by Lisa Gardner
“I’m Mary Olsen,” she said finally, sticking out her hand, “but then, you must know that.”
The man didn’t seem to know what to do. “Phil de Beers.”
“You work for my husband.”
“Darlin’, I’m just a man having a very bad day.” He sighed heavily.
“My husband doesn’t like me much,” Mary volunteered. “When we first met, I was a lowly waitress, and boy was I flattered to meet him. He’s a world-renowned neurosurgeon, you know. He saves lives, he helps young children. I’m very proud of his job.”
Phil de Beers nodded miserably.
“When he asked me to marry him,” she continued, “I thought I was the luckiest girl in the world. I didn’t understand then, what it was he wanted. I didn’t understand that he didn’t like the way I dressed or talked or acted. I guess I was a little naïve, Mr. de Beers. I thought my husband asked me to marry him because he loved me.”
“I am so lost,” de Beers said, and this time, he might have been telling the truth.
“He thinks I’m cheating on him, doesn’t he?” Mary said. She turned in her seat, looking the man in the eye. “He thinks I’m sneaking around, dating other men behind his back. Why? Because he leaves me alone all the time? Because he’s cut me off from my family and friends? I have no job, sir. No life, no hobbies, nothing to do but flit around some big ol’ empty house waitin’ for my big ol’ doctor husband to come home. Or did he tell you everything?”
She let the pink silk cardigan slip from her shoulder. De Beers’s gaze fell immediately to the darkening bruise. His lips tightened, a muscle twitched in his jaw. Surely he felt sorry for her now. They could be allies. She, not her husband, would win. De Beers didn’t say anything, though. The silence dragged out, then grew unbearable. Mary turned away, feeling suddenly desolate and overexposed. She pulled back up her cardigan and buttoned it around her neck.
“Maybe … maybe I’ll have one of those chocolates now,” she said in a small voice.
He handed her the box. She took it without looking at him. And then she knew she had him.
“You must have a chocolate, too,” she said briskly. “I won’t feel so guilty if I’m sharing the box with you.” She handed him a truffle, took one for herself, and then returned the box to the dash. He couldn’t back out now. Welcome to southern courtesy. She held up her truffle. He had no choice but to do the same. “Cheers,” she told him. She popped the chocolate into her mouth. A moment later, Phil de Beers reluctantly followed suit.
She steeled herself for the taste of chemicals or something related to laxatives. It never came. The chocolate was nice—soft and freshly made, melting on her tongue. It was definitely flavored, some kind of liquor maybe, mixed with dark chocolate and almonds. Not bad. She swallowed the candy down, feeling encouraged.
De Beers had also eaten his, but now he was frowning. “Who makes these?”
“They’re good, aren’t they? Want another?”
“It’s … strong.”
She nodded brightly, reaching for the box again, when she became aware of a slight burning sensation on her tongue. Her heartbeat tripled, her cheeks flushed. Suddenly, the car spun sickeningly, and she grabbed the dash for balance.
Across from her, Phil de Beers began to pant. As she watched, sweat burst from his pores. His dark eyes dilated, grew huge.
“Jesus, woman, what’s in these things?”
She tried to answer, but her throat had caught on fire and she could feel moisture flecking across her face. Oh God, she was foaming at the mouth. Why? How? So dizzy. Not good. Not good.
“Hot,” she whispered. “Hot …”
She fumbled for the door handle. Popped it open. And he was standing there.
No, she cried, but the word remained in her head instead of uttering from her spittle-spewed lips. She tried to wave him away with her hand. You mustn’t be here. He’ll see you and I already got him to eat a chocolate. Another hour, we’ll be together. You’ll kiss all my bruises away. You’ll make me feel beautiful. Please …
Her lover didn’t move, however. He was looking at her strangely. As if he’d never seen her before. As if he’d never held her in his arms or whispered sweet words of encouragement. His lips wore an icy smile. What had happened to his thick, dark hair?
She tried to speak again. She couldn’t catch her breath. “Help,” she tried to say this time. “Help.” She reached out her hand to him.
Her lover turned away. She slowly followed his line of sight back into the car, where Phil de Beers now lay gasping over the steering wheel. He was looking at the man in horror while his right hand fumbled beneath the seat.
“Al—” the private investigator muttered. “Stupid bastard … Almonds … I gotta …”
His hand reappeared, his arm trembling convulsively. And then Mary saw … a gun. He held a gun.
No, Mary tried to yell to her lover, but couldn’t. Move, run, get away. The warning never left her mouth. Her throat burned, burned, burned, the car spun, spun, spun. God, she had never felt such pain. Help me, help me.
Her hands wrapping around her stomach. I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.
Phil de Beers raised his shaking arm. His finger fumbled with the safety. He couldn’t get it. He couldn’t get it. His arm began to fall.…
Mary stared at him, and in the spinning, churning, burning car, their gazes finally locked. Funny, how he looked so apologetic, as if he had somehow let her down. An odd gargling sound came from his throat. His eyes rolled back. He slumped over the steering wheel, his gun tumbling to the floor as a wave of white foam gushed from his mouth.
Mary stared at the gun. Stared at the gun. And …
Car … spinning. Hot. Can’t breathe. Heart too fast. Her hands clenching her stomach. Almonds, almonds, why almonds? Hot. Makeup melting. Don’t look at me. Don’t look … Fading into the seat.
Her gaze rose to her lover’s face. She stared at him, with his strange thinning hair, stared at him standing there and not making any move to help.
“It will be over soon.” He checked his watch. “Another sixty seconds, I’d say. In all honesty, I’m surprised you’ve lasted this long. Then again, everyone reacts a bit differently.”
Almonds, almonds, almonds …
“Oh, did I forget to mention it on the phone? I changed my mind about the laxative. I injected one hundred fifty milligrams of hydrocyanic acid into the center of each chocolate instead. The smell is a bit much, but boy is it quick.”
Her lips moved. He leaned down closer to hear. “Praying? Praying? Why Mary Margaret Olsen, did you forget? You betrayed your best friend. God’s not going to have anything to do with you.”
He straightened, the bright sunshine blazing behind him and turning him from a glorious man into an even more glorious avenging angel.
I loved you, she thought as her lungs froze up. And a heartbeat later, I should’ve known. What other kind of man would have loved me?
One last thought. The only thought she had left as her body began to convulse and her lungs fought for air.
“Yours,” she whispered. “Y-y-yours.”
He frowned. Then he followed the spasm of her hands around her belly and his eyes widened in stunned surprise. “No! No, no, no …”
“Yours,” Mary Olsen whispered one last time. And then her eyes rolled back into her head.
The man jumped forward. He dragged her out of the car. Down on the hot asphalt, he shook her shoulders and slapped her face. “Wake up! Goddammit, wake up! Don’t you do this to me!”
Mary’s arms fell limply to her sides. Her pulse was gone, her heart silent in her chest. Cyanide induced a horrible death, but, as he’d promised, it was swift. The man stared at the tiny mound of her belly. Something she would have told him about that afternoon when they were finally together again. She would’ve looked at him earnestly, so meek and desperate for reassurance. And he would’ve felt …
After all this time. Years of being alone, decades of havin
g no family left.
“Son of a bitch,” he whispered. And then more gutturally, “Pierce Quincy, goddamn son of a bitch! Look at what you made me do! You’ll pay! You’ll pay.… Now, now, NOW!”
32
Portland, Oregon
Kimberly reread the Miguel Sanchez file for the fourth time in two hours. Strands of fine blond hair kept working themselves loose from her hastily constructed ponytail and falling over her eyes. She impatiently brushed the strands back with her left hand. She should shower and change now that she had the hotel room to herself. She kept reading the file. Something was in here. She understood her father’s point that his personal conversation with Sanchez was purely random. She understood that Special Agent Albert Montgomery’s assignment to the case was most likely coincidental. But something was in here. She had her own instincts, and they were screaming at her to revisit Miguel Sanchez.
An odd sound came from the hallway outside her room. Slow, squeaking wheels laboriously rolling down the hall. Most likely some rusted-out metal cart. Kimberly frowned. She continued to read the file.
As a death row inmate in San Quentin, Sanchez now lived alone in a six-by-ten-foot cell. That ruled out the possibility of him having a roommate who might have been released and taken up efforts on his behalf. On the other hand, some condemned prisoners spent up to four hours a day in the rec yard with sixty other inmates, lifting weights, shooting hoops, and doing God knows what.
Kimberly delved deeper into Sanchez’s file. According to San Quentin corrections officers, prisoners were classified as two types: Grade A or Grade B. Grade A covered prisoners who had assimilated well to prison life. They followed the rules, didn’t give the guards any hassles, and were seen as successfully “programming.” These inmates were eligible for privileges such as daily rec time with their fellow deviants.
Grade B inmates, on the other hand, were men who hadn’t taken to their cells like hens to a chicken coop. They threatened corrections officers, they threatened each other, they actually inflicted physical harm. These men spent lots of quality time in ad seg—administrative segregation, according to the staff, or the hole according to the inmates. Miguel Sanchez was familiar with the hole. According to his file, he’d started out as a Grade B inmate, managed to calm down to Grade A status for about six months in 1997, then went back to his Grade B ways. In other words, Miguel should not have had the opportunity to make many friends in San Quentin. Then again, Richard Millos wound up dead while Sanchez was ad seg, which seemed to indicate that even the most severe type of incarceration had not rendered Sanchez powerless.
That damn squeaking was driving her nuts. Room service should oil the wheels of its carts. Something. Sheesh.
In the good news department, she had found tons of press on the convicted serial killer. Partnerships for psychopaths were unusual, and Sanchez had carved out quite a niche as a professional guinea pig for criminologists writing case studies on famous homicidal duos. The interviews probably helped Sanchez ease the boredom of his now tedious existence. They also allowed him to gloat, reliving the glory of the kill under the guise of an academic exercise.
As Kimberly learned, there had been a couple of male-female sexual-sadist killing teams, but in those cases, the female was completely subservient, more of a live-in victim than a live-in partner. Most psychopaths were loners with no genuine ability to relate to others and thus little need for any kind of relationship. In Miguel and Richie’s case, experts theorized that the partnership was based on Miguel’s interest in having an audience for his actions and Richie’s complete willingness to do as he was told. Plus, Richie Millos genuinely feared his cousin. Most likely, Miguel fed off that, perhaps even found that element even more appealing than an extra pair of hands.
One criminologist had written that Richie represented Miguel’s latent homosexual desires. When that criminologist had tried to interview Miguel again, the convicted murderer waited until he was locked in the visitor’s room with his shackles removed, then dove at the researcher over the table and tried to strangle the man with his bare hands. Miguel had to be forcibly dragged out of the room by four prison guards. Apparently, Miguel didn’t care to be labeled a latent homosexual.
One thing was clear: Miguel Sanchez was not a nice man. Kimberly had found a photo of him on-line. He had dark, wild hair only Charles Manson would love. His eyes were deeply sunk into his forehead, his cheekbones craggy. Tattoos riddled his shoulders, and according to one report, he continued to add to his body art while incarcerated with the aid of a needle and a ballpoint pen. He claimed to be a walking monument to his victims. Kimberly had stared at his photo three times before she realized what the elaborately scrolled design on his shoulder said. Then she had gone cold.
Amanda.
He had the name Amanda permanently etched into his body. Kimberly had to work on easing her heart rate again. She knew Miguel Sanchez’s Amanda. A long time ago, she and Mandy had listened to the tape. One more link, however. One more link between a stone-cold psychopath and Kimberly’s rapidly disintegrating family.
The squeaking was growing closer. Fuck, she couldn’t think.
She got out of her chair, scowling at the door and the noise that was now right behind it. She didn’t need this kind of distraction. She had a job to do. And as long as she kept focused, kept determined, she felt like her old self again. Capable, strong, self-possessed.
Funny how Mandy’s death had sent her drifting, filled with too many conflicting emotions of rage and grief and fear. And ironic how her mother’s murder had anchored her again, taking all of those same emotions and giving them a purpose. She was going to find this bastard. And she didn’t care what Rainie said. She was going to kill him. Frankly, if he was anything like Miguel Sanchez, she wasn’t going to feel bad about it either.
Darwinism, she thought. Survival of the fittest. You take on me and my family, you’d better be prepared for the consequences. Because I’ve been training for this day since I was twelve, you son of a bitch. I won’t go down easy.
A knock sounded on the door. Standing just three feet away in the kitchenette, Kimberly froze. And that quickly, her confidence left her. The color leeched from her face, her heart ratcheted up to one hundred and fifty beats per minute, and sweat burst from her pores.
“Room service,” a high squeaky male voice called out.
Room service. Oldest trick in the book. Kimberly ran into the bedroom. She fumbled through her bag, pulled out her Glock, and sprinted back to the living area where she leveled her semiautomatic at the cheap wooden door.
“You got the wrong room, buddy,” she yelled. “Back away from my door!”
There was a pause. Her hands were trembling so badly, she couldn’t sight her gun. She was thinking: Wednesday, my mom. Thursday, my grandpa. Friday, we’re all on the run, and today? Not me! I won’t go down easy!
“Uh, I got an order here for your room—”
“Get the fuck away from my door!”
“Okey dokey. I’ll be going now. You want your, uh, champagne and strawberries, you can come downstairs yourself, ma’am. Sheesh.”
Kimberly heard squeaking again. Then a moment later, the same high-pitched voice muttering, “Gotta be a fucking full moon tonight or something. Sheesh.”
She slowly lowered her gun. Her body was still shaking. Sweat had plastered her T-shirt to her skin. Her heart hammered fast, as if she’d been running a marathon.
She took a deep breath. Then another. Then another.
And then, still not feeling good about things, she got down on her hands and knees and peered beneath the door. No dark shadow of feet standing outside her door. She collapsed into a sitting position on the carpet, her Glock cradled in her lap.
“Oh yeah,” she murmured darkly in the empty room, “I’m doing just fine.”
“I’m thinking, no sickening-sweet pet names. Phrases that have been used on nighttime soaps do not belong in the home. Plus, if it’s been used on a Hallmark card, I don�
��t really think it applies to me. I’m not a Hallmark sort of gal. Though, for the record, I could probably learn to like flowers now and then. Pink roses. Or that champagne color. Yeah, I’m pretty sure I would like that. Of course, that raises the whole issue of chocolates and other special-delivery sweets. I’m going to say yes to the chocolates, no on the heart-shaped box. Things that involve red velvet also do not belong in the home. What do you think?”
Rainie was sprawled next to Quincy in the deep-pile comfort of her bed. They hadn’t bothered getting dressed yet. It was a little after twelve, the sun was high in the sky and at any minute, her phone was bound to ring. Screw it.
Her head was on his shoulder and she was doodling little designs on his chest with her index finger. She liked the feel of his chest hairs, crisp but silky. She liked the way he smelled, aftershave mixed with sex. She liked the way he looked, his broad, well-toned chest like a vast plane beneath her hand. She was thinking she’d soon be ready for more talk of Olympic-medal events.
“Green-light flowers and square boxes of chocolate,” Quincy dutifully repeated. “Red-light sickening-sweet pet names.” His hand was stroking her hair; he was obviously in no rush to get up either. He tilted his head down to see her better. “For the sake of argument, what qualifies as a sickening-sweet pet name? I’d hate to think I was being cute and adorable, only to wind up dead.”
“Sweetheart, cupcake, sugar pie, honey bunch,” Rainie rattled off. “Sweetie pie, cutie pie … You know, the kind of names that when other people use them, you want to give them a whopping dose of insulin … or a smack on the head.”
“No terms of endearment that owe their origin to the glucose family?”
“That’s my stance. You don’t call me sweet cheeks and I won’t call you stud muffin.”
“I don’t know,” Quincy said mildly. “I kind of like stud muffin.…”
She hit him on the chest. He pretended to be mortally wounded. She was just leaning over to kiss him back to life when the phone rang. She groaned.