Alarming us of the incoming apocalypse
Of the arrival of the impending doom
For our sins there is no more room
I heard them yet no one else did
They lived their lives unlike me who always hid
Inside a white room rid of all noise
But I still heard the sirens announcing His rise
Wake me up
Wake me up because I can't take this anymore
I can't live inside this nightmare that haunts me
Why can't you leave me alone
You are dead yet you still haunt my tired mind
I'm not the one you should blame
I tried everything to save you
But there was nothing I could do
He killed you and I saw it all
Wake me up because I can't relive that scene anymore
I can't watch it every night in which he always kills you
Even in my nightmares I can't find a way to save you
I try everything but he always wins
The church
In this abandoned church every night I pray
To stay alive and make it to see another day
In hopes of not being devoured by those devilish creatures
That roam around the church in the woods like vultures
It is me who they are trying to bring down to Hell
For my soul I had to Satan Himself to sell
So I could get you out of there my sweet princess
To get you out of that world of wickedness
And now they hunt me because of my soul
I can sense their breath so foul
I hope this church will protect me for a little more
But I'm tired and without you my heart is sore
Thread carefully
Carefully thread around these wicked parts
For from here is where all the madness starts
You do not understand of what I speak
So come closer to my story-sharing beak
It is here that once the carnage happened
Because of a man who in the darkness drowned
All he wanted was nothing but death
And you could also smell it in his breath
Toward that hill up there he rushed them
They were the key to release mayhem
To release the one whose name I dare not say
For with my soul I would have to pay
And on that day the rivers of blood slid down that hill
And the screams echoed that would make your soul chill
But the wicked man did not manage to succeed
They were able to stop this wicked breed
But before he exhaled his last breath
As he lay upon that tremendous bloodbath
He threw a curse upon these dreary parts
Whoever walks them with madness will corrupt even the stars
So thread carefully around these parts my dear guest
But if you feel like you are up to the test
Just look at that man with a sword in his hands
And then beneath the hill upon which he stands
Hear him cry
In the night so eerie
In a world so dreary
Walked a man so weary
Carrying a bottle full of misery
In this town so silent
In this world so malevolent
Walked a man so irrelevant
Carrying a bottle full of resentment
In this night I heard him cry
This man who wanted to die
His bottle was full of the pain from his eye
To live anymore he didn't want to try
Chandeliers
Can't you see them hanging
On the doors of your mind they are banging
On those golden chandeliers
The ghosts are carrying many fears
These chandeliers hang above your head
And from them hang those long dead
Can't you see them with your wicked eyes
Find them before anyone else dies
The torch that brought darkness
I saw Him on a day so bright
Walking beneath my castle without light
Him whom were afraid of even the monsters of stone
Him who sent shivers through every dead man's bone
In His hand was a torch that brought darkness
The torch that was the bringer of madness
It covered the sun with its malevolent power
And because of it withered every tree and flower
He was gone and the light returned
Him and His torch most damned
This world was condemned a long time ago
And so into the vast world beyond I must go
Sweet poison
Through my veins it runs
This poison that stuns
And sends me far away
As for my body they pray
I float in the abyss
On my skin I feel a kiss
I feel so good
As this poison runs through my blood
The shivering writer
Why did he shiver as he wrote
Many have asked that
But those who read his stories knew why
It was not easy to transfer to paper the dreads of his mind
He wrote them down to get them out
Out of his condemned mind
But in doing so he revealed them to the world
And those who read them their minds became plagued
They were plagued by the otherworldly things
The ones that made them shiver
The ones that made the writer shiver
As he transferred them from mind to paper
Moonlit ocean
I stand at the edge of the ocean
Under the full moon which showers it with light
It reveals its deep dark secrets
And fills my eyes with tears
I stand and think about you
About your soft and sweet pale skin
About the long dark curtain that falls down your back
And the eyes that illuminate the darkest corners of my mind
I stand here and tremble at the thought of you
At the edge of the moonlit ocean
My thoughts I'm sending to you
Through the light of the full moon that shines upon you
Winter airs and tower stairs
Maristella my lonely beauty
To reach you it is my duty
To climb the stairs of this damn tower
To free you my crimson flower
On this wonderful winter night
Illuminated by your inner light
I inhale this fresh air
Preparing to do what most wouldn't dare
I step on the first stair
I'm doing it out of despair
To finally feel your warm body
To save you from this tower so bloody
I climb these wicked stairs
I reach you standing beneath the stars
You run to me and kiss me truly
To you I give myself fully
Scary crows
I dreamed of running through the golden field
Running not knowing from what
Just running too afraid to look behind
As sun above laughed at me
And all of a sudden the laughing sun disappeared
The golden field withered away
I turned around and saw them coming
A swarm of scary crows
They surrounded me and I stood powerless
Their screeches sent me into madness
One by one they began to eat my flesh
Until I became a scarecrow made of bones
Save me
Save me from this world of pain
In which I have nothing to gain
Save me from this ruined body
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Save me from this world of madness
That gives me nothing but sadness
Save me from my corrupted mind
Which makes me to beauty blind
Three past midnight
In this night so cold
I write stories that need be told
Stories of my visions and dreams
On a paper that from their wickedness screams
I check my old wooden clock
With that owl in it I used to talk
It has struck three past midnight
Yet sleep doesn't come to me in this cold night
Sleep rarely comes to me during nights this dreary
Maybe it is because of the dreams so eerie
Or maybe because of the voices in my head
Whispers of the poets long dead
They were damned like I am
In macabre visions and dreams they swam
And so they also wrote them down
In hopes of not receiving out of madness forged crown
Swim
Through my mind I swim
Thinking if this is a dream
But I know it's not
I can see my mind rot
I can see all my darkest desires
In this mind filled with dark fires
I don't want to swim through this madness
And now I'm sinking into its darkness
Celestial nights
I loved you my sweet Celestine
And you had to be mean
You left me because of that man
Into his corrupted arms you ran
I spent with you celestial nights
Hidden by the condemned sights
Every minute spent with you was magical
And you had to ruin it all with your betrayal
But I won't condemn you
I still love your eyes so blue
Your picture during the nights I kiss
Celestine you are a bliss
Change
I will never change
To them I am strange
A loner in pursuit of bliss
Is there anyone to whom I'll miss
Silent echoes
So much silence echoes within my mind
Lost and broken in this world of the blind
Where the evil ones live in bliss
In this age of utter crisis
I cannot listen to their cries anymore
I don't want to open that door
That lead to the world of black adder
With each day I grow sadder
The world descends into darkness
Led by men that drown in madness
How can one plan for tomorrow
When it leads you only to more sorrow
So I decide to live in silence
Far away from this pestilence
Known as humanity
Confined by their own depravity
Shattering skies
Beneath these God given skies we walk
In these worlds that belong only to us
Holding each other's hands
Blessed by eternity that was granted to us
Suddenly light appears on these beautiful skies
And I can hear God's voice and see his face
And the skies begin to shatter
As you are taken away from me
I float toward the skies trying to get a hold of you
I see shards of skies falling down on you
I scream and feel nothing but pain
And open my eyes again in this one world of the living
My madness
Madness has many ways of bringing me down
I am locked behind its bars of torment
It doesn't let me go and it never will
It is my punishment for inhaling the air of this condemned world
It torments me in ways unimaginable by simple minds
Shattering my soul and crushing it to dust
My mind hurts and keeps me awake during the lonesome nights
My body scarred and dishonored
Is there a way to cure my madness
I guess there isn't
You can't cure something born with you
You can't run away from the thing in the mirror
Bless me
Bless me Father for I have sinned
On this chilling night I have killed
A man that tore my life apart
And I stabbed him in the heart
I forgive you my child
That man was wild
A man who deserved death
For I could smell evil in his breath
But severe will be my punishment
I'm afraid of His judgment
I took His child's life
With this very own knife
You don't need to worry
Nor you need to feel sorry
God knows you took a man most vicious
Trust me that demons will find him delicious
Will for me be open those majestic gates of Heaven
Or will He send me to Hell on that horrific raven
Do I deserve an afterlife in bliss
Or have demons for eternity at me to hiss
You are awaited in Heaven by the angels
They will mention you in the gospels
You will become a heavenly knight
And on this world you will shatter the true night
Faces of people long gone
I see them in the mirror each night
Every night's a different face
Of people I once knew
Of people long gone from this world
They haunt me for I am the last of them
And they won't rest until I join them
And so I take my shotgun and look outside
It is a beautiful night to die
Namaghsull
I know that man locked in the white room rid of noise
He was once a man of prosperity and bright future
He was an explorer and a man of word on a quest
To find a book written by a terrifying divinity
And he found it he told me
When he called me on that chilling winter night
He told me about things described in the book
Of fears and phobias invented by a divinity to conquer our weary minds
It was a fearsome divinity known as Namaghsull
Once worshiped in the lands beyond the horizon
Where tribes of madmen killed out of fear
All around themselves and in the end themselves
Those fears and phobias He installed in us at the birth of mankind
In hopes of destroying God's wicked creatures
But He did not count on the power of will and the strenght of God
In each mind of a species known as humanity
And so He wrote a book in order to spread His word
To install even more fears and phobias in mankind
To inflict upon us the will of destroying each others
With the power of hatred that rises along with our fears
He told me about that divinity called Namaghsull
And just by hearing the words from the book I shivered
And I could hear the sirens in the distance
And I could see the stars shaping his dreadful form
The architect of sorrow
He who sits on a throne of tears
He who sits above the stars
It is He who gives us all this sorrow
It is He who takes away from us our tomorrow
He is the reason we feel sad
He is the reason for the tears we shed
This great architect of sorrow sits on its throne
And will sit long after we are gone
Sammarra
The legend I heard about that divine being
Took my breath away
And the things I heard about Her beauty
Gave me back the reason to live
She was a goddess of true beauty
The comforter of the lonely men
Of those that never felt the soft touch
Of a gentle gender on their cracked skin
It said She would visit those on the brink
The ones loneliness almost drove to death
And grant them pleasures unimaginable
For that one glorious night
And She visited me last night
Her beauty paralyzed me whole
She gently placed me on the bed
And took me into Her embrace
Creatures of the night
Thou who dare not sleep
Join us in the night
For it is your destiny
To walk among us
Thou whose dreams scare even the demons
Join us in the night
For we are its sons and daughters
For we are creatures of the night
The witness
She shall see death by the sea
And she won't cry nor will she die
Nor will his madness bring upon her darkness
For she will be the witness in this world of blackness
Where are you
Where are you
In this vast world beyond
Where does your soul wander
I cannot find you
You told me you will await me
By that lighthouse on the solitude rock
Its light shall be our beacon
But you aren't here
Come toward the light
I'm awaiting you
Me and this old man
In the lighthouse on the solitude rock
This is my legacy
On your world of misery
I leave you things so eerie
These things you deserve
My own madness to preserve
This is my legacy of blood and sin
And inherit it shall the next of my kin
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