by Suzy Shearer
“Erin, can you forgive me? I’ve been a fool. I am so sorry.” He reached to hold her hand, but she moved aside and sat. He handed her the gift.
“I bought this for you.” She took the present but left it unopened on her lap. She looked up at him. Val was unsure of what to do. He knelt down in front of her and took both her hands.
“Erin I…you…Oh, fuck it. Erin, I have been an absolute idiot.”
A slight smile flitted across Erin’s face at his words, then she finally spoke. “Yes, you have. You hurt me more than you can ever imagine, Val.”
“I am so sorry, Erin. I overheard part of your conversation and panicked. I thought, well, I guess I thought you only wanted to be with me because of what I looked like.”
“You’re a fool, Val, if you honestly thought that was the reason I was with you. I thought you knew me better than that!”
“I know, Erin, believe me, I know. I never gave you a chance. I should have known better.”
Erin was getting angry. All the pent-up frustration, disappointment and hurt from the last two weeks was about to explode.
“I fell in love with you. I couldn’t give a shit if you were ugly, short and fat! It was you, the man inside that I loved. I thought you could see what I felt. Instead, you just fucked with my head!”
The threatened tears began to fall as she continued, “You didn’t even give me an explanation. You just pissed off and left me with no reason why!”
Val sat back on his heels. He rubbed his face with his hand, shaking his head.
“I know. I know. I…damn.” He got to his feet, “I have no excuse for what I did. All I can say is I am sorry.”
“I was in love with you, and you hurt me so badly.” Val heard the past tense in her statement.
“I can understand that you hate me now. I just wanted to see you, to explain, to apologise.”
He did not know what to do. Should he leave? Should he stay and try to make her see how much he loved her? It was breaking his heart to see her like this, crying. Her eyes were so red and swollen. He could see she had been crying for a long time, and it was his entire fault. He wanted wrap his arms around her and kiss the tears away.
Erin looked at him. She wanted to fling herself in his arms, but she was frightened. She loved him so much, but he would not hurt her again. To see him now was like a knife in her heart. She could tell he was sorry, but he had not said anything about his feelings for her. Maybe all she was to him was a partner for the Club.
“I don’t hate you, Val,” she whispered, “but there is no way I will let myself be hurt by you again.”
He nodded his head. He knew it was too much to expect her to be in love with him still.
“I understand, I really do. I just wanted to tell you why I ran. I am truly sorry, Erin. I wish things had turned out differently.” He wanted to take her in his arms and tell her everything would be okay. Instead, he moved toward the hall.
“I’ll get out of your life now. I’m sorry.”
Erin watched him as he began to walk out of her life. If only he loved her.
She heard him open the door and close it behind him. She burst into sobs.
Val walked to the car. He had lost. Lost the only woman he would ever love. He sat in the gutter. He wanted to scream. What a fool he had been!
He pulled out his phone and rang Richard.
“Rich…I…I fucked up.”
“Val? What happened?”
“I saw her, I apologised. I think she accepted it, but she doesn’t want anything to do with me. She said she would not let me hurt her again.”
“Are you sure, Val? Fleur told me she was still in love with you.”
“I’m sure. What am I going to do? I love her so much.”
“Did you tell her that?”
“What?”
“That you love her.”
“Um…I don’t think so. I tried to, but she was so upset. She was crying and telling me she didn’t want to get hurt.”
“Oh, for fuck’s sake, Val! She was waiting to hear if you loved her! Instead, you played all noble, I bet, and walked out the door. Honestly, Val, sometimes you are such a dickhead.”
“But she said she didn’t love me.”
“Did she use those exact words?”
“Well, no. She just said she was in love with me. Was, not is.”
“Fuck, I would love to come and punch you. Go and tell her you love her, you stupid fool!” With that, Richard hung up.
Val sat in the gutter. Was it that simple? Surely not. Still, it was worth humbling himself and telling her. If she sent him away, he would not have lost anything more than he already had. He got to his feet and walked back to her door, rang the bell, and crossed his fingers.
* * * *
Erin heard the doorbell again. She was tempted to just ignore it. Still, it was late at night, so it may be something important. She tried to dry her face with her shirt and went to the door.
“Erin. Erin, I am so sorry.” Val stood before her again. “I can’t walk away without telling you I love you so much.”
She just looked at him, her eyes wide, with a puzzled look on her face.
“Look, you can tell me to leave, and I will, but I had to tell you. I adore you. I am sorry I hurt you. I will only ever love you, Erin.”
He turned to walk away.
“Val?” Her voice was hesitant. He turned back. She was crying again. He couldn’t bear it any longer. He grabbed her and wrapped her in his arms. He felt her arms go around him, and she clung to him as he picked her up and carried her inside, kicking the door shut as he walked in. Erin was sobbing against his chest.
“Don’t cry, please, no more tears.” He felt her arms tighten around his neck. He began kissing her head, her forehead, and her neck.
“Erin, please don’t cry. I love you, it breaks my heart to see you so upset, and it is my entire fault.”
Slowly, her sobs subsided and she sniffled against him. She sat up and looked at him, and then he was stunned when she hit him across the face.
“Don’t you dare do that to me again!” She melted against him and finally, his lips found hers. All the frustration, anger and hurt from the past weeks fell away as they poured their love into that one passionate kiss.
“I’ve missed you so much,” Val whispered into her ear. “I promise I will never hurt you again.”
“You better not! Oh, Val, I have been so lost without you.” His kissed her again and felt her response. His cock hardened as he deepened the kiss, her hand running down his back.
“You haven’t opened your present,” he said breathlessly.
She looked at him, then stood and picked it up from the chair where she had dropped it. Opening it, she burst out laughing, “Maybe I should have opened this before, or maybe you should have told me you love me.”
Val shook his head ruefully. “I was so worried about telling you how sorry I was, I just never thought. I’m a fool, Erin.”
She straddled his legs, looking in his face. “Yes, you are. In the future, I expect to hear you love me every day.”
He grinned at her and gathered her for another kiss, running his hand under her top to undo her bra. She moaned into his mouth as he began to rub. Leaning back, she removed her top, before she could lean into him he took one breast into his mouth, sucking hard against the nipple. With his other, he began to pull and twist the other nipple until they had both hardened. Erin wriggled against his cock.
He stood her up and removed her sweatpants and her panties, burying his head in her stomach before standing and stripping quickly off. He sat down again and pulled her to straddle him, stretching his legs apart so hers were widened. He looked down, delighting in seeing how wet she was. Her pink lips glistened. He rubbed and then pulled them roughly until she was groaning in delight. He pushed a finger into her pussy. It felt so good, hot and wet.
“Gosh, I have missed this, missed playing with your gorgeous body. I want to fuck you until you scream.�
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He lifted her, then lowered her onto his cock, already hard and almost bursting. She sank onto it with delight. At last, he was where he belonged. She began to ride his cock as he played with her tits with his mouth and hand while he used the other hand to press and roll against her clit. He had wasted these last few weeks being an idiot. Now he wanted to come inside her and then mark her as his own forever.
She was riding harder now, panting, her heart beating faster, as fast as his was. She grabbed his thighs, trying to push him deeper into her cunt as he felt the beginnings of her climax. It was enough to send him spiralling into his. She felt him burst deep inside as her muscles grabbed his cock. She screamed as he rolled her clit and pushed his cock in as hard as he could.
She fell forward, her head on his shoulder, trying to calm her heart. Val kissed her ears, her neck, her cheek. “I love you so much.” He kept whispering between his kisses. “Oh, Erin…I love you.”
She lay there, wrapped in his love, and felt a peace for the first time in over two weeks. Finally, he set her on the ground, stood, and took her hand. “Come, let me clean you up. Then, if you will let me, I want to sleep the night with you in my arms.”
She nodded her agreement and they went into the bathroom before snuggling together in bed. Neither had slept much during the past two weeks and it was only a matter of minutes before they were both asleep, spooned together.
Chapter Eleven
The next morning, Erin woke to find Val watching her. He was softly running his hand across her arm, a contented look on his face.
When he saw she was awake, he grinned at her. “Good morning, beautiful.” She grinned shyly back at him as he bent to kiss her.
“So, what do you want to do today?” She shrugged her shoulders.
“I have to go home and change.”
“Yes, I thought you were a bit on the smelly side.” She shrieked as he began to tickle her.
“As I was saying, I need to change. You want to come with me? We could have lunch, then go to the Club later. That is, if you want to go back to the Club.”
“I do, now that you are with me.” She sobered. “I couldn’t face going back there without you. It would have been too painful.”
He kissed her again, the past fortnight’s hurt still raw for them both.
* * * *
They had a late lunch and then drove over to the Club. Val was nervous to face the others, but knew he had to get it over and done with. He walked into the bar while Erin dropped her bag off, and shook hands with Stuart, telling him he was sorry he had not stopped to listen. When Erin reached him, he took her hand and they walked into the Blue lounge. Richard and Fleur were there talking to Paul and Lisa. Conversation stopped as they walked in.
Paul stood and glowered at Val.
“You’re a prick! You know that?”
“I’m sorry, Paul, I truly am.” He held out his hand, Paul looked at it a moment. Everyone held their breath, then finally he grasped it.
“Never do that again!”
“Believe me, I won’t.” Paul pulled his head into his shoulder, then let him go to kissed Erin and led her to a sofa. “If this prick does one thing, just one thing wrong, tell me.”
She laughed as Richard kissed her also. Val kissed the girls and then settled alongside Erin. He looked at them all, then said sincerely, “I am honestly sorry. I know I was a fool. It will never happen again. I promise I will never hurt Erin.”
Richard nodded. “Okay, let’s put it behind us. We all know you’re a prick, so let’s move on.” It broke the ice as they all began to laugh and relax. Finally, Val felt at ease, as he settled back into the sofa, his arm around Erin, listening as the others talked about their weekend.
“Well, I’m off to check things. Fleur, can you see if Greg is going to cover for Mark on the front desk? See you all later.”
Paul and Lisa stood. “We are off to play. What about you two?”
Val grinned at Erin. “I booked a room for wax.”
“Have fun then, catch you later.”
They left the lounge. Val took Erin’s hand and they walked off to the room he had booked. He was excited to play again. He loved seeing Erin covered in wax. He would have to shave down so she could do it to him one day soon.
Val turned Erin in his arms until her back was to him. Slowly, he unzipped her dress and let it fall to the floor. He leaned forward and kissed her shoulder, running his hands up and down her arms. She bent her head back as he ran his kisses up her neck. He pushed one strap, then the other, of her brassiere over her shoulders, and then unfastened it before taking it off her. Moving his arms around her body, he lifted each breast, squeezing them and tweaking her nipples.
He ran one hand down to her panties and slid it between the fabric and her skin. He loved listening to her soft little moans as he pressed one finger between her outer lips. While he pulled on one nipple, he pushed a finger into her pussy, her cunt dripping. Carefully, he walked her over to the bench and spread her before him, taking her panties off. He dropped a line of feathery kisses from her lips down her body to her clit.
“I can’t believe how lucky I am. I love you,” he whispered as he looked at her stretched before him. He shed his clothes quickly, then. Walking over to the side cabinet, he selected a candle and lit it, returning to her. Her pupils dilated in anticipation. He held the candle above her. Slowly, carefully, he dripped wax onto one tit and then the other. Her nipples stood proud amid the wax. He continued to drip wax back and forth from one breast to the other until both were well coated. He blew the candle out, then walk back to select a dildo.
Standing between her legs, he pushed it between her lips then plunged it into her cunt. Moving it back and forth, he watched Erin’s face as she closed her eyes and parted her lips, her tongue poking out a little between her teeth.
Using a finger moistened with her juices, he began to widen her back passage until it was wide enough for him to insert the dildo, pushing it passed the tight muscle until it was fully in her. He pulled it partly out, then pushed it back in again, watching her shake her head from side to side, her moans getting louder.
Settling his cock at the entrance to her cunt, he gave the dildo a push as he thrust into her with his cock. Erin screamed in pleasure as both her cunt and her arse were fucked. Val pinched her clit with his fingers and was rewarded when he felt her tighten on his cock. He sped up his thrusts with both his cock and the dildo until she was screaming senselessly. He knew he could not hold back his climax any longer and shouted to her, “I’m coming!” Erin gripped his cock with her cunt muscles and let her orgasm flood her, milking him at the same time.
He rested until his breathing returned to normal, then collected a wet cloth to clean Erin. Carefully, he lifted the wax, managing to get it off it one piece. He laughed, looking at the mould of her breasts.
“One day, let’s do this with plaster. I can make a model of your tits to hang on the wall.”
Erin laughed. “Only if I can make one of your cock.” Val helped her stand and they moved to sit on one of the sofas.
“I love fucking you. You have the most amazing body. I will never grow tired of it.”
“I enjoy yours as well. When do I get to drip wax on you?”
“I was thinking that I will have to shave down so you can.”
She laid her head on his shoulder. He bent his head to suck on her tit, drawing the nipple into his mouth.
“You know what that does to me. I hope you will finish off what you start,” she purred.
“Oh, that can be arranged.”
“Is there another dildo there?”
“Yes. Why?”
“I want to fuck you with it. Can I?”
Val moaned with pleasure, “I would love it.”
“Come lay on the bed. I want to suck your cock while I do it.”
“Only if you let me suck that clit and finger your cunt.” He grinned at her as she walked to the bed. He grabbed a clean dildo and some
lube, and then joined her on the bed, handing it to her. She made him kneel on all fours, kissing his cock, his balls, and then she licked from his balls to his anus. She smeared lube across his hole and on the dildo. She wriggled under him until her pussy was level with his mouth. he put a pillow under her arse to lift her closer. Using his elbows to take his weight and still be able to use his hands, Val took a deep smell of her cunt juices.
When she felt his tongue start licking across her clit, she positioned the dildo at the entrance to his arse. She began to lick his cock and as she took it into her mouth, she started to push the dildo in. Val tensed, then gasped in delight as she moved the dildo in time with her cock-sucking.
He loved the taste of her. She was so sweet and so juicy. He pushed a finger deep in her cunt while he sucked her clit. With his other hand, he pushed a finger into her arse. Both were lost in their own sensations. He felt as if one of the boys was fucking his arse, Erin’s mouth on his cock was driving him crazy, and he knew he could not hold out much more.
Erin began squirming as he was finger-fucking her arse and cunt. His tongue on her clit was amazing. He would suck it, then catch it between his teeth. She had come once and knew another was on its way. She pushed the dildo faster as she pulled him deeper into her throat. That was enough to send Val over. She felt his hot cum spill down her throat, as she pushed the dildo in deep. Val pushed an extra finger in both her cunt and her arse knowing it would be enough to make her climax. He felt her grip his fingers and moan against his cock as she came again hard.
Once she removed the dildo, Val rolled over and lifted her up to him. He settled her on a pillow, then pulled a few moist towelettes from the box and cleaned her then himself. Gathering her in his arms, he nestled down alongside her.
“That was amazing!” She looked shyly at him.
“I enjoyed it, too.”
“I love the taste of you. I could spend my life eating your pussy out.” He pulled a blanket across them both, his hand rubbing one tit, playing with her nipple. Erin was idly stroking his flaccid cock. She loved everything about this man.