by Cora Black
“Emma? Have you ever seen the desert?”
“You know she hasn’t,” I murmured when Emma didn’t answer.
“She can speak for herself, can’t she?”
“She’s scared, Eric. You scared her back there.”
“That wasn’t my fault, pumpkin. That was Mommy’s fault.” Emma’s arms tightened around my neck. I knew she didn’t believe him, but hated him for trying to play mind games with her. And that was exactly what life would have been life had I stayed with him, I realized. He would have played mind games with her, warping her little brain until she believed what he said. Either that or she would have lived her life torn between the two of us—pretending to believe and love her father because she was terrified of him, but going to me for protection against him. I knew I made the right choice by leaving…even if we ended up with him in the end.
“Don’t worry, baby. Don’t worry.” I rocked her, whispering softly.
“Stop telling her things about me back there,” he snapped.
“I’m not, Eric. I was trying to keep her calm.” My voice was much calmer than I felt inside. I wouldn’t escalate things, and I wouldn’t add to Emma’s stress. “I was soothing her, the way parents do for their children.”
“I see, and I wouldn’t know anything about that, would I? Because you took her away from me.”
“I’m not trying to have this argument with you right now. If you want to be her father, and be a good father, you have to learn what should and shouldn’t be said in front of her. She doesn’t need to hear it.”
He huffed and puffed, his hands tightening around the steering wheel. I wondered if I had finally pushed him too far, to the point where he would hurt me. Or Emma. Or both.
Then he breathed deeply, letting out a heavy sigh. “You’re right. I wasn’t playing nice. I’m sorry, Em. I’m sorry. Daddy didn’t mean to make you upset.”
I looked down at her, and she had a sort of glazed look in her eye. I wondered if she hadn’t gone into a state of shock, something to help compensate for the fear she felt.
“It’s okay,” she said. Her voice sounded like that of a robot—flat, toneless. Had she gone away? I held her as tight as I could, rocking her again, a single tear dropping from my eyes onto her head.
She looked up at me and winked, the little smarty. I could have laughed with joy. Instead, I bit my lip and winked back. We were in it together, she told me. She was the one keeping me together, making me hold on tight to what little sanity I had left. I should have been doing that for her, but she did it for me. She reminded me of the good that had come out of my marriage.
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Dom
I couldn’t get to her fast enough.
Chase pulled up beside me, motioning for me to slow down a little. I knew what he meant—we couldn’t risk the cops pulling us over. Then it would have all been for nothing. I would have to say goodbye to her. I couldn’t do that.
I looked down at the speedometer, and my eyes widened in surprise when I saw the speedometer reading ninety miles per hour. I dialed it back a little, but it felt like I was crawling. I couldn’t crawl. I had to get to her.
It was the most frustrating feeling I could imagine, riding down a mostly deserted stretch of road, trying to catch up with the man who kidnapped my woman. She was my woman, the same as Lauren had been. She would always be mine. And he took her from me.
It was a struggle not to speed up again. I couldn’t help it. I needed to. We followed the signs to the Petrified Forest National Park. I wondered if there would be anyone else there. Did he want to be in public with her so that nobody would dare come after her? Then again, as far as he knew, I was good as dead. He told his guys to take care of me. Oh, I couldn’t wait to get my hands on them. I would find a way to make him tell me who they were and where they could be found, and I would take my guys with me when I went after them. They would find out that when you fucked with a member of the Blood Bandits, you didn’t leave him as good as dead. You’d better make sure you killed him.
We got off the main road, turning down a smaller road which led to the park. There were only around twenty miles between us and it. Had he gotten them there already? We had been riding for hours, but I was sure we’d gone faster than he would have dared drive. He was crazy, but he wasn’t stupid. It was just as bad an idea for him to get stopped by the cops as it was for us, no matter if he thought he was right to take them or what.
There was nobody anywhere around us, though. Uncertainty wasn’t something I was used to feeling, but I felt a shit ton of it as I rode further into the desert. The road was flat, even, and as far as the horizon I couldn’t see a single car. Maybe we were wrong, or the neighbor was wrong. Maybe Eric had changed his mind. Maybe we had wasted a ton of time for no reason, and Kara was even further away than I thought, in another direction. Maybe, maybe, maybe. I could have screamed, I was so confused and frustrated.
Then, just as I was about to give up, a shape shimmered on the horizon. I looked at Chase, who rode beside me, and pointed. He looked carefully, then nodded. I wasn’t imagining it. There was a car, maybe a mile or two in front of us.
I put on the speed, not caring about getting caught. Let the cops follow me to the car, I didn’t care. All I knew was I had to catch them. The closer I got, the clearer it was that it was Eric’s car. I wanted to scream, celebrate. But it wasn’t time for that yet. I had to make sure Kara and Emma were safe first.
How would I do that? As I closed the gap between us, I realized I didn’t have much of a plan. It was one thing to go off half-cocked and chase them, but there was nothing in my head when it came to how to stop him. He had them, he had a car, he might still have a gun. I didn’t see why he wouldn’t. I had a gun, but I didn’t want to hurt either of the girls. What could I do? Whatever it was, I had to decide fast.
I was within a few hundred feet of the car by the time Eric noticed me. I could tell he did because he sped up, kicking up a cloud of dust on the otherwise empty road. I didn’t know how far behind me the other guys were, but I couldn’t afford to wonder. I had to catch him, and I would do it alone if I needed to.
I saw the back of Kara’s head. She sat in the back, probably with the kid, on the passenger side. I couldn’t fire right into the car without taking the chance of hitting her, and even if I didn’t hit her, Eric would crash the car. I looked down at my odometer. We were going around seventy miles an hour. No way I could risk that, even if they were buckled in.
Kara looked back, and her eyes went wide when she saw me. I waved my hand at her, then moved it down. Get down, I thought. Get down. She got my message, ducking behind the seat.
I sped up, pulling around to the passenger side of the car. I bashed in the front window.
“What the fuck?” Eric screamed, the car swerving back and forth. I wove to dodge him, making sure he didn’t take me out when he fought to get control of the car. He sped up, leaving me in the dust. Great. It was bad enough when we were doing seventy. I sped up, too, catching up easily. He couldn’t beat me, though he could try.
“Stay away!” I saw a flash of metal and knew he still had a gun. He pointed it at me. I veered, trying to get out of his line of sight. We went back and forth like that for a while, with Eric splitting his attention between me and the road. My heart was in my throat, afraid he was going to hit me, afraid he would crash. I only hoped Kara and Emma were strapped in.
“Get down!” I screamed when it looked like Kara was about to get up. I couldn’t let her in the line of fire. She didn’t listen—instead, she reached over the seat to take the gun from Eric. They struggled, the muzzle of the gun waving back and forth. I ducked, dodged, afraid he’d end up shooting me. The car wove back and forth, kicking up dust and sand every time it hit the side of the road. I heard screaming coming from inside. A little girl. No kid should have to see something like that. It made me hate him more than ever.
Finally, Kara got a hold of the gun. Eric straightened the
car out. I followed, catching up again. There was only one thing I could do, and I held my breath and prayed for the first time in my whole life that I would make it.
“Stay down!” I glanced in the back seat, where Kara covered Emma with her body. Eric looked at me, a snarl on his face. I had to do it. I couldn’t let him drive off with them.
I got as close to the car as I could…then I let go of my handlebars and gripped the window frame, holding onto Eric’s car. He tried to weave, tried to cut the wheel so I’d have to let go. I didn’t. I let go of my bike instead, throwing myself into the car. My lower legs hung out, but most of me was inside. The pain in my ribs was intense, but I couldn’t think about it.
“Stop the car!” I screamed. I worked my way in, my left arm around the back of the passenger seat, and reached into my pocket for the gun with my right. “Now! Pull over!”
“No way! You’re crazy!” Eric looked terrified for the first time, really terrified.
I put the gun to his head. “How do you like it, fucker? Huh? How’s it feel?” I could have killed him right there and not thought twice about it. I didn’t care what happened to me, if he crashed the car and I went through the windshield. I didn’t care, because it would mean killing him after what he did to me. Or what he had his friends do. People like him didn’t deserve to live. My finger tightened on the trigger.
“Please, Dom, don’t.”
It wasn’t just me anymore. I looked back at Kara, who hovered over Emma. They were both buckled in at least. I nodded at her. I couldn’t do it with them in the car. Especially not the kid.
“I’m gonna give you one more chance, Eric. Pull over and stop the car, now.”
“You can’t make me! She has you so pussy-whipped, it’s pathetic. You’ll do anything she wants.”
That was it. I aimed the gun, looked at Kara, and shot Eric through the left leg.
“Oh fuck!” He shrieked, and drove off the road. I held onto the back of my seat and tried like hell to keep myself from flying out the windshield. After what felt like forever, he stopped.
“You shot me!” he screamed over and over. “You shot me!” His leg was bleeding, but it wasn’t like I had never seen anything that bad before.
“Are you okay?” I looked at Kara and Emma. They nodded. “Get the hell outta here. Run.” I didn’t have to tell Kara again. She unbuckled Emma and herself, then grabbed the kid and ran.
“It’s just you and me, now,” I said. Eric whimpered. I unbuckled him and got out, walking around the car with the gun trained on him. I opened the driver’s side door, and he grabbed hold of the steering wheel to keep me from pulling him out of the car. I pulled, but he was a strong son of a bitch. At first, it was funny, listening to him whine and scream. I got tired of it, though, and drove the muzzle of the gun into his leg wound.
“Ow!” he screeched, but it got him to let go of the wheel. I pulled him the rest of the way out and flung him to the ground. He tried to crawl away, the coward.
“Get back here,” I said, shooting the ground just to his left. He flinched, but stopped. I walked to him, pulling him up by the shoulder until he was on his knees.
“So. How’s it feel?” I put the gun to his temple, the way he did to me. “How does it feel, knowing I could pull this trigger and any second? How do you feel about that? This is what you did to me, isn’t it?”
“Y-yes! I’m sorry!” He wept like a woman. I knew I shouldn’t, but I loved having fun with him.
“Tell me again,” I said, pressing harder.
“Wh-what? Tell you what?”
“How sorry you are. Isn’t that what you used to make Kara say whenever she did something you didn’t like? That she was sorry for it? Huh?”
“Y-yes, I d-did. I’m sorry about that, too. I’m sorry for everything! Please let me go.”
“You threatened to kill your own kid,” I snarled. I pulled his head back by his hair, until he looked up at me. “You threatened to kill your kid in front of her. What the fuck is wrong with you? How sick to you have to be?” I put the gun against his throat, under his chin. He gulped, shaking. I thought he might have pissed his pants.
“I didn’t mean it! She knew I didn’t mean it!”
“She didn’t know that.” I clenched my jaw, wanting to blow his brains out. Wanting that satisfaction. But I couldn’t bring myself to do it, as much as I wanted to. God, did I want to.
But Kara was there. Somewhere. She would always know what I did. So would Emma. I couldn’t look the kid in the eye again if she knew I killed her father.
“Fuck!” I screamed with rage, then held him still as I pistol whipped him. Then I punched him, hard, probably fucking up the way the doctor set his nose. I didn’t care. I wished I could do more, but I didn’t dare do it. Not if I wanted to be with Kara.
“I swear to God, I will fucking kill you if you ever come near them again. Either of them. Don’t ever touch them. Don’t let either of them see you or hear your voice. I swear I’ll do it next time. Nobody gets a second warning from me. You hear what I’m saying?”
“Yes. Yes, I do.” He wept, his one eye already swelling shut where I’d punched it.
“The only reason I’m letting you live right now is because so many people already know I went after you.” I bent low, whispering in his ear as my backup finally caught up with us, along with Kara and Emma. “Next time, nobody will know. It’ll be just between us. And I’ll leave you somewhere they’ll never, ever find you.”
“I understand, I swear,” he blubbered. “I’ll leave the country. They’ll never see or hear from me again. I’ll never go near either of them.”
“I won’t forget about you,” I whispered, then shoved him to the sand. He wept, curled up in a ball. I left him for my guys to take care of. I didn’t want to see him again.
“Oh my God!” Kara threw herself into my arms, but only for a second. She was too busy hitting me on the chest with her balled up fists to let me hold her.
“Hey! What’s this?” I asked, trying to cover up.
“That’s for scaring the hell out of me!” She hit me again. “That’s for putting yourself in danger!”
“Hang on,” I said, grabbing her wrists. “Do you remember who I did it for?”
She wouldn’t listen, cursing me out for being so crazy. Emma tugged at her waitress uniform.
“Mama, don’t be mad at Dom,” she said. “Dom saved us.”
“Yeah! Listen to her,” I said. “I saved you. I would do it again.”
All the fight went out of Kara then. “I know you would,” she whispered.
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Kara
Emma wouldn’t let me go. I didn’t mind. I didn’t want her to.
We sat at Mom’s bedside, her hand in mine. “I don’t see why they want to keep me here,” she protested grumpily. “I feel fine.”
“You have a concussion, Mom. That’s kind of a big deal. They just want to keep an eye on you overnight to make sure you’re okay. Hey, it’s either them or me. I would keep you up all night long, and you would get sick of me.”
She smiled, reaching out to touch my face. “I wouldn’t get sick of you.”
“You’re sure about that? I don’t know. I can be pretty annoying.” I smiled, so full of gratitude I didn’t know what else to say. She was safe, and so was my daughter. So was I, for that matter.
“How is he?” she asked, and I knew who she meant.
“He’s all right. The last I checked, they were taking him in for x-rays. I think he has a few broken ribs, but that’s the worst of it. Though who knows—he might have a concussion, too, after the way they hit him.”
“Dom was a superhero,” Emma whispered.
“He was a superhero. He saved us because he cares so much about us and wants us to be okay.” I stroked her hair, sure I would never be able to let her go after what happened that day. She would have to take me along with her to college. That was just the way it would have to be.
“What abo
ut Eric?” Mom asked, her voice very quiet.
I wasn’t so sure what to say about him, not in Emma’s presence. I chose my words carefully. “He and Dom talked it out.”
“Oh, did they? And he’s still alive?”
I let out a short laugh, then looked down at Emma. “I don’t think that was the way Dom wanted it for a while, but yes. He’s still with us, somewhere.”
“I didn’t see him on the way home, Mama. Where did he go?”
“Oh, I don’t know, baby. I think he rode with one of Dom’s friends. Remember, we met them after Dom saved us.”
“Right. That one man was scary. The one who wore the glasses.” I was surprised, since Spike would have been the one who scared me.