by Dawn Douglas
Table of Contents
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Story
Other Books You Might Enjoy
Thank you for purchasing this publication of The Wild Rose Press, Inc.
Paris Rose
by
Dawn Douglas
Champagne Series, Book One
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales, is entirely coincidental.
Paris Rose
COPYRIGHT © 2014 by Dawn Douglas
All rights reserved. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission of the author or The Wild Rose Press, Inc. except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical articles or reviews.
Contact Information: [email protected]
Cover Art by Debbie Taylor
The Wild Rose Press, Inc.
PO Box 708
Adams Basin, NY 14410-0708
Visit us at www.thewildrosepress.com
Publishing History
First Champagne Rose Edition, 2014
Digital ISBN 978-1-62830-377-3
Champagne Series, Book One
Published in the United States of America
Dedication
To Doug, my sweetheart and best friend.
Thank you for Paris.
Thank you for everything.
“What the hell...?”
Nick Rawlinson gazed from his family room window in disbelief at the house next door. He’d assumed some company specializing in home renovations had purchased the ramshackle old place with the crumbling front steps and the sagging roof. Apparently not. Two men were scuttling back and forth up the front path, burdened with a sage green loveseat, a flat screen television, a sleek black desk. But it wasn’t the sight of the furniture that had Nick rattled, it was the woman in tight blue jeans and high heels, clutching a small dog and giving the men directions.
She was his ex-wife.
Disbelief turned slowly to anger. What the hell was she playing at?
He slammed down his beer and made for the door, wrenching it open and striding across the lawn. She looked up, their gazes collided and Nick faltered. He clenched his fists furiously—the divorce had been final for a year, and still those big gray eyes made him come slightly undone, made him forget who and where he was. Grimacing, he continued his approach.
“Would you like to tell me what the hell is going on, Lucy?”
“Isn’t it obvious?”
“You’ve bought this house?” He gestured at the sad little ranch.
“I must have, because that’s my furniture being taken inside.”
“Have you lost your mind?”
Something like hurt flashed in her eyes, and the little dog snarled at Nick and began to struggle in her arms.
“Now you’ve frightened Dexter,” she said reproachfully.
“Screw Dexter!” he spat. “I don’t want to live next door to you.”
“Well, that’s just tough, isn’t it? I haven’t broken any laws. And if it makes you feel any better, I don’t plan on staying here long.”
“That’s something, I suppose.”
She stared at him for a moment, as if she’d run out of words. Nick wanted to turn away but was rooted to the spot, remembering how much he’d once loved her.
In the end it was Lucy who abruptly turned away. She thanked the moving men, tipped them, and stomped into the house. Still Nick stood there, staring at the way her blonde curls bounced on her shoulders, and at her behind, round and sweet, filling her jeans to perfection. She tossed him a glance, then slammed the door shut.
****
Lucy covered her mouth with one hand, trying to calm herself down. How could it have come to this? Four years ago they’d been the happiest couple on the planet. Now Nick looked at her with sheer hatred.
She lowered Dexter onto the grubby oatmeal carpet and slowly looked around, wondering if she was making a terrible mistake. She’d told everyone she planned on living in number 78 Meadowlark Drive for no more than a year while she renovated the property, which she’d been able to purchase at practically a giveaway price. A lot of the work she’d do herself—lay wood floors, strip the dingy wallpaper, scrape off the popcorn ceiling—and the rest she’d hire contractors to deal with. It was a great plan. But Lucy wanted much more than a lucrative sale at the end of the year. She wanted her ex-husband back.
She wrinkled her nose as she toured the house. It stank of mothballs and mildew as if the windows hadn’t been opened in decades. Miss Norwood, a retired librarian, had kept cats, too—lots of cats. Lucy remembered them from when she’d lived next door with Nick, always peering from the windows. All those kitties probably had something to do with the smell, too.
Apparently the old lady had been perfectly content with a shabby brown kitchen and avocado fridge. As the kitchen cabinets loomed around her, dark and menacing, Lucy felt suddenly overwhelmed with misery. She wasn’t taking on a wonderful challenge—she was making an absurd mistake. Had she been high on something when she’d imagined she could whip this hovel into an airy, desirable residence while at the same time winning back her ex? The chances of her achieving either of those goals were slim to none.
“What have I done?” she whispered to the outdated kitchen, wanting to cry.
Dexter barked sharply.
She nodded and blew her nose. “You’re right,” she said softly. “I can’t give up, can I? There’s way too much at stake.”
The mustard yellow shag pile carpet in the master bedroom tickled Lucy’s toes as she changed into work clothes, afraid that if she didn’t begin work immediately she’d be overcome with doubt and lethargy. Dexter stared as she donned a pair of sturdy work boots.
“I can do this,” she whispered fiercely, not sure if she was referring to her angry ex-husband or the neglected house she’d purchased. Downstairs, she began to rip up the cracked, greasy linoleum in the kitchen, not allowing herself to stop until darkness fell outside and she ached all over. At midnight she showered, then fell into bed, telling herself this would all be worth it in the end. An image of Nick floated into her head, and he was smiling at her tenderly, madly in love with her again. Eyes on the prize, Lucy thought. Eyes on the prize.
Three weeks later, her mood had improved considerably. Sleek, glowing wood floors replaced the shag pile in the bedroom and the linoleum in the kitchen, the house sported a brand new roof, and Lucy had started receiving estimates for kitchen remodels. Dexter seemed to approve of the yard, which Miss Norwood had taken a lot better care of than the interior of the home. There were three rose bushes with peach-colored buds, an apple tree, and lots of Marguerite daisies.
She’d stocked the battered old avocado fridge with wine and soda and spent evenings relaxing on the concrete patio after hours of scrubbing at the ceilings or scraping off orange and brown wallpaper. There she pored over decorating books, her head filling with ideas, glad she’d taken time off work to get a start on this project.
There’d been two further encounters with Nick. Each time she’d called out a tentative “hi.” The first time he’d ignored her. The second time he grunted. Lucy, an eternal optimist, treasured that grunt. It meant she was making progress. Of course it was going to take time. But she was a very patient woman.
Smiling, she grabbed a bottle of water and headed outside, inhaling the aroma of freshly mown grass and deciding to enjoy some downtime after a Saturday morning spent heaving sacks of old Library Journal magazines up from the basement and dumping them in trash bags. Dexter shot ahea
d of her, yapping wildly.
The sounds of music and voices floated from Nick’s yard, and Lucy wondered if her ex had friends over. The aroma of barbecuing meat made her nostrils twitch.
Dexter noticed the commotion, too. There was a weak area at the bottom of the fence, a place where the wood had broken, and the intrepid Yorkie charged to the hole determinedly, scratched at the dirt beneath it to make more space for his body, and wriggled through.
“Dexter—no!” Lucy yelled, but he’d accomplished the feat in a matter of seconds and disappeared next door.
“Shit,” she muttered, running to the fence and peering over.
Nick’s family gaped at her. Sylvia, his mom, was seated in a lawn chair chatting to Nick’s twin sister, Angie. Tom, his dad, presided over the barbecue wielding a large spatula, while Nick stood beside him, glaring at her. Kieran, Angie’s little boy, was chuckling as Dexter dashed around as if he were on speed.
Sylvia rose to her feet, looking amazed. “Lucy? What are you doing here?”
Nick suddenly strode toward Dexter, seized him up, and began to march over to the fence. “Here,” he said, thrusting the dog at her, his expression grim.
“What are you doing next door?” Sylvia inquired again, coming over.
“I—I just bought this house,” Lucy stammered. When she’d had the bright idea of buying up Miss Norwood’s old place and somehow winning Nick back, she had failed to take into account the fact that she might encounter her ex in-laws. They’d surely guess what she was up to. Lucy’s face flamed.
“How have you been, dear?” Sylvia asked.
“Busy,” she said.
“Are you still with Berries and Biscuits?” Angie asked, joining her mom by the fence.
Lucy nodded.
“I thought you’d have started your own business by now,” Sylvia said.
“Well, I studied interior design for a while, and I worked in Paris for a few months. I’m just trying to decide what I want to do next,” Lucy said, trying to sound upbeat. The truth was, she’d been floundering.
“Did you see Kieran?” Angie asked, smiling proudly.
“I can’t believe he’s so big!”
Tom ambled over. “How’re you doing, sweetheart?”
“Just fine.” Lucy beamed at her ex-father-in-law.
“Sorry to break into the chit-chat,” Nick said sourly. “But maybe you could repair the hole in your fence. This isn’t the first time your dog has invaded my property.”
Her smile faded as she nodded. “Okay.”
“There’s no need to be rude, son,” Tom remarked quietly.
“Well, it was nice seeing you all again.” Lucy began to retreat.
“Why don’t you come over and join us?” Sylvia asked. “We’d love that, wouldn’t we?”
Everyone except Nick nodded.
“I’m sorry, I can’t.”
“Please—it’s my birthday. Just stay a few moments if you’re busy. I’d love to do a little catching up.”
“Come on,” pleaded Angie.
Lucy looked at her ex-husband. He rolled his eyes, shrugging in defeat.
“Okay, just for a little while.” She smiled, then hurried inside to deposit Dexter safely in the kitchen with some water and pull her hair out from its ragged ponytail. She’d always loved Nick’s family. Coming unexpectedly face to face with everybody reminded her again of just how much she’d lost. Sylvia and Tom were the closest things to parents she’d ever had.
Wishing she had something to give Sylvia for her birthday, Lucy tugged off her jeans and changed into a red cotton dress, shoved her feet into a pair of white flip-flops and headed next door, walking up the path alongside the house she’d once shared with Nick and in through the open door leading into the yard. And then she stopped, and went very still.
Angie was breastfeeding a tiny baby.
Pain tugged at Lucy’s heart as she forced herself to keep going forward and not turn and run. A chair had been set out for her and she sat down, pasting a smile on her face.
“Hey,” she said weakly. “I didn’t know you had a baby.”
Angie grinned proudly. “Meet Rosie.”
The baby was now sitting while Angie rubbed her back firmly. When Rosie burped and a little bubble of milk formed on her puckered lips, Lucy felt a stab of pain, deep in her heart.
She’s beautiful,” she murmured.
“Yeah, I try to remember that when she’s screaming her lungs out at two in the morning!” Angie laughed, and then stopped awkwardly. She flushed, biting her lip. “Sorry.”
“It’s okay,” Lucy said quickly.
“Well, I think this is just wonderful,” Sylvia said. “Just because things didn’t work out between you and Nick doesn’t mean you can’t be friends. I just love the modern attitudes of you young people.”
“Something to eat, Lucy?” Nick asked.
“Yes, please,” she nodded, wondering how she’d swallow a single bite, the way her insides were churning.
Her ex handed her a hot dog, made just the way she loved, with rings of fried onions, juicy mushrooms, and plenty of ketchup. Had he remembered? It smelled delicious, but she had to force herself to take a bite and start chewing. The baby was so close she could have reached out and touched her downy skin, and Lucy tried with all her will not to look. But her gaze was drawn again and again to the baby girl.
Rosie was clad in a white dress sprigged with pink rosebuds and a matching pink sunbonnet. Little bow legs peeked from beneath the dress. She had big blue eyes, and she waved pudgy fists in the air, smiling all around. Lucy chewed her hot dog with great determination, managing to finish it, as she feigned interest in Sylvia’s chat about the Mediterranean cruise she and Tom had taken last summer.
Nick sat just a few feet away, chatting with his father, and Lucy longed to burrow into his arms and cry her heart out.
Rosie suddenly let out a plaintive wail. Angie leaned over and groped around in the diaper bag at her feet. “Uh oh, I left her pacifier inside,” she said. “Hold her a sec, would you?”
Lucy gave a soft gasp of surprise as the small body was plunked in her lap. Automatically, she clasped Rosie, and felt the warmth radiating from her, and wondered how it would feel to hold a baby close, to nestle with it and kiss it and know it was yours. What would such joy feel like?
Seated stiffly, Lucy held the tiny bundle at a distance, as if it was something distasteful. She didn’t dare do otherwise. Agony seared through her, and she looked up in a panic as the baby flailed dimpled fists furiously in the air, her toothless mouth opening wide in a high-pitched wail. When Nick came over, Lucy quickly handed him his niece and scrambled to her feet.
“I—I have to go,” she stammered. “’Bye, everyone.”
And she fled the back yard, wishing she could flee her memories just as easily.
****
Nick cleaned up after the barbecue. He’d said goodbye to his family, insisting he could manage fine by himself. The truth was, he needed to be alone with his thoughts for a while. There’d been a resounding silence after Lucy ran from the yard. Angie had emerged from the house with Rosie’s pacifier, looking around. “Where’s Lucy?”
“Aren’t you going to go after her, Nick?” Sylvia asked, her voice concerned.
“No, I’m not,” he’d replied shortly, handing Rosie to Angie. “Who wants another hot dog?”
Nobody did, and the party broke up before much longer, as if Lucy had cast a pall of painful memories over the proceedings. Damn her, he thought, as he loaded the dishwasher. Couldn’t she have chosen another house to renovate? Why the hell did she have to pick the one next door? They both needed to move on—didn’t she realize that?
He switched on the television and stared blankly at the screen, thinking of the terrified look on his ex’s face when she held Rosie, as if the tiny girl was an unexploded bomb. The memories, which he’d never managed to bury very deeply in the first place, rushed back at him. They’d planned to wait at least fiv
e years after their marriage to start a family, only it hadn’t turned out that way, and he’d been so stunned when she told him. Then his shock had dissolved into acceptance, and finally delight, awe, and anticipation.
Nick leaned back on the couch, closed his eyes and smiled, remembering Lucy turning the spare room into a nursery and how they’d bickered over baby names. She was just developing a little bump when without any warning at all, it was over.
Suddenly he stood and strode to the front door. Lucy needed him. She’d turned a deathly white holding Rosie, her face etched with pain, her eyes haunted. He reached the door, then stopped abruptly.
They were divorced, for God’s sake.
It wasn’t his business anymore what she needed or chose to do, or how she felt. It wasn’t his responsibility to comfort her.
“Shit,” he muttered, wanting to punch the wall, then wrenched open the door and strode outside anyway. He’d just make sure she was okay. It wouldn’t take five seconds.
After two rings of the doorbell, Lucy opened up. Her nose was bright red and her eyes swollen from crying, and Nick felt his insides turn to mush as he fought the urge to take her in his arms.
“You okay?”
She nodded. “I’m sorry I ruined your mom’s birthday.”
“You didn’t ruin anything.”
“I was just completely thrown to find myself holding a baby.” She shook her head. “Sorry.”
“Stop saying you’re sorry.”
“I avoid babies,” she said. “I avoid them like the plague.”
He didn’t reply. There was nothing to say.
She smiled at him tremulously. “Your parents are looking well.”
“Yeah.” He didn’t want to be drawn into chit-chat. It was time to leave. “You said you were in Paris?” Where the hell did that come from?
Lucy nodded, her cheeks turning slightly pink.
“With your old boyfriend?”
“I was working in his restaurant.”
“Oh, how nice.” Bitterness welled up in Nick.
“Look, I know you don’t believe me, but he’s not my old boyfriend,” Lucy said wearily. “Jean-Luc never meant anything to me.”