“Can you get these please? I called, and all you have to do is dart in to the Customer Service counter at Lily’s; they are already paid for.”
“Well, those are cute,” and as Geni said the words Carlee started to giggle.
“They aren’t for me. Papa can tell you about Kyliejo, my new friend.”
Matthew told them how to get to the shop, and they were on their way.
~ ~ ~
“I don’t know why we have to look really; it’s just like Matt and Carlee’s, but I guess we gotta check it out for cosmetic stuff and make sure it’s OK. I know the price is right. I called my attorney and had him look into it,” Andy rambled.
“I have money too, you know," Geni said when they were on the way.
“Yeah, but if we buy it together you’re stuck with me,” he laughed.
“You’d be stuck with me too,” she said apprehensively.
“I think that’d be a good thing.” He looked her way and smiled. She made him happy. He hadn’t felt that kind of happy in a long time. He was thinking about the conversations he’d had with Marco and how he’d called him a ‘chicken-shit,’ and he said a quick prayer for guidance.
They arrived and looked around the flat. They liked what they saw - it was a reverse floor plan of Carlee and Matt’s on the ground floor. Together they made a cash offer. The owners accepted, and the fact that he was ‘Andy Stevens’ helped with their desire to close the deal quickly.
~ ~ ~
When they returned to the hospital, Tamara was in the room. “We were just discussing discharge plans. I decided to wait until Saturday,” she said. “She’s doing extremely well, but this will give us a chance to complete the preliminary things we need in order to start the radiotherapy. And,” she added, “it will give you about two weeks of good rest,” she said to Carlee.
“We’ll start radiation the first week in January,” she explained to the others. “That will give her a chance to enjoy Christmas. We are working on a schedule but having a little snarl with appointment timing,” she said looking at Matthew.
“Dan will cover my classes, I’ve already talked to him,” Matthew said.
“No,” Andy said, firmly. “We’re sticking around, going to White’s tomorrow. We can all work together to make this happen. Tamara, do what’s best for Carlee, and we’ll work it out.”
“You guys need to go home,” Matthew protested.
“You,” Geni said, emphatically, Mama Bear mode taking over, “need to work. We’re a family, and this will be a family project. We need to get back to as normal as possible,” she said.
After the doctor left, Geni handed Carlee the bag. She pulled the pajamas out of the bag, happy with the contents. Andy scooted a chair close to Carlee and whispered in her ear, “You’re getting new neighbors.”
“Where?” Carlee asked.
“The next building down on the ground floor,” Andy said.
“How do you know?” Carlee asked.
“Because we bought it,” Geni said.
“We?” Carlee said.
“Figured it’d be cheaper than White’s in the long haul, and it’s a place to stay when we come to visit after this is over,” Andy said.
“We?” Carlee repeated.
“Do they have to draw you a picture, Carlee?” Matthew laughed.
“You knew Andy wouldn’t leave. I want to help. And,” she looked at Andy, “I don’t want to leave either.”
~ ~ ~
“Geni, you said something yesterday that I want to make sure we’re on the same page about,” he told her as they lay in bed that night. She turned to face him, waiting for what would follow.
“What’d I say?” she asked.
He pulled her closer; lifting her hair he nuzzled the back of her neck, heard her breath hitch, and whispered in her ear. “We aren’t ‘shacking up’ when we move to the flat.”
She looked at him, anxiously waiting.
“We’re building a relationship.”
“We are?” she asked.
“I hope so. Geni, this means something to me. I’m ready for the next step in our relationship.”
“What does that mean, Andy?”
“It means I have feelings for you and I want to move forward, as a couple.”
“What kind of feelings?” she asked.
He pushed back to look at her with a big smile. “You aren’t going to make this easy are you?”
“What kind of feelings?” she asked once more.
“The road goes to and from,” he said, still smiling. “Where do you see this going?”
“You started this conversation, Andy Stevens; you finish it, and I’ll initiate my own.”
“I want to explore what comes next.”
“Why?”
“Geez, you aren’t going to cut me one ounce of slack, are you?” he chuckled.
“I don’t think so,” she replied. “There’s too much that’s important that we need to be clear on.”
“OK, Geni Davis, I love you.”
Before he had the last word out of his mouth, she rolled closer in his arms. “I needed to hear you say it because I was scared. All I could think about while I was gone was that I hated the days without you. And then I realized that I didn’t want to be without you. Ever. This situation with Carlee, being with you, sleeping in your arms… it’s all made me realize that I want to be with you.”
“Why?” he asked and smiled.
“Because I realized several days before I left that I was falling in love with you. When I got home I realized that it was past ‘falling;’ I was drowning in it.”
“And?” he grinned.
“I love you.”
~ ~ ~
Saturday morning after she’d had breakfast, Carlee asked Matthew to help her into the pajama pants that went with the shirt she was wearing. Hatchet came in and saw her dressed.
“Can I go see Kyliejo?” she asked.
“Sure! Let’s get you in the chair; Ross said he’d be down later to take you for a walk.” Hatchet and Matthew helped her into the chair, and Matthew rolled her down the hall. He knocked lightly and eased the door to Kyliejo’s room open a bit. “Come in,” Johanna Smithson told them. Kyliejo immediately saw the bag with a Christmas angel on it and sat up, bright-eyed.
“Good morning, sunshine!” Carlee said. “I was bored the other day and I went shopping…”
“You got to leave?” Kyliejo interrupted.
“Are you kidding?” Carlee laughed. “I shopped from my bed!” She handed the bag to Kyliejo, and she tore through the paper, whipping the pajamas out, casting the bag aside in a flash.
“They’re so pretty! I love them!”
“Yellow is my favorite color – it always makes me think of sunshine!” Carlee replied. “They’re like the pink ones you had on the other day. I found yours on the internet, and these were pictured beside them. I think I got the size right; you aren’t much smaller than me!”
“Mum?”
Carlee understood what was about to happen and motioned for Matthew, asking him to step out a moment. As soon as he was out the door, Johanna helped her into the new pajamas.
“I just had a bath, and I want these on!” Kyliejo said excitedly.
Once they were on, Kyliejo yelled, “Matthew you can come back in!” The nurse followed him in room.
“What’s this yelling?” she smiled.
“Look!” she replied motioning to the pajamas.
“Cute!” the nurse replied.
“I want to look in the mirror!”
“You have Ross’s OK to get out of the bed. You know what you need to do,” Johanna said.
A few minutes later, she was standing in the bathroom peering into the mirror. “Cute!” she yelled as she stepped out. She threw her arms wide and posed with the brightest smile Carlee had ever seen.
“Wait! Don’t move!” Matthew said. “Can I take a picture?”
“Of course!” the little girl said sarcastically, followed by a
giggle. “I’m like a supermodel!”
“Well, I’m a photographer, miss supermodel, so work it!” They all laughed as she posed and Matthew snapped off several pictures with his phone.
“She’s going home tomorrow,” Johanna told Carlee.
“I’m hoping the same for me. It’s been two weeks; I’m ready to sleep in my own bed!” She winked when Matthew turned to give her a smile. “Do you have something to take my number down?”
“Like she’d allow us to leave without it,” Johanna laughed motioning to Kyliejo who was heading back to the bed.
“I can call and check on you and make sure you are doing OK, right?” she asked.
“Of course you can! We’re friends, right?”
Kyliejo went to Carlee and wrapped her arms around her neck in a hug. “Best friends! Thanks for the jammies, I love them!”
“You are so welcome. I love them too!”
“We should go,” Matthew said.
~ ~ ~
As they headed back to her room, Carlee looked up, and Ross was headed toward them. He held his hand out in front of him and motioned for them to stop.
“Outta the chair! I just got word that you will be going home tomorrow, and we’ve got some more steps to get in before I can sign you off!”
“My pleasure!” she squealed as Ross helped her up.
“Let’s walk with you pushing the chair for a few minutes to make sure you are steady.”
They did a lap around the floor and then Ross motioned for Matthew. “Take her hand and go slowly, but let’s get another lap in.”
“I love holding her hand,” Matthew said with a big smile. She leaned into him, and he gave her hand a squeeze.
As they made their lap, they passed Andy and Geni. They’d been gone all day, and Carlee was excited for Andy to see her.
“Home. Tomorrow! So thrilled!” she said.
~ ~ ~
He and Geni had been at the flat all day, cleaning and preparing for Carlee’s return. Geni washed sheets and towels so they were fresh. She dusted and cleaned everything in sight. And she packed their things. Andy had a reservation at White’s so they could allow Carlee and Matthew to be home alone for her first night back. They, too, would be alone, and Geni was anxious.
Andy went through the flat, finding and fixing anything that would make it easier for Carlee. He made several trips to ASDA to change out the showerhead to a handheld, and he installed hand holds in the shower. Matthew called Deb and Michael, and for the second year in a row, he enlisted their help to surprise Carlee with a Christmas tree. Matthew told Andy where her family ornaments were stored, and Deb and Michael got busy.
~ ~ ~
Sunday, when she was packed, ready to leave the hospital, Hatchet came to push the wheelchair to the front of the building, where they met Matthew.
“I know it wasn’t a pleasure for you, but in spite of all of this,” she said. “It has been a pleasure caring for you the past two weeks.”
Carlee was hugging her as Matthew came around to open her door. She noticed tears in Danni Matchett’s eyes. “Stop that! You aren’t getting rid of me; I’m just going home. I have your number. Better circumstance would have been my choice, but I couldn’t have asked for a better caregiver. ‘Cept for maybe this fine hunk,” she said, and Matthew blushed.
“Danni Matchett, I love you,” Carlee said, working hard to keep her own emotions under control as she hugged her good-bye.
“Wait, wait, wait,” she said in a sarcastic reply. “Did you just call me by my name?”
“I did,” Carlee laughed. “Hatchet was only when you were the nurse. Now you’re my friend…” She felt tears rushing to her eyes and turned to Matthew and said, “Let’s go home before I start blubbering!”
She looked at Hatchet, who replied with tears in her eyes, “Too late for me.”
Chapter Ten
When they arrived at the flat, everything was neat and clean, and there was a room full of people Carlee loved. She took a moment to take it all in. Michael and Deb were there with a Christmas tree, decorated and waiting. Andy’s Christmas music played in the background. Cook and Adrian were there and had prepared meals to fill the freezer. She was home, and she couldn’t be happier. She’d been away for too long.
December 16, 9 days ‘til Christmas, and I am finally here.
“One of these days I’ll get to decorate a tree of my own,” she laughed. “Oh, my gosh - I’m so happy!”
~ ~ ~
That evening, Andy and Geni went to White’s, and Carlee and Matthew were alone for the first time in a while. “Matthew,” she said.
“Yes, my love?”
“Can I tell you that home is the best place I can imagine to be in the whole world?” she said as he wrapped her in is arms.
Tamara had given the OK for a shower and a shampoo, and after everyone was gone, Matthew got everything ready. Their bathroom had a walk-in shower, and Andy had bought a shower chair for her and a hand-held shower nozzle. After she was settled in the chair, Matthew stepped in to join her. She sat while he gently, lovingly, shampooed her hair, careful to avoid the surgery site. He got the washcloth soapy with her favorite gel and started washing her body. As his hands roamed, her breath hitched.
“This is nice,” Carlee told him and he leaned to kiss her – a kiss that was full of passion.
“I liked that shower in the hospital so much,” he laughed. “This is even better. I’ve missed this – missed us,” Matthew said, and she smiled. He turned the water off and dried her body, and then she went and crawled onto the bed. She sat with her legs crossed in the middle of the bed, naked. Matthew got the hair dryer, and as she dried her hair she watched as he got pajamas for her.
“Matthew, she said. “I love you.”
“I love you, right back,” he said, using one of her expressions. She wore nothing but the pajama top, and it wasn’t buttoned. It fell open as he eased her back and stretched out beside her, allowing his hand to lightly brush her stomach.
“Tamara said it was OK. I asked her,” she smiled, pulling him closer. “Who knows how I’ll feel as the treatments progress.”
“I asked too,” he said with a big smile. “She gave me one rule.”
She laughed as he flipped a condom out of the drawer beside the bed. “Birth control or not, we have to use this. ‘No chances, not now,’ she told me.”
Gently, his hands roamed. His touch was soft as he appreciated her body, loving that she was home, not away in a hospital bed. He raised her body above his and they made love…
~ ~ ~
Andy and Geni checked into White’s and settled in. He poured them a glass of wine and joined her on the sofa. Quiet time passed; they both had things on their minds – Carlee, the decision to buy the flat, and each other. That night they shared a bed, but they only slept. Andy held Geni in his arms and whispered in her ear. “I don’t want the first time we make love to be in some cheap hotel,” he said and Geni laughed. “I want to wait until it’s our bed, but I gotta tell ya, I’m ready; I can’t wait.”
“Me too,” she said and curled tighter in his arms.
~ ~ ~
In the next few days, Andy found a car to purchase and returned the rental. He and Geni shopped for the basic necessities they needed to get a start on their place while they waited for move-in day. They picked out what they needed: a bed and basic household items, a dining room table, but no furniture for the living room until they had a chance to really shop. They were at Matthew and Carlee’s most of the time anyway. But mostly, they gave Carlee and Matthew the space and time they needed to prepare and adjust.
Finally, on December 22, with what they needed in place, they left White’s. That night with the things they’d purchased delivered and arranged, Geni was putting the sheets on the bed.
Andy stood, leaning against the doorframe watching her as she fussed. He watched as she worked to get the sheet corners just so, and he smiled. She was nervous.
Finally, she turn
ed and saw him watching her. “Just getting the bed ready,” she said nervously.
“What about you?” Andy asked.
“Me?”
“Are you ready?” he asked in a low voice and saw her shiver. He smiled at her nervousness.
“Ready?” she repeated, more a question than a reply. “I guess this is ‘soon,’” she said.
“I hope so,” he replied. Detecting that she was more nervous than he’d anticipated, he lay on the bed without undressing and patted the place beside him.
She lay beside him, and he wrapped his arms around her, kissing the top of her head.
“There is no time-table, Geni. ‘Soon’ is when you’re ready.”
“I’m ready, it’s just that…” she paused, and he saw her trying to gather her thoughts. “It’s just that it’s been a really long time, and I’m nervous.”
“Then let’s just see what happens.” He pulled her closer and held her in his arms. His hands found their way around her body with a feathery touch. He kissed and caressed, and Geni did the same.
Finally, Geni leaned back to look at him, and like an out-of-body experience, her trembling fingers opened the buttons on his shirt and pushed it away. “I’m ready,” she said, in a soft whisper of a voice. The two of them found each other in a common place, and they made love.
When Geni finally fell asleep, Andy held her, thinking that it was time, their time, to move on – together.
~ ~ ~
The next morning when Andy woke, Geni was already out of the bed. Coffee was made, and she’d been putting things away that they had purchased. She was nesting, and Andy loved seeing it.
“Good morning,” he said.
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