by E. M. Leya
"I'm glad it's the weekend." Ax sat down across from him. "I didn't think this week would ever end."
"Me either. We have a new client and I've been working on getting them set up for days. If I don't look at a computer for a week I'll be happy." Les reached for his drink.
"How's your mom?" Ax cut into her enchilada.
"Good. No change really. I stayed about an hour. She doesn't know me, but she talks about everything to me. It's funny how she can remember something from when she was a kid, but can't recall yesterday."
"The mind is a complicated thing." Ax gave him a sympathetic smile.
They talked about their day and what they would do over the weekend, and by the time dinner was done, Les was relaxed and full. "That was an amazing dinner. I should let you cook more often." Les laughed.
"You just want to get out of having to do it on your nights. Not going to happen." She took his plate to the sink.
"So, you going to show me what's under that robe now?" He stood, going to her, and drawing her into his arms.
"I don't know. If I do, we might not get to that movie you wanted to see." She ran her hands down his arms.
"Movies can wait. I'm not sure I can." He parted the top of the robe slightly to find dark blue silk outlining her breasts. "Oh, now I'm really intrigued."
She gripped his hand. "Not here. In the bedroom." She took his hand in hers and tugged him down the hall. "I thought we could have some fun tonight." She let go of his hand and reached for the hem of his shirt.
"We don't have fun every night?" He eyed her as she lifted his shirt over his head.
"We do, but not this kind of fun." She dipped her head and licked over his nipple as she tossed his shirt aside.
"Should I be scared?"
"A little nervous maybe." She winked at him as her hand took the waist of his pants and pushed them down his legs. She went with them, going to her knees as she worked them the rest of the way off his body.
His cock pressed hard against his body as he stared down at her. "Take off the robe."
She shook her head. "Not yet." She licked her lips before moving in and taking his cock into her mouth.
He loved the sight of those dark red lips wrapped around him. He groaned as she took him deep into her throat, working her mouth over him as she ran her fingers up the inside of his legs to his balls.
He reached down, pulling her hair back from her face, watching the way her cheeks hollowed as she sucked. His heart pounded and his pulse raced as she teased him with her fingers, sliding them over his balls, then back farther, parting his ass to ease the pad of her finger over his hole.
He sucked in a hard breath. She'd licked and played there before, but something told him that this time was going to be different. "Ax...."
She pulled her mouth from his cock. "I know. I'll give you what you need, but first, I want to play a little." She stood up and nodded to the bed. "Go lay down. I'll give you a little show if you'll masturbate for me."
He was more than willing. He climbed onto the bed, easing back against the pillows, his legs parted as he took his cock into his hand. "This good enough for you?"
"For now." She smiled as she started to ease open the robe.
He swallowed hard as she parted it, allowing him to see the dark blue teddy that covered her pale white skin. It was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen. Her breasts filled out the top, but it was the way her thin hips pressed against the fabric that got him, then lower, the way the lace turned to silk as it went between her legs. "You're so beautiful." He gave his cock a squeeze.
"This is what I had on that night you came over to my place." She ran her hands over her body, her long blond hair falling over her shoulders. "What would have happened if I'd shown you?"
He shook his head, his cock leaking precum as he thought about it. "We would have done more than kiss." He took a deep breath. "A lot more." That night had been when he'd finally given in to his attraction to her. It was the night everything changed. "But I'm glad we didn't. It was too soon. We needed time." He watched as she ran her finger between her legs.
"We did. You weren't ready then." She turned, palming her ass as she bent over.
He could make out the hardness of her cock tucked between her legs and wondered for a second if it was painful that way, but just as quick, his focus went back to her hips, and the perfectly rounded ass. "I'm ready now." He worked his cock faster.
"Are you? For how much?" She stepped closer.
"Whatever you want." His breathing hitched.
She went to the nightstand and pulled out a bottle of lube and set it beside him on the bed, then reached back in the drawer and pulled out a small vibrator. "Anything?"
He hesitated just for a second before nodding. "Yes, anything." His cock pulsed at the thought of what she wanted to do to him.
"You'll tell me to stop if you don't like it?"
"I can't see not liking anything you do to me." He was being honest. He'd thought about this moment for a long time, and while he was nervous and scared, he wanted to try. He wanted to know what it felt like to have her inside him. He wanted her to take him that way. "I want this." He met her gaze, hoping she could see the honesty in his eyes.
"I'll be gentle." She crawled onto the bed, settling herself between his legs. She reached up and took his hand from his cock before licking over the glistening head.
He tried to relax and not think too much about what they were doing. She'd licked and played with his ass before, but other than a single finger, they'd never done more. He'd liked the feel of her finger, but the thought of bigger things made him nervous. Still, if she could take him inside her, he could do the same. It was just going to take some getting used to.
"Just close your eyes and feel." She lowered her body and pushed his legs farther apart before running her finger over his hole.
He couldn't close his eyes. He needed to know what was coming. He watched as she reached for the lube, then sucked in a breath as she poured some of the wet fluid over his ass. "Cold."
"I'll warm it up." She ran her fingers through the slick mess.
"Oh, God." He gasped.
"Good?" She glanced up at him, her eyes filled with mischief.
"Better than good." He loved the feel of her finger gliding over such a sensitive area.
"Can I go inside?"
He nodded as he bit his lip watching her.
She pressed gently, easing him open and pushing her finger inside. He took a deep breath, feeling no pain, but steadying his nerves.
"Hungry little ass. It pulls my finger right in as if it's begging for more." She gently thrust her finger in and out of him as she bent close and licked over his balls.
"You're going to kill me."
"Not even close. I'm going to make you beg and need."
"I already do." He found himself rocking his body against her finger.
She used a little more lube, then pushed another into him.
His ass stretched more, slightly burning, but nothing he couldn't handle. It was only a second later that her fingers brushed over a spot deep inside him that had his cock pulse and harden even more than it already was. "Fuck." His eyes went wide and he reached down to fist his cock.
She smiled up at him. "Like that? Imagine what it will be like when I'm inside you and rubbing over it each time I push in and pull out."
His cock ached and balls tightened. "I'll die."
"Of pleasure. It's not such a bad way to go." She kissed his balls as she twisted her fingers inside him. "Want more?"
"Yeah." He just wanted to get to where he could take her. No matter how it hurt he needed to feel her take him this way.
She eased her fingers from him and reached for the vibrator. It was only about five inches long and not very thick, but it was bigger than her two fingers. He sighed as she teased him with the tip over his crack, then shocked him when she turned it on and pressed it to him.
"Ah, fuck!" His body jerked in pleasure.
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Ax laughed. "It will be even better once I get it inside you." She ran it over his hole, the vibrations shaking him to his core.
He bit his lip as he let her do her thing. No matter how scared he was, he wasn't going to stop her. It would take major pain for him to put an end to this. He wanted it too badly. It was the one thing that they hadn't shared. Not that it changed anything between them, but he wanted to be able to give himself completely to Ax if she desired that from him.
He focused on the vibration as it worked through his body. It was so close to his balls it was almost enough to get him off without any other attention. He gripped his cock tightly, afraid to stroke it. He was going to come so hard when he finally did.
"Okay, tell me if it's too much." Ax pressed the tip of the vibrator to his hole and slowly eased it in. He gritted his teeth as he stretched around it, worrying that he wouldn't be able to take it. It hurt for a moment, then as she pushed it deeper, the ache started to ease and he was able to focus on the vibration jolting through him.
He closed his eyes, his lips parted as he struggled to keep breathing and not hold his breath. It was so intense. He'd never had anything like this done to him. Had he known what those vibrations were like for a man, he would have been doing this years ago.
"Okay?" Ax caressed his balls with her fingertips.
"Amazing." He blew out a breath. "Why didn't we do this sooner?" He looked down at her between his legs, his heart filled with love for her.
"Life got in the way." She sucked on one of his balls as she moved the vibrator in and out of him.
He found himself fucking it, moving his body against it, trying to get it to hit the one spot that would drive him crazy.
Ax groaned. "You look so hot like this."
"I can't handle anymore. I'm going to explode. You have to stop. I don't want to come before you're in me." Les gripped his cock so tightly it hurt.
Ax turned off the vibrator, but left it in him. "Are you sure you want to do this?"
"More than anything. I want to know what it's like." He took a deep breath, slowly calming his desire as he stared at her. "I want us to do everything. I'm nervous, but not scared. I know it's going to hurt a bit, but I trust you. Please." He released his cock and reached for her. "Show me what it's like."
Ax pulled the vibrator from him, tossing it aside as she crawled over him, lowering her satin covered body against his as she kissed him. He wrapped his arms and legs around her, thrusting his hips against her, loving the way the satin covering her felt against his cock.
She cupped his face in her hands as she stared into his eyes. "I love you."
His breath caught in his throat at the words. He'd said them to her a million times, but this was the first time she'd said them to him. "I love you too. So very much." He kissed her, praying that she would never leave him. He would never find another person like her.
"Ready?" She eased back, kneeling between his legs.
"Yes. You are so beautiful." He watched as she stood up on the bed and slowly peeled her teddy from her body. She took a second to keep the fake boobs from falling out, then wiggled her hips as she slid the teddy down her legs and stepped out of it. She grinned as she tossed it at him. "I know I still have make-up on, but in bed, I always identify as a man. I probably should have mentioned that sooner."
Les nodded. "That makes sense. I don't really think about it when we have sex. I'm with you. I don't think about gender anymore. Maybe the first time, but not now."
"I know it's confusing, but in bed, I am a gay man, even if I'm dressed as a woman. Once things get physical I'm male." Ax shrugged. "I hope that doesn't change anything."
"Nothing is going to change anything. I'm with you. Just you." Les grabbed the teddy, rubbing it against his cheek as Ax settled back between his legs and reached for a condom. As he watched Ax roll it down his cock, he again reached for his own cock, giving it a tight stroke. "I could watch you do that forever." Something about watching Ax get ready to take him was such a turn-on. To know that he was about to push deep into him and take him the way he'd been taking Ax for months.
"I wish you could see how hot you look, lying there with your legs spread, ready for me." He dripped lube over his cock, then again over Les's ass. "Tell me if it's too much."
He wouldn't stop this no matter how bad it got. If Ax could handle him, he could handle it. He nodded, reaching down and hooking his legs in his arms, opening himself up for Ax.
As Ax pressed the tip to his ass, he held his breath, ready for pain.
"Relax. Push out. It will make it easier. Don't clench down around me." He gave a gentle push, parting him.
"Oh, God." He gritted his teeth as pain washed through him. He took an unsteady breath, nodding to Ax to continue.
He fisted his hands into the sheet, trying to breathe through the stretching pain. Once Ax got a bit farther in, he was able to relax a bit. The searing pain was gone, leaving behind a fullness and ache that he could live with.
"Are you okay?" Ax held still.
"Yeah, good. I expected worse."
"It only gets better from here." He pushed again, settling deep. "I love you." He slowly started to pull back out, then forward again.
He went painfully slow at first, and Les was about to tell him to go faster, when Ax seemed to read his mind. He pushed in harder, his hips moving back and forth faster. He groaned, releasing his legs to wrap around Ax as he reached for his cock and started to stroke. It took only a minute before Ax was taking him hard, just like he took him. His body rocked on the bed, his balls bouncing, and his heart pounding.
Ax shifted slightly, and as he did, his cock hit that spot deep in him that Ax had played with before.
Les cried out, his cock jerking, balls tightening. He sucked in a breath as Ax hit it again, then again. He was lost, there was no controlling things. His body was doing its own thing. He had no way of stopping his building orgasm. He stared up into Ax's eyes. His mouth parted and he gave a loud groan as heat rushed through him, starting at his spine, then up through his balls and straight out his cock. He couldn't help but tighten around Ax, clenching down on his cock as streams of cum shot from him.
Ax grabbed his legs, slinging them over his shoulders as he took him even harder, his rhythm slipping as he thrust deep several times, then held still, his head falling back as he gave his own cry of pleasure.
When they both slowly started to recover, Ax eased out of him, taking a second to dispose of the condom before falling down beside him and pulling Les into his arms.
"Will you hate me if I say I loved it?" Les smiled at him.
"No, why would I hate you?" Ax looked at him confused.
"Because you said you’re a bottom."
He laughed. "That doesn't mean I won't take you once in a while. I like watching myself slide in and out of you."
He blushed. "I never realized it would feel that way."
"Pretty amazing, huh?"
"Yeah, but everything we do is amazing." He kissed Ax.
Ax wrapped himself around him, putting his head against Les's chest. "Yeah, it is."
He gave a content sigh. "I should clean up, but I don't think I can move."
"Then don't. I'm happy right here. We can shower after."
He closed his eyes as he nodded. "Just a quick nap."
"I'm happy as long as you hold me."
He tightened his arms around him. "I'll never let go."
CHAPTER THIRTY
Ax carried the last of the boxes into the house and set them down on the floor. He rolled his shoulders as he looked around the living room. It was a mess now, but it would only take a little work to get things put away.
"I'm so glad to be out of that apartment." Les came into the room, stopping beside Ax.
"Me too. It's going to be nice to have our own place. I'm looking forward to being able to grill out in the backyard." He leaned against Les. "You holding up okay?"
"Yeah, it's hard, but it's just the way thi
ngs are. It's not like I can change anything." Les sat down on the couch that was against the far wall.
It had been a month since Les's dad had died, and he still struggled with accepting it from time to time. In the end, right before he passed, his dad had told him to move into the house once he was gone and make a home for the two of them. He'd never really given his blessing to their relationship or talked any more about Les being bisexual, but the fact that he'd told them to live together in his home was enough approval.
"I think he'd be impressed with how we fixed the place up." Ax took a seat beside him.
"I was thinking the next time I check my mom out of the center for a few hours, I might bring her back here and see if it triggers any memories. It's better than always taking her to the park or out to eat." Les took Ax's hand.
"I think she'd like that. Maybe visit some of the neighbors too." Ax liked Les's mom, and even though he had to be reintroduced each time they went, he found her to be a funny lady, who with the right medication and care was able to live a semi-normal life. She'd adapted well to being in the care center over the last year. "Maybe we can bring the twins, too, one weekend. Your mom was always saying she loves kids."
"She does. That would be a great idea." Les relaxed back. "I was thinking we could start breaking in every room in the house tonight, but I'm so tired I don't think even your red lace thingy could get me hard."
"I'd take that as a challenge if I wasn't so tired myself." Ax grinned as he rested his head against the back of the couch. After almost a year together, they had found a routine that worked for them. With such a rocky start, things seemed to have finally settled down. He almost hated thinking about how peaceful things had been over the last month, afraid the thought alone might jinx it.
"Pizza okay with you?" Les raised a brow.
"Yeah, it's good. Makes breakfast tomorrow easy as well." He laughed.
"I'll call." Les stood up, reaching for his wallet in his back pocket before starting across the room to grab his phone from where it sat on a box. He'd taken two steps when something fell from his front pocket.