by T. O. Smith
Fuck me.
Somehow, I managed to walk back inside the cabin without falling to the floor as I trailed my lips over her jaw and down her neck, nipping and sucking at her skin. I knew by this point Grim and Thor could definitely hear her, but I knew my brothers well enough to know they would stay out of sight, and they would let me have my time with her.
I kicked the bedroom door shut behind us and walked over to the bed, the need to taste her pounding through every part of me. I needed to watch her fall apart, watch her as she became mine.
I needed to show Reina that there was more to sex than a man fucking her for his own pleasure.
As soon as I set her on the bed, I lifted her shirt above her head and unclasped the bra she had on. Her breasts fell free from their constraints, and I groaned out loud, my dick throbbing painfully. God, her tits were perfect.
"Fuck, these tits." I groaned, leaning down to pull a nipple into my mouth.
A loud moan fell from her lips as she clutched at my hair, pulling lightly on the strands. "Ink, fuck, yes." She cried out, her fingers tightening on my strands as I used my hand to pull and twist at her other nipple. "Ink, please don't stop." She whimpered.
I gently pushed her onto her back and trailed kisses down her abdomen until I reached the edge of the sweatpants she had on. With one swift tug, I pulled both the sweats and her panties down her legs, leaving her bare before me.
I was honestly not prepared for the fucking beautiful masterpiece before me.
I sensually ran my eyes over her, committing her every beautiful curve and mark to memory.
Her pussy was glistening when my eyes finally ran between her thighs. I licked my lips in anticipation. "Ink -" she started, her cheeks flushing with embarrassment as she closed her legs.
I shook my head at her. "I want to see you, baby - all of you.” I rasped. She sucked in sharp breath of air. “You're fucking beautiful. It's just me and you in here, Reina, and I know you're the sexiest fucking woman I've ever laid my fucking eyes on."
A shy smile tilted her lips, making my heart trip in my chest. Why the fuck was she so perfect? "Open those legs for me, Reina." I gently commanded.
Slowly, she let her legs drop open, baring herself to me. I wasted no time in kneeling between her legs. As soon as my lips wrapped around her clit and sucked gently, she came undone, my name falling from her lips as she arched her back off the bed.
I didn't stop there. In fact, I didn't stop until she came two more times for me. She was so fucking sweet – tasted so damn good.
"I can't take anymore, Ink." She panted as I stood up, kicking my boots off as I unsnapped my jeans.
I smirked at her. "Oh, you can, baby, and you will." I told her. "I'm not near done with you yet."
Her eyes widened as soon as I dropped my jeans, her breath leaving her on a whoosh of air. She licked her lips in anticipation, and I groaned as I wrapped my hand around my cock, stroking it once – twice – desperate to release some pressure.
"You on the shot still?" I asked her. "Not due soon?"
She nodded her head. "I'm good, Ink." She breathlessly answered, needing this as much as I did.
I groaned and kneeled between her legs. Grabbing her hips, I lifted her up and thrusted deep inside of her. "Fuck!" She cried out, her hands clutching at the sheets.
"Christ." I groaned, sliding out and shoving back in. She felt fucking incredible.
And I knew I was ruined – completely destroyed in the best way possible.
Reina was mine.
I jerked awake to the feeling of Reina jumping out of bed, her bare feet slapping against the hardwood flooring as she rushed into the bathroom. I shot out of bed instantly, rushing after her. "Reina, what the hell is wrong?" I demanded.
Reina didn’t get a chance to answer me. She dropped in front of the toilet right before she emptied her stomach. I knelt down next to her, holding her hair out of her way as I rubbed her back gently, waiting on her stomach to settle down enough to move and talk to me.
"You been feeling sick?" I asked her.
She shrugged. "A little nauseated, but I'm sure it's just the stress of running from Jordan." She told me.
I sat down on the floor of the bathroom, pulling her into my lap as I cradled her gently in my arms. I knew what it probably was. Birth control was only so effective. I swallowed down my rage at my next thought, reminding myself that she didn't have much of a choice in the matter. It had been forced upon her.
"Reina, I think you should take a pregnancy test." I told her quietly.
"What?" She choked out, jerking back to look up at me with wide, frightened eyes. Tears filled their beautiful depths, making my chest squeeze painfully. I couldn’t take her tears. "I can't be pregnant, Ink." She choked out.
"Shh." I said softly as I tugged her body back to mine as I lightly ran the tips of my fingers up and down her spine. "We'll figure it out, sweetheart. But for right now, I really feel like you should take one. I'll have Thor or Grim run to the store."
She swallowed hard. "And if I am?" She asked. "What then?"
I sighed softly. "We'll figure that out when we get to it." I told her.
But I knew one thing for sure. I wouldn't leave her stranded. If she was pregnant, I'd do the right thing by her, even though I knew it wasn't my kid.
I knew deep down that Reina was it for me, and I would take on whatever baggage came with her.
Reina was mine, and I took care of what was mine.
A few hours later, I found myself alone in the cabin. The guys were all sitting out on the front porch drinking beers and grilling the steaks that Thor had grabbed on his trip into town. I had told Ink that I would be fine by myself, and if I got lonely, I'd come outside.
But I really wasn't okay. And staring down at the two positive pregnancy tests in front of me, I felt fucking doomed. My world was quickly crashing down around me.
I was pregnant with a rapist's baby.
Silent tears slid down my cheeks in rapid succession, and it took everything within me to hold in my sobs. It was all over for me. I'd escaped, and I had finally found a silver fucking lining. I was under Ink's protection - the fucking MC's protection. Ink and I were finally moving on from the past, and I was hoping we were beginning to start something amazing together.
But now I was going to have nothing. I couldn't expect Ink to take on this added burden. I knew a huge part of him hadn't wanted to help me to begin with. Now he was expected to help me with a fucking baby on the way?
I may as well begin trying to find another way to stay safe, because Ink wasn't going to do it anymore.
It didn't matter that Ink had just fucked me in a way I'd never been fucked before. With men like Ink, sex was just that - sex. It didn't fucking mean anything.
I felt my heart shatter even more in my chest at that realization.
It was all over for me. I was doomed from the very beginning. Jordan had made sure of that.
I stepped out of the bathroom, swiping my hands across my cheeks as I did so. The bedroom door opened, and I jerked my head up to see Ink step into the bedroom. "Woah, hey, what's wrong?" He asked gently, his boots thumping across the hardwood floor as he walked over to me.
"I have to go." I choked out as I took a step back from him. I was running scared, but I didn’t care. I couldn’t face Ink’s rejection.
"You're not going anywhere." Ink said, his tone booking no arguments. I resisted the urge to sob as my tears fell faster. "What the hell is wrong, Reina?" He demanded to know.
"Just let me go." I choked out. “Please, Ink.”
His gaze caught the tests on the bathroom counter, and I sobbed, my chest feeling like it was going to cave in. I wanted to leave before he knew. I couldn't take him putting me out himself – couldn’t handle the hatred and contempt in his eyes.
"They're positive, aren't they?" He asked, his tone gentle and soothing, not at all what I had expected.
I whimpered but nodded my head. With a sigh, Ink wrapp
ed his arms around me, tugging me against him. I fisted his cut in my hands, my body shuddering with the force it took to not completely break down in the comfort of Ink’s arms. "It's going to be okay, Reina." He whispered into my hair. "Why did you want to leave?" He asked me.
I hiccupped. "Because I knew you and the Savage Crows wouldn't want to protect me now - not with a baby on the way." I cried.
Ink jerked back to look down at me, anger sparking in his blue eyes. "I'm going to pretend that dumb bullshit didn't just come out your fucking mouth." He snapped as he tugged me back against him, his arms still wrapped around me like a security blanket. "Me nor this MC is turning their backs on you, Reina. I'm claiming you as my old lady, and the MC has to fucking respect that whether they like it or not."
This time, it was me who jerked back to look at him. "You're old lady?" I asked incredulously. "That's insane, Ink!" I screeched, though my heart pounded in my chest at the thought of belonging to him. I loved the idea more than I cared to admit. "I betrayed you - hurt you - and now I've got a baby on the way that's not even yours!" I reminded him.
It didn’t make sense to me – didn’t add up in my mind. Had Ink hit his head or something?
Ink shrugged. "Reina, does it look like I frankly give a fuck?" He asked me seriously. I swallowed thickly. "You're mine now.” Hope bloomed in my chest. “Being mine comes with protection and family. That means that's what this baby gets, too."
More tears flowed my cheeks at his words. "You mean it, Ink?" I whispered, my voice breaking. "You're not going to turn your back on me as soon as Jordan is dealt with?"
Ink shook his head at me. "Claiming you means I'm in for the long haul, sweetheart. You’re mine for the rest of our lives.”
I threw my arms around his neck and raised up on my tiptoes to kiss him. He met me halfway, his lips claiming mine with a tenderness I never knew a man like Ink could possess. I moaned softly, arching my back, plastering myself against him. His hand had just managed to find its way under my bra, his fingers a hairsbreadth away from my nipple, when Thor's voice made me jump in shock, almost falling on my ass if it hadn't been for Ink's arms around me, holding my body against his.
"Damn. Guess I know why you hadn't made it back out yet." He said, a massive grin on his face. I blushed. "Next time, fuck with the door closed, brother."
Ink's hand fisted in the shirt I had on, his body tensing. "Two seconds to get the fuck out my sight, brother." Ink snarled.
Thor roared with laughter as he dashed out of sight. Ink blew out a harsh breath, shaking his head. He finally turned to look down at me. He brushed his thumb over my bottom lip, and my breath hitched in my throat as I parted my lips the slightest bit.
"Fuck, I want to have you scream my name when you look at me like that, Reina." Ink said, his voice strained. "You have no idea what you do to me, sweet girl."
I palmed his hard dick through his jeans, a mischievous smile twisting my lips. He sucked in a sharp breath of air as he lightly thrusted against my hand. "I think I do." I whispered.
With a wink, I stepped back from him, darting out of the bedroom. "Woman." I heard him grumble as I giggled right before I crashed into Grim's chest.
Grim caught me right before I busted my ass on the floor. He quickly set me on my feet and released me, his eyes locked over my shoulder to where Ink was quickly moving towards us, his eyes flashing dangerously at his VP.
"Easy, brother." Grim ordered. "Stand down. She ran into me. I was merely making sure she didn't bust her ass."
Ink possessively settled a hand over my hip but nodded at his VP nonetheless. "Dinner done?" He asked.
Grim nodded. "I was heading to the kitchen to grab some more beers." He looked down at me. "Want one?"
"Nah. She can't have it." Ink answered for me, making me dart my eyes up to his, panic settling into my veins. I wasn’t sure if it was okay to tell the club that I was pregnant. I know Ink said he wouldn’t abandon me, but that didn’t mean that the other club members shared the same views as Ink did.
Ink only pressed a reassuring kiss to the top of my head. "Need to speak to you and Thor while we're eating." Ink informed him.
Grim nodded once, continuing on his quest to the kitchen for more beers as Ink led me outside to where there was a plain black card table set up, four plastic chairs sitting around it. Thor was casually leaned back in one, a plate of untouched food in front of him.
After we were all seated, I dug into my food, hungrier than I had originally thought I was. "We've got a slight issue." Ink started, grabbing Thor's and Grim's attention. I kept my gaze firmly on my plate. "Reina is pregnant - Jordan's baby." Ink informed them.
"Mother of fucks." Grim grumbled as he dropped his fork onto his plate with a loud clink. I flinched. "Fucking hell. Jordan know?" He demanded.
Ink shook his head. "Reina just found out a few minutes ago. I had Thor grab her some pregnancy tests earlier when he went out this morning."
Grim narrowed his eyes at his Road Captain. I swallowed nervously. Grim was absolutely terrifying when he was angry. "You don't keep secrets from your fucking leadership, Ink." He growled.
Ink sighed. "I know, brother, but I didn't want to alarm either of you until she knew for sure. Wasn't any reason to get worked up if she hadn't of been, but she is, so we need to deal with it."
"I'm not having an abortion." I spoke up, my chest squeezing painfully at the thought of having one. I'd deal with this shit on my own before any of these men made me give up my child.
I rested a hand protectively over my stomach. Ink shook his head at me. "Stop jumping to conclusions, Reina. Nobody at this table has said you have to give up your child, and we would never make you. We're not fucking monsters, and we're not Jordan. Remember that." He reminded me.
"What's your plan, then?" Grim asked me, his hard eyes meeting mine. I shrunk back in my chair, nervousness and fear filling my veins.
"Easy, brother." Ink told Grim, his voice hard and barely controlled as he spoke to his VP. "She's just found out herself. You're scaring her."
Grim sighed heavily and leaned back in his chair. "Do you want this baby or not, Reina?" Ink asked me gently.
I nodded. I couldn't bear giving up this baby. No matter how it had been conceived, I felt attached to it already. From the moment I'd found out, adoption nor abortion had ever crossed my mind. I was prepared to fight tooth and nail on my own to protect this baby.
Hell, I had even been prepared to run away.
"I won't give it up." I told him fiercely.
Ink nodded once and grabbed my hand on the table, giving it a gentle squeeze before he released it. "Our hands are kind of tied here, brothers." Thor said, for once not joking or playing around. "She's going to need medical attention. If we take her to a doctor, we run the risk of Jordan or one of his men finding her."
Grim looked over at Ink. "Hate to say it, man, because I know how territorial you are over her, but we're going to have to bring Medic up here. He's the only person we can use to make sure she's getting the health care she needs without taking her in to a doctor's office."
Ink clenched his fists on top of the table as he contemplated Grim’s words. "Fuck." He finally swore. "Fine. Call up Medic, get his ass up here. Make sure he doesn't get tailed and that he doesn't tell anyone where he's going - not even his fucking wife. He'll be up here with us until we get the all clear to go back home."
Grim nodded once, pulling his phone out. I looked over at Ink to find him already looking at me. "If he's between your legs for more than a minute, Reina, I'll knock his teeth down his fucking throat." Ink warned me in all seriousness.
Thor roared out a laugh for the second time that day. I couldn't help the smile that broke out over my face. Ink’s expression softened. "Ink, he's going to be down there for more than a minute. You'll just have to reign your temper in." I told him.
His jaw clenched, but when I squeezed his hand, his jaw loosened some. "Fine." He grumbled as he brought my hand up to his lips
to press a light kiss to my knuckles. “Finish your dinner, sweet girl. You’re not just feeding yourself anymore.”
I'd always thought that a man 'claiming' me and getting possessive over me would freak me out and have me running in the other direction after being trapped with Jordan for all of those years, but I had been wrong.
So fucking wrong.
Turns out, I just needed the right man to claim me as his own.
And that man was Ink.
"Everything looks good, Reina." Medic told her as he snapped off his gloves, tossing them into the trashcan near the bed as she quickly closed her legs and sat up. I stuffed my hands into the pockets of my jeans. "Your cervix is closed tightly. Because your menstrual periods were never regular after getting on the shot, I have no real way of knowing when you're due until I can get my hands on an ultrasound machine. For now, I just want you to take those prenatal gummies that I brought with me, and just take it easy. Your body has been under a lot of stress lately." He reminded her.