Children of the Fog

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by Cheryl Kaye Tardif


  She moved toward the cooler and pulled out the bottle of Jamaican rum that she'd bought in town. She opened it and poured a healthy shot into a beefy silver travel mug, topping it up with a can of cola. Then she curled up on the sofa in front of the fireplace.

  The rum went down fast. Maybe too fast. Its smooth undertone made her warm, tingly. She enjoyed its mind-numbing effect, a welcome reprieve from the constant torment and grief that followed her everywhere.

  She got up, poured another drink. "I'm in control this time."

  Philip's condemning voice came to mind. 'Don't delude yourself, Sadie. You're an alcoholic. One drink is never enough.'

  "I can stop whenever I want, Philip. I just don't want to." She chuckled. "Is talking to yourself a sign of insanity?"

  Only if you answer back.

  That's what her mother always said.

  Sadie finished her second mug of rum and poured another.

  The glow from the lamp and the simmering fireplace radiated over the wood walls, enveloping them in a golden sheen. Yet the room lacked something tangible, something she couldn't quite put her finger on.

  "What's missing here?"

  The answer came to her, clear as glacier water.

  She awkwardly made her way to the bedroom. When she returned to the living room a few minutes later, she had three framed photographs in hand. A small one of Sam found a place on the coffee table, and one of Leah decorated the oval table by the armchair.

  Sadie gave her friend a sad smile. "I'm sorry, sistah friend."

  Leah would hate her when this was all over.

  Gripping the portrait of Sam in her hands, she swallowed hard. "You need a special place, little man." Her gaze was drawn to the empty space above the crackling fire. "Perfect."

  She slid a chair over to the fireplace, then hung the portrait above the mantle. Sam's sweet smiling face stared down at her, full of life. She kissed the tips of two fingers, pressing them against Sam's lips.

  "I love you," she said softly.

  A floorboard creaked behind her.

  She flicked a look over her shoulder and almost toppled from the chair. Crossing the room, she listened. Nothing. She looked at the bedroom door. It was closed. Had she left it that way?

  She let out a huff. "Talk about paranoid, Sadie."

  She pushed the door open, stepped inside and set the lamp on the dresser. Dropping to her knees on the hardwood floor, she lifted the bedspread and peeked underneath.

  The cedar box was still there.

  As she stood, her head swam and she hit her hip on the corner of the dresser, almost knocking over the lamp.

  She giggled. "Just a bit tipsy, are you?"

  A faint childish laugh echoed nearby.

  Sadie jumped. "Hello?"

  Another soft laugh.

  She flew out of the bedroom, holding the lamp high above her head. She spun on one heel in the middle of the cabin. "Sam?"

  No one was there.

  Half a dozen uneven steps brought her to the picture window in the kitchen. All she saw outside was a pea soup fog hugging sturdy tree trunks and a sliver of moon winking between menacing clouds.

  Thud!

  She turned. A distorted shadow moved on the other side of the draped sliding door. Darting across the room, she yanked back the drapes. "Who's out there?"

  It was so black outside that she could only make out the shape of the table and two chairs. Other than that, the veranda was unoccupied.

  She slid the door open and stepped outside.

  Right into a fresh mound of dirt.

  She immediately spotted the culprit. The dwarf cedar lay on its side, clumps of loose soil spilling from the terracotta pot.

  A shiver snaked up her spine.

  Someone or something had knocked it over.

  Uneasy, she peered into the shadows, but nothing moved except the river. The air was nippy, but still. No wind. Near the woods, a semi-sheer curtain of fog hung suspended a foot off the ground.

  A streak of white flitted through the trees.

  She squinted. "What the heck?"

  Something was moving out there.

  Her jacket hung on a peg just inside the door. She grabbed it and shoved on a pair of boots. Then she fumbled for the flashlight on the shelf above her head.

  "Okay," she whispered. "Where are you hiding?"

  There!

  She moved cautiously across the veranda, the light from the flashlight arcing toward the woods. Whatever the white thing was, it flickered, then reappeared behind a tree a few yards away.

  "Hello?" she called. "Who's there?"

  A small figure shrouded in a ghostly white cloak emerged from the swirling fog. A child. Sadie couldn't make out if it was male or female. She saw no distinct features, not even an arm or leg.

  Another giggle wafted in the air.

  She started for the steps that led down to the grass and headed for the figure in white, praying it was human.

  What if it isn't?

  Emboldened by the alcohol coursing through her veins, she swept the light over the woods.

  "Irma! If that's you, this isn't funny."

  The figure was gone.

  "Maybe you imagined it. Maybe you're just drunk." She let out a derisive snort and tottered back up the steps. "What were you thinking, Sadie? That you could just go gallivanting off into the woods after a gho—?"

  Something lay in front of the sliding door.

  Sadie drew the lamp closer. "A chocolate bar?"

  Perplexed, she picked up the chocolate bar and examined it. It was her favorite. A Hershey bar.

  But who would leave her such a treat?

  20

  When she awoke the next morning, there were two things on her mind. Finding the bottle of Tylenol and getting rid of the god-awful taste that caked her tongue.

  "Potty mouth," she mumbled, scrabbling from bed.

  She shivered and pulled her robe over the ratty oversized t-shirt that she'd slept in. Then she stepped into the small bathroom. She jolted to a stop when she caught sight of her haggard reflection in the mirror above the sink.

  "You…look…horrible."

  She gingerly touched her matted hair. The short curls were foreign to her and she couldn't decide if it made her look older or younger. Regardless, she looked terrible.

  "Thank God Philip can't see you now."

  She leaned closer, pushed up her bangs and traced the angry scar that gleamed high on her pale forehead—compliments of The Fog. Her eyes—the same blue as Sam's—stared back at her, faded and tired, with bags underneath that were so puffy they resembled Barbie pillows.

  "Looks like you're in for more than a bad hair day."

  Since she hadn't unpacked her suitcases yet, she grabbed the tube of toothpaste left by the last tenant and squeezed some on her finger. Then she spread it over her teeth and tongue, spitting out the excess. Reaching for a towel, she cursed under her breath when her hand met air. She'd forgotten to put out the fresh linens.

  She wiped her mouth on her sleeve. "Time to make this place a home, even if only temporarily. You could use a few things."

  The Sadie in the mirror scowled. "Like a plastic surgeon."

  After a quick sponge bath with warm water from the kettle, she pulled on the jeans from the day before, a fresh t-shirt and a sweater that her mother had knitted. In the main room, she added some kindling and wood to the smoldering embers in the fireplace. Then she made a pot of coffee and began the daunting task of unpacking, all the while trying to ignore the chocolate bar that sat on the counter.

  Had Irma left it for her?

  In the bedroom, she lugged one suitcase onto the bed. She filled three drawers of the dresser. The other suitcase was dragged into the kitchen. She opened it and removed the art supplies and the manuscript for Going Batty. The plastic container with the clippings found a spot on the coffee table.

  Battling a raging headache, she flopped in the armchair and picked up Leah's photo. Her best friend—
her soul sistah—grinned back at her, hazel green eyes sparkling wickedly. Above her head was a colorful birthday banner.

  The photo had been taken three years ago, the night Sadie had thrown her a surprise party. Leah had suspected nothing when Sadie had asked her over for dinner, claiming she couldn't get a babysitter for Sam. Some of Leah's friends and family hid in the kitchen before she arrived, but once Leah was seated on the sofa, they ambushed her. Leah looked as if someone had told her she'd won the lottery. The only sour grape was Philip's unexpected arrival after a business meeting was cancelled, but thankfully he retreated to his office. Meanwhile, Leah got so plastered she had to rest upstairs while Sadie entertained the guests. Then she left early, saying she wasn't feeling well. Sadie had to convince Philip to drive her home.

  A bittersweet sigh escaped. "Home."

  She had no home. Not anymore. Life in Edmonton seemed so far away, so long ago.

  She returned Leah's photo to the table, then leaned back and closed her eyes. "Now what are you going to do?"

  The answer arrived with a knock on the back door.

  Irma stood on the porch, a navy toque pulled over her head and ears. "Thought you might wanna go for a walk with an old widow."

  "If you want to walk with a divorced writer," Sadie said wryly as she grabbed her jacket.

  A cigar found its way to Irma's mouth and a puff of smoke was released into the crisp air. "What do you write, Sadie? Slutty romances?"

  "No, that's my friend's area. I write mysteries mostly."

  "Ah," Irma said, nodding. "Nothin' better than a good mystery."

  An image of the Hershey bar crossed Sadie's mind.

  "I found a chocolate bar on the veranda," she blurted.

  Irma snickered. "Must be from one of the men. You got yourself an admirer."

  They walked through the woods in silence. Sadie felt surprisingly at peace and her headache rapidly disappeared. Rejuvenated from the country air, she got up the nerve to ask Irma something.

  "You said you have grandchildren. Are they visiting now?"

  The cigar dangled from the corner of Irma's mouth. "They're in Edmonton. Won't be coming back until summer holidays. Why you ask?"

  Sadie stared at the icy rocks beneath her feet.

  Should she tell Irma what she had seen the night before?

  "What about the oil workers?" she asked. "Any of them have kids visiting?"

  Irma flicked the stub of her cigar into the river. "Nope. The nearest kid is in town." She eyed her suspiciously. "Why all this interest in kids?"

  "I thought I saw someone. In the—oh, never mind." Sadie groaned. "I think I drank too much last night." But she couldn't help thinking about the Hershey bar she had tossed into the cooler.

  "Liquor'll kill you," Irma stated, lighting up another cigar.

  They strolled along the riverside, chatting about the weather and inconsequential things. As they neared a curve in the river, Sadie noticed a pattern of half-submerged, flat-topped slabs of rock in the water, maybe two feet apart. They looked too perfectly aligned to be natural.

  "Stepping stones?" she asked.

  Irma eyed the rock bridge. "Yeah. Sarge put 'em in. So his kids could visit Brenda and me. It's faster than taking the road around."

  Sadie stopped at the river's edge and framed her eyes with a hand to block the piercing sun.

  "The water looks pretty high," she noted.

  "The spring runoff. See that boulder?" Irma pointed across the river. "If the water ever gets to that orange line, it's time to pack it in and head for Cadomin. Before the bridge to town gets washed out."

  Sadie eyed the river. "How often does it flood?"

  "About once every three or four years."

  As they headed back, Irma's words echoed in Sadie's mind. She'd have to be vigilant. A flood would ruin her plans.

  "Thanks for the walk," she said when they returned to Infinity Cabin.

  Irma squinted at her. "You're too young to be cooped up inside, dear. Life is meant for living. Don't forget that." With a wave, she puttered off down the path.

  For the rest of the afternoon, Sadie worked on editing the manuscript for Going Batty. Until her laptop died. Frowning, she pushed it aside and made a mental note to go into town the next day to charge the battery.

  Supper was a generous chef salad with shredded Canadian cheddar and bacon bits. Seated on the sofa in front of the fireplace, she thought of Philip. He would have been appalled if she had made a salad for supper. He was a meat and potatoes man. Take-out was bad enough. And God forbid if they didn't eat at the dining room table like normal people.

  A mischievous grin crossed her face. "To hell with normal."

  Once the dishes were washed, she stretched out on the sofa and stared into the flames. It was hard to resist the impulse to dive right in. In one hand, she held her cell phone. In the other, a glass of rum and cola.

  "You can do this. Just one drink tonight."

  First, she called her parents. They were concerned about her, naturally, but she assured them that she was taking a little holiday and getting lots of rest.

  "Well, you sound okay," her father said.

  Strangely enough, she felt okay. In fact, her mind had never been clearer.

  "I love you, Dad. Mom too."

  After a few words with her mother, she hung up and stared at the drink in her hand, swirling it leisurely.

  "One more call," she said, gulping back the last mouthful.

  But she just couldn't dial the number.

  Half an hour later, she finished off her third glass, then made the call. After explaining to the man on the other end that her call was urgent—a family matter—she was put on hold while a guard located Philip and escorted him to the phone.

  "Sadie? I was wondering when you'd—"

  "I just wanted to tell you that you won't be able to contact me for a while, Philip. I don't have electricity."

  "What do you mean? Where are you?"

  She took a long, thoughtful sip of her drink.

  Where was she? Nowhere.

  "Sadie, are you all right?"

  She stared at Sam's photo. "Yeah, I'm fine."

  "I heard you took my car." His voice was tight, measured.

  "How the heck—? You talked to Leah. Why?"

  "It doesn't matter why. Listen, Sadie. I left some important documents in the trunk. Do you think you can pack them up in a box and mail them to me right away?"

  "Sure," she said, miffed. "Next time I drive into town."

  "Damn, I almost forgot. There's a problem with the starter."

  "The starter?"

  "On the car. If it goes you'll have to take it in to a shop."

  There was a long pause.

  "Sadie, do you need—?"

  "No. I don't need anything. I have to go now."

  "Wait! Tell me where you—"

  "My cell's dying," she lied. "Bye, Philip."

  She hung up on him, wondering why she had called him in the first place. Maybe so he wouldn't file a missing person's report or send someone after her. She was tempted to call Leah, give her a piece of her mind. But courage wasn't her middle name.

  In the end, she found comfort in another glass of rum.

  No mix.

  A bird screeched beyond the bedroom window, without a care for the occupant inside. As the raucous chatter found its way into Sadie's restless dreams, she rolled onto her stomach and dragged the blanket over her head.

  "Cawww!"

  "Shut up!"

  As soon as the words were out of her mouth, she moaned and scrunched her face. Her head throbbed, as if crushed in a vice. She threw back the blanket and when she opened her aching eyes, she was relieved to find that the bedroom was pitch black, except for a faint glow from the battery-operated clock on the nightstand. The double-backed curtains in the window were a godsend. But they didn't muffle the bird's incessant squawking.

  She sat up on her elbows and glared at the clock.

  "Two in t
he morning? You've got to be kidding."

  Another shriek brought her stumbling to her feet.

  "Okay, enough already!"

  She lit the lamp, then strode toward the window, intending to shoo the irksome pest away. Hooking a finger between the drapes, she inched them back and was startled by the darkness that loomed beyond. What freaked her out most were the two black eyes on the other side of the glass.

  The crow—the same one from last night—stared at her.

  "Get lost!" She knuckled the window, but the bird didn't move. "Jesus! What's with you?"

  Another shriek from the crow. Then its beak struck the glass.

  Tap! Tap!

  She resisted the urge to strangle the damned thing. Barely.

  "Don't tempt me, you black-feathered minion."

  She was about to step away from the window when something shifted in the bushes near the back stairs.

  "There is someone out there."

  Instantly, she was dead sober. She strode into the living room where she slipped into her jacket and boots. Then she tiptoed to the sliding door.

  "Spy on me, will ya. I don't think so."

  The door slid open unhindered and she stepped out onto the veranda, accompanied by a flashlight and an iron fire poker. She waited. Then she took a tentative step forward and the beam of light swept across an object near her foot.

  A card-sized white envelope.

  She picked it up and examined it. It was blank. No address, no stamp, nothing. Cautiously, she opened it, but it was empty.

  She thought of the chocolate bar in the cooler.

  "What the heck's going on?"

  Someone giggled nearby.

  Sadie flicked off the flashlight. There was enough light from a slice of moon and its reflection off the river that she could see her way down the steps to the grass below. She crept around to the back door, sticking close to the side of the cabin. Her boots made quiet crunching sounds, and she held her breath, hoping that whoever was out there wouldn't hear. Even in the crisp night air, her palms grew sweaty and it became difficult to hold the poker handle. She almost dropped it, twice.

  She paused, listening.

  There was a faint rustle of foliage not far from where she stood. Then a quicksilver flash of white whipped through the trees.

 

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