by M. A. Innes
Slowly, Edward allowed Mason’s body to adjust but soon he was driving his cock deep into him, his tongue mimicking the sexy thrust of his cock as they kissed. With every roll of Edward’s hips, his cock stroked deep inside Mason, sending waves of pleasure as the head of his cock brushed against Mason’s prostate and the tight muscles of his abs pressed Mason’s cock between their bodies.
Mason was caught up in more incredible sensations than he’d ever felt before. Each thrust and touch sending him higher and higher. When Edward looked into his eyes, Mason almost missed his words. “Is my boy ready to come? Are you ready to come for me?”
Shaking and desperate, Mason didn’t know how to respond. He would do anything for Edward but he was so caught up in the feelings created by Edward’s touch that he didn’t know what to say. He did the only thing he could. “Please, Daddy. Help me.”
He watched as Edward’s body tightened and his eyes darkened with lust. “My sweet boy.” Edward’s deep voice was heavy with need.
Reaching between their bodies, Edward took Mason’s cock in his hand and with one firm tug, growled to Mason, “Come, Boy. Come for me.”
Mason exploded. His body tightened and lightning bolts of aching need flashed through him. Edward continued to move and caress Mason inside and out. His hand tightened around Mason’s cock in an even firmer grip that kept the breathtaking passion crashing through him as cum flooded Edward’s hand and Mason’s chest.
As the sensations faded into tiny shocks that fired through him, Mason watched Edward’s body tighten and his back arch. It was almost like he was watching from a distance. The edges of his vision were hazy and soft and his body felt like he was floating.
Watching Edward’s beautiful body as he came made Mason feel incredible. Just knowing he’d pleased his daddy sent waves of emotion through him. As Edward’s softening cock slid out of Mason, the sense of loss was overwhelming. He must have made some kind of noise because he was quickly gathered up in Edward’s arms.
“Shh, shh. My sweet boy. I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere.” Mason knew they were more than just words. He could hear the promise in his daddy’s voice as everything faded away.
CHAPTER 12
“You seem to have a lot on your mind today.” Dr. Sheppard looked quizzically at Edward as they sat across from each other in the comfortable club chairs in his office.
Dr. Sheppard was correct. Edward found that since Saturday he’d had a variety of worries and concerns that he wasn’t able to fully work out to his satisfaction. While their date on Saturday had been amazing and incredibly fulfilling emotionally, as well as physically, it brought up more questions than answers.
Just arriving in Dr. Sheppard’s office after a long day at work, Edward could only nod and agree with the doctor’s assessment. Not knowing quite where to begin, Edward responded simply. “Yes.”
Smiling at Edward, Dr. Sheppard cocked his head. “Tell me how the date on Saturday went. Did your time at the arts festival go well?”
Finding the doctor’s first question easy, Edward nodded and responded. “Yes. I would say that we both enjoyed the exhibits and Mason even found one artist in particular he was quite taken with. Meeting the other partners at the firm went well and Mason seemed comfortable in the situation.”
“I’m glad. What did you decide to do after the festival? I know you were considering several ways that the date could progress after that.”
Edward fought the urge to shift in his seat. He was going to look like Mason if he wasn’t careful. “It had been my intention to go out to dinner and try to keep the date as traditional as possible. I know we both discussed the need for Mason and I to have time away from our perspective roles to learn more about one another. However, it did not quite work out that way.”
“How did it work out?” The doctor could obviously see Edward’s reservation.
“As we were discussing dinner plans, Mason mentioned that we could go back to his place and have dinner.” They hadn’t really been discussing dinner plans exactly, but Edward was hesitant to disclose to the therapist that he had manipulated Mason into inviting him over.
Manipulate might have been a strong word but Edward had definitely let his boy know that he was curious to see Mason’s space. Not Edward’s finest hour, but he wasn’t sure if Mason would have invited him over on his own.
“Tell me about dinner.”
“I went into the evening with every intention of walking away from the evening without any more than a minor physical interaction. However, as we were talking about the plans for our age-play date this weekend our conversation turned in a more erotic direction and things did not work out quite the way I’d planned.”
“Do you regret it?” Edward could see that the therapist was trying to understand what was making Edward so nervous.
“NO. We had an incredible time and our evening couldn’t have gone better.” That Edward was sure of.
“What is your concern then? I see that this is weighing on you.”
Edward had to stop and consider the question for a moment. “Our evening went well and the physical side of our relationship feels very natural. My concern isn’t for our sexual activities but comes from a conversation we had regarding our age-play date.”
Having Mason laid out for him, doing his best to stay still, was one of the most incredible things Edward had ever seen. His boy had been so beautiful in his submission and his desire to please Edward had been obvious. It had made Edward’s desire to please Mason even stronger, knowing how much his boy wanted to please him as well.
“I worry that I may be pushing Mason too much or possibly not enough. I’m not sure.” This was definitely a case of not enough data to make an informed decision.
“What makes you think that you're pushing him too much? Has he said anything like that?”
“No, every indication is that he is as invested in the relationship as I am. I know that I’m getting better at reading him but we’re moving in a new direction.”
“Is this new direction the age-play date?”
“Yes. Mason and I both agree that control is something that we are both aroused by. His physical reactions, as well as verbal reactions, strongly indicate his desire to be controlled.”
Dr. Sheppard simply watched him and listened.
“During our conversation about our age-play date we both agreed that Mason would not be orgasming without permission. We also discussed, and Mason agreed, to the stipulation that for the remainder of the week he would not orgasm at all.”
“That’s a common requirement in age play and many other alternative lifestyle relationships.” Dr. Sheppard’s response was clear but by the carefully neutral expression on his face he had to know that there was something else bothering Edward.
“Mason finds the idea of no longer being in control of his masturbation and orgasms erotic. He seems to find the idea so erotic that I doubt his ability to follow the rules without some additional measures.” Edward paused and he noticed that Dr. Sheppard seemed to understand his dilemma now.
“What measures have you thought of? Have you discussed this with Mason?”
“We briefly discussed the fact that he may have some problems following the directions he was given. He is very responsive and this seems to be a primary theme in his fantasies.”
“I think that it’s a very understandable problem for Mason. He finally has someone in his life who not only approves of his lifestyle and preferences, but they want a relationship built off of that kink. He has also never had to moderate his desire or his fantasies before. In any fantasies or self-pleasure, his goal would have been immediate release not delayed satisfaction or following a daddy’s instructions. How did you address the issue?” Hearing Dr. Sheppard’s matter of fact regard for the problem settled something in Edward.
“In preparing for the date, I purchased a physical restraint system designed to prevent Boy from having the option to disobey.” It was a very well-constructed devi
ce designed for short and long-term wear.
A hint of a smile showed on the therapist's face, “What did Mason think of the idea? Or have you not mentioned it to him?”
“No. I explained the option and what I purchased for him. I wanted to make sure he was aware that there were options available if he found that he was not able to follow directions. Mason seemed to find the idea intriguing because he did not deny the necessity or decline to participate in the activity.”
Dr. Sheppard did smile then. “Tell me what concerns you about the physical restraint that you purchased.”
“In planning the date, the device and the instructions for Mason seemed reasonable and erotic. However, now that the date is approaching and I am trying to plan the evening in more detail, I find that I am questioning using it.”
“Does the idea of temporarily denying Mason access to orgasms bother you?”
“No. The idea is actually more erotic now than when I first considered the option. I am concerned about actually using the device, however.” Edward looked to the therapist, trying to decide how to explain his dilemma. “If Mason finds himself unable to follow the directions he was given, do I follow through on using the restraint?”
“When you discussed the denial you said that Mason agreed to the rules, correct?”
“Yes. He was surprised by the idea and very turned on but agreed to the rules. He also admitted that it would be hard but that he would try.”
“Did you discuss the consequences of his actions if he disobeyed or the possibility of a punishment?”
“Not in so many words, but at that time I explained my purchase and advised him that it could be used to help him follow the rule that was implemented.”
Dr. Sheppard took a moment to consider Edward’s words. “If Mason is unable to follow the rule against masturbation, I would ask him what the consequence was to be for breaking the rule. As long as Mason was clearly aware of the rule and the result of his actions then I think that using the restraint would be acceptable. In the future, the consequences for breaking rules needs to be more explicitly detailed so that there is no question.”
Edward nodded and considered the doctor's words. Yes, they needed to have a more detailed discussion on what would happen if Mason disobeyed and the possible reasons Mason might have for disobeying.
“The first time we met, we discussed the role of a daddy in this type of relationship.” The doctor paused and Edward thought back to the first conversation.
“Yes. I remember.”
“We discussed the different roles of a daddy and what types might fit you best. One of the other main things we discussed though was how most people who crave being a little want structure and a caring Daddy or Mommy. Discipline and consequences are a big part of caring for someone. Knowing that there is someone there to watch over them and care enough to provide structure is important to most submissives.”
Processing the doctor's words, Edward thought through not only the things he and the doctor had discussed but also his conversations with Mason. “So by providing Boy with not only rules but consequences for breaking the rules and following through on those decisions I would be giving him what he needs. Just as if I was providing for his other needs?”
“Correct.”
“You listed consequences and punishments as separate activities. How do you decide when a consequence is necessary and when a punishment is necessary?”
“Well, they can go hand in hand but a consequence is something that follows a result. Something that happens because of a person’s actions. A punishment is a penalty for doing something wrong, for example, breaking a rule. There are consequences for every action we take but not always punishments. Wearing the physical device to prevent his orgasms would be a consequence to Mason’s choice to disobey, not necessarily a punishment.”
Edward wanted to be very clear what the doctor meant. “Please expound on your example.”
Smiling, Dr. Sheppard continued, “In the example we are using, the consequence for Mason’s hypothetical inability to follow the rule about masturbation was wearing the physical device.”
“Yes.” Edward nodded.
“Depending on the reason Mason broke the rule you might decide that a punishment is necessary to correct the root of the behavior. Punishments will vary between couples and depending on the situation. It can range from something as simple as time in the corner to reinforce the idea that his behavior was inappropriately childish to a spanking. Each situation is unique. You will have to figure out what kind of punishment works best for Mason. It is important to have a conversation to discuss the limits and needs you each have.”
“Yes. It does sound like we will have to have additional conversations on this topic.” There were several important points that needed to be discussed. Primarily, reiterating the consequences of masturbation.
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Staring at his computer screen, Mason reached down to adjust his hard cock. He gave it a couple of good rubs through his sweats before he remembered Edward’s rule.
“Damn.”
Reluctantly pulling his hand away, Mason stared down at the hard-on that was tenting his pants. He’d never been this horny before. Normally when he was working on a big project, he could ignore his needs for days at a time. But now that he knew he couldn’t touch himself, it was like he was constantly hard and aching.
It wasn’t even a half-hard, playing-with-his-cock-sounded-good-but-wasn’t-necessary kind of thing. No, it was a constant raging erection that wouldn’t go down. And no matter how many cold showers he took, it just came back even worse than before. He couldn’t even remember being this horny as a teenager.
He’d come close to disobeying multiple times but then he would remember Daddy’s expression and how turned on he had been when he’d given Mason the instructions. God he wasn’t going to make it.
It was only Wednesday and this morning he’d woken up humping his pillow. He still blushed thinking about how horrified he’d been when he’d woken up and realized what he was doing.
When Edward had asked him on Monday night if he’d been good and was following instructions, Mason had been able to honestly say yes. Monday had been a little difficult but manageable.
Tuesday he’d still been able to say he was good although he’d admitted that it was harder. It had been embarrassing to confess to Edward how horny he was but listening to how hot it got Edward had been worth it. Not even Edward’s formal words could hide how much he liked hearing about Mason’s struggle to be good.
Mason wasn’t sure how he felt about that sometimes. Looking at things objectively, he should probably be a little upset or at least frustrated that Edward was turned on by Mason’s struggle. He wasn’t, though. No, something in him got so turned on knowing that he’d pleased Edward it didn’t matter the reason.
And knowing that his daddy was controlling him and giving him rules to follow was so hot it made him constantly hard. Which would have been fine, if the rule his daddy had given him was about something else.
He shook his head; he wasn’t going to try and delude himself. No matter what rule Edward had given him it probably would have turned him into a horny mess. This wasn’t something that he could reason out and make sense of. As Maddy had said, it didn’t have to make sense; it’s just what turned him on.
Sometimes he wanted to pinch himself just to make sure this was real. He’d been fantasizing for so long about having a daddy and having someone take charge. Now that he’d actually gotten what he wanted it felt weird. Calling him a dumbass, Maddy had just shaken her head at him and told him not to overthink things.
It was hard not to when his first age-play date…scene…whatever they were going to call it was this weekend. Would it be a scene if they wanted most of their relationship to be based on age play? Would that make their regular dates scenes instead?
Thankfully, Mason was startled out of his obsessive overthinking when the phone vibrated. Watching Edward’s name pop up on hi
s screen, Mason smiled and answered the call. “Hi, Daddy.”
“Hello, Boy. Are you ready for our dinner this evening?”
“Of course, I can’t wait to see you.” It had only been a couple of days but it felt like ages since he’d seen Edward on Saturday.
They’d found that Wednesday evening dinners worked best for both their schedules. Edward had a long meeting Wednesday afternoon and he said it was easier to leave after that meeting than to try and leave work early on other days. Mason’s schedule was normally flexible but he’d been so busy lately he thought he was working more hours than Edward now.
“Making dinner is still something that you would prefer? You’re able to arrange your work to suit that schedule?” Edward sounded like he wasn’t sure of the plan.
“No, it’s fine. I’ve got everything laid out.” He was going to make lasagna tonight. It took a while to put together but he wanted to surprise Edward.
“All right then. I should be able to be over about five o’clock. I want to have a few minutes to review some topics of discussion that Dr. Sheppard brought to my attention on Monday before we eat.”
Topics of discussion? Edward was nervous about something. “What kinds of topics?” What could they have talked about?
“It was brought to my attention that while we discussed the rule regarding requesting permission to orgasm and the additional rule that you needed to refrain from all self-pleasure this week in preparation for our date, we did not fully discuss consequences or punishments.” Edward’s matter-of-fact way of saying punishment and orgasm had Mason’s cock leaking.
“We didn’t?” Didn’t they? The whole conversation was a bit hazy because Mason had been a little bit turned on at the time but he thought they’d said something about that stuff.