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For
David
Remembering Oxford
Chapter One
Oxford, Spring 1353
As for those of us who survived, every day is precious. To come awake in the morning – whether the sky is tranquil blue or thunderous grey – is an incomprehensible joy. I live! But such joyful thoughts are soon clouded by remembrance of those who have crossed that dark threshold, whose voices we shall never hear again, whose very faces are fading from our memory, slipping away like sad ghosts. Except, of course, when they have left living reminders.
‘Papa!’ Alysoun landed on my stomach, expelling all my breath, and proceeded to jump up and down, in case I might still have some air left in my lungs. ‘May I have a puppy? Jonathan Baker has six, and he says if he cannot find homes for them, his father will drown them all in the Cherwell. You would not let the little puppies drown, Papa, would you?’
Her tone combined diplomacy with wheedling. Truly, there had been very few dogs in Oxford since the pestilence, when every single one that could be caught by the town authorities was slain, for fear of spreading the killing plague.
‘I am sure,’ I said, shoving her off and struggling to sit up, ‘that Jonathan and John Baker will have no difficulty in finding homes for all their puppies.’
The bed was so vast, now that I occupied it alone.
Alysoun sat up, hugging her knees, and gazed at me appealingly, but remained leaning on my stomach. Sometimes I can scarcely bear to look at her, she is so like.
‘What does your aunt say?’ I asked, cowardly.
‘She said I must ask you.’
Of course. All unpleasant decisions are referred to me. My sister decides everything else.
‘And besides,’ I said, ‘it is hardly past dawn. Has Jonathan been here already?’
She clasped her hands together and looked at me piteously. Tears had welled up in her eyes. ‘He must know today, else John Baker will drown them this very afternoon.’
‘Off with you. Let me dress,’ I said briskly. ‘Then I will think on’t.’
I already knew what my decision would be. Almost certainly, so did Alysoun.
She ran off, shouting. ‘Rafe, Rafe, Papa says he’ll think on’t.’
I fumbled as I straightened my hose and tied my points. What would we do with a dog? Nay, a puppy? It would be underfoot. It would make puddles everywhere, to Margaret’s fury. Almost certainly it would chew my supplies of parchment to rags, and if it were to find my precious books . . . Nay, it was impossible.
Margaret took one look at me as I entered the kitchen, her mouth pursed in disapproval as she thumped a mug of small ale down beside a plate of bread still warm from the oven. My sister will not buy baker’s bread, for she swears they eke it out with chalk and chopped straw, even though this means she must prepare the dough every night before bed, then rise before dawn to bake it.
‘Why do you give me that look?’ I said, as I pulled out a stool and sat at the table. I took a long draught of the ale, pretending indifference, but in the face of her speaking silence, I could not help myself. ‘What have I done?’
‘It is not what you have done, it is what you are going to do.’
She cut the thinnest possible slice of cheese and laid it next to my bread.
‘I cannot have a puppy under my feet all day, tripping me up, making a dirty mess. It must needs be shut out of the shop, so I shall be left to care for it.’
‘I have only said I will think on’t.’
‘Ha!’
She stomped out to the pantry. Even her footsteps spoke volumes. I began to break my fast. The bread, as always, was light-textured and nutty, but while she was out of the kitchen I reached over and cut myself more cheese.
‘I saw that.’
I laughed. Margaret cannot sustain her annoyance for long.
‘You would not begrudge me a morsel of cheese, Meg. I shall have a long day in the shop today, and this evening I must walk out to Yardley’s farm for goose feathers. A man must keep up his strength.’
She pulled out another stool and sat down opposite me.
‘Nicholas, I know it is difficult for you to refuse Alysoun anything. She grows more like Elizabeth every day. But she is not Elizabeth. And is a puppy the best thing for her?’
‘She is tender hearted, and she grieves that John Baker will drown the puppies.’
Margaret sniffed. ‘Unlikely. There’s many folk in Oxford will be glad of a dog. Since the plague, thieves have had a fine time of it, with scarce a dog guarding any man’s house.’
‘And shall we not have a dog to guard our house?’
I was conscious of scoring a point, but Margaret waved my words away. ‘In the meantime, there will be puddles on my floors.’
I glanced down at the slabs of golden local stone which formed the floors at street level of both house and shop. My father-in-law, their original builder, had a healthy fear of fire, when so much of his stock was vulnerable. Even the roof was one of the few town houses not to be thatched, but roofed with slates, like the colleges of the university. He had told me that he had made an exchange with Merton College, trading a fine copy of Aristotle’s Ethics for enough of their tiles to roof this building.
Margaret kept the floors swept and scrubbed daily, so I could understand her concern.
‘When we were children, I don’t remember it taking long to train the dogs.’
‘They spent most of their time outdoors on the farm. This creature will be a house dog.’
I reached across the table and took both of her hands in mine.
‘I think she needs something to love, Meg.’
She looked down at our joined hands, then raised her face to me. There were unshed tears in her eyes.
‘Aye, well, I suppose we all do. And we have already lost enough. Very well.’
I gave her hands a squeeze, then leaned across and kissed the top of her head, tightly swathed as usual in a spotless white wimple.
‘I will tell her.’
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br /> I drained my mug and carried the last of my bread and cheese out into the garden, where I could hear the children’s shouts. Alysoun was sitting astride a low branch of one of the apple trees, while Rafe danced about at the base of the trunk.
‘Help me up, Aly. I can’t reach!’
For a moment a flash of memory seized me – myself running after Margaret, crying, ‘Wait for me!’ But Margaret was five years my senior, while Alysoun and Rafe were but two years apart. It made a difference. And maidens grow up much more swiftly than lads. I can barely remember a time when Margaret did not seem to me to be one of the adults. When she was married off at fourteen I was nine, just three years older than Alysoun now. My sister and I had not lived in the same house again until four years ago, after the pestilence took my Elizabeth and Margaret’s brute of a husband, the ill-named innkeeper Elias Makepeace.
In her heart, I knew that Margaret had found the death of her husband a release, after twelve years of drunken beatings, but then the plague had also taken her two children. She was brisk and kind to my children, but a haunted look came sometimes into her eyes when she looked at them. I could see her wondering how it might have been, had her sons still been with us, four years on.
For those of us who survived, there remained a lingering fear of ever allowing ourselves to love anyone again, so fragile is life, so terrifying the sudden loss. We walk on a cliff edge, averting our eyes from the precipitous drop on to the jagged rocks below.
‘Well, Alysoun, shall we go to John Baker’s and look at these puppies?’
She gave a squeal and threw herself off the branch. There was the sound of ripping cloth. Margaret would have something else to lay at my door. A cascade of petals followed Alysoun like an unseasonable snowfall, lingering in her hair. I let them lie.
‘Me too,’ Rafe begged, tugging at the hem of my cotte.
‘Aye,’ I said, ‘you may come too. We must choose a puppy who will be right for all the family.’
We walked back through the kitchen, where Margaret studiously turned her back on us, then along the passageway with its doors to Margaret’s stillroom and the storeroom where I kept my stock of parchment, ink, and quills. The whole front of the building on the ground floor was taken up by the shop, dim now, as I had not yet opened the shutters. Motes of dust danced in the thin shafts of light thrusting through the cracks, for the shop faced south and already the sun was bright.
I nearly fell over the small boy sitting hunched on the doorstep.
‘Jonathan,’ I said, ‘what do you here?’
He stood up and scrubbed a hand across his face, leaving it smeared. His clothes were ragged, though his father was not poor. John Baker, like me, was a widower, but had no sister to keep house for him and mind his child.
‘I was waiting to hear whether Alysoun might have a puppy, maister. My papa is going to drown them.’
‘Nonsense,’ I said briskly. ‘How many are there?’
‘Six.’
‘I am sure you can find homes for them all. I am going to Yardley’s farm today. I will ask there. And have you thought to ask at the mills? Your Jewel is a fine ratter. If her puppies are as good, any of the millers will be glad of one, to keep the rats from the grain.’
His face brightened at once. ‘I’ll go to Trill Mill and Blackfriars now.’ He turned to run back up the High Street toward Carfax.
‘There’s Holywell Mill as well,’ I called after him.
‘Aye, but I know the miller at Trill’s,’ he shouted back over his shoulder. His bare feet slapped on the dried mud of the street.
Alysoun slipped her hand in mine. ‘That was well thought on, Papa.’
I smiled down at her. ‘The rats have become a plague of their own, and the millers lose much of their grain.’
The slaughter of Oxford’s dogs and cats had been well intentioned, but the result had been an explosion in the town’s population of rats, with few surviving predators to keep them down, only those whose owners – like John Baker – had kept them hidden away. He claimed he had done so in order to protect his flour from those same rats, but beneath his rough manner he was a good man, more soft-hearted than he would wish you to know, even if Margaret suspected the contents of his loaves. In his own way, he loved the dog Jewel, and I could not truly believe he would drown her puppies.
The bakehouse was across the High Street from our shop, but a little further west, three doors from Tackley’s inn, where I had first lodged when I came to Oxford as a fourteen-year-old student. Both lay just outside our parish of St-Peter-in-the-East, falling within the neighbouring parish of St Mary the Virgin, the university church, an excellent location for a bakehouse. When we arrived, John had already lowered his counter flap, open to the street, and laid out loaves and buns. People buy their bread early, and the heady scent of fresh baking was drifting out into the High. There was a small crowd outside the bakehouse, so we waited until John had served his customers. He looked up and saw us.
‘Good morrow, Nicholas. Have you come for bread?’ He raised an ironic eyebrow as he leaned across the counter.
‘Nay, I am persuaded by these children, yours and mine, that you are seeking homes for Jewel’s puppies.’
‘Aye. They needs must go. I cannot give houseroom to seven dogs. They’re for the river today, any that do not find homes.’
‘You do not mean that.’
‘I do. With the pittance the colleges pay for their bread, I can barely keep myself and my son.’
It was an old grievance, and I had no wish to listen to a catalogue of his woes. ‘Where are these puppies, then? I may take one of them.’
‘Where’s that son of mine? He can show you. I need to mind the shop.’
Alysoun slipped through the open door into the bakery. ‘Jonathan is gone to see whether any of the millers will take a puppy.’
‘That’s well thought.’
‘My papa thought of it.’
John grinned at me. ‘Come you through, then. They are in the shed at the back. The children know the way. Take one if you want one.’
‘Are they weaned?’ I said, as I walked into the warm yeasty air of John’s shop.
‘Near enough. They’ve eaten some bread and broth. They can leave their dam.’
I thought it cruel to take the puppies from their mother if they were not fully weaned, but I was unsure whether John was serious in his intention to drown them.
The shop was also the bakehouse, with its sacks of different flours, from the finest white for gentlemen’s wastel bread down to coarse mixed grains for maslin. The kneading troughs were scoured clean, for however untidy the rest of his dwelling, John must keep the bakehouse clean or be closed down by the town assessors. The ovens were still hot, and row upon row of loaves stood upon the shelves. John threw open the door at the back of the shop, the light catching the dusting of flour on his strong forearms. A baker develops muscles to rival those of a wrestler.
‘Will you not keep one of the puppies yourself?’ I said. ‘To train up as a ratter?’
‘Mayhap. I have not decided.’
We followed him along the passage to a small, untidy kitchen. The building was laid out much as our own, but lacked Margaret’s firm hand. Like ours, the kitchen opened directly on to the garden.
‘There.’ John pointed to a shed halfway down the ill-kept garden. ‘Take as many as you want.’
I saw Alysoun’s eyes light up. ‘One will be quite sufficient,’ I said hastily. ‘I have not decided whether I will take one at all, not until I have seen if they are healthy.’
‘Papa!’ Alysoun’s face was tragic, but John merely grinned.
‘Aye, they’re strong and healthy. Jewel has nursed them well. ’Tis not her first litter, after all.’
‘I know.’
The previous litter had been amongst the last of Oxford’s dogs to be killed, thrown heedless into the Canditch with the other corpses of cats and dogs, and the occasional plague victim, who had died from home and tumbled
in.
‘Who’s the sire?’ I asked.
The baker shrugged. ‘Who knows? She found a dog somewhere, or he found her. Some kind of spaniel, I’m thinking. You’ll see.’
The shed door was partially ajar, sending a band of sunlight on to the heap of dogs inside. Jewel looked up at us and thumped her tail, but the puppies, curled up together, never opened their eyes. I saw at once what John meant. The puppies – all but one – had the long floppy ears of spaniels. The odd one looked mostly terrier, like their dam.
‘If I keep one,’ John said, pointing at the terrier pup, ‘it will be that one. If the sire is some gentleman’s hunting spaniel, the others will have the instinct to retrieve, not kill. I’ll have a house full of live rats.’
I laughed. ‘Best not say that to the millers.’
My suspicion had been right. John could not bring himself to drown the whole litter. We had all of us seen enough death to last a lifetime.
Alysoun had thrown herself down to kneel in the straw, and was stroking Jewel’s head. ‘We won’t hurt your babies,’ she whispered.
Rafe squatted down next to her and was regarding the puppies with awe, his finger in his mouth. I realised with a sharp stab that neither of them had ever seen a litter of puppies before. On our family farm, where Margaret and I had grown up, there had been at least one new litter every year.
‘May I pick one up?’ Alysoun looked over her shoulder at John.
‘Of course, my maid. Which do you like best?’
‘This one.’ She lifted one of the smallest and cradled it under her chin. The puppy opened its eyes and yawned, showing its small milk teeth. Apart from a faint squeak when it was pulled out of the warm bundle of the litter, it seems not to mind being held.
‘Isn’t he beautiful, Papa?’
‘Let me see.’ I took the puppy from her. Despite its small size it was a good weight, the stomach well rounded. The fur was glossy and healthy, the eyes clear, the long ears free of mites.