by Violet Duke
Maddie lifted a skeptical brow, but couldnât help but smile. âTop secret communications? Are you going to send me smoke signals from the roof of the firehouse?â
âSomething like that.â Jamison winked as he reached for the door. âLater beautiful.â
âLater,â Maddie echoed, a warm, excited feeling filling her chest. She wasnât sure sneaking around with Jamison was good for her heart, but it sure as hell wasnât boring.
CHAPTER SEVEN
SATURDAY MORNINGS HAD always been one of Jamisonâs favorite times at the firehouseâthe scent of waffles and eggs and coffee brewing, the roar of laughter and conversation as husbands and wives and extended family gathered in the break room setting up folding tables, the shouts as kids ran around playing soccer on the grass behind the station, waiting for brunch to be ready.
It was a festive time, a time to be grateful for family in all its formsâthe one he was born into, and the one heâd joined when he became a member of the Summerville Fire Department.
Jamison knew his choice to leave his Atlanta Department and return to Summerville had seemed like a step backward to most of his Atlanta friends, but the SFD was home. Heâd grown up in this firehouse, and kissed his first girlfriend before a brunch very similar to the one he was helping to cook today. He treasured the chance to grow older in a place that felt so right and, best of all, to watch his brother hold his baby girl at the table where dozens of his friends had held their own children, where heâd helped celebrate more birthdays and engagements and anniversaries than he could count.
Most Saturdays, whether he was on duty or not, there was no place Jamison would rather be than at an SFD family brunch. But today, he couldnât wait to make his escape.
Maddie had slept over at his house the past two nights and lingered over coffee and the paper with him both morningsâtwo of her three mornings off from the bakeryâand now the morning feltâ¦strange without her.
It didnât help that Naomi was at the firehouse, snuggled up next to Jake, sipping coffee and glowing with happiness, alternating between beaming up at her soon-to-be husband and down at the sleeping bundle in his arms. Noelle was so tiny, she made Jakeâs arms look even more massive in comparison, and a massive man holding a tiny baby was bonafide female-heroin.
Every woman in the room had stopped by to coo and ooze estrogen all over the new family, ensuring Jamison had to fight his way through a crowd when Jake motioned him over.
âWhatâs up?â Jamison said, meeting Naomiâs gaze with a polite smile before giving Jake his full attention.
Jamisonâs secret relationship with Maddie had only made him feel more awkward around her sister. His gut told him that Naomi wasnât going to be a fan of their relationshipâdeserved or not, Jamison had a reputation as a womanizer, and Naomi was fiercely protective of her younger siblingsâwhich made Jamison determined to keep him and Maddie under wraps as long as possible.
So far, sneaking around with Maddie had been nothing but a pleasure, and he saw no reason to mess with a good thing.
âSome guy called for you this morning,â Jake said. âI told him you werenât here, so he said heâd call back later. I tried to tell him you werenât on duty until tomorrow, but he hung up.â
Jamison frowned. âWho was it?â
âI donât know. He didnât leave his name,â Jake said. âBut he sounded pretty intense. You donât have bill collectors after you again, do you?â
Jamison rolled his eyes. âNo, Dad, not since I was twenty-three. Iâm managing my funds responsibly.â
âWell, we can help if you need it,â Naomi said. âPlease donât hesitate to ask if you get in a bind.â
Jamison nodded, ignoring the spark of irritation her words ignited somewhere in his pride-center. Naomi wasnât being judgmental, simply generous. Sheâd obviously been making an effort to reach out and mend their relationship since their confrontation at the Firemanâs Ball, but so far Jamison had kept her at a distance.
He was happy for Jake and Naomi, he really was, but for some reason he still felt uncomfortable around his brotherâs soon-to-be wife.
That doesnât bode well for any of your future relationships, especially with Maddie. Sheâs already pointed out how weird you act around Naomi.
âThank you,â Jamison forced himself to say, knowing it was past time to man up and at least meet Naomi halfway. âI appreciate it, but Iâm doing fine.â He met Naomiâs gaze and smiled, a real smile this time, one that made her expression soften and a hopeful light enter her blue eyes.
âCan I get you two anything?â he continued, finding it easier to let down his guard than heâd expected. âMore coffee or a waffle or something? I think Kikiâs getting ready to open the serving line.â
Jake shook his head. âNah, Iâm good. Iâll wait until everyone else is through. I already had first breakfast with Faith earlier. She couldnât wait.â
Naomi laughed. âThat girl must have a hollow leg. She eats like a horse.â
âI heard that,â Faith said from the next table over, where the tall, athletic blonde was entwined with her own Whitehouse sibling, Mick. Theyâd been joined at the hip since New Yearâs and living together for almost as long. So far, however, there didnât seem to be any trouble in paradise, and Faith was happier than Jamison had ever seen her.
âDoes that mean Iâm uninvited to dinner tonight?â Faith asked. âOr should I just eat a snack first to fill up my hollow leg before I come over?â
Naomi laughed again and leaned over to assure Faith she was still more than welcome to dinner; Jamison took the opportunity to ease away from the table and through the crowd. The clock on the wall said it was almost ten, and he had someplace important to be.
After snagging a large mug of coffee with extra cream, a waffle drizzled with syrup and covered in crushed walnuts, and two forks, Jamison ducked into the hall and made his way through the weight room and out the back door.
Outside on the grass, abandoned balls lay where the kids had left them when they were called in to eat and a row of bikes glinted in the sun. It was the kind of warm, sunny morning that practically begged you to come have your meal outdoors. But thankfully, so far he was the only one to answer the call.
Balancing the plate on top of the mug, Jamison climbed the fire-escape ladder and continued up the two rows of stairs to the roof. As soon as he stepped onto the cracked asphalt he smiledânow the morning felt complete.
Maddie was already sitting in one of the chairs heâd snuck up earlier this morning, dressed in a red sundress that barely brushed her knees, with a ring of white daisies in her hair.
âI see you got my note,â he said, grinning as she turned to glance over her shoulder, her eyes lighting up when she saw him coming.
âI did,â she said. âBut itâs a good thing Lucyâs back at work, or I wouldnât have been able to come.â
âYou think Iâm an amateur?â Jamison settled into the chair next to her. âI knew sheâd be at work, and what time she was coming in.â
Maddieâs eyebrows lifted as she accepted the coffee he extended to her. âImpressive.â She took a sip, sighing in pleasure. âMmmâ¦and extra creamy, just the way I like it.â
âI knew that, too,â Jamison said. âIâve done all my detective work.â
Maddie grinned. âYouâre clearly wasting your potential fighting fires. You should have been an international man of mystery.â
âOr a mob boss,â Jamison said.
âOr a high-class male escort,â Maddie said, giggling when he shot her a hard look. âWhat? Youâre discreet, romantic, and your love-rod is absolutely worthy of a thousand dollars
a night.â
âItâs not a love-rod, itâs a cock,â Jamison said derisively, though he secretly loved that Maddie had nicknamed his stuff. âAnd itâs not the cock thatâs worth a thousand dollars a night, itâs the man who knows how to use it.â
âAnd to think I get it all for free,â she said with a naughty wink. âIâm a lucky girl.â
âYou are,â Jamison agreed, cutting a bite of waffle and offering her the fork.
Maddie slipped the bite into her mouth with a sexy little purring sound. âHmmâ¦this is delicious. My compliments to the chef.â
âI canât take credit for that,â Jamison said, cutting himself a larger bite. âKiki brings the waffle mix. Iâve tried to get her recipe, but she wonât tell anyone what she puts in it.â
âCinnamon and ginger for sure,â Maddie said, squinting up at the blue sky as she considered. âAnd maybe nutmeg, and something a little unexpected. Iâll need another taste to sort it out, but I will.â
âThink you can crack her code?â Jamison asked, impressed.
âYouâre not the only one with spy potential.â Maddie handed him her fork. âLoad me up. A few more bites and Iâll have it all worked out. I might even make you a batch tomorrow morning if youâre lucky.â
âSo youâve decided to let Lucy open on Sundays?â Jamison cut her another bite.
Maddieâs eyes narrowed. âHow did you know that?â
âI told you, I know everything.â He winked. âI had a heart to heart with Lucy yesterday when I was scoping out the Saturday schedule. She feels sheâs ready for more responsibility. Especially if the doughâs premade and all she has to do is load the pans and man the ovens. She thinks maybe youâre a little bit of a control freak.â
Maddie licked a bit of syrup from her lips. âOh, yeah?â
âBut I told her thatâs not true,â Jamison said, leaning closer to her tempting mouth. âBecause I know for a fact that you have fantasies about being tied up and blindfolded by a domineering man with an impressive love-rod.â
Maddie laughed, that low sexy laugh that felt like fingernails raking down his back. âYou did not. The poor girl would have died. She would have blushed hard enough to set her hair on fire.â
âNo, I didnât.â Jamison admitted. âBut I did tell her Iâd put in a word for her, you knowâ¦next time I saw my friend Maddie.â
âYouâre a good friend,â Maddie said.
âI am.â Jamison kissed her, confirming that her syrup-sticky lips were every bit as delicious as they looked.
âYum,â Jamison whispered as they pulled apart.
âCloves,â Maddie replied in a husky voice. âAnd possibly molasses.â
âYouâre the sexiest food detective ever.â Jamison cut her another bite and delivered it directly to her mouth.
âYouâd better believe it.â She closed her mouth around the fork in a slow, deliberate way that made Jamisonâs thoughts turn to the way her lips had closed around something much more intimate last night.
He blinked hard and forced his eyes away from her lips. If he let his thoughts head in that direction, it wouldnât be long before heâd be sneaking Maddie down to his Mustang for a drive into the country, out into the boonies until they found a deserted road where he could pull over and taste every inch of her.
Since she had to be back at work soon, that wasnât a good idea. Besides, he was enjoying hanging out with her. Their relationship had changed in dramatic ways from a week ago, but she was still as easy and fun to talk to as she had always been.
âYouâre not too bummed about missing out on the family meal are you?â she asked, taking another sip of coffee before offering him the mug. âI know you guys all love Saturday mornings.â
Jamison shrugged. âNah, Iâm good. Iâve had more than my share of brunches and, I donât knowâ¦it didnât feel the same this morning.â
âHow so?â Maddie asked, brow knitting. âWhatâs wrong?â
âNothing,â he said. âI guess itâs justâ¦â
âJust what?â she asked, her warm gaze making it feel okay to be honest, to let her know that this was quickly becoming about more than sex for him. Way more.
âI like having you around,â he said. âA morning doesnât feel right without you in it.â
Maddieâs eyes widened slightly before she smiled and dropped her gaze to the coffee mug. âThatâs sweet.â
The words were right, but her tone was several degrees cooler than a moment before and Jamison couldnât help but feel like heâd taken a misstep. He did his best to move the conversation back to safer groundâasking Maddie what he should get the baby for a christening gift and if sheâd be up for a trip to the old drive-in movie theater that had just reopened over in Red Bankâbut things still felt off. When Maddie stood a few minutes later and made her excuses to leave, Jamison wasnât surprised.
Bummed, but not surprised.
She kissed him goodbye and promised to see him tonight, but there was something wrong, something that made Jamisonâs chest feel tight and his last few bites of waffle taste like sandpaper in his mouth.
For the second time in his life, Jamison was falling for a woman, but his second matchup with love was starting to look like it might end the same way as his firstâwith Jamison out cold in the ring and the woman heâd fallen for slipping out of the arena, never to be seen again.
CHAPTER EIGHT
MADDIE PACED BACK and forth in front of the apartment window overlooking the street with her cell to her ear, nibbling her thumb as she waited for Dawn to finish making sandwiches for her kids and get back on the line.
Maddie knew she shouldnât leave Lucy alone downstairs in the bakery for much longer, but she needed girl talk so desperately she was willing to risk Lucy being overwhelmed by the Saturday afternoon rush in the name of gaining some peace of mind.
âOkay, Iâm back,â Dawn said, sounding breathless. âThe savages are fed and Iâm all yours for at least the next fifteen minutes, or until someone spills something.â
âThanks so much,â Maddie said. âIâd usually talk to Naomi, but I canât talk to her about this and Iâm so confused. I donât know what to do.â
âJamison troubles?â Dawn asked.
Maddie nodded, though she knew Dawn couldnât see her. âI think I should just end it. Like, tonight. Tell him Iâm sorry, but I canât do this. Give us both a clean break before things get too complicated.â
âBut werenât you the one who said you didnât want to date unless it had the chance of going somewhere?â Dawn asked, sounding as confused as Maddie felt.
âYes,â Maddie said. âBut that was before!â
âBefore he started falling for you.â
âOr acting like heâs falling for me,â Maddie said, thinking about what Jamison had said on the roof this morning enough to make her stomach flutter with anxious butterflies all over again. âIâm not sure what to believe. I mean, Iâve known him for years as a friend, but I donât know how he acts with women heâs dating. This might be his M.O.â
âIn what way?â Dawn asked.
âMaybe itâs more than his magic love-rod that made all those women fall for him,â Maddie said, warming to her theory. âMaybe he gets them addicted to the love-rod, then turns on the lovey dovey charm to reel them in, and thenâBAM! As soon as they start to lower their defenses and want to snuggle up and play house, he decides heâs bored and moves on.â
Dawn made a skeptical noise. âI donât know Maddie. It
doesnât sound like he was being manipulative. It sounds like heâs just having a great time being with you. Youâre having a good time with him, right?â
âYes,â Maddie said around a mouthful of her thumb, her teeth digging into the skin so hard it stung. âThe sex is so good I think Iâm becoming a nymphomaniac.â
Dawn laughed. âThen why do you sound so miserable? Youâre making problems where there arenât any. Relax and enjoy things. Give him a chance. You might be pleasantly surprised.â
âMaybe. Or maybe notâ¦I donât know. Iâm so confused.â Maddie turned back to the window, gazing at the firehouse across the street where only half an hour ago she had been happier than she could remember being in ages.
Argh! Why did Jamison have to start looking at her with mushy eyes and saying sweet things and ruin everything?
âI donât know if Iâm ready to jump into something serious with lots of feelings in it,â she continued, spinning away from the window. âEspecially with a guy like Jamison. Heâs been my friend since we were little and I love him, but I know what heâs really like. Heâs the nicest heartbreaker ever, but heâs still a heartbreaker.â
âNow, slow down for a second,â Dawn said, but Maddie pressed on.
âI mean, Iâve never seen him in a relationship for more than a few weeks, and never anything serious.â Maddie paced faster, running a shaking hand through her hair. âHe says there was this woman, Wendy, in Atlanta that he was ready to commit to at one point, but no one in Summerville ever met her. And how serious could it have been if he never brought her home to meet his family or friends?â
âMaddie, I thinkââ
âAnd what is wrong with him, anyway?â she continued. âTo start saying things like âthe morning doesnât feel right without you in itâ to me right now? Weâve only been dating a week and Iâm nowhere near as pretty as most of the girls heâs dated or as thin or as blonde. I mean, sure, I have big boobs, but thatâs only because I have a big bottom to match, and Iâve never seen Jamison with a girl with a big bottom. What is he thinking? And why is heââ