by Violet Duke
Their few moments on her sofa came rushing back to her, as if all sheâd needed was the confirmation that she hadnât been hallucinating to solidify the baffling memory into reality. Oh, heavens. In her dream sheâd practically attacked him last night. Only, if it wasnât a dream thenâ¦
She buried her head in the fabric of his shirt. âS-Sorry.â
He pulled her away from her hideout and stared her down. âIâm not. Not about last night and not about now. Not unlessââ He paused. âUnless youâd rather be with Ivan.â
âWhoâs Ivan?â
At that, Rob laughed a little and brought his lips to hers again for another long, slow, involving kiss that sent her soaring far away from Wilmington Bay, above the trees, over Lake Michigan, across the country and toward the ocean, while all the time embracing her firmly on their little plot of pavement and keeping her safe on the ground.
âGet a room,â some snotty teen boy in a passing car shouted. Rob didnât even look up.
But, eventually, the summer heat grew too warm for them, even at nearly midnight, so he tucked her into his car and sped them over to her apartment.
âShow me to thy sofa, woman,â he whispered in her ear.
The heat in his voice made her body ripple with waves of wanting. She did as he asked.
âWhere were we yesterday like now?â He tugged off her shoes and laid her down on the cushions. He brought his face up close to hers. He looked at her expectantly. âYouâre supposed to kiss me. Youâre missing your cue,â he reminded her. âHurry up.â
Although sheâd been kissing him virtually nonstop since theyâd left Tutti-Frutti, she obliged. But, oh, there was something about this horizontal position that performed devious stunts on her weak flesh.
Her blood pulsed differently, sending shivers of longing spurting through every vein and artery and bodily extremity.
Her lips tingled with desire for more of him. More firm lips. More hungry tongue. More joining of their two beings.
Her vision clouded over, like a kind of fog screen or hazy filter between them and the harsher outside world.
âYou n-need to keep doing this all night,â she told him. âI wonât let you stop.â
âOkay by me.â
And so the fever continued, with a furor of warring nerve fibers that were unable to decide where to concentrate sensation. There was so much to feel, so many points of contact where her body and Robâs intersected. If only she could get rid of these restrictive clothes, there would be even more locales where their merging would be possible.
She yanked his shirt free from his Leviâsâ¦taking Step One in a recipe sheâd never made. She lifted it over his head and tossed it on the floor. Step Two. She unfastened his belt buckleâwith some difficultyâand snapped open his jeans. Step Three. She wrenched them down over his narrow, sexy hips. Step Four.
He unbuttoned her blouseâ¦unlatched her braâ¦pulled off her slacksâ¦and had his fingers poised at the waistband of her ivory pantiesâ¦in a record-breaking Step Five.
When they were underwear-to-underwear, he pressed his erection against her. She gasped, never having felt anything like this before, and his gaze flew up to meet hers.
âOh-oh,â he said, his voice thick. âI bet Iâve crossed some uncrossed boundaries already.â
âAh-huh. About five more than have ever been breached.â
He grinned. âCanât say Iâm sorry, Lizzy.â
âElizabeth,â she told him, then she snapped the waistband of his smiley-face boxers.
âOw. That was so not nice of you,â he murmured in her ear before he nipped at her lobe. Then he traced the outside of her ear with his wicked tongue, shooting sparks of need from that one tiny corner of her body all the way down and around to everywhere else. And, as if that werenât enough sensation, he ground his hips into hers a second time.
âOohhh, Rob.â
Then he did it again and again, and it occurred to her that this extreme level of awareness might overpower her. That her longing for him could get so strong that her flimsy underused circuits would overheat and shut down. That she could die from this degree of wanting.
He surged against her another time and she almost broke. âOh, Rob. I-I canâtââ
She tried to say, I canât take it anymore, Iâm about to ignite, but Rob took her at her literal words, clenched his jaw and pulled himself off her.
âI know. Iâm sorry,â he said.
She reached up to try to pull him back. To explain how heâd misunderstood.
âYouâre right to wait for someone special,â he said. âSomeone whoâll love you and stick by you and be here for you next month and next year.â
She let her arms flop down on the sofa. She wished she could cover her ears without offending him. She knew for sure she wasnât going to want to hear what was coming next.
âI want you like a crazy man tonight, Elizabeth, but you know Chicago is home to me now. You know after our uncles come back next week Iâm going to have to leave.â
Her throat was dry and unresponsive, so she just nodded. Yes, yes, she knew heâd leave.
âAnd youâve waited for so long. I donâtâI donât want you to waste this gift of yourself, of your first time, on me.â
Oh, how she wanted to tell him he was wrong. That with him it would never, could never be a wasted offering. But, as usual, her voice didnât cooperate.
âOr,â his expression turned hard, âon some random waiter at a bar, okay? Your moral courage is inspiring. I donât know many women who would wait until they were twenty-seven, almost twenty-eight toââ
âShhh,â she said finally, her voice raspy with the burden of unfulfilled desire.
Oh, God, she wanted him in her.
Her shocked body ached for him. Her heart, too. How could she explain aloud that her current state of virginity had much less to do with âmoral courageâ than with good old âlack of gutsâ?
Besides, what did it matter? In the end, he didnât want her long term. Maybe it was better this wayâstopping now. Maybe. Maybe not. But heâd taken the choice away from her.
She watched as he slipped his shirt over those great shoulders and picked up his jeans. He eyed them apprehensively.
âUm, getting myself back into these is going to be too much of a task in my currentâ¦condition.â With the merest flush of embarrassment, he glanced down. One of the smiley-faces on his boxers had a nose like Pinocchioâs. âI justâwell, could I grab a quick shower?â
She got him a towel and, fifteen minutes later, he was out the door, promising to pick her up tomorrow before his opening shift so she could retrieve her car.
His parting kiss was so tender, though, she almost called him back. âStay with me,â she whispered to the empty hallway. âDonât ever go.â
But even she knew there was a time when fantasy stopped and reality hit full force. Sheâd just had a major collision with it.
*
ELIZABETH COMBATED THE earthy elements of grogginess and lust the next morning. She told herself she could deal with whatever the day threw at her, but fear crept in and curled into a ball in her stomach. It was The Morning Afterâor, at least, the biggest Morning After sheâd ever had so far. How would Rob greet her? With friendliness? With heightened sexual hunger? With avoidance or shame?
But he surprised her because she hadnât guessed it would beâ¦with warmth and a bouquet of flowers.
âThank you,â she said, accepting the pink roses.
He said his âYouâre Welcomeâ to her by collecting her in his arms and kissing her without a breath for ninety seconds at least. He pulled a couple
of inches away and pointed at her with a stern index finger.
âYou werenât just dreaming last night, got it?â he said, narrowing his eyes in a mock threat. âIt was all real. And I donât want to hear any talk from you that you âarenât sureâ of what happened or what didnât happen, understand?â
As if she could forget. âI got it,â she told him and gave him her best morning smile. He beamed at her in return.
Oh, she loved this playful side of Rob. Loved it in him. Loved that he brought out something similar in her.
âBut I was dreaming,â she added, amazed at the evenness of her own voice. âAfter you left, I dreamed this very handsome Italian-American businessman visited me and took me out for an ice cream. A really large sundae with three ice cream flavors, loads of whipped cream, hot fudge sauce and a big red cherry on top.â
âIs that so?â
âOh, yes.â She offered him her sweetest smile. âHe said heâd personally make it for me. In my dream.â
âCâmon.â He put his arm around her and nudged her toward the door. âWeâd better make this frozen fantasy of yours come true before Gretchen gets there. Iâve got a feeling both of us are going to be in front of the firing squad today after our quick departure last night.â He gave her a pointed look. âYour friends arenât afraid to shoot their toughest questions at a guy, you know.â
âI know.â
So, to Tutti-Frutti they went.
âDid that âhandsome Italian-American businessmanâ select the three ice cream flavors for you, or did he ask you what you wanted?â Rob said to her, his lips upturned and looking rather smirky. âIn your dream.â
âHe asked me which ones I wanted, of course.â
âOkay. Which ones do you want?â
âI want your top three favorite flavors. Please.â
His brow wrinkled. âMy favorites?â
âYes. And any other toppings you think are good.â
He shrugged and loaded the sundae bowl with Pistachio Paradise, Chocolate Brownie Chunk and, finally, the sweet shopâs namesake.
âTutti-Frutti is one of your favorites?â she said. âWhy?â
âYou disapprove?â
âNot at all. J-Just curious.â
He leaned across the counter and kissed her on the nose. âBecause I like stuff thatâs kind of complex. That has little surprises in it.â
He ladled spoonfuls of hot fudge sauce over the ice cream, made another layer with caramel, then slathered her entire sundae in whipped cream. He added a couple of fat fresh strawberries to the massive dessert along with the big red cherry sheâd requested, plopping it right on top. Then he pushed the concoction across the counter toward her, followed by a napkin and a spoon.
âMay I have another spoon please?â she said.
âThat oneâs not dirty, is it?â He reached to grab her spoon back, but she did something she never done before. She put her hand on his and stopped him.
âNo. I m-meant, I wanted one for you.â
He stared down at her small hand resting on top of his for a moment, then he brought her fingers to his lips. Still holding her hand, he pulled out another spoon and dug into the giant sundae. But, instead of eating it himself, he offered the first scoop to her. Amazing. The man, not the ice cream.
Well, the ice cream, too.
She filled her spoon up and rubbed it against his bottom lip so driblets of hot-fudge sauce clung to that manly mouth. So luscious.
âMmm,â she said, watching him eat it.
He reached toward the sundae, snatching a strawberry and using it as a decorating tool to dot her nose, chin and cheeks with whipped-cream freckles. Then he kissed them off one at a time and fed the strawberry to her. Her heart slammed hard against her chest.
Or, maybe, it was the door that slammed.
âMy, isnât thisâ¦cozy,â Gretchen said, her voice registering an odd combination of amusement, surprise and suspicion. âCustomers will be here in ten minutes, though. Maybe you two should take thisâ¦this activity into the backroomâ¦provided itâs consensual.â
Elizabeth turned to look at her good friend, whose blue eyes were wide and questioning and whose body language indicated she could just as easily throw her arms around them in a bear hug of congratulations as she could throw a hard punch that might knock Rob over.
âI-Itâs okay, Gretch. Weâre, um, we bothââ
Rob cleared his throat. âWhat she means is that weâre giving you the morning off today. Elizabethâs going to work this shift with me.â He stared at her until heâd forced a nod out of her. Gretchen raised her eyebrows and shot them both dubious glances, but Rob continued, âYouâve been working real hard and probably have better things to do than watch the two of us make fools of ourselves for the rest of the morning. Weâre going to be pretty self-involved here.â
A smile played on the far corners of Gretchenâs lips. âAnd whoâs going to tend to the customers?â
âWe sincerely promise not to ignore them,â he said. âNot much, anyway.â
âElizabeth?â Gretchen asked.
She nodded at her friend, knowing darn well she hadnât been able to keep the wonder and delight off her own face.
Oh, the victorious thrill of love!
Gretchenâs smile broadened. âYou sure you donât need a chaperone?â
Elizabeth shook her head at the same time Rob said, âLook, Gretchen, Elizabeth and I have only got a week left to be together before our uncles come back from Europe. Weâre just enjoying the little time we have before I return to Chicago.â
Oh, the defeating agony of reality.
Some of the remarkable animating force thatâd kept her running hot these past ten or so hours, drained out of her. A chill took its place.
âAlrighty, then.â Gretchen swiveled on her robust heel and marched to the door. She flipped the sign from âClosedâ to âOpenâ and called over her shoulder, âPlay safely, kids. I donât want anyone to get hurt.â
Well, neither did Elizabeth, but preventing it was impossible. She waved her friend off and returned her sole attention to Rob, who was holding an ice-cream-covered spoon two inches from her lips again. Heâd managed to get some of every layer of the sundae on it, plus, he dangled the maraschino cherry by its stem just above it.
âOpen up, Lizzy,â he said.
She got as far as âElizaââ before he dropped the sweet fruit in her open mouth and followed it up with the spoon of ice cream.
âThatâs a good girl,â he said. âJust like that.â
She tugged the cherry off its stem and chewed, appreciating the sensation of being fed for the first time since she was three. He made her feel giddy and childlike and not at all like the serious adult that she had the reputation of being. Bless the man.
If she werenât such a good girl, sheâd consider making a bargain with the devil to keep Rob here in Wilmington Bay for a little longer. Then again, she probably couldnât hold his attention for more than another week or two, and all sheâd get in the end would be the pain of watching this miraculous thing thatâd happened between them dissolve and the misery of seeing him fall for someone elseâsomeone prettier and more interestingâbefore taking off for good.
No. Sheâd make no bargains. No promises. No vows. She wouldnât let her hopes get all tangled up in this astonishing relationship. Sheâd just enjoy it for however long it lastedâ¦and then let it go.
Yeah, right.
They worked side-by-side all morning, filling orders and eating up that sundae and two others, before Nick ambled in around noon. He wore dark sunglasses and had
nât yet shaved for the day.
âHey, guys,â he said, his voice raspy. âGretchen called me and ordered meâI mean, she said I could find you both here. I, um, lookâI got really drunk last night, which I think you know, so Iâm sorry if I embarrassed you, Elizabeth, or offended you, Rob, or did anything especially stupid becauseââ
âItâs okay,â she said, cutting him off.
Rob pretended to punch Nick in the gut. âAllâs forgiven. This time,â he said.
Nick looked more than mildly relieved but also a tad confused. âYou sure?â
âYep,â Rob said.
âOh, yeah,â she agreed.
âOkey-dokeyâI mean, thatâs good. Thanks.â Nick slouched against the counter, his hands cradling his dark head. âIâm gonna go back to bed then. Iâm making my brother Jason give me the day off, but Iâll be back at five-thirty for my first shift.â
âTerrific.â Rob waved him toward the door.
Nick took a few steps backward then scowled at them. âLook, I know Iâm majorly hung over right now, but is there something going on here that I donât know about?â
Rob rested his arm on Elizabethâs shoulders then pulled her in tight toward his to-die-for body. âLike what?â he said to Nick.
âLikeâI donât know. Iâm just getting a weird vibe, but thatâs probably crazy, right?â
âRight.â Rob turned Elizabeth to face him, leaving not a millimeter of space between them. Every single bit of her skin in connection with his tingled. He leaned in and kissed her. A good, long, hard one.
Nick pulled off his dark glasses and squinted at them. âWhat the hell? When did that happen?â
âThanks for your help, NickâI mean, your apology,â Rob said with a broad grin. âYou can go now.â
Her Greek buddy opened his mouth to speak but, for once, closed it again. He smiled, saluted them and was out the door before you could say âSpanakopita.â
Rob laughed and kissed her again.
âPromise me youâll work every opening shift with me this week,â he said when the coast was clear of both friends and customers. âPlease. I know youâve still got a lot of writing to do, but I love having you here beside me.â