by E. M. Leya
"I planned on doing that when you fuck me." Ax spread his legs so Les's cock rested right against his.
"If you kept doing what you were doing, we would never make it to that point." Les ran his fingers down Ax's side. "I can't promise I'll be any good at any of this, but I'm willing to learn." He moved down Ax's body, settling so his face was just over Ax's cock. "I figure if it feels good on mine, it will feel good on yours." He bent and kissed the head of Ax's cock, surprised by the precum that coated his lips. He pulled back and licked, tasting it for the first time. He'd tasted his own before, but Ax's was different, not as tangy as his own was. He bent and licked over the head, getting another taste, savoring it against his tongue.
"You don't have to…" Ax stared down at him.
"I want to." Les reached out and wrapped his hand around Ax's cock. Nervous, but excited to finally try this, he bent closer, slowly wrapping his lips around Ax's thickness and sliding his mouth down his shaft. It wasn't so bad, but then again, he didn't dare go too low. He was extra careful of his teeth as he moved his mouth up and down Ax, getting used to the feel of the cock against his lips and tongue.
"Perfect." Ax's head fell back against the pillows.
Les relaxed, finding that he enjoyed the feel of Ax between his lips and the taste of him against his tongue. Slowly, he dared to try to go farther down him, swallowing around him until he would start to choke. The best part of the whole thing was seeing the way Ax responded, his hips lifting off the bed, his fingers grasping at the sheet, his mouth open, eyes closed, and chest rising and falling as if he struggled to catch his breath.
With his free hand, Les worked his fingers over Ax's balls, rolling and playing with them just as he would if he was teasing his own. Not once was he bothered by touching another man like this. It seemed normal, and almost as if this was what had been missing from sex his entire life.
"Les, Hun, you've got to stop or I'm going to come, and I don't want to come yet." Ax reached down, tangling his fingers in Les's hair.
Les pulled off him, licking his lips, almost wishing he could finish him off to taste him completely. He moved back up, catching Ax's lips with his own, getting lost in the kiss as they wrapped their arms around each other again.
Ax pulled back, brushing Les's hair back from his forehead. "Are you still okay?"
"Besides feeling like I'm going to die if we don't come, yes. I told you, I want this. I'm okay with it. This is what was missing. It's why sex with women never did it for me." He ran his hand down Ax's chest. "This… You… It all feels right."
"So, you don't want to stop." Ax smiled.
"God no. I want everything. I don't care how we do it, who does what, but this is not over by a long shot." He reached for Ax's cock and stroked it. "Do you want to stop?"
Ax shook his head. "I knew it would be good with us, but this… It's more than I expected. I want more."
Les was relieved, glad he hadn't done anything wrong so far to ruin things. He was still nervous, but after experiencing what he had, he only wanted more. "Then tell me what to do. Do you want to take me?"
Ax shook his head. "Someday, but not tonight. Tonight, I want you inside me." He reached to the nightstand beside the bed and pulled a condom and lube from the small drawer. "Are you okay with this?"
"Yeah, I just don't want to hurt you."
"I like it hard and rough. You can't hurt me. Just loosen me up with your fingers for a minute first." He caressed his hand down Les's face. "Do what feels right. You can't mess this up."
Les kissed him, taking his time to savor the feel of Ax so close. This was what they'd been working toward for so many weeks. This was the final step to bringing them together. Once they were both secure that sex was going to be okay between them, they could move forward. He pulled back. "I love you."
"You mean the world to me too." Ax kissed him softly. "Now how do you want me?"
"I'd like to see your face." Les tried hard not to think about how Ax didn't return those three little words. He could understand if he wasn't quite there yet, but it still stung. "Is that okay?"
"In time, we'll try many positions. If you want me on my back tonight, that's how you'll have me." Ax eased back against the pillows, spreading his legs before pulling Les to him. He caressed over his back, then down to his ass, kneading the flesh as he rocked his hips, again bringing their cocks together.
"I can't believe how good this feels." Les reached between them and stroked their cocks together. "I never imagined it like this."
Ax smiled. "It gets better."
Les was sure it would. He was almost scared of how good this was. If this was what it was like to be with a man, he now understood all the noises that came from his roommate's room at night. He released their cocks and reached for the lube before sliding down between Ax's legs. He licked over the head of Ax's cock, unable to resist the precum that beaded on the tip. He smiled at Ax before teasing his balls, then moving lower.
He'd tried anal sex with a girl a long time ago, but she'd freaked out and said it was too painful. Now, as he looked at how tiny Ax's hole seemed, he prayed that he didn't hurt him too. He would never forgive himself if this went badly. Nervously, he reached out and ran his finger over the puckered center, surprised when it drew a pleasured gasp from Ax.
He'd never had his ass played with, so he didn't understand the feeling, but hopefully, that would change someday. Going off the porn he'd watched to prepare for this happening, he leaned in close and quickly licked up the crease of Ax's ass.
Ax groaned as he reached down and grabbed his legs, lifting them so that he opened himself up to Les.
"You like that?" Les glanced up at him.
"I love that." Ax took a deep breath.
Wanting to do anything he could to please Ax, Les licked over him again before focusing on Ax's hole and twisting his tongue in circles around it. He found he didn't hate this as much as he thought he might. There was something erotic about the way Ax reacted to it, and he loved feeling Ax tense up and cry out as he pushed his mouth closer to him, sucking gently before darting his tongue over him again.
Les played there for several minutes, daring to push his tongue into the hole, finding Ax opened easily to him. Curious, he eased back a bit and used his fingers again, running them over the soft skin before pressing one finger hard over the center of the hole and easing it inside Ax.
"Yes." Ax groaned. "Now move it around. Fuck me with it. Add two or three if you want."
Les did as he was told, sliding another finger inside him, enjoying the way his ass tightened around them. If it was like this with his fingers, how great would it be to feel it around his cock? He took a hard breath, trying to calm himself. His cock ached as he pressed it to the bed, trying to keep from reaching down and fisting it with his free hand.
"I love the way you feel, but I'm going to lose my mind if you don't fuck me." Ax reached down and ran his fingers through Les's hair.
Les eased his fingers out, moving to his knees. "You'll tell me if I hurt you?"
"You won't." Ax still held his legs up to his chest. "Just take the lube and drip it over my ass and over your cock. You'll see how good we fit together."
With his hand shaking, Les reached for the condom. He rolled it over his cock, groaning softly at the feel of it around him. He then took the lube and dripped a little over Ax's ass, rubbing it around the hole and just inside him. Once he was sure that Ax was slick, he did his own cock, gasping in pleasure as he worked his wet hand up and down the latex-covered shaft. "I'm nervous."
"I know, but once you are inside me, you'll forget that. Nothing will matter but what we are doing." Ax smiled. "Let me feel you inside me."
Les moved closer, excited as he ran the tip of his cock over Ax's crease, and then settled the head against his hole. He stared up at Ax, watching his face for pain as he slowly started to ease inside. The feel of Ax's ass stretching around him shocked him. It was tight, practically pulling him forward, willing him to
go deeper. Heat surrounded his cock as he settled deep. "Okay?"
"Better than okay." Ax tightened around him. "Now fuck me, and don't be gentle."
Les started to move, lost in the feel of Ax's ass gripping him. He was so tight around his cock. He took Ax's legs, hooking them with his arms as he stared down at Ax, watching him as Ax reached for his own cock and started to stroke. Being together like this was amazing, and Les dropped his gaze to where they joined, watching himself slide in and out of Ax with hard thrusts. He'd always loved hard sex, and expected he'd have to go easy with another man, but he found the harder he thrust, the more Ax cried in pleasure and the faster his hand worked his cock.
It didn't take long before the feeling consumed him, clouding his thoughts, rendering him unable to focus on anything other than the sensation in his cock and the pressure building in his balls. His skin smacked loudly against Ax's, and when Ax suddenly tensed and cried out, cum shooting from his cock as his ass clenched around Les's length, he thought he would die.
His grip tightened on Ax's legs, his cock seemed to thicken even more, his balls pulled up, and suddenly he was losing himself deep inside Ax, filling the condom with his release, unable to ignore the way Ax's ass milked him as he continued to ride out his own orgasm.
When he could think again, he gasped for air, his body struggling to come to terms with how intense his release had been. Les leaned his head against Ax's legs, unable to move for several minutes. When he could finally talk without his breathing jumbling his words, he shook his head, staring at Ax in amazement. "That was so intense. It's never been like that before." He reached down, gripping his cock, and holding the condom in place before pulling out slowly.
Ax dropped his legs and reached for Les, pulling him into his arms. "You are amazing." He kissed him softly. "I came so hard."
Les smiled. "Me too."
"No issues being with a man?" Ax ran his hand down Les's damp skin.
"Only that I didn't try it sooner." Les rested his head against Ax's chest. "I'm glad it was with you. I'm glad I've never wanted a man until you." He smiled as he thought about how much better sex was with Ax than it had ever been with a woman.
"I'm glad it was with me too." Ax closed his eyes.
Les rolled and sat up, pulling the condom off and tossing it in the trash before easing back into Ax's arms. "So, are we okay? All this shit that happened this week hasn't hurt us, has it?" He might be wrong to talk about it so soon after sex, but he needed to know that whatever he had with Ax wasn't going to end. He'd never wanted a relationship so badly.
Ax kissed his temple. "We're okay. It helps that Jeff is moving out. I trust you, but I don't trust him."
Les hated that a friendship he had for years seemed to be coming to an end, but he wouldn't jeopardize what he had with Ax for anything. "I know, and I understand that. I'm glad he decided to move without a fight. But now we need to decide if we want to stay here or move to another place."
"We don't need the extra room, but I hate to have to move everything again," Ax said. "Maybe we should just stay here. We can afford it together, and it never hurts to have a spare room."
Les was having trouble keeping his eyes open. "I like that idea."
Ax kissed him. "Good. Now I'm going to run to the bathroom. I'll lock up and we can sleep."
"Want help?"
"No, you rest." Ax eased out from under him.
Les sighed contently, secure that no matter how rocky their relationship might have started, there was a future for them. Hopefully, one that was much smoother than it had been.
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
Ax tossed his uniform into the dirty clothes and headed to his closet. It had been a long week, and he was looking forward to the weekend. He didn't have any real plans, but he hoped he could talk Les into going out to dinner at least. He didn't want to sit at home.
They'd had a good week together. Jeff had officially moved out, and that eased the stress and pressure that had built up in the apartment. With him gone, Les and he had been able to find their own pace, and figure out what worked best for the two of them. Living with Les was easy, and even though they were dating, he found, as a roommate, Les was perfect in every way. So far, nothing he did had annoyed him.
He searched his closet for something to wear, finally deciding on a pink sundress. After a week of being in uniform and covered in grease, the thought of some silk panties and feminine clothing was comforting.
He pulled out the clothes he needed and put them on the bed, taking a minute to run his hand over his freshly shaved legs before starting to get dressed. It was amazing how being able to put on his feminine clothes seemed to sooth him. Dressing as a woman wasn't just a fetish, it was a need. It was as if part of him needed to let the girl inside him out. He'd tried to explain it to people, but it was such a personal thing that words couldn't convey his need and desire to be a girl at times.
The front door opened and shut, and Ax bit his lip, debating on shutting himself in the bedroom until he was dressed or allowing Les to come in and see him transforming himself into his female counterpart.
In the end, he decided that this was part of his life, and if they were going to be a couple, Les needed to see it and get used to it. He kept the towel around his hips as he brushed through his still-wet hair as he waited for Les to come in.
"Hey." Les walked into the room, a smile crossing his face as he looked at Ax. "Nothing better than coming home to your lover half naked." He crossed the room and kissed Ax softly.
Ax kissed him back, enjoying holding Les tightly against him. "Have a good day?"
"Glad it's over." Les sat down on the bed.
"You up to going out to dinner?" Ax asked as he tipped his head to brush his long hair better.
"Yeah, I'm actually craving steak if you don't mind." Les reached over and ran his hand down the pink sundress, then picked up the silk panties. As he ran his fingers over them, he glanced up at Ax. "Or we could just stay home and you can model these for me."
Ax laughed, glad that they didn't freak Les out. Sure, he'd seen him as a female before, but he'd never seen the transformation happen or the stuff that he wore under the dresses. "Steak, then maybe tonight I'll give you a little show."
"Just a little one?" Les rubbed the panties against his cheek. "I like these. The thought of pulling them aside and taking you while you're still wearing them turns me on."
Ax's cock stirred at the thought, and he wondered what Les's reaction would be to the other stuff he owned and liked to wear. They'd had sex several more times over the week, and so far, everything was good. Still, would things change if Ax were dressed as a woman in bed? He hoped not. "If you are a good boyfriend and deserving, I have other things I can model for you sometime."
Les set the panties down on the dress. "Keep talking like that and we will be ordering pizza and staying home for the night so you can show me."
Ax kissed him. "I'm hungry and I want to go out, so you have to wait."
"Fine, I'm going to go shower, but tonight when we get home, all bets are off." He stood and wrapped his arms around Ax. "Honestly, the towel does it for me too. You're just sexy no matter what you wear."
That comment meant more to Ax than Les could know. "You're the best. I'll hurry with my makeup and hair so you don't have to wait long for me."
"You're worth the wait." Les tugged his shirt off and tossed it in the dirty clothes. "I'll see you in a few." With another quick kiss, he headed to the bathroom.
Ax smiled. Les was an amazing man. The more time they spent together, the more he started to really have serious feelings for him. There were still worries and little things that Ax hoped didn't change things. Like showing affection to him in public when he was dressed as a man. If he didn't want to wear his girl clothes so badly tonight, he would have tested things going out to dinner, but the girl inside him needed to escape. There would be plenty of other nights to go out and see how Les handled kissing a man in public.
Hurrying to get ready, Ax put on makeup and did her hair before pulling out her bra and fake boobs from the dresser. By the time Les came out of the shower, Ax was dressed and making a few final touches to her makeup.
"You look beautiful." Les came up behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist and kissing her shoulder. "That dress is amazing."
"Because you can see my legs?" Ax laughed, turning in his arms.
"Well, that was the first thing I noticed, but then I looked higher. Your ass is perfect, and your boobs are amazing, and then I got to your face and it took my breath away." He stared into her eyes. "I'm the luckiest man in the world."
"No, I think that is me. Finding you has changed my life. To have someone accept me no matter what is just a dream come true." Ax swallowed hard, the emotions that swelled inside her were so strong. Having Les love her no matter how she looked meant everything to her.
"It's because I love who you are here." Les tapped her chest. "Now let me get dressed before I change my mind and decide we are going to stay in tonight."
Ax kissed him. "Thank you."
Les smiled as he pulled out a pair of pants and shirt from the closet. "I was thinking we should plan a camping trip before summer is over. I know we've both taken too much time off work to go for long, but maybe we could skip out on a Friday and get three days in?"
Ax slipped on a pair of high heels, wishing she had time to paint her fingernails before leaving the house. "I could manage that. I need to give a little notice, so we need to plan now."
"I can get away anytime. So, you decide what works best for you."
"I'll talk to my boss on Monday." Ax watched as Les dropped his towel and stepped into his boxers.
She loved having someone to do stuff with, someone to hold at night. At times, there was panic that they were moving too fast, already living together, but everything felt right, and when she looked back over everything that happened, it all just seemed to fall into place as if it was meant to be.