The Misters: Books 1-5 Box Set
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Besides, he’d gloat when I gave him the update. I tried to convince him that Oliver would delete my account straight away. Wouldn’t even notice me at all.
He disagreed. “He loves you,” he’d said. “He has always loved you. What kind of woman is perfect for a man like Oliver Shrike? Think about that, Kat. Think about that long and hard, girl. He’s not looking for someone sweet. He’s looking for you.”
I get what he was saying. Someone like me. Someone from a crime family, like Oliver’s. Someone who’s seen more than she should, like him. Someone with a lot to gain and even more to lose.
We both know we’re perfect for each other.
And Oliver did notice me once. I barely had to try. All I had to do was take a seat on a bench four years ago. And I wasn’t even there to meet him. It was a total accident. Who knew fate would intervene just when I thought it had abandoned me?
But that fateful opportunity passed me by four years ago. The me I am now has almost no resemblance to the girl I was then. This is my life. There is no getting out of the trouble I’m in.
The video stopped while I was lost in the past, so I take a deep breath and wander over to the window.
There are three of them standing there now. Mr. Corporate. Mr. Mysterious. And Mr. Match.
None of them look anything like I remember. Not even Oliver. The only time I saw them together was on TV and they were all wearing suits. It was something to do with the pre-trial stuff. Long before I ever met Oliver on that street corner.
But here they are in the flesh looking well. Looking rich. Looking almost… happy.
Almost.
Just two more Misters to make a set. And once Perfect and Romantic show up things will never be the same.
I go back to my computer with my camera and upload the video I made earlier to Hook-Me-Up. I wonder how safe he thinks he is? That website fronting as a dating site.
It is a dating site. One of the biggest.
But that’s not all it is.
It’s a place to find people, for sure. Find people to do jobs you can’t advertise anywhere else. Find people you ran into long ago, but don’t know where to look for them now. It’s not a place for your neighbors and friends—unless your neighbors and friends are part of the underworld. It’s low-key, it’s highly secure, and it’s all illegal as hell.
“Oliver,” I say, just to hear his name on my tongue. “I hope you’re ready for what comes next.”
My phone rings again. I get up and walk into the kitchen, opening up the drawer next to the stove. I stare at the number on the screen, wondering if it’s time to own up to what’s really happening.
But I don’t answer it. I close the drawer and walk to the back of the apartment to the master bedroom, dropping the silky robe to the floor as I enter the bathroom and start the tub.
I don’t need to answer it yet. I have a few more days before he will start getting worried about my commitment.
I am committed. One hundred percent.
But the heart wants what the heart wants.
And my heart wants Oliver Shrike.
The timing is perfect. I couldn’t have planned it any better if I tried. It’s dumb luck that Oliver saw those videos today. They’ve been up there for weeks. It’s dumb luck that no one else deleted them before I got this far.
I get an idea. Something that might speed things up a little. So I go back out to the living room, grab the camera and tripod, and then set it up in front of the tub.
He put on a show for me, maybe I should return the favor?
Chapter Five - OLIVER
“What exactly does that mean?” I ask Pax. I’m sorta still pissed off about him dating my sister, but I can’t be a broody bitch about it forever. Might as well get over it now.
Pax gets up from his chair and walks over to the window, scrubs a palm up and down his unshaven face, and then puts his hands in his pockets.
I look at West, who’s looking at me. We both shrug.
“Pax,” I say. “What the fuck does that mean?”
“He didn’t say.”
“Give me your best guess.”
“He’s supposed to kill me, Oliver,” West says. “Finish the job. Liam Henry got his ass handed to him on a silver platter. He’s justifiably pissed off. He thinks I still have that treasure and he wants it.”
Pax turns away from the window very slowly. He trains his gaze on West and asks, “Do you still have it?”
“I told you I didn’t. It’s still in that cave. I can’t fit in there.”
“But you have a kid now, right?”
“What?” West says, his eyes narrowing.
“Come on, Pax,” I say, letting out a long breath.
“Come on what?” Pax says, turning to me. “Does he or does he not have a kid just the right size to swim down into that cave?”
“It’s not that easy, you dumbass. What do you think I’m gonna do? Throw Ethan into the ocean and say, ‘Hold your breath, kid. Find that underwater cave, wiggle your way into it—there may or may not be air inside there so you don’t die—and then grab as many gold coins as you can, and bring back up to me so we can repeat that sixty more times and get our money back?’”
“Sounds like you put a lot of thought into this,” Pax deadpans back.
West lunges at him, but I grab his arm and hold him back. “Don’t,” I say, looking into his eyes. “Don’t feed him, man. He’s fucking with you.”
“I’m dead serious,” Pax says.
“Look,” I say, still holding on to West. “Let’s just have a drink—”
West jerks his arm away and says, “Fuck that. It’s not even noon. If you fuck-ups want to get drunk before lunch, go ahead. But I’ve got a family to think about.”
West straightens his shirt and walks out, jumping down the stairs two at a time.
“Hey,” we hear him say on the third floor. “Let’s go, Tori. I told Ethan we’d take him ice-skating in Broomfield today.”
I look back at Pax. “Smooth, motherfucker. Real smooth.”
Pax shrugs and takes a seat in the chair in front of my desk. “You and I both know he’s lying about that gold.”
“I never said that. All I said was that I can understand why Liam Henry thinks he got fucked over.”
“Same thing.”
“It’s not the same, Pax. I don’t think West is gonna use that kid to get his money back, OK? You went too far. You never know when to stop.”
“Yeah? Well, not knowing when to stop is what saved your sister’s life two weeks ago. So stop trying to make every choice I make sound so questionable.”
He’s got me there. So I just sigh and say, “Where the fuck are you guys staying, anyway?”
Pax smiles. “Ariel offered.”
“Oh, fuck that. You can’t stay in the same house as Weston.”
He shrugs. “She offered.”
“Well, decline her offer. My dad has a condo a few blocks over that he hardly ever uses. You two can stay there. And if you make one joke about him using it to cheat on my mom, I will—”
“Don’t be a dick,” Pax says.
“Me?” Fucking asshole. I walk over to the desk, open the top drawer, and go looking for the keys. “I’ll let him know you’re staying there so he doesn’t come blow your head off if the neighbors report suspicious activity.” I find the keys stashed in the back, and toss them over. “Go tell Cindy. I got shit to do, so I’ll see you guys later.”
Pax stands up and stretches his arms up toward the ceiling. “You coming to dinner then?”
“Dinner where?”
“Ariel’s house, I guess. We’re all invited.”
I squint my eyes at him.
“What? Wasn’t my idea. I think the girls have some kind of thing going on.”
“So West mentioned. Tori isn’t convinced the Conrads are on the up and up.”
“Are you?” Pax asks.
“I dunno. I haven’t really thought much about it, to be honest.”
/> “Well, I have. And I have a pretty good feeling that Liam Henry knows something about them. I’m not convinced this is just about those gold coins, you know? I think there’s something much bigger going on with him and Weston’s family.”
And then he tosses the key ring in the air, catches it, and walks out.
I slump back into my desk chair and let out a long breath.
Why the fuck can’t this shit just go away already?
I glance at my desk, spy the folder with Katya’s profile on the top of the pile, and wonder if Pax was taking notes while he was here. That’s all I need. Him digging into my past.
“Relax,” I tell myself. “Just relax.” Paxton has no idea I have a history with this girl. He’s got no idea what’s happening. Hell, he’s my best friend and he doesn’t even know what I really do for a living.
I’m still good. Everything’s cool.
I open up my laptop and Kat’s face pops up again on her profile. A little red check mark indicates she posted a new video. My fingers can’t tap the pad fast enough. I click the play button and… holy fuck.
She’s naked from waist to shoulders again. Sitting on a couch. No sound, even though I fuck with the volume control for several seconds. Her fingertips stroke circles around her nipples, then she pinches them, making them bunch up like hard, little spikes.
It’s not long, only about a minute thirty seconds. But I play it on loop, over and over again, until Ariel calls up from down below.
“We’re all going to lunch for Lisa L’s birthday, Oli. You gonna come?”
“No,” I yell back. “No. I got too much work to do here.”
“You want us to bring you anything back?”
“Pass.”
“OK,” she says. When I look over at the stairwell, she’s standing there on the top step. “But you better show up at my house for dinner tonight. We have shit to go over.”
Ariel doesn’t wait for my reply. Just skips back down the stairs and then there’s a bustle of bodies and voices down below. The sound of all the office girls leaving.
I start my webcam, stand up, kick the chair back, and then reach behind my head and pull my thermal shirt off. “You like that, Katya? Have you been waiting to see me like this all these years? Well, why stop there?” I reach down and unbuckle my belt. The leather comes apart, the buckle clinking as my hand bumps it trying to undo the button on my jeans.
I drag the zipper down and bring out my cock. I’ve been semi-hard for almost an hour thinking about her. Waiting to be alone in the building. I don’t need more than one or two pumps to be ready.
“If you were here,” I tell her through the camera, “I’d come all over your face. But since you’re not…” I sit back down in the chair, angling the webcam to get the right shot. “I’m just gonna have to talk you through it.”
My breathing picks up as I stroke myself. My balls tighten, lifting up. One hand reaches underneath them. Cupping them as I continue to jerk off.
“Turn your camera on, Katya,” I say, staring into the lens like it’s a window to her soul. “Now get on your knees and open your mouth.”
I wait a few seconds to give her time to do that in the future, and then I smile. “Good girl,” I whisper. “You’re a very good girl.” I picture her the way I remember. That private-school uniform. The blue tartan pattern. Her long sexy legs and the white knee socks.
It was a costume. The Parson School for Girls doesn’t have a tartan skirt. I saw her on that bench. Sitting there like fucking bait. She looked nervous, but not scared. The car pulled up next to her and I was already walking across the street to pick a fight.
I fucked her over and over that summer, until she left that August.
“You want to have fun again, Kat? You want to relive what we did back then?” I smile at her. I picture her hand slipping down between her legs as she watches me getting off to the image of us in my head. “Then stick two fingers in your mouth and suck them like you used to suck my cock.”
Chapter Six - KATYA
There are candles everywhere. Lined up on the edge of the tub in one-foot holders, standing in the corners of the room in three- and five-foot holders, and there are two candelabras with twelve tapers each, flanking each side of the double vanity. I have always loved candles. They are a yellow-white color and smell like vanilla.
It’s not enough light for a shoot, so I have proper lighting as well. And after I set up the candles I decided one camera angle wasn’t enough. So now I have three tripods.
Basically my bathroom has been turned into a studio and this is my day’s work.
I adjust the robe and stare at myself in the mirror. My hair is messy, my makeup non-existent, and I’m surrounded by captured flames.
Mirrors and flames.
It brings back a lot of very bad memories.
But Claudette is gone now. Dead at the hands of Mr. Mysterious, no less. Oliver was there too. All of them, actually. Every Mister was accounted for that night. And they are almost all accounted for right now as well.
I stand in front of the tub, each of the three cameras already recording, and shrug the details off with my robe. Once the silky fabric slides over my shoulders it slips down my body in a silent whoosh of air, and makes a soft green puddle of fabric at my feet.
I say nothing. I will say nothing. Let him guess what I’m thinking.
It’s only fair. I’ve been guessing what he’s been thinking since we parted ways four years ago.
I pose for the camera. Something I do naturally now. Taking a moment to imagine myself staring into his eyes. I forgo the pouty lips and play air-kisses and just stand there. Let him appreciate me. Let him think about all the days and nights we’ve been apart. Let him wonder what I’ve been doing.
I start fondling my breasts, pinching my nipples to make them hard and bunched. My nails are just long enough, and the steam inside the bathroom just hot enough, to leave red marks on my fair skin.
He likes that. He likes the animalistic nature of sex.
I find myself unconsciously biting my lip and stop.
I am not a weak little girl. I am not trying to seduce him, or entice him, or make him want me.
He already wants me.
None of that play-acting stuff matters with Oliver Shrike. Everything with him needs to be genuine.
One hand continues to lightly scrape the skin of my breasts, while the other tracks down my ribcage with just enough pressure to make marks. It slips easily between my legs and only then do I let myself become aroused.
My lips part as my mouth opens. My heart beats faster. My skin prickles up, even though the heat in this room leaves no room for chills.
I will not moan for him. Not on camera. If he wants more he needs to come to me.
But I do enjoy it.
When the tips of my fingers find the sweet spot I smile and rub a little faster.
Do you like that? I want to ask him. Do you enjoy looking at me? Watching me? Do you want more? Do you want to feel me again? My body, my breath on the tip of your cock?
I come. Silently. He might not even notice, that’s how quiet I am.
And then I open my eyes and smile as I step into the tub. Sink down into the frothy white bubbles and let the hot water burn me. Turn my pale skin red, make my cheeks flush, relax my muscles, and ease my worries.
I soak there for a while, doing nothing. Saying nothing. Just enjoying the thought of him watching me take a bath.
It’s a peek into my day. That’s what they pay for when they buy my photos. The ones I make money off of are boudoir photos. And the videos too. But I actually do things in the videos. Sometimes I film myself ironing men’s clothing. A white dress shirt. Or a pair of slacks. Sometimes I wash windows naked. Not here though. Back in New York, when I was high up in that tower apartment so the only people who saw me were the ones paying for it. Or the telescope peepers, but what can you do? Sometimes I take a shower, or like now a sexy bath. Sometimes I cook or bake. But I do it all
naked and I come on my fingers at the end. It’s just a little peek into my day. It pays the bills so I don’t have to use the money they put in my bank account every month.
Of course, Oliver doesn’t pay. He has never paid.
He tried to a few times. If we spent the night together, he would try leaving me hundred-dollar bills before he left. Or gifts. Diamond rings and necklaces. A car once. And then, of course, the tattoos.
The only thing I kept was the tattoos. I couldn’t really send them back like the car and the diamonds.
I look down at them now. The ones I can see, anyway. My left shoulder, the letters trailing over the rounded hill of my muscle. My left ribcage. My hip bone. And the one just above my pussy.
His words are engraved onto my flesh for eternity. Telling me what he wanted. Telling me everything I wanted to hear.
I squeeze some gardenia-scented soap onto a soft cloth and begin to wash, only occasionally looking at the camera. And when that’s done I stand up, letting the bubbles trail down my body like the clouds moving in the sky. I pull the plug and let the water drain, just standing there looking into the camera. Into his eyes. We wait together for the water to disappear and then I turn the shower on and wash the whole thing away.
When I’m finished I step out of the tub, dry off—making sure he gets a good long look at me—wrap a towel around my hair and, one by one, turn off each camera.
There are so many words on the tip of my tongue. Questions, and answers, and declarations. But I don’t want to say any of them now. Not even with the camera off. I have been saving them up all this time and I will not rush things. I will not ruin my one chance at having my say.
He will hear them. Every thought, every transgression, every regret, and every wrong turn—but he will hear them in person or not at all.
And I will only say them after he begs. After he realizes what I’ve done and why I’ve done it. After he understand what’s going to happen next. Who will be hurt, who will be saved, and who will be left standing.
Oliver Shrike. You might regret ever meeting me.