The colors of the nighttime hold were all dark beams and the gold of the distant flame shining in bars through Chan’s cigarette smoke and the errant sparkle of seawater as it dripped through the seams of the deck overhead. Up on deck the watch called out a line of song and was answered by a thin chorus, and the Pacific roared past on the other side of the hull, only six inches between themselves and the great ocean.
Yes, said Nadia. I know, I know.
And so both of them, having been so close to death, knew it was not themselves but something beyond the universe they had been left with and also the human voices among the cargo pallets, the Toastmaster telling a story, Oli laughing.
Chan turned and regarded her, and then laid his hand on her shoulder. Oli sat very still, feeling the weight of his broad hand.
Chapter 54
The Bargage Maru ran under a jib and a sprit sail as they moved up the channel into Barking Sound. The waves became shorter, then came on faster. It was close to dark now and it seemed to them that ahead, the bottoms of the racing clouds were faintly lit as if from some sort of lights or maybe fire. Nadia’s hands shut around the heavy lines. It was spitting snow still. They were all worn and stained by the long days of hard sailing, their hair salty and bound down with wraps of spare cloth under the sea hats, but their flag streamed from the mainmast declaring a blue moon and a morning star.
To their right the volcanic mountains slid past and the broom and gorse and the endless bracken were all weighted with snow. Before them lay perhaps an end to hunger, maybe an end to constant fear, and all their future and their fate.
Nadia stood in the jib shrouds with one foot on the bowsprit and around her neck she wore Thin Sam’s silver dangle as an appeal for good fortune. James stood beside her and grasped the back of her parka. Then she heard Oli shouting.
Look, look! A horse, it’s a horse!
A white horse stood stiffly in the tall snowy growth, staring. It had enormous black eyes. It snorted and then turned and ran in the most amazing fluid movements and galloped away through the golden fern as if it were made to run and born to run and as its long white legs struck out in flight it scattered snow like powder. It ran headlong upon some familiar path it knew well as if it could not bear to let them out of its sight. The horse’s mane streamed out like a rippling banner, rising and falling. It leaped over stones and logs and galloped on. Now it was ahead and it seemed to be leading them on into some country of mystery and peril. It was leading them toward the brightness ahead, now reflected on the wave tops.
And the horse stopped and turned and looked back at them with its ears up.
Nadia, James, I have looked for you since the beginning of the world.
James took hold of Nadia’s arm and said, Go to the cabin. He held the old Mossberg twenty-gauge shotgun loaded with cut shot in one hand and Chan stood beside him with the medium-caliber rifle. Gandy was in the crosstrees conning the strait. For some reason the horse gave James a thrill of fear. As if it were some illusion, something projected and made of pixels to lure them on. Some new kind of illusion that went far beyond mere television.
Wait, James, she said. Not yet, not yet.
They came around a headland. Before them was a grinding white surf of shoal water and a town or village spread along a low shore. The horse pelted into the town and disappeared among houses with mossy roofs, scattering dark-faced goats. A bonfire was burning on the shore. There were people in bright clothing staring at them, standing in front of the small houses and others walking out onto a wharf. The snow sifted from the low sky. Among the crowd was an old man with thick glasses and steel front teeth, waving his hat, on his arm glittering bracelets made of woven foils.
Sam! Nadia screamed. Sam! Sam!
A man with a halo of wild frizzy black hair paddled toward them in an orange kayak. The paddle blades flashed with fire reflections. His eyes were wide and anxious. He brought the kayak up to the side of the Bargage Maru and bobbed in the foaming sea.
He shouted up at them, We thought you would never come! We thought you were just our imagination! Then he smiled and the light sparkled around his edges and on every hair of his head.
Chan leaned over the side. The Bargage Maru went up on one wave while the kayak sank with another and their flag snapped out overhead. Do you know who we are?
Yes! Yes! You are the Lincolnshire Poachers and you know where the coal seams are! You have a cartographer! You have the uplink! We need your help! We heard about you on Big Radio! Welcome, welcome!
A bell began to ring. A big bell, with a deep tone. James and Nadia moved to the rail. She wiped rain from her eyes to see better and James pulled the load from the Mossberg, slid the bolt home.
Tie up, he shouted. We are having a Pig Fest in your honor!
The people onshore gestured; Come on, come on. The old man waved his hat and in the light of the bonfire his eyes shone behind the thick glasses. Come on!
Thanks to my editor, Jennifer Brehl, and my agent, Liz Darhansoff, for their encouragement and attentiveness to this new work, and the new direction I was taking, over three years. Many thanks to lightkeepers Jeff George and Caroline Woodward on Lennard Island Light Station, three miles offshore Vancouver Island, dear friends for many years, for their hospitality and terrific cooking and granting me the privilege of experiencing life at a lighthouse. Jeff’s photo of the Lennard Island Light graces the cover of this book. Caroline’s books and Jeff’s photography tell the stories of the North Pacific. I owe a great debt to Laurie Jameson, poet and novelist, for her attentive line-editing and suggestions, hard work done out of friendship and love of writing. And thanks to Shane and Blake Kurtz, two ingenious and hardworking boys, for cutting cedar and their brilliant conversation. Writers are always in debt to their enablers and we know no other way to repay than to express gratitude in these acknowledgments, inadequate though they may be.
About the Author
Paulette Jiles is a poet and memoirist. She is the author of Cousins, a memoir, and the bestselling novels Enemy Women, Stormy Weather, and The Color of Lightning. She lives on a ranch near San Antonio, Texas.
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