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by Daisy Dunn


  To the flight of ships.

  No sooner had she torn the capricious membrane

  With her beak and with a twist of the oar

  Turned the waters white with foam

  Than from the whitening whirlpool there emerged

  The unpainted faces

  Of nymphs glistening in brine and gazing

  In wonder at so novel a contraption.

  On that day and no other men

  Watched keen-eyed – they were human –

  The naked bodies of nymphs

  Rise until their breasts were free of the eddying white.

  Then Peleus is said to have burned in love for Thetis.

  Then nymph Thetis did not disparage a wedding to a mortal.

  Then father Jupiter himself felt that Peleus ought

  To be joined to Thetis in matrimony.

  Heroes, born in the moment most admired

  Beyond measure of all Ages, godly race,

  Offspring of a noble mother,

  Again and again I beseech you.

  I shall commemorate you often in my poem,

  Especially you Peleus, stalwart of Thessaly,

  Raised to the stars by so prosperous a match. For Jupiter,

  Jupiter, father of the gods, gave up his love to you.

  Did nymph Thetis bewitch you with her beauty?

  Did Tethys truly allow you to wed her grand-daughter

  And Ocean, too, her husband

  Who envelops the whole world in sea?

  Dawn came in a moment many times imagined and

  All Thessaly flocked to her home as one.

  The palace was filled

  With the jubilant crowd who held gifts before their faces

  And faces expressing joy.

  Cieros was deserted, Phthian Tempe left behind,

  The houses of Crannon, the walls of Larisa, empty;

  They convened at Pharsalus, to Pharsalus and its homes

  They flocked. No one tended the fields. The necks

  Of bullocks grew soft through inactivity,

  No curved scythe cleansed the soil beneath the vine,

  No bull stooped beneath the yoke to cleave the earth,

  No hook pruned the shade from the leaves of the trees,

  Decay and rust overran the abandoned ploughshares.

  But the house receded every which way

  In regal opulence, and sparkled and glimmered

  With gold and silver.

  Ivory glinted off thrones, cups dazzled off tables,

  The whole household delighted in the lustre of

  Royal treasure.

  Observe the couch at the heart of the palace,

  A fine seat for a goddess,

  Finished with ivory from India

  And spread with purple tinged with the rose-pink

  Dye of the murex fish.

  This bedspread,

  Embroidered with the shapes of men

  Who lived long ago, unveils the virtues of heroes

  Through the miracle of art.

  Looking out from it

  On the quietly shifting shore of Naxos

  Ariadne watches Theseus

  Fading with fast fleet and bears at heart

  Fears she cannot temper.

  Not yet does she believe she is seeing

  What she is seeing,

  Barely woken from sleep that deceived

  To discover she is abandoned

  And pitiful and alone on lonely sands.

  But the young man is forgetful and fleeing

  And pushes the waves away with oars,

  Leaving his promises unfulfilled to the tempest that is stirring.

  From afar atop the seaweed, with sad little eyes,

  The daughter of Minos watches, ah she watches,

  Him, like a stone sculpture of a bacchant.

  She ebbs on currents swollen with pain,

  Losing hold

  On the fine band on her fair head

  And the cloth that envelops her body in a gentle clinch

  And the rounded bra that bounds her milky breasts.

  All the coverings which have fallen from her body everywhere

  The salt waves make sport of at her feet.

  But neither headband nor fluttering veils vexed her

  When in the fullness of her heart

  She was missing you, Theseus,

  With her every thought, in the fullness of her heart

  Clinging to you, completely lost.

  Poor girl, how Venus felled her with never-ending grief,

  Sowing thorny worries in her heart

  From the moment Theseus determined

  A departure from the port of Piraeus on Athens’ arced shore

  And reached the palace of the unjust king of Crete.

  For they say that Athens, plagued by damnation

  To pay the penalty for the murder of Androgeos,

  Would at one time provide its pick of youths

  And glory of maidens as a feast for the Minotaur.

  The fledgling city was suffering the consequences

  When Theseus chose to yield his own body

  For precious Athens so the living dead of Cecrops

  Should not be carried to such deaths in Crete.

  And so he put his trust in a light ship and gentle breeze

  And came before haughty Minos

  And his magnificent enclosure.

  The moment the virgin princess clapped her

  Widening eyes upon him –

  Her pure little bed was still protecting her in a soft

  And motherly embrace, breathing sweetly

  Over her the fragrant breath

  Of myrtle such as the River Eurotas puts forth

  Or the breeze spring plucks from flowers of many colours –

  And averted her hot eyes from him only when

  Her whole body had caught the flame of love

  And she burned deep inside to the depths of her marrow.

  Wretchedly rousing passions in his cruel heart,

  Divine Cupid, weaver of joys with worries among men,

  And Venus, ruler of the Golgians and leafy Idalium.

  On what waves you inflamed the girl, threw her

  From her wits, as she sighed for her fair guest

  With breath upon breath.

  How huge the fears she carried in her wearied heart.

  How many times she paled beyond gleaming gold,

  When putting his mind to conquering the savage monster

  Theseus sought either death or the fruits of glory.

  Promising little gifts to the gods that were not unwelcome

  But futile nonetheless, she mouthed vows silently.

  Like an oak tree or cone-bearing pine with seeping bark

  Shaking its branches on the heights of Mount Taurus

  Whose twisting trunk a storm uproots in a flash –

  And the tree, torn from the roots,

  Falls prostrate and far

  Breaking whatever lies in its broad path –

  So Theseus laid the beast low, conquering its force

  While it tossed its horns ineffectually to the empty breeze.

  From there and high on glory the stranger retraced his path,

  Steering his wandering course with the delicate thread

  So the deception of the enclosure should not defeat him

  As he departed from meandering turns of the labyrinth.

  But come, I digress from my primary song,

  Recollecting further how the girl departed

  From the face of her father, the embrace of her sister,

  And finally her mother, who tried wretchedly

  To feel happy for her lost daughter, who put above

  Them all her sweet love for Theseus;

  Or how she came to the foaming shore of Naxos

  By boat; or how her partner abandoned her as she

  Was buried in sleep, sailing away,

  Forgetful through and through.


  They say that, raging in the passion in her heart,

  She would release deeply felt and audible words,

  Then climbed the steep mountains in sadness

  To extend from there her view over the vast swell

  Of sea, then sallied forth into the salt waves

  Dancing before her and raising her soft clothes

  To bear her calves, uttered in sorrow these final complaints,

  Preparing cold little sobs on wet lips:

  ‘Was it for this I was taken from my father’s hearth, traitor,

  For you to leave me on an empty shore, traitor, Theseus?

  So you leave me, heedless of the gods’ authority,

  Forgetful, ah. Do you carry home your perjured vows?

  Could nothing alter the intention in your cruel mind?

  Could there be no mercy to tempt you to take

  Pity on me for all your hardness of heart?

  These were not the promises you once made

  Me in a warming tone, these are not what you bade

  My wretchedness to hope for, but a happy marriage,

  Longed-for wedding songs, everything

  The wandering breezes have scattered vain.

  May no woman now believe a man when he makes a promise,

  May no woman hope the words of her man are true.

  While their minds are desirous, desperate to obtain something,

  They are afraid of swearing nothing,

  There is nothing they won’t promise.

  But as soon as the lust in their desirous minds is sated,

  They remember none of their words,

  Have no fear of perjury.

  There’s no doubt I seized you as you tossed

  Mid death throes, and more than that I elected to lose

  My half-brother rather than fail you,

  Deceitful man, in your final hour.

  For that I am to be torn apart by beasts and given to birds

  As prey – and no mound of earth will be piled upon my corpse.

  What kind of lioness bore you beneath a lonely rock,

  What sea conceived you and spat you out from its foaming waves,

  What Syrtis, what fierce Scylla, what monstrous Charybdis,

  You, who offer such returns for your sweet life?

  If a marriage to me was not in your heart

  Because you feared the savage reprimands of your aged father

  You might still have led me to your home

  To be a slave to you in a joyous labour,

  Washing your white feet with pure water,

  Spreading your bed with a purple bedspread.

  But I have been felled by trouble so why pile

  Fruitless complaints on the dumb winds which lack

  The feelings to hear

  My words and respond in kind?

  He is almost mid ocean now,

  No human shape is visible on dull seaweed.

  So far does cruel fate mock me in my desperate

  Times and begrudge even ears to my complaints.

  All-powerful Jupiter, I wish the ships of Cecrops

  Had not touched the shores of Cnossos in the first place,

  That the traitor, bringing a gruesome tribute to

  The ungovernable bull, had not tethered his ship in Crete,

  That the evil man did not hide his cruel plans

  Behind a handsome exterior

  And stay here as a guest in our home.

  For where can I take myself now?

  What kind of hope can I cling to? I am lost.

  Shall I make for the mountains of Ida?

  But the savage sea divides, separates me

  From them, swirling far and wide.

  Or should I expect my father to help me?

  Did I not leave him as I pursued a young man

  Spattered with my brother’s blood?

  Or should I console myself

  With the loyalty and love of a husband,

  A man who flees, bending heavy oars in the swirling sea?

  Worse, I am on a lonely island, a shore with no shelter,

  And no way out reveals itself on the circling waves of water.

  There is no means of escape, no hope. Everything is silent,

  Everything deserted; everything points to death.

  But my eyes will not fall shut on me in death,

  My senses will not leave my wearied body

  Until I demand from the gods rich justice for my betrayal

  And in my final hour pray for the loyalty of the gods.

  So Eumenides, punishers and avengers of the crimes

  Of men, your forehead, fringed with snaky hair,

  Exposing the anger exhaled from your chest,

  Here, come here, hear my complaints,

  Which I am forced in my wretched helplessness

  To pour from the depths of my marrow, blazing,

  Blinded by mindless madness.

  As these truths are born from the bottom of my heart

  Please do not allow my grief to turn to dust,

  But with the kind of heart Theseus had when he left me,

  Goddesses, may he destroy himself and his family.’

  After she poured these words from her sad breast,

  Troubled, demanding punishment for wicked deeds,

  The ruler of the gods

  Whose authority goes unchallenged

  Nodded his agreement,

  At the movement of which the

  Earth and choppy seas trembled

  And the firmament shook its gleaming stars.

  But as for Theseus, his mind gripped by murky darkness,

  He released from his forgetful heart all the instructions

  Which hitherto he was guarding permanently in his mind,

  Nor raising the sweet signs to his sad father

  Did he show that he had seen the port of Athens safely.

  For they say that once, when Aegeus entrusted his son

  To the winds as he left the goddess’ walls in his ship,

  He embraced the young man and gave him these instructions:

  ‘My only son, dearer to me than life’s length,

  Son, whom I am forced to send into an uncertain situation,

  Returned to me only recently at the height of my old age,

  Since my fate and your determined virtue snatch you

  Away from me against my will, though my tired eyes are

  Not yet drunk with the dear shape of my son,

  I shall not send you rejoicing with a happy heart

  Or allow you to carry the signs of good fortune,

  But first I shall free my heart of countless laments,

  And pour soil over my white hair and defile it with ash,

  Then hang dyed sails from my bending mast

  So that sails dipped in Iberian rust may proclaim

  This grief of mine, this blaze in my head.

  But if Minerva of sacred Itonus, who agreed to defend our race

  And the seat of Erechtheus, allows you to sprinkle your

  Right hand with the blood of the bull,

  Then see that these commands endure,

  Kept safe in your remembering heart –

  May no time erase them.

  As soon as your eyes light upon our hills

  Drop each black cloth from the yards

  And let your twisted ropes hoist white sails

  So as soon as possible I may see them and know

  True happiness in my heart, as the blessed

  Hour brings you back to me.’

  These instructions, which until now Theseus was holding

  Constantly in his thoughts, seeped away

  Like clouds struck by a blast of wind

  From the high summit of a snowy mountain.

  But his father, as he sought a view from the top of the citadel,

  Spilt a flood of tears from his anxious eyes

  As soon as he caught sight of the billowing sails,
/>   And threw himself headlong from the top

  Of the cliffs

  Assuming Theseus lost to cruel fate.

  So savage Theseus entered a household

  Decked in mourning for his father’s death

  And caught the same sort of grief

  He had imposed on the daughter of Minos

  Through the neglectfulness of his heart.

  Then she, watching in her sorrow his ship

  Disappearing, drifted from one worry

  To another in her wounded heart.

  But from another part of the cloth

  Flew in vigorous Bacchus

  With his throng of Satyrs and Silenes from Nysa,

  Seeking you, Ariadne, burning in love for you.

  His followers were raging all over, out of their wits.

  ‘Euhoe!’ bacchantes tossing their heads with cries ‘Euhoe!’

  One section were shaking sticks with covered tips,

  Another were hurling the limbs of a dismembered bullock,

  Others were dressing themselves in plaits of snakes,

  Others were gathering in worship of sacraments

  Concealed in hollow baskets,

  Rites which the profane long to hear, but in vain.

  Others were patting drums with outstretched palms,

  Or causing round cymbal tin to sing and ring,

  Many had horns which blew booming booms

  And the Phrygian flute shrieked in shrill song.

  The bedspread, richly embroidered with shapes like these,

  Embraced the wedding bed with its own covering.

  When the youth of Thessaly had gazed at it eagerly

  Enough they began to make way for the blessed gods.

  Here, just as the shivering West Wind wakes the curving

  Waves in the early morning with its gust across the calm sea,

  While Aurora rises towards the course of wandering Sun,

  And at first the waves progress slowly, hit by a gentle breeze,

  And resonate with a ripple of little laughter,

  Then as the wind builds up they grow larger and larger,

  And reflect the light as they swim away from purple dawn,

  So then in the atrium the guests left the royal palace

  On wandering feet and made their own way home.

  The first to arrive after they left was Chiron

  From the peak of Pelion, carrying woodland gifts:

  All the plains bear, all Thessaly

  Grows on her high mountains,

  All the flowers the life-giving breeze of the

  Warm West Wind nourishes near the stream,

  He arranged them all in assorted garlands,

  Struck by the pleasant scent of which the household smiled.

 

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