by Lyn Andrews
The Leaving of Liverpool
LYN ANDREWS
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Table of Contents
Title Page
Copyright Page
Part I - 1919
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Part II
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-one
Chapter Twenty-two
Chapter Twenty-three
Chapter Twenty-four
Chapter Twenty-five
Lyn Andrews is one of the UK’s top one hundred bestselling authors, reaching No. 1 on the Sunday Times paperback bestseller list. Born and brought up in Liverpool, she is the daughter of a policeman who also married a policeman. After becoming the mother of triplets, she took some time off from her writing whilst she raised her children. Shortlisted for the Romantic Novelists’ Association Award in 1993, she has now written twenty-seven hugely successful novels. Lyn Andrews divides her time between Merseyside and Ireland.
Author’s Note
The author is indebted to John Maxtone-Grahame for use of material from his book The Only Way to Cross, published by Macmillan, New York, 1972, and to Humfrey Jordan for his book Mauretania, published by Hodder and Stoughton, 1936. For their kind assistance with factual accounts and experiences of working life and conditions on board the liners of the 1920s, I would like to thank Mr J. Longrigg, Mr Wilfred P. Johnson and Mr Charles Best. I would also like to thank Derek Whale of the Liverpool Daily Post and Echo, for his co-operation and enthusiasm. My thanks go to all those Liverpudlians who have written to me from all over the UK and places as far apart as Canada and Australia, expressing their enjoyment of my books which makes my work very gratifying. Also, last but not least, my thanks to Mrs Mabel Fisher of Fisher’s Books, Ormskirk, who has given me tremendous support and some very pleasant signing days.
Lyn Andrews
1991
Part I
1919
Chapter One
‘WHY’S SHE GOING TO marry that old misery? She can’t love him! She just can’t!’
‘Of course she doesn’t!’ The door was slammed shut, throwing the tiny scullery into semi-gloom. Emily Parkinson glared at her younger sister. At eighteen years of age Phoebe-Ann had as much tact and understanding as a five year old. Phoebe-Ann had the beauty all right, with her fresh, clear skin, wide hazel eyes and the fine tresses of ash-blond hair that were her pride and joy, but she’d been a long way back in the queue when the brains were given out. Emily’s features softened. That was unfair. It wasn’t Phoebe-Ann’s fault if she was a bit slow on the uptake.
‘Oh, I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to shout.’ Emily lifted the heavy, soot-blackened kettle and poured the hot water into the small earthenware sink. ‘I’ll wash. You can dry.’
Mollified a little by the apology, Phoebe-Ann nodded and took the tea towel from its nail on the wall. She watched mutinously as Emily attacked the greasy dishes. Emily always understood things without having to have them explained in great detail. She supposed it was some kind of talent she had. Mam said it was to balance things out, for poor Emily certainly couldn’t be called a beauty. Not with that straight, mousy-brown hair and those pale blue eyes that always looked sort of washed out.
‘Well, are you going to tell me how you know that Mam doesn’t love him?’ she asked resentfully.
Emily sighed, scraping away with a knife at the remains of the potatoes stuck to the bottom of the pan. ‘I just know, that’s all!’
Phoebe-Ann banged the basin she’d been drying down hard on the wooden draining board. ‘Oh, you’re a fine help! What kind of an answer is that? Am I supposed to be a mind reader?’
‘For God’s sake, Fee, keep your voice down! Half the street can hear you. And stop banging stuff around, you’ll break something and it all costs money!’
Phoebe-Ann gritted her teeth. She hated being called by her childhood nickname. When they had all been very young, neither her brothers nor Emily had been able to pronounce ‘Phoebe-Ann’ without difficulty, so she’d been called Fifi, an approximation of Phoebe, which had then been shortened to Fee. But she was grown up now. Something Emily seemed to forget these days. Emily was a year older but you’d think she was twenty-nine instead of nineteen the way she acted sometimes.
Suddenly she saw her mother’s startling announcement in a bright flash of clarity. ‘It’s money, isn’t it?’
Emily wiped away a strand of hair from her forehead with her damp forearm. ‘Oh, the penny’s finally dropped!’
‘You never miss a chance to have a dig at me, do you?’
‘That’s not true and you know it! Don’t I always stand up for you when there’s an argument?’
‘So, it is money?’ Phoebe-Ann persisted.
‘That and security and you can’t blame her. She’s had precious little of either for years.’
‘She might have told us before she told our Jack and Jimmy.’
Emily was exasperated. ‘They had to go to work, remember, and I think she wanted to get it off her chest.’
‘She could have done that last night when we were all here.’
‘Oh, shut up, Fee! He only asked her last night.’
‘So she said but she must have known for ages that he was going to. She must have had some idea, she’s been going around with a face as long as a fortnight for days! If you ask me it’s not right and it’s not fair!’
Emily threw the wet dish mop into the greasy water. It made a dull plop and then sank. ‘Why isn’t it right? He’s not divorced or anything, she’s a widow, and as for it not being fair, who isn’t it fair to? Mam or you?’
Phoebe-Ann glared at her. What with one thing and another life was far from satisfactory at the moment. ‘It’s not just me I’m thinking about. It’s going to affect us
all. Where’s he going to live? Here? You can’t swing a cat in this house as it is. Our Jimmy and Jack are in the back bedroom. Mam, you and me have the other one, so that leaves the sofa.’ Seeing the warning flash of anger in Emily’s eyes and the sharp jut of her sister’s chin she hastily added, ‘I’m only being practical!’
Emily knew she was right. There was barely room for the five of them in the tiny terraced house. Two bedrooms, a kitchen and a tiny front room was all it consisted of and a minuscule yard at the back that led on to the entry, or jigger as it was called.
When Lonsdale Street had been built not much thought had been given to the size of the houses or the comfort of their occupants. It had been worse when Harry and Rob had also had to share the back bedroom but the war had taken its toll on number twenty-four, as it had on every house in the street. Except that of Albert Davies. The man her Mam had just announced she was going to marry.
Her thoughts automatically turned to her dead brothers. Harry, the oldest, with his shock of unruly brown hair and a grin that seemed to split his face in two. Her big brother but always referred to as ‘our kid’. He’d looked so smart in his uniform. Much smarter than he’d ever looked before and she’d always remember him like that. Tall and straight and proud. And Rob. She glanced at Phoebe-Ann from under her lashes, remembering how she’d rocked her in her arms all that terrible night. Trying to comfort her and assuage her own grief. Mam had been too devastated to utter a single word for two days.
Rob and Phoebe-Ann were twins and she knew her sister felt the loss of her brother more deeply than any of them. They’d been inseparable when young, although they’d often fought and squabbled. Phoebe-Ann always tagged along behind the small gang of boys who made the narrow streets their playground. And when his mates got tired of her or teased or tormented her, Rob had always defended her. Poor Phoebe-Ann. Even now she sometimes heard her stifled sobs in the night. Bedrooms brought her back to the present with a jolt and she realized her sister had been speaking to her. ‘What?’
‘I said he could sleep in the parlour.’
‘She’d never let him do that. You know how she cherishes that room. And they’ll want to be together.’
‘It’s like a shrine in there. A shrine for me Da.’
Emily nodded her agreement. The tiny room was Mam’s pride and joy. The few pieces of furniture, the oilcloth on the floor and the two photographs of Da were all lovingly polished every day and no-one was ever allowed in there. No, she couldn’t see the sombre Mr Davies sleeping there with the smiling face of his predecessor looking down at him. She wrung out the dish mop and hung it on its peg next to the window that was so small it was little better than useless. ‘I suppose she’ll tell us the arrangements in her own good time.’
Phoebe-Ann raised her eyes to the ceiling and pursed her lips. Life was getting complicated and she hated complications. She liked things to be clear and simple. Black and white. She still couldn’t take it in. Mam! Her Mam and old Mr Davies, the neighbourhood skinflint. She’d never once seen him smile let alone laugh. ‘That fella’s gorra face that’d stop de Liver clock!’ she’d heard Mrs Harper next door say about him. And Mam was going to marry him, live with him and share the same bed. She shuddered at the latter realization. How could she? With him! It was too awful to think about and too complicated. You fell in love when you were young, then got married and had children. Mam had done all that. But she supposed that the older you got you just didn’t do ‘that’ any more. She shuddered again. It was hard enough to imagine Mam and Dad doing ‘it’, but Mam and Albert Davies!
She stacked the dishes on the single narrow shelf and spread the tea towel to dry across the draining board that Emily had scrubbed down. ‘When do you think her own good time will be then?’
Emily shrugged. ‘Maybe tonight. Maybe tomorrow. Get your coat. You can come down to the bag-wash with me. I don’t want you harping on at Mam while I’m out. And not another word about it. Anything you’ve got to say can be said later when you’ve had time to calm down. When we’ve both had time to take it in properly.’
Phoebe-Ann assented. She didn’t want to stay in with Mam, knowing her imagination would run riot and she was bound to say something that would upset Mam. The way she felt it was as certain as night follows day. Then Emily would get mad and there would be a slanging match. Besides, it was Saturday afternoon and very likely the last one she’d have to herself. When the washing was done she would persuade one of the neighbours to keep an eye on it and she and Emily could go into town. Then there was another matter she wanted to discuss with her sister. One that had been pushed to the back of her mind by her Mam’s news.
She gave her sister a thin smile and Emily grinned back. Phoebe-Ann’s ill humour never lasted long. Neither could she keep her mind on one subject for more than an hour or two. ‘A head full of butterflies’ was how Mam put it.
When the scullery door had slammed shut Lily Parkinson had dropped her head on her hands. She had dreaded telling them all, but telling the girls had worried her most. Especially Phoebe-Ann. She’d been prepared for the look of stunned disbelief that had crept over both their faces. It was only what she’d expected. She hadn’t been foolish enough to believe that they would be over the moon with delight. Then she’d seen the softening of Emily’s expression and understanding dawning in her pale eyes.
In her heart she’d known that Emily wouldn’t get too upset but Phoebe-Ann was another matter. She’d opened and closed her mouth like a codfish and she knew the questions and protests were forming. Before they could be uttered, Emily had dragged her sister into the scullery and slammed the door. She could still hear the buzz of voices.
Was what she was doing really so terrible? That was a question she’d asked herself time and again over the past week. The final answer had been no. Oh, she knew people called him names but they didn’t know him as well as she did.
He’d moved into Lonsdale Street two years after Joe had died and he’d kept himself to himself which hadn’t suited some of the neighbours. What’s more he had his own business, in a small way. More self-employed really. He had a wagon and two horses and hired himself out as an independent carter. It had been rumoured that he’d owned the house for the last couple of years but she’d refused to be drawn into speculation about that.
Being on the corner of Lonsdale Street and Bloom Street it was a bigger house than all the others with a larger yard with a wooden lean-to where he kept the cart. The horses were stabled up behind St Nathaniel’s church. Yes, he was careful with his money, but she saw that as a virtue and one she approved of. At least he wasn’t in the pub every night wasting it, or down a back jigger playing pitch and toss or in debt to the bookie. She began to smooth out imaginary creases in the faded and threadbare chenille cloth. It was a virtue she, too, had cultivated. Born of necessity. There hadn’t been much choice about it. Circumstances had forced her to watch every farthing.
She got up slowly, placing her hands in the small of her back and grimacing. She caught sight of herself in the mirror that stood on the shelf above the range. She wasn’t a bad-looking woman, she thought, her hand patting her tidily pinned-up hair. There was more silver than gold in it now though but what could she expect at fifty-two and after a lifetime of hard work?
She poured herself a cup of strong tea from the pot that sat on the hob beside the range and sat down in the battered old chair from which the horsehair was leaking. ‘Oh, Joe. Am I doing the right thing?’ she said softly. Twelve years was a long time to be alone. A young widow with a family of six to bring up by herself and God knows that hadn’t been easy. She’d never been afraid of hard work but after that terrible day when they’d come to tell her that he’d fallen from a hatch cover into an empty hold and had broken his neck, she’d known she would have to work even harder. The neighbours had all rallied round and somehow she’d muddled through until the day came when she had finally faced the fact that only by her efforts alone could the family be kept together. S
he’d sworn she’d work until she dropped before she’d let them take the children and put them into a home.
She’d had four cleaning jobs. All in India Buildings. Two early in the morning, the other two in the evenings when the office staff had gone home. In between she had cleaned, washed, shopped and cooked, then once a week she had joined the army of cleaners who converged on the Cunard liners and worked like furies so the ship would be ready to sail again the following day. Twelve or fourteen hours at a stretch they worked and she often wondered how she’d found the energy to crawl home, but the money was good and she desperately needed it.
A smile hovered around her lips. Even from an early age Emily had been a great help. She always had the kettle on, the table set, the kitchen tidy. Lily sipped her tea and glanced towards the still tightly shut door from behind which voices still rose and fell and pots rattled.
It had been back-breaking work and she’d been weighed down with worries. Trying to make her meagre wages stretch to often impossible lengths. Fighting to keep poverty and destitution at bay and to keep up some standards. To make sure her home was clean, her step whitened, her children neat even though the clothes they wore were second and even third hand and their boots often had pieces of cardboard pushed inside to cover the holes until she could afford to have them patched.
For twelve long years she’d struggled on. Oh, things were not so grim now. Money wasn’t so tight. These days she didn’t have to beg bones from the butcher or ‘fades’ from the greengrocer to make a thin stew – often the only meal of the day. But she was desperately tired of battling with fate. She’d had to be strong and she’d managed to be so but the deaths of first Harry and then Rob at just seventeen had fatally sapped that strength. She was drained and empty. All the fight had gone out of her in the days that followed the arrival of those telegrams. Two in two days. Oh, they’d been dark days but she hadn’t been alone in her grief. There wasn’t a woman in the entire street who hadn’t lost someone. Their sons, husbands and fathers had been in the same regiment, the ‘Liverpool Pals’ and street after street had been plunged into mourning.