She ran to the door, unmindful of her disheveled hair and clothes, and flung it open, only to behold a sari-clad figure walking up the path; the sari that she had come to hate of late. Shoulders sagging, she stood back, watching Radha approach, lugging a jute bag along.

  “I thought you could use a friend,” she panted, when she’d reached the porch. “And some food,” she said, handing the bag to Shahana, who’d gasped at its weight.

  “I could do with some time to myself, actually,” Shahana said, even as Radha stepped in and shut the door.

  “Nonsense,” Radha said, her cheerful tone grating on Shahana’s ears. “So he’s really gone, eh?”

  Shahana said nothing, and moving to the table, began to unwrap the various parcels Radha had brought.

  “Chicken curry and rice, just the way you like it,” Radha said, taking a seat.

  “That just means that you bought it from Aslam’s, doesn’t it?”

  “And a lot of other things!” Radha protested.

  Shahana shook her head. “I’m not in the mood.”

  “But I thought I’d spend the day here,” Radha said. “I even brought my knitting.”

  “And you’re rubbish at that, too.”

  Radha flushed.

  “If you want me to go, I can leave,” she said, sniffling.

  “I haven’t stopped you.”

  “You’d think she’d treat an old friend better than this…” Radha grumbled, but did not budge. Another day and Shahana might have cracked a smile, but not today. Radha continued to mutter under her breath as she reached into her handbag. A misshapen lump of blue wool, ostensibly on its way to becoming a sweater, made its appearance.

  Same as last time, Shahana thought as she continued to unpack the food.

  “Nobody’s going to eat this much food.”

  “You can keep it for later, can’t you?” Radha said, busy trying to disentangle her needles.

  Shahana shook her head once more and made for the refrigerator, several packets in her hand. The food ought to make the street urchins happy, at least.

  As she stocked the otherwise sparse fridge, a sharp cry sounded from the hall. Dropping the box of sweets she was holding, she rushed back. Radha was clutching her hand close to her chest, a little rivulet of blood flowing down her palms. The needles and the sweater lay scattered on the floor, stained with drops of crimson.

  “I’m so sorry,” Radha said, sobbing, trying to stem the flow of blood. “I don’t know what happened…”

  “Sit,” Shahana said, pointing to the armchair nearby.

  “No, I can help—“

  Wordlessly, Shahana pointed to the armchair again, and Radha obeyed, tears still rolling down her cheeks. Shahana gathered the knitting and laid it on the table, then brought antiseptic liquid and cotton from the other room.

  “Show me,” she said, kneeling in front of her.

  Radha stared, her lip trembling, and extended her hand. “I’m sorry,” she repeated, her voice quivering, “I’ve made such a mess…”

  Shahana said nothing, but busied herself with the wound, dabbing it with the antiseptic and ignoring Radha’s gasps of protest. She noticed how vulnerable Radha was and her heart skipped a beat. Could she…

  “You were right,” Radha said, breaking into Shahana’s thoughts. “I’m rubbish at everything. If it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t – ”

  “It’s not a deep wound. Have the dressing replaced tomorrow. Don’t let it get wet,” Shahana said, as she pinned the bandage into place.

  “Look at me,” Radha said.

  Shahana looked up, meeting Radha’s bloodshot eyes, which softened.

  “It’s okay,” Radha whispered after a moment, the fingers of her good hand tightening around Shahana’s.

  Shahana stared at her for a moment, and then drew back sharply.

  “Don’t let it get wet,” she repeated, rising to her feet.

  Radha sat back. “Yes, of course,” she said, rearranging her face into a cheerful smile.

  “Tea?”

  “Yes, I think we both need it after that fright!”

  Shahana turned towards the kitchen. “A few biscuits wouldn’t go amiss,” Radha called behind her.

  ***

  “So what will you do now?” Radha asked, abandoning the saucer on the tray and maneuvering the teacup to her lips with her good hand.

  Shahana watched her impassively. “I don’t know.”

  “If you ask me,” Radha said, reaching for a biscuit, “you should get out of here.”

  “Really?”

  “Yes,” Radha said, slurping her tea. “What’s left for you here?” she asked, gesturing around the garden. A pale afternoon sun emerged from behind a cloud, illuminating the neat patch of grass and the few plants that dotted the garden.

  Shahana shifted in her chair, her eyes narrowing. “Perhaps I should stay,” she said, sticking out her chin and reaching for her own cup.

  “Well, that’s certainly very courageous of you. I know I wouldn’t be able to manage.”

  They both watched as a mynah darted across the garden and ventured perilously close to them.

  “I always – ” Radha started, gazing at the bird. She fell silent as Shahana looked up expectantly.

  “Always what?”

  “Never mind. I just hope staying here isn’t bad for you.”

  Shahana pursed her lips and looked away. “I’ll decide in a couple of days, I suppose.”

  They watched the light fade as the sun was enveloped by clouds once more.

  “Well,” Radha said rising after a few minutes, “I suppose I should get going now, it’s getting late.”

  Shahana stared into her teacup. “Yes, I suppose so.”

  “I’d offer to stay,” Shahana looked up, her eyes bright, “but I really should get home today.” Radha finished off in a rush.

  Shahana flinched at the haste in Radha’s voice, and said “Of course,” after a long moment, gathering her composure and getting to her feet.

  “Don’t forget to eat the chicken; it won’t last forever, you know,” Radha chattered as she walked to the gate. Shahana followed without a word, running her fingers over the yellowing leaves of the mango tree. She reminded herself to water it absently as she heard the creak of the gate being opened. “And thank you for the dressing.”

  Shahana stepped out of the gate behind Radha and looked up as she turned around.

  “If you do decide to stay,” Radha said, “I’ll be just a stone’s throw away. You know that, right?” she added, a gentle smile on her face.

  Shahana nodded, looking down, her eyes dull. No sooner had Radha turned to leave than Shahana threw her arms around her. Radha pushed her away and took a swift step back. Shahana stared, her face betraying her shock, as Radha patted her sari back into place.

  “Don’t forget, my dear,” she said, her eyes flashing as she swung her pallu over her shoulder. “My name is Radha.”

  ***

  Author's Note: This story was inspired by a discussion on the film The Danish Girl (which I still haven't seen), and originally appeared in Jaggery.

  GLOSSARY
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  Bachcha: child/kid

  Bachcha party: a gaggle of kids

  Begum: the title of a married Muslim woman, equivalent to “Mrs.”

  Bhavan: a large building (usually with several rooms) used for a special purpose; each State of India maintains a State Bhavan in Delhi.

  Divan: a bed consisting of a base and mattress, but no footboard or headboard.

  Hukam: a respectful form of address, commonly used by servants in royal palaces and the houses of the nobility.

  Inquilab Zindabad: a slogan, roughly translated to “long live the revolution!”; used by extremist freedom fighters against British rule in India.

  Janaab: a form of address, akin to “Sir”.

  Khansama: a male chef.

  Padishah: sovereign/ruler.

  Sahib: a honorific, equivalent to “Sir” or “master”.

  Shanti Path: the main road in the diplomatic enclave of Chanakyapuri in Delhi.

  Zenana: the part of the house for the seclusion of women.

  ABOUT THE AUTHOR

  Abhinav Kumar is a corporate lawyer from New Delhi, India. He's been writing (and collecting rejections) for two years, and regrets not having begun earlier. If you liked the stories, do drop a line - he can be reached at [email protected].

  Table of Contents

  Razor-Sharp

  Prejudice

  A Special Occasion

  Memory

  A Breath of Fresh Air

  Kabargah

  Zenana

  Half Century

  Lust

  ONE PLAY DAY

  13(1)(vii)

  Bon Appétit

  Gone

  Glossary

  About the Author

 

 

 


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